Author's Note: This is an Augva-based and Ava-centric oneshot, set after "Pardon Me For Yelling"- Chapter 17 of my story "Girl Meets World (Season 7)" and chapter 2 of "Girl Meets SVU". This is from Ava's POV.

The police and Riley left. My mom came back in a few minutes later.

"Ava?"

"Why did you act like that?" I questioned her. "I wasn't being dramatic. Why would you say that?"

"What happened to you…it was my fault," she said, blaming herself. She dropped her fake English accent a while after dad left. "When you told me that August wouldn't be walking home with you, I should have picked you up from school. I guess I took my anger at myself out on you, I'm sorry,"

"Don't blame yourself, mom," I told her. "It's not your fault. It's not my fault…It's not Auggie's fault. He threw the rock, but he didn't cause this."

"Why did you break up with him?"

"We don't know what love is," I told her what I told Auggie. " I never will. Every time I close my eyes, I'll feel everything again." Then I started to spout off everything he said to me. "You think he loves you? He doesn't. You deserve this. You're ugly and fat. You don't even deserve to be here—"

My mom cut me off with a hug.

"Stop," she told me urgently. I stopped talking. "He told you those things, didn't he?"

I nodded. She rocked me back and forth. After a bit, she stopped and pulled away.

"It's all true," I said. "I'll never be good enough for anyone. I'll never be pretty. I'll never be skinny enough."

She took my face in her hands and looked straight into my eyes.

"Get those words out of your head," She begged me. "You are beautiful! You do know what love is, both of you. To tell you the truth…I was jealous of you two for a while." She smiled. "You two were what I wanted your father and I to be."

I looked down at my abdomen.

"Do you really want me to have a baby?"

She placed her hand on mine.

"What I want is for you to be happy," she told me.

"I don't know how to feel happy anymore," I admitted. "I just know that I want this baby to live…I want my baby to live."

"That's love, Darling," mom said.

"So is letting someone go when you're bad for them," she said.

"You're not bad for him," she told me.

"I'll never be good enough for him; he deserves better than me," I said. "I would just end up hurting him again and again. He shouldn't have to deal with my problems. He shouldn't have to pretend like he wants to be something he's not. This isn't his, and he didn't cause it."

"Ava…"

"Can you get the nurse to take the IV out?" I asked. "I want to walk around a little."

After she did, they let me leave the room but the nurse stayed with me.

"Is there anywhere you want to go?" The nurse asked me.

"Is there anywhere I could clear my head?" I asked her.

"The hospital chapel," she suggested. "It's peaceful."

"Okay."

She let me go in by myself. As I walked in, I saw the cross hung at the back of the room. I looked over and saw a piano. I sat down at it.

I've been learning piano since Auggie started.

I looked at the cross again.

"I don't know…" I started praying, but trailed off, not knowing what I was going to say next.

I looked at the piano again. A song popped into my head. I never knew I'd sing this song.

I placed my hands on the keys and took a breath. I started singing and playing.

Close the book before it turns to tragedy/ Tear the tree house down, give up the fantasy/ Nothin' to regret, since the day we met/ Glad we took a chance makin' our own world/ Perfectly imperfect like it had to be

Who thought that one first kiss/ Would turn into two heartbreaks?/ 'Cause, since we were young, I swore/ I'd never walk away

I stopped playing for a second and a tear dropped onto a piano key.

I love you so much that I've gotta let you go/ It couldn't last forever/ And I hope you find better/ I can't forget us, can't pretend we ain't broken/ It was good together/ Now I've gotta let you go

I'll always be in love with who we used to be/ I'll save the photographs and keep the memories/ The curls in our hair, the secrets that we shared/ The way that you would stare at me across the room/ We laughed until we cried, it feels like yesterday

Who thought that one first kiss/ Would turn into two heartbreaks?/ 'Cause, since we were young, I swore/ That I'd never walk away

I love you so much that I've gotta let you go/ It couldn't last forever/ And I hope you find better/ I can't forget us, can't pretend we ain't broken/ It was good together/ Now I've gotta let you go

I'm pickin' up pieces left and right/ Now that our hearts are both untied/ It'll take time, it'll take time/ No one can say we didn't try/ I'll think of these days all my life/ It'll take time, it'll take time

I love you so much that I've gotta let you go/ It couldn't last forever/ And I hope you find better/ Yeah/

Tears were streaming down my face and falling onto my playing hands.

I can't forget us, can't pretend we ain't broken/ It was good together/ Now I've gotta let you go

After I finished, I broke down in a sob. Less than a minute later, I felt my mom's arms wrap around me. The words started to flow in again. I started to hit my head.

"Go away!" I yelled at Kevin's words. My mom grabbed my arms and held me tighter. I cried even harder.

Author's Note: The song used in this fic was called "Let You Go" by Joshua Bassett from the show "High School Musical: The Musical: The Series".