A/N: Hey everyone! Thanks for the reviews on the last chapter and welcome new readers! Here's a new chapter, and for some reason, it turned out to be M-rated. :)


CHAPTER 12

Brittany decided to meet with the Berrys at their restaurant in Staten Island the next day to personally inform them that Santana regained her memories. She made sure to meet with them while Quinn was still in town so she could explain to the family what Santana is and will be going through. Rachel and her dads told Brittany that they were happy for them but were heartbroken when Quinn explained to them that Olivia doesn't exist in Santana's mind anymore. Brittany couldn't take the despondent look on their faces so she informed them that although there's no guarantee, there might be a chance that Santana will remember some of her memories from her life as Olivia through therapy. She also asked Rachel if there's a way that she could ask Olivia's publisher for an indefinite leave at work and Rachel said she'll review the contract and update Brittany as soon as she can. Quinn volunteered to help Rachel if there ever is a need to justify the brunette's current condition to the publishing company. David and Hiram asked Brittany if they could see her but Quinn advised that it would be best if she starts with therapy first before she meets them.

Brittany reassured the Berrys that even though Santana isn't their Olivia anymore, they will still be part of the Lopez-Pierce family and that Maddison will be sad if she doesn't see her Auntie Rachel, Poppy, and Pop-Pop anymore. The family extended their gratitude to Brittany for her reassurance before they parted ways. She then picked up Maddison from school after she met with the Berrys and went straight home.

Santana is currently in their bedroom watching the video of Maddison's first steps. She spent half of the day watching her GMA interview as Olivia again and reading her book. She knew she had a knack for writing back in high school but never in a million years did she think about being published let alone make it to the #1 spot on the New York Times Bestselling list. After that, she proceeded to watch videos of Maddison that Brittany took in the last 5 years. Tears started to stream down her face as she realized that she might've been there when Maddison made her first steps and uttered her first word but she definitely missed a lot.


"Mi mi…" Maddison babbled while staring at Santana as she played peek-a-boo with the baby. Santana's eyes widened and tears immediately formed in her eyes.

"Britt!" She calls Brittany who's in the kitchen preparing their afternoon snack.

Brittany came running into the living room with a worried look on her face. "What… what happened?"

"She just called me Mami!" Santana replied happily.

"No, she didn't. Stop lying." Brittany giggled and sat on the couch while opening the camera on her phone. She hit record and asked Maddi to say 'Mommy'.

"Mi mi!" Maddi yelled adorably and clapped her hands.

"That's definitely Mami, Britt," Santana pointed out while smirking at the camera.

Brittany rolled her eyes, "Nope, she said Mommy." She took Maddison's tiny hand to play with it. "Maddi, say Mom-my," she cooed and Maddison clapped her hands again.

"Mi mi!"

Santana stuck her tongue out on the camera and the three of them giggled while still urging Maddison to say 'Mami' and 'Mommy'.


"Mami?" Maddison calls Santana quietly from the doorway. Santana pauses the video and wipes the tears from her face before smiling at her daughter.

"Come here, baby." She says as she pats the space beside her for Maddison to come closer and sit on the bed with her. "What's wrong?" She asks as Maddi cuddles up beside her.

"Why are you crying?"

"Oh, I was just watching your baby videos. I was crying because your first word was 'Mami', but don't tell your Mommy that." She chuckles but then gets quiet. "And I missed a lot after that."

"Mommy said you remember us now. Just like Anastasia in the movie." Maddison tells her as the girl looks up at her.

"Yeah, I do." Santana smiles softly at her daughter. "Mommy told me that you sing and play the piano too." She states as she locks eyes with Maddison.

The little brunette smiles and Santana's heart melts when her blue eyes shine like Brittany's when she's happy about something. "Auntie Cedes said I'm a projigy like you. What does that mean, Mami?"

