I woke up to sing ichi smile at me, It was a genuine smile. He asked me if i wanted to do private lessons with him in the dojo. I told him I said yes I would love to do that. When We arrive he open the door and told me they love me this was something new again because he wasn't acting like the usual sensei I had. It wasn't until he took me down playfully and then made out with me that I open my relieved his loving. I took off my Gi again, and start making love to him on top of him riding him passionately and lovingly slowly as well. As I was doing so I started to kiss him I bet am on my lap and Smiled him told him that I love him. This was the first time that he actually smiled back to me with his eyes and with his mouth.

"Ichi you have such a beautiful smile!" I said. "And sensual lips"

Those lips were very sensual I wanted to kiss song more and more as I did I found out he was getting Hot and bothered by the kissing so I ended up kissing his chest Teasing his nipples with my tongue as I made love to him. I told him that I was supposed to be a lesson not a lovemaking session.

Hi set up strange as I was riding him and he was making love to me. He car my breasts and said they were wonderful. It felt weird to have the sensei actually massage my brush I'm just a year ago he was "just" my sensei. Continue this shy love making until he ended up asking to marry me. I asked tell me if it was a little early for the marriage proposal but he said no he wanted to marry me and broken English. Then I started to wonder if you wanted a green card or some other thing but he said no no I want to go to Japan with you and live in Japan. I asked him what his childhood was like. I told him that mine was like broken home parents always fighting being bullied.

" I was born in poverty then I ended up being sent to And prestigious karate school for martial artist where I train for many years until I became a master of the sixth Dan black belt, all the while I ended up joining the Japanese mafia after I want to hear me and had some disturbances in my mind. I was a hitman at one orange where I killed many people with a samurai sword

" I was the youngest guy I have the sixth Dan black belt but when I was even in Japanese mafia I was still an abject poverty I never knew my parents since I was six years old when I went to the school for martial artists only. I can The only things I can do is read and write which I learned myself. I am sorry if I had a sad life as well"

I asked him what kind of disturbances he had in his mind like mental health wise and he said it was schizophrenia along with other comorbidities. I actually fell for the guy but he actually was smiling with his eyes.

As I saw that his eyes were smiling at me I ended up smiling back at him with my face and I ended up taking my hand and touching his face as we were kissing. He held my hand and made love to me right away with his kids saying that is he ended up making love to my neck with his mouth and started to go down to my collar bone And then he went to my breasts and started teasing them with his mouth and massaging them with his mouth I was Astonished that he was He was very gentle to me this time where is the first time we mad he was not very gentle at all trying to kiss me and everything and holding my hands above my head at the time. The fear of him deminished.

"I must tell you" he said kissing my breasts, " I was going to going to off my self before you first walked into my dojo. When I saw you I knew there was some home for me to find some love."

"Awwwww" I said. " Have you ever had any other girls in your dojo before or was it just a bunch of guys."

"No just guys who thought tough"

" so you never had a beautiful girl in your dojo before. I can see why you felt that way, and cold I said taking him by the hair and kissing him on the forehead. "I am glad that I came when I did I love you very much so now you didn't have to force yourself on me that night you could've told me that you wanted to make love to me and I want to say yes"

"Where were you born in in Japan I mean" I asked.

"Iga" He said I asked somewhere that place was he said that was a place where there was a lot of ninjas magic man at one point I was famous for that he was in that plays for most of his life until you join the army and then yakuza.

"Do you have any poems" I asked. " can you teach me your language"

Easter in reading a poem and his native tongue and then actually translate it to me again

Little blossom

So Sensual so beautiful

Yet so sad

I want to spend

The rest of my life

With you

Beautiful blossom.

" if your going to yes," he suggested, " then you say hai"

"Hai sensei!"

He was surprised that I actually said that. He ended up Gently taking me tackling me to the ground making out to me. I think we spread a good our meeting held holding each other in our arms. He may have loved me but he had a funny way of showing it at the first place and I wasn't going to look there in my mouth I was just gonna enjoy what I have now because I don't think I would ever have loved before age 30.

"Ichi-san did you every have any woman in your life."

"No Megan," he said. " I want to make love to a woman to be married to a woman but I ended up falling in love with one of my students who was male, young Who's Body was so full of scars from flights and beatings he looked horrible but he was in love with me and I love ones and he started a relationship with me."

"What is his name," I asked.

"Masa," ichi said. " we still write to eachother. Which made me even sadder. I loved him."

"What do you mean," I asked.

"I should have brought him to states," he said. "I would introduce him to you but he exclusive."

"Try me" I said. " I want to know him"

"He simple life simple mind."

Then I wrestled through some of his old love letters to MASA and I found his address I ended up secretly writing letters to Masa.

I wrote a letter that Read like this:

Masa-san

I don't know what your last name is I don't know very much about yourself you're my sensor is lover and top student at one point. I hope you understand English I want to get to know you more. I am Magine are used to be a daughter of a famous rapper button on a job homeless and now living with your sensei so my sensei now. I am a tattooed woman who wants to get to know you are very interested in Japan as culture and I'm very interested in you as well I wonder what you look like please send me a picture and let's get to know each other. I know you're exclusive to my sensei only but I want to be able to talk to you and be your friend.

Love Megan- san

I ended up getting a letter from him after a few weeks of sending it to him. And It read like this

Mushi mushi Megan san

Siri you are the new lover of my sensei I missed him so much. I don't know how you got my address but thank you for reaching out I am very happy to hear from you I was hoping that this letter was coming from my son saying that he was gonna come back and be in love with me again. As I said I was a small town boy from Okinawa who want to do a panda learn karate and ended up falling in love with Ichi. He was so wonderful to me and so beautiful so I wanted to be with him where is that I was ugly I had a lot of scars from past fights with yakuza and also with other thugs. Shut down send you a picture but I have been still practising karate and now I am A sensei myself Junior sensei.

