Hi everyone. So sorry that this isn't the chapter update you were all looking forward too, but I wanted to give you a quick update on what's going on.
I'm so sorry I've kept you all waiting. I've had a very rough six months since my last update. If anyone saw in my last end of chapter note, I said I had just received some interesting news I hoped to share with you on the next update. I'll share it now as an explanation, instead of the celebration I hoped it would be: I found out I was pregnant. I miscarried a month later. Then in March, I found out I was pregnant again (fun fact, you're most fertile post- miscarriage, apparently); and two weeks after I got to see the heartbeat of this pregnancy, I found out it wasn't viable. I am still dealing with the medical fallout of that, a month later.
While we are doing better now, suffice it to say neither my husband nor I were doing well this six months. It's been a rough ride, a lot of ups and downs. And throughout all that, I lost any desire and passion for writing. I've just finished re-reading this story, and I want to get back into it. I'm going to do my best to hopefully have a chapter for you at least by the end of the month. Please bear with me. I'm not abandoning this story, if anything a happy ending for Bella, Jasper, Emmett, Charlie, Alice and all the rest is just what I need to soothe this soul. But not before they reflect my own turmoil, as is the author's prerogative.
Thank you all for your support, you can imagine how many times I have read your reviews these last six months and yearned for the day I could add to them. I love that all of you love this story so much, and I hope I can keep bringing you joy with it.
See you next time. 3
I.C.