"Prodigy, honey." She smiles as she enunciates the word for her daughter. "It means… you're very talented at singing and playing the piano." She says as she bops the girl's nose and kisses her forehead. They stay quiet for a few minutes while she runs her fingers through Maddison's hair. "Were you sad when you were growing up and I wasn't there?" She asks quietly.

"Yes… Mommy was sad too. And Nana, and Grampy, and Grandpa Roberto were sad too."

"You know your Grandpa Roberto?" She furrowed her eyebrows and asked Maddi.

"Yeah, he always visited us in Chicago."

"Okay," Santana shrugs. "So you were sad?"

"Yeah…" Maddison whispers, "But Mommy thought you were in heaven with Abuela and Abuelo so she told me that if you were in heaven with them, then we shouldn't be sad."

"Y-your Abuelo is in heaven?" She asks shakily as tears start forming in her eyes again and Maddison nods. Before she could say another word, Brittany walks into the bedroom smiling but the smile is immediately replaced with a frown when she sees Santana on the verge of tears.

She turns her gaze at Maddi, "Go wash your hands and get ready for lunch, baby. Your Auntie Cedes will be here soon," She says as she sits on the bed and assists Maddison in going down from the bed. She positions herself on the bed so that she's facing Santana who's now staring at her furiously. "Are you okay?"

"Do I look like I'm okay?" Santana snaps. "When were you going to tell me that my father died?"

"San…" Brittany whispers as she locks eyes with Santana.

"Were you going to tell me?" Santana snaps again.

Brittany sighs and takes Santana's hand and holds it tightly. "San, let's talk about it after lunch, please? Once Mercedes picks Maddison up after lunch, I'll tell you everything." Just… please. Let's eat first." Mercedes and Rachel are going to take Maddison for some shopping but they decide that Mercedes will pick her up at the apartment and just meet Rachel at the mall.

Santana doesn't respond and instead wipes her tears and gets up to go to the bathroom. She leaves Brittany in the bedroom and the blonde just sighs heavily as she follows the brunette out of the bedroom. The three of them eat their lunch silently and shortly after, Mercedes comes to pick up Maddison at the apartment.

"Be good for Auntie Cedes and Auntie Rachel, okay? Don't let go of their hand while you're in the mall."

"Yes, Mommy," Maddison replies as Brittany puts on her backpack by the door.

"Do you want anything from the mall, Britt?" Mercedes asks.

Brittany contemplates for a second and grins widely at her friend. "Donuts. You know that donut shop I always visit at the mall?" She asks and Mercedes nods. "Yeah, get me a dozen of those and I'll pay you back later."

Mercedes smiles again and nods as she takes Maddison's hand and they bid goodbye to Brittany. Brittany closes the door and takes a deep breath before walking into the hallway and to their bedroom where Santana retreated after lunch. She then knocks on the slightly ajar door before opening it fully.

"Hey," she whispers as she sits down on the bed beside Santana. She takes the brunette's hand and holds it in her lap.

"What happened to him?" She asks as she faces Brittany, her eyes now red and puffy from crying.

Brittany's heart breaks at the sight and squeezes the brunette's hand before wrapping her arm around Santana's shoulders. She takes a deep breath before recalling the events of that night.

"Um… uh…" Brittany starts hesitantly, "I got a call from Puck about an hour after you dropped us off at my parents' house. He um…" She pauses as she swallows the lump forming in her throat. "He said your dad was murdered, somebody shot him at a point-blank range." She feels Santana's breath hitch so she holds the Latina tightly against her. "I immediately panicked and asked him if you were okay. Puck was confused so I told him that you went back there to get something and he said that you weren't there." She pauses again to give the brunette time to process what she said. She hears Santana sob so she rubs the brunette's back soothingly while her tears fall silently as well.

Brittany clears her throat and continues, "When I got there, I saw the rental car parked on the street, your purse was inside the car but the police said they didn't find you in the nearby areas surrounding the house." Brittany frowns as she recalls one particular memory from that night. "I even almost attacked a police officer when he suggested that maybe you did it since you were nowhere to be found. Luckily, Puck was there to prevent me from attacking him and getting arrested for assault."

