I'M GONNA KEEP IT REAL WITH YALL, I DID NOT EXPECT YOU GUYS TO LIKE THIS STORY THIS MUCH LOL….

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Natasha's learned many things from the Red Room. How to kill, how to inflict torute, how to seduce just about anyone to do your bidding.

But Love was not one of those things

There were many moments where she thought she found love. She thought she found it when she first kissed the devil of Hell's kitchen. But that was a one time thing and frankly he tasted pretty pale. She thought she found true love when she met Bucky Barnes. Now that wasn't too bad, they had chemistry, they worked well together and they always seemed like they were in sinc. But of course Natasha's past Trauma had to ruin a good thing and cause them to split.

Hell there was a time when she was new to this whole love thing and she even thought Spider-Man would be a interesting pairing until Peter admitted he already has a complicated love life.

So really she had given up on love, maybe it was just something that's not in the playing cards for someone like her. With all the skeletons and demons she's collected all her life maybe this is what she deserves.

Then Natasha smiled, through all the pain and torture she's endured she was still able to smile because of one man

Steve was nervous, NO wait he was scared…...No that didn't do he was absolutely petrified his palms were sweaty and he kept replaying all the scenarios in his head

One of many things could happen

Knowing her she could simply say something sarcastic like "I'd rather fight Galactus than go out with you" or she could put him down easy since they have such a great friendship she could say "you're a nice guy rogers and an even better leader, but I don't see you that way sorry"

Honestly, why was he even doing this ?

Because he needed to move on from Peggy DUH !

But why The Black Widow ?

'COME ON ROGERS' Steve thought 'Bucky, your bestfriend dated her. Granted they broke up over a year ago it's still wrong right ?'

Steve nodded to himself and began to turn around

Why was he even doing this ? Ok he'll admit he has somewhat of a crush on the spy, he admires her determination and skill and her will to move on considering her complicated past.

He always thought there wouldn't be a single person alive that really understood him but boy was he wrong. Natasha understood more than he thought, She understood his pain, and his loss. She always felt like the weight of the world was on her shoulders, and that she could never outrun her pass no matter how hard she tried. They were more alike than they wanted to admit.

'Damnitt Rogers ! you fought in World War 2 ! you've died and come back to life ! you've helped beat a planet eating god ! YOU'VE STOOD UP TO ODIN ! so why the hell is this so hard, your just asking to see a movie with her'

Turning back again Steve looked at the spy

'I mean look at her, it's like god himself personally took time to make her'

It wasn't just the will she had and the determination and the skill. The women was drop dead gorgeous

'And not enough words in any language could ever explain how beautiful she is'

Steve looked at himself through the mirror of the hallway

'America's greatest soldier, weakened by Russia's greatest Spy'

Taking a deep deep DEEP breathe Steve gathered himself

Steve was a fearless man, nothing had ever scared him, but the walk from the start of the hallway from the elevator to the end to where the kitchen was, was excruciatingly scary

When he finally reached the end of the hall he felt a slight bit of remorse. He was planning on asking out Bucky's ex. Even if he's been in love with Natasha for a very long time he should have done this before they dated.

Steve wanted to stop, turn around and forget this whole crush thing out of respect

But he knew better than anyone he has a hard time letting things go

He had to do this

Approaching behind the Redhead he took a deep breath

His lips felt chapped, his throat was dry and his neck was twisted

Red Skull had nothing on her

After minutes of thinking what to say he decided to speak

"H…"

"Gonna stand there all day looking at my ass or are you gonna speak to me Rogers"

'Carp, she thinks I'm a creep'

Letting out a nervous chuckle Steve gave his best unnervous smile and turned around

"I,,,I'm sorry N N Nat Nat, Natasha, Widow….uhh, I should probably shut up now"

"No please by all means keep blabbering it's cute" she smiled still having her attention to the magazine, but this was way more interesting

Her voice was such a calming song to his ears, something he could get lost listing too for hours on end

"I I I….."

