Chapter 7 Friends?
A/N: Sorry for the short chapter. I'm posting this as we are about to walk out the door. I will try to get another chapter up tomorrow if not it will be Monday. Have a wonderful weekend.
***Sam's POV***
Did it suck to send my best friend and the love of my life away? Yes, it does but I feel dirty, I feel like they will now treat me differently. Crying into the pillow seems to bring me some comfort not much but some. There was a knock at the door, "Sam its Alex I'm going to open the door now."
I replied with "You can come in Alex" I sat up as he came into the room.
"Hondo said that you wanted to speak to me. Is everything ok?" Alex came and sat next to my bed.
"Honestly? No, I'm not ok. I want to organise an abortion. Please don't talk to me about my options I know what I want to do." Alex gave me a tissue "I asked Rocker to contact our team's psychiatrist Dr Wendy to come in and chat with me. Alex, I sent both Hondo and Rocker home I want to get the abortion done whilst they aren't here. If they come back whilst I'm under then just tell them but the other are not to know do you understand?"
"Sam, I can organise it for you, ill let the nurses know about Wendy. No one else will know about the surgery. Is there anything else I can do for you?" I shook my head whilst wiping away the tears "ok I'll go organise it."
"Thank you Alex, I appreciate it." Alex nodded and left the room. I laid back down and just cried.
***Normal POV***
It had been a few hours when Rocker came back to the hospital room. He opened the door and seen that Sam wasn't in there. Rocker turned at said "Stevens where is she?"
"Rocker the doctor came and took her surgery. Sam said it was ok" Stevens replied.
Rocker got straight onto his phone and called "Hondo Sam is back in surgery you need to get here."
"I'm on my way. Don't say anything to anyone I think I know what it is." Hondo ran to his car and drove to the hospital. Hondo raced into Sam's room where Rocker was. Sam wasn't back yet.
"Hondo, Alex just came in he said that she is ok. She did do an abortion everything is ok." Hondo sighed, "Alex said that she was adamant on doing when we had gone home, Alex also said that Wendy wants to see here as soon as she is ready."
"Thanks Rocker. I know that the past few weeks have been really bad between us and I'm sorry I don't blame you for the situation and I'm sorry if you thought that I did. I'm sure that you can understand that it was very hard 6 weeks for all of us." Hondo came up to Rocker to be able to talk straight to his face.
"Yeah, I get it. I just felt it was my responsible for the situation and her going missing. I'm just glad that she is safe, and I hope that we can all move forward in it all." Hondo and Rocker did a man hug. It wasn't long before Sam was brought back into the room, she was still sleeping. Alex came in and explained that Sam requested the abortion and that everything went well.
Sam started to stir just as Alex left the room. "Hey baby girl, we are here." Hondo and Rocker came next to Sam. Sam opened her eyes and smiled at them both.
"Hey your back. I'm sorry I didn't tell you both it was something that I needed to do so I can start to move forward." Sam continued to try not make eye contact with them both.
Rocker reached out and using his left hand he gently lifted up Sam's face to look at him "You don't have to explain we both know how you felt about it, but I can tell you now we both would and still are here to support you." Sam could see that he was being sincere and nodded agreeance.
"Baby girls look at me" Sam looked at the love of her life. Hondo could see the tears starting to form "Hey now no need to cry we are here. I know I just want to support you so does Rocker. We are here and we will start to tag team so you're not alone, ok?" Sam nodded and Hondo wiped away the tears that fell. "Its ok baby girl we are here, and we love you, ok?" Sam gave them both a hug.