"Maybe he's right. Maybe I did it. That's why I can't remember it" Santana scoffs.

"San…" Brittany sits up and faces her, both of their eyes are now red. "We both know you're not capable of doing anything like that, let alone to your father whom you loved very much." She says sternly. "We think the suspect saw you there and attempted to kill you too but you got away. We don't know for sure but that's been our working theory ever since we found you here. And Dr. Rose said that your trauma must've been so severe that your brain is still blocking your memory of that night."

"Oh, that's just great isn't it?" Santana says sarcastically while wiping some of the tears flowing from her eyes. "First, I wake up not knowing where I am and then I find out I lived as a totally different person away from my wife and daughter for 5 fucking years. Not only did I lose 5 years, but I also missed a lot of my child's milestones!" She says angrily while getting off the bed. She faces Brittany again who's now kneeling on the bed trying to grab her arm to calm her down but she pulls her body away from the bed. "Now, I find out that my father was fucking murdered that night and I'm the only one who knows what happened!" Brittany gets off the bed and attempts to get closer to her but she just walks further away from the blonde.

"This is too much. This is too much." Santana sobs while pacing back and forth in the bedroom and Brittany just stares at her worriedly.

"Santana…" Brittany calls out.

Santana stops pacing and faces Brittany while wiping her tears. "Maybe becoming Olivia wasn't so bad after all. My life as Olivia was perfect and I didn't have to deal with all of this shit." She retorts.

Brittany's face falls into a frown as her tears cascade down her face. "Y-you don't mean that."

"The hell I don't."

"So what? You're saying that you'd rather have no memory of me and Maddison or your previous life so you can live a perfect one like when you were Olivia?" A dejected Brittany asks Santana.

"Her life seemed perfect when you told me about it. A loving family, a rising career as a bestselling author. Just living the best life!" She exclaims sarcastically. "Brittany, I woke up one day and realized I lost 5 years of my life and my father is dead! My life is shit! I don't even know who I am or who I'm supposed to be anymore!"

Brittany wipes her tears furiously from her face. "You're Santana fucking Lopez, goddammit!" She yells, her fiery blue eyes meeting Santana's brown ones. "You're my wife and yes, your life might not be the same as it was 5 years ago but Maddison and I, as well as our friends, are here to help you cope with that." Brittany continues to sob before continuing, "But if you'd rather run away again and live your perfect little life as somebody else, by all means, go ahead." She marches towards the bedroom door but looks back on Santana once she holds the doorknob. "Just remember that you weren't the only one whose life was affected after that night. Some of us had to face the aftermath head-on." Brittany says sadly and sighs when Santana doesn't respond.

Santana jumps a little when Brittany slams the door shut and tears start falling from her eyes again. She crawls back into the bed and curls herself up into a fetal position as she sobs continuously.

A few hours later, Santana hears a knock on the bedroom door. She sits up and leans on the headboard.

"Come in." She says quietly but audible enough for the other person outside the door. The door opens and she squints her eyes when the light from the hallway shines through the bedroom. She switches the bedside lamp on when Mercedes closes the door and walks towards the bed.

"Hey, girl." Mercedes greets her with a soft smile. "Brittany told me what happened." She sits down beside Santana and holds the brunette's hand. "Can I tell you a story?" She asks tentatively and Santana just shrugs.

"I know that Brittany already told you what happened in the last 5 years but I'm sure there were some details about it that she left out." She states and Santana faces her with furrowed eyebrows. Mercedes takes a deep breath before continuing, "Before Brittany moved here 2 years ago, I was in Lima to visit my parents and I got the chance to talk to her mom. I asked her if she had any idea why Brittany all of a sudden agreed to move here after refusing every time I asked. She told me that a few months after you disappeared, she visited Britt and Maddi in Chicago and everything seemed fine. But, when she visited again a couple of months later, Brittany wasn't the same bubbly person." Mercedes says sadly. "Susan stayed longer in Chicago when she noticed that Britt seemed like she was on autopilot. She went to work and she took care of Maddison. But then, she drank alcohol after Maddi's bedtime and cried herself to sleep every night, and then she would wake up the next day and be on autopilot again. There were also days when she would just stay in bed all day.

