Eddie clamped his hands round my waist, delivering wet sloppy kisses to my neck. I spun to face him, hooking my index and middle fingers of both hands through Eddie's belt loops and dragging him into me to smash my lips to his. Eddie cradled my head in both of his hands, tilting my face upwards to slide his tongue deeper into my throat whilst I undid his jeans and tugged them down. He was panting when I balled my fists into the hem of his Guns N Roses tee, lightly rubbing my knuckles against the warm skin of his lower abdomen. We stumbled towards my bed landing in a heap of limbs rutting against one another. When Eddie began unbuttoning my shirt I leaned back, "Is it okay if you don't, uh, touch them?" I asked timidly. Eddie immediately rolled off from on top of me, looking concerned but not annoyed. "Sure. If you wanna keep your shirt on that's okay too." He said. I nodded with appreciation, I was still at war with my body and knew any attention to my breasts would only make it worse. Eddie leaned over to kiss me again as I slipped his tee over his shoulders, revealing his lean upper body and the tattoos covering his chest. As we made out hungrily and needily, Eddie unzipped my shorts and threw them across the room. Through his pants I could feel Eddie's growing hard on as we were grinding against eachother. I pulled gently on Eddie's hair making him moan into my mouth, and a tingling sensation shot through my body right down to my clit. As if he knew this Eddie slipped his hand down my pants and rubbed soft circles right where I needed it. "Mmm don't stop Eddie," I breathed against his lips and squealed in satisfaction when he started using two fingers. After a couple of minutes I pulled away from Eddie and rolled off the bed, he pouted at me with sexual frustration all over his face. I winked and dragged a small black box from under my bed, Eddie watched with wide eyes as I opened it to reveal my sex toy collection. "Oh my fucking god." Eddie whispered, hands shooting to his crotch. I had a small bullet vibrator and a larger hand held one, anal beads, a leather spank paddle, and a 7 inch dildo. When Eddie saw that he audibly gasped, then looked at me with a wicked grin, "So that's how you were able to take all of me straight away?!" I bit my lower lip and felt my cheeks flushing - he wasn't wrong - honestly if I wasn't used to pleasuring myself with this thing on a regular basis I wouldn't have been able to take all of Eddie inside me the first time we had sex.

Eddie rose to his feet, circling his arms around my waist, and whispered into my ear, "The thought of you pleasuring yourself with that is incredibly fucking hot," The deepness of his voice made my heart skip a beat and I dug my fingernails into his back. "Ever fucked yourself with it and thought about me?" he asked, which made my legs wobble. I just about managed to reply, "Every time" before he trapped my lips in his and kissed me roughly, our hands fumbled over eachother as we peeled our underwear off and threw them to the side. "I've been thinking, maybe I could learn how to be more submissive for you - since you like switching it up?" He cocked his head to look down at me. Eddie Munson wanted me to dominate him? I smiled inwardly, this was going to be fun. I flicked my eyes up and down his naked body, taking in all of the tattoos decorating his skin. "Sit on the bed." I said, not demandingly but with an edge of authority. Eddie obliged. At the back of my wardrobe there was a red wooly scarf thin enough to use as rope. Eddie watched me but didn't say a word. "Hands in front of you." I said in the same tone and tied Eddie's wrists together as he leaned against the headboard of my bed. When I picked up the dildo Eddie coughed, "What are you?" I didn't answer him, just dragged the wooden chair from my desk to the foot of the bed. I flicked on my stereo and clicked in a Def Leppard mix tape, then stuck the dildo onto the chair and straddled it, slowly lowering myself onto the toy and never breaking eye contact with Eddie.

His mouth hung open and his bound hands flew to his erection. "Don't you dare." I shouted assertively, "You touch yourself - I stop. You cum - I stop." An indistinguishable noise tore through Eddie's lips and the look on his face told me he was slightly regretting letting himself be submissive like this. Meanwhile I was loving it - I hadn't had the chance to be in control like this for a long time. With my hands wrapped around the back of the chair I started gently lifting myself and sliding back down, biting my lip at the sensation. Eddie never took his eyes off me, pupils tripling in size as he watched me speed up. When I angled myself a little differently and hit my sweet spot, my eyes briefly closed as I began panting. Eddie took this as his opportunity to stroke himself, just once, thinking I didn't see. "What did I say Munson?" I asked and hopped off the chair. "What? I didn't even -" Eddie began stuttering, hungry eyes watching me walk over to the stereo to stop the tape. "Please don't. I'm sorry. I won't do it again. I swear." His voice was hoarse and needy. This was so fucking hot. I nodded once and resumed riding the dildo, tapping my clit as well. Eddie did as he promised but his face was a picture of deprivation and pain. When I climaxed I threw my head back and moaned loudly, "Eddie - ahhh - Eddieeeee!" I heard my bed creak as Eddie threw himself onto his knees whining, "Rain - please let me - I'm begging you - I need to. Rain, please!" I clambered over to the bed, kneeling in front of him, "No." I whispered and nibbled his ear lobe, kissing my way down his neck before leaning back to watch him scrunch his eyes closed and ball his hands into fists as he clung onto sanity after being edged.