"Sorry Steve, out of all the languages I speak that's not one of them"

As stern as she sounded she was holding in a giant grin, I mean it's not everyday you have Captain America stuttering to get out a simple word in front of your face

Steve sighed, taking all bits of courage he had he turned around and stood proud

'This is a lot easier with the shield'

"Natasha Romanoff, If I may, I would love to accompany you to a movie tonight. My special offering, just you and me…UNLESS YOU DON'T WANT TO THAT'S OK, YOUR PROBABLY BUSY ANYWAY…."

Well that courage didn't last long

Steve's high and mighty shoulders slumped down. He sighed again and began to walk away already hoping she would forget this terrible moment

"Sorry, I just…nevermind….I'll leave you to your magazine"

His self pity was soon stopped by the touch of her hand grabbing his and the softest of chuckles he's ever heard

It was cute

Steve turned around to be greeted by a Natasha in all her beauty smiling

He's never seen her smile before like….ever. At least not a real genuine smile before. It felt like he fell in love with her all over again

" I would love to see a movie with you Captain"

His eyes bolted

He had to process all this new given info

She said yes, like literally agreeing !

And he made her smile !

And they were currently holding hands

AND SHE SAID YES !

His mind and heart were racing while his face was blank

If it wasn't for Natasha's snapping fingers in his face than he probably would've been stuck like this forever

"Steve…..Steve, STEVE !"

'Huh…..oh yes"

Another chuckle greeted her face

"Pick me up at 7 ?"

Steve just simply nodded

"Great….well see you then"

He watched as she picked up the fashion magazine and walked away to the hallway leaving the Kitchen

Hearing and seeing the ding and the metal door close Steve questioned everything up to this moment

"Am I about to go on my first date ?"

The memory was nice to think of

Sadly it was short lived because the heavy surge of electricity surging through her veins made her scream in pain.

The two Hydra soldiers just smirked as they looked at the screaming in avenger

After a couple of seconds of pain the electricity stopped and Natasha lowered her head as she slowly began to take deep and heavy breaths

"I'm sorry beautiful, did that hurt"

Lowering his face down to her he aggressively grabbed her chin

"Maybe if you give me a kiss I'll tell my friend here to lower the volt, how does that sound cupcake"

Natasha simply responded with a brutal headbutt to the noise making the hydra Soldier fall on his behind and yell in pain as he held onto his nose

"Sad, I only heard 3 bones break, must be getting rusty"

In hindsight it probably wasn't the smartest move to fight back against her jailers but then again she wasn't about to give them what they wanted.

The slider growled as he stood up

"Hit that Bitch again, and make it hurt"

With a sound of electricity charging the screams of pain returned echoing through the room

Red Skull and Red Guardian watched as they saw Natasha scream through the monitor of Red Skull's office. With arms behind his back and his arms crossed with his shield strapped they held unsurprised looks on their face

"It's gonna take more than pain and tortue to break my wife Shmidt, this is meer play of children for her"

"I'm not trying to break Romanoff"

"Then why torture her ? why not just start the brain testing and send her back to America ?"

Red Skull grew a smirk on his face

Pressing the red button on the intercom system Red Skull began to talk to the rest of the Facility

"Send the first tape"

He let go of the red button and began to look back at the monitor

The Hydra soldiers stopped using the electric stick and began taking turns punching her

"If you wanna take down the Empire, your gonna need to take on the king first, and how do you get to the king"

Red Guardian just shrugged his shoulders as a response

"You Take away their Queen"

"Sir, The FIrst Tape has Been Sent"

"Very good"

"Just Watch Alexei, Watch as America's greatest hero deepens in madness and is shown as nothing more than a false beckon of hope and symbolism"

The sight of seeing Natasha's blood splatter around the ground and Red Skull's speech brought a smile to Red Guardian's face

"I can't wait"