Although it wasn't a surprise that Britt would take your disappearance the hardest as well as losing her father-in-law in one night, Susan was worried because she was slowly losing herself. One day, Susan found out that Brittany quit her job at The Joffrey and worked at a coffee shop instead so she called Quinn and Quinn suggested that she talk to Brittany about getting help."

Santana's eyes widened at Mercedes's revelation but didn't say anything. She just nods, urging Mercedes to continue.

"Susan said that Britt agreed to get help and was on antidepressants for a year. When she got off the meds 2 years ago, that was about the time she called me asking to help her move here and if there was a vacant teaching position at my high school. I've never seen Brittany dance again ever since they moved here." Mercedes pauses and waits for a reaction from Santana but the brunette just listens. "It was a good thing that she and Maddi moved here since Quinn is also just in New Haven. She visits Brittany regularly just to check on her to make sure she doesn't go on a downward spiral again."

Mercedes squeezes Santana's hand and turns to face the brunette. She smiles softly at Santana, "San… I'm not saying all of this to make you feel guilty or anything. You have every right to feel everything that you're feeling right now. It's just…" She pauses and lets out a sigh, "I couldn't take the look on Brittany's face when she was telling me about how you wished you could just go back to living your perfect life as Olivia. She was so heartbroken, San." She chokes out as tears start streaming down her face. She sniffles after a few seconds and wipes her tears. "All of us have been affected by what happened. But San, please know that we're here to support your family's healing process. And you also have a 2nd family who's willing to support you in this even if you're not the Olivia they know anymore." She pulls Santana in for a side hug before getting out of bed. She takes a step towards the door but pauses and turns to face the brunette again. "Take it easy, San. We're here for you, remember that."

Mercedes walks towards the door but before she could get out, Santana clears her throat and speaks. "Hey, Cedes?"

"Yeah?" Mercedes turns to face her best friend.

"Thank you for telling me," Santana tells her quietly and she nods before going out of the bedroom and closing the door. Santana continued to stay in the bedroom to think about her dad, Brittany, Maddison, and the life they all lost after a tragic night. She did not even bother to go out and eat dinner even if Brittany knocked and told her dinner was ready. The blonde just sighed and walked away from the door. A few hours later, she woke up from her nap when she heard the bedroom door open and heard a few rustling sounds. She figured Brittany might be getting ready for bed. She heard the bedroom door close again but frowned when she didn't feel the bed dip after a few minutes.

"Yeah, I wouldn't wanna see me right now either." She thinks to herself as her eyes flicker and eventually close again. She wakes up around midnight again when she hears her stomach rumbling. She gets out of the bedroom quietly to go to the kitchen and finds her food wrapped in a plate inside the refrigerator. She takes the food out and heats it. After eating and washing her plate, she went back to their bedroom but ended up tossing and turning for a couple of minutes. She decided to check on Maddison and when she opened the door, she saw Brittany and Maddison cuddled up with each other.

She stood by the doorway just staring at her sleeping wife and daughter while tears streamed down her face. She closes the door of Maddi's bedroom and wipes her tears as she tiptoes to the other side of the bed. She carefully lays down without making much movement to avoid waking up her wife and daughter and places her hand on top of Brittany's hand that's resting on Maddison's waist so they're both hugging their daughter. She smiles softly when she realizes that this is where she always wants to be and she's ready to do whatever it takes so that her family can start healing.


Brittany's eyes flutter open when she feels a tickle on her nose and ears and she sees Maddison standing beside the bed holding a few stems of white jasmine flowers. She sits up and smiles softly at her daughter.