I want nothing more to be with my beloved Ichi for now on, maybe we can be lovers too ;)

Masa

When I saw the picture of him he was muscular in nature and very scarred up from his fights. He even had a scar on his face many scars are on his face not to the point where disfigured him or made him ugly but it made him look kind of hot.

I was wondering where he was living I asked my son say where he lived and that he was a very good looking young man. He said that he knew this guy since he was seven years old but fell in love with him when he turned the age of consent. He wasn't a predator he said it's Ichi it was.

"He had hots for me."

Before I saw the picture I thought of him as a red spiky hair but he had long hair semi short almost salmon and like for a very beautiful hair. I wanted to know more about Masa.

The next Ladder and I wrote a Maza I ended up giving a picture of me before I met my sensei, it was just a Polaroid and other words a photo without any make up. And when he returned the message with a reply he ended up saying that I was strikingly beautiful that he wanted to be with me that he was no longer exclusive after seeing that Polaroid picture.

I think that he said I I called there said he loved the way I looked and loved my vibe that he wanted to get to know me even more as well I think the word love was even in the letter as well. I didn't know I had a re read it. As I made sure that the world was in there and it was ion it up deciding to have to choose if I ended up going to Japan and depending on where we were going to live. Masa said that he wanted us to move with him to Tokyo.

" tell masa that I want to move to Tokyo to see him"

"You're not going to leave me are you."

"No I wanted woman I keep my love."

I want out of the dojo and ended up going to alley way were we make out.. Took a drag from a cigarette even though my father would have a fit over there at two. I ended up trying to think who I love to be with more Maza or Ichi.

As the months came in and why and I ended up not only falling in love with Ichi. Has Mada sent me many pictures of Open the cell finish karate ge sometimes without his top on bearing all the scars and stuff. Or sometimes just pictures of him smiling I knew he was going to be a bit of a problem but fun and loving problem. He was telling me what his favourite TV shows books and movies he watch, What is each letter that I wrote to masa. I could tail physiologically and also from his words as well that we were falling in love by myself Sensei's back something I didn't want to do.

I told him that I was in love with Masa.

" It's OK I can have a three-way with you in my so if you want. I am not one to be afraid to let my love go for a little bit but you have to come back to me. He made me promise me that right away that at least will have a three-way because he had feelings for he not had just feelings for me but also Masa.

It got to the point where I daydream not of a three-way with my sensei and his former student but also just being with Marsa entirely being in his arms and being in love with him. He was very charming in his letters and seemed like a very decent young man.

I know that is my sensei found out that I was daydreaming about his former student who is just a few years older than me I was going to be in deep shit. I never thought of him to be jealous but when he was going to cut a feel of my breast while making love to me before class he found the picture of masa in my bra.

"Can you still do that with my love poems now you disregard me I still love you but I feel hurt."

" it's just I don't wanna have a three-way just yet with you and him but I just wanna be with him at the moment I wanna get to know more before I actually commit to him." I can tell my son sailor is getting a little hot under the collar and I was getting angry.

" But he was my first love even know he was a guy I still love them very much I love you very much I can't let both of you go."

But why I asked was the reason why. He said that he was in love with Masa he had a beautiful face even though it scarred and he was in love with me right then and there because I was perfect and beautiful. He didn't wanna let me go at all he wanted to be in love with me right away I want to be in love with masa at the same time.

I just couldn't help but feel that he was going to force a marriage on to me.

Again as a month one I and I want and wrote letters and secret to masa my side is side he was going to propose me through a letter and actually gave me a ring. He said don't worry about the sensei he was just going to have a three-way but I'll be making love to you instead of fucking you. I was kind of reassured that now so I had my interest in the heart.

I wrote to him asking him if he was also forced by Ichi.

The next letter said that he was not forced by Ichi. But was in love.

I wasn't jealous but I want to be away from Ichi As soon as I wanted Japan but I know he was going to put that little golden handcuff find me known as a wedding ring. I was in masa far but also as it didn't want to hurt my son so his feelings.

I can't keep the letters but wanted to always hide them in particular places that my sensei couldn't get that like he would find it not find them in the filing cabinet and the stuff he was actually pretty stupid. But he was stupid in love with me.

That was when I decided to give my moms address to new found found lover who is Actually genuine And move back with my mother where I belong in the first place I told her that Ichi was getting controlling.

"Oh really"

"Yes"

"You shouldn't trust in a yakuza." She said. " let's see if we can give him a restraining order."

"Ok."

We ended up finding a restraining order against my own sensei and then Adam having to go to court to sign documents it was kind of a smelly mask to begin with but I wanted Ichi out of my way.

After everything certain goal of Love letters coming back, How old is the company worth a poem and I was ready to destroy every single one of them that wasn't from Masa.

One thing I did not tell my mother was that shit I was going to move to Japan to meet my lover Maza. I told her all about him his letters and how he thought I was beautiful and stuff and that I have I thought he was good looking. And that he was just a few years older than me that he was in my age group. She wondered about his language barriers and I said he also knows Japanese and Tibetan as well as English and he was very well fluent in it compared to Ichi.

" What does this masa guy do?"

" He runs his dojo as well"

"Ok," She said but I know there was going to be a but at the end of this. And then came "but I don't want you to get into any more people like Ichi anymore"

That I couldn't keep as a promise How do you say I knew that ichi was going to come back to me when you found out that I move to Japan and I want to be with Masa that my former sensei was going to be in the picture again.

At least one hour was at my house I was allowed to think about and do dream about about Mossau and seeing what he was gonna be like.