"Good morning, Mommy." Maddison greets her with a huge smile on her face.

"Good morning, baby." She greets and takes Maddi's other hand to pull her closer and kiss her on the forehead. She then stares curiously at the flowers Maddi's holding. What's this for?"

Maddison smiles and hands her the flowers. "Mami says she's sorry." She says shyly. Brittany smells the fragrant flowers and before she could say anything, the bedroom door opens and she sees Santana holding a breakfast tray. Brittany hoists Maddison up the bed and lets her sit beside her as Santana walks up to the bed and places the tray on the bedside table.

Santana sits beside Brittany facing her and takes her hand. "I'm sorry." She apologizes while they stare into each other's eyes longingly. "I just want you to know that I would rather have this imperfect life with you both than have a perfect one without you in it." The brunette takes Brittany's hand in her mouth and kisses it. Brittany slowly takes her hand from Santana's hold and cups the brunette's cheek as she smiles softly.

"It's okay," Brittany whispers as she runs her thumb back and forth on Santana's cheek. "I'm sorry, too." She then looks at the breakfast tray beside her and smirks, "But, we'll talk more later because breakfast looks delicious, right Maddi? She says while glancing at the little girl beside her.

"I helped Mami with the pancakes!" The little brunette smiles proudly.

"Oh yeah?" Brittany raises an eyebrow at Santana and the brunette shows her toothy smile before leaning in and kissing Brittany's lips. They smile at each other softly when their lips part, "Good morning," Brittany greets her.

"Good morning," Santana replies before giving the blonde another peck on the lips. She then glances at the breakfast tray on the bedside table and smiles before taking it and placing it on the bed in between Brittany and Maddison. "Let's eat before the food gets cold."

Brittany smiles widely when she sees chocolate chip pancakes, bacon, scrambled eggs, a cup of coffee, and a glass of orange juice for them to share, and a glass of milk for Maddi. Santana positions herself on the bed facing Brittany and Maddison with the tray in between them. Brittany bites a strip of bacon while eyeing Santana curiously.

"You cooked all of this?" She asks and Santana nods. "And you didn't burn anything." Brittany giggles.

"I woke up this morning and wanted to do something for you as an apology. When I got to the kitchen, I just started pulling out pans from the cupboard and breakfast items from the refrigerator and started cooking." She smiles and shrugs but she immediately goes quiet which Brittany notices.

"Hey, what's wrong." She asks while reaching over the tray and rubs Santana's arm.

Santana gives her a small smile. "Did um… did I learn how to cook when… you know?" She asks when she locks eyes with Brittany. Brittany cuts a piece of pancake and smiles when she starts chewing.

"Yeah," the blonde nods. "Pretty good, actually. David and Hiram taught you a bunch of recipes that even I have no idea how to make," She smiles genuinely at the brunette.

"I hope I can remember those recipes," Santana replies.

Brittany smiles softly at her and winks at her. "One step at a time, okay?" She states and Santana nods as they continue to eat their breakfast.

Later that day, Brittany and Maddison got home early from school so the family decided to watch a movie. Santana is currently cuddled up with Brittany on the far side of the couch while Maddison takes up half of it. The little brunette fell asleep in the middle of the movie which is normal since it's a school day and they usually wake up early.

"We'll just have pizza for dinner. Is that okay with you?" Brittany asks Santana after placing an order on Postmates and the brunette nods against her chest. "Okay, good, 'cause I don't wanna move and cook dinner right now." She says while running her fingers through Santana's hair. Her eyebrows furrow when she notices the brunette's silence. "What's on your mind?"

"Nothing. Just how sorry I am for what I said to you yesterday." Santana says quietly.

Brittany lifts her chin so she can face her and kiss her lips. "I said some things too and I'm sorry for yelling and slamming the door. I hope you know that you're not alone in this." She apologizes and kisses the brunette's forehead.

"I didn't even get the chance to say goodbye to him, Britt." Santana sniffles.

"I know, honey." She whispers and tightens her hold on the brunette and rubs her back. "We'll see how your therapy goes and when you're ready, maybe we can go back to Lima and visit him and your mom. Your Abuela will be very happy to see you, too. Maddi and I always made sure to visit her whenever we go home to Lima to celebrate your birthday."

"How is she?" Santana asks.

"She's doing great the last time we saw her a few months ago." Brittany smiles. "Last year, she was in the hospital for pneumonia but just like any other Lopez, she was a trooper and got through with it."

They stay silent and continued to watch the movie until Santana clears her throat.

"Hey, Britt?"

"Hmm?"

"Maddison mentioned something about my Tio Roberto visiting you guys in Chicago. When did he get out of rehab?" She states while looking up at Brittany and the blonde smiles at her.

"Yeah. He said he heard about what happened from my dad and immediately booked a flight to Chicago as soon as he got out of rehab to see how we were doing."

"Was he okay? Was he sober when he visited you in Chicago? The last time we saw him was at my mom's funeral and that was a disaster." Santana scoffs.

Brittany rubs her back to ease her tension. "He was and he's great with Maddi. You know I wouldn't let him get close to Maddi if he wasn't sober. Your mom would've been proud of his progress."

"Where is he now?"

"Hmm. Last I heard, he's in Puerto Rico visiting family."

"Okay," Santana replies and nuzzles her head into Brittany's neck. She sighs a few seconds later. "When did you say Quinn will start with my therapy?"

"Well, she already found an apartment and started moving some stuff over the weekend. She said she should be settled in in the next two weeks so I figured she would start with your therapy shortly after that." They hear the doorbell ring so Brittany unwraps her arm around Santana's shoulder and gets up from the couch. "I'll get it. Go wake Miss Sleepyhead up." She winks at Santana and walks out of the living room.

After dinner, Santana helped her daughter with her homework and played some tunes on the piano with her while Brittany grades papers for her class. "They're right, she is a prodigy." She thought to herself as her eyes filled with pride while watching her daughter play the piano and sing like she's been doing it since birth.

Santana walks into the living room and sits on the edge of the couch facing Brittany. She takes the papers from Brittany's hands and places them on the coffee table before cupping Brittany's face. She stares at the blonde's sparkling blue orbs lovingly and leans in to kiss her passionately. They break the kiss for air and Brittany smiles while wiping her wife's bottom lip with her thumb.

"What was that for?" Brittany whispers as she locks eyes with the brunette again. Santana smiles and kisses Brittany's forehead, her nose, each cheek, and then her lips again.

"Just… thank you." She starts. "For taking care of Maddi, for raising her beautifully, and for making sure she knew about me while growing up." She tells Brittany sincerely. Brittany cups her cheek and she leans in on the blonde's touch.

"Of course, honey. You gave birth to her and it's my honor to have raised her. It's only right that she knew she had another mother even when you weren't with us all these years." Brittany tells her before leaning in for another kiss. Santana wraps her arms around Brittany's neck and Brittany does the same on her waist. When they pull back from the hug, Santana sighs and Brittany looks at her curiously.

"I wanna meet them." Santana randomly blurts out.

Brittany assumes she's talking about the Berry family so she smiles and holds Santana's hand. "Are you sure?"

"Yeah," Santana nods. "I wanna meet the people who kept me safe and treated me like their own daughter. Olivia may not exist in my mind anymore but I still want to personally thank them for everything that they did for me in the last 5 years." She says tenderly. "I don't know where I would be right now if not for them."

"Probably still dumpster diving." Brittany shrugs.

"Yeah," Santana chuckles.

"Well, Thanksgiving is coming up. Why don't we invite them then? I'm sure Maddi will be happy to spend the holidays with Poppy, Pop-Pop, and Rachel." Brittany smiles at her affectionately and she nods. Brittany pulls her in for a hug again and the blonde sighs against her neck. "I'm so glad you're back, baby. I missed you so much."

"I missed you too, baby," Santana says as they pull back from the hug. She takes Brittany's papers from the coffee table again and places them on the blonde's lap so she could continue grading. Santana stands up from the couch and asks Brittany to scoot forward so she could sit behind the blonde. Brittany obliges and Santana sits behind Brittany and leans her back on the armrest of the couch.

Brittany positions herself in between Santana's legs and bends her knees up close to her chest so she could place her papers on her thighs and continue to grade without straining her neck. She leans her head against Santana's while the brunette has her hands on her stomach. A little while later, Santana starts to pepper Brittany's neck with small pecks which eventually turned into slow, open-mouthed kisses. Brittany smiles and leans her head to the right to give Santana more access and moans when the brunette licks and sucks on her earlobe.

"Mmm… what are you doing?" She moans while trying her best to keep her focus on grading the last few papers on her hand.

"Nothing," Santana mumbles innocently while running her tongue along Brittany's neck and back to her earlobe.

"O-okay… mmm," Brittany husks as she feels the hairs on the back of her neck and arms rising, and her arousal pooling on her center. She allows Santana to continue her ministrations while still grading her papers but is unsuccessful when the brunette runs her hands under her shirt and cups her breasts over her bra and squeezes them. Brittany stops grading her papers and places her left hand on top of Santana's head and fists her hair gently.

Santana takes her left hand out from under Brittany's shirt and turns the blonde's face towards her and kisses her passionately. She darts her tongue on Brittany's mouth which the blonde gladly accepts as their tongues battled for dominance for a few more seconds. Brittany couldn't take it anymore so she breaks the kiss with a wet pop and places her papers on the coffee table hurriedly before moving to straddle the brunette. She immediately takes her shirt off and Santana smirks before Brittany cups her face and kisses her. Santana wraps her arms around Brittany's back and moves her hands to remove the blonde's bra. Once she successfully unclasps Brittany's bra and throws it on the floor, the brunette moves her hands further down and cups the blonde's ass before squeezing it.

The blonde moans against her lips and starts to grind her hips against Santana. She then breaks the kiss and moves her lips to kiss the Latina's jaw and traces up to her neck and her earlobe.

"Fuck," Santana hisses when Brittany sucks and slightly bites her earlobe. Brittany pulls back and smiles lovingly as she stares into Santana's dark brown eyes. Santana does the same and runs her fingers through Brittany's blonde locks. "I love you." The brunette declares.

Brittany blinks her eyes rapidly to prevent her tears from falling. It's been 5 years since she last heard those three words from Santana and now she gets to hear it again. "I love you, too. So much." She replies while smiling softly at the brunette. She then pulls the brunette for another deep kiss. Santana breaks the kiss and trails her kisses from Brittany's mouth down to her jaw and neck before stopping on her chest. Santana squeezes one breast and brings a nipple to her mouth before doing the same to the other breast. Brittany leans her head back in pleasure and fists Santana's hair with both of her hands as Santana continues to lick and suck on her nipples.

"Yes, baby. Fuck!" Brittany moans. Santana sucks Brittany's nipples one more time and moves to suck on the blonde's pulse point while she brings her left hand in between them. She places her hand inside the blonde's shorts and panties and rubs her core slowly, feeling the blonde's arousal on her fingers. Brittany slowly rocks her hips and she gasps when Santana inserts two fingers inside of her.

Santana bites her lip as she watches Brittany bounce up and down. Brittany leans back and cups her breasts while grinding on Santana's fingers and the brunette moans as she feels her core throb at the glorious sight of her sweaty wife in front of her. Santana wraps her right arm tightly around Brittany's waist while cupping her ass and Brittany leans forward and wraps her arms around Santana's neck and rests her forehead against the brunette.

"Right there, baby," Brittany whispers while staring at her wife's darkened eyes. "Another one." Santana nods and inserts a third finger.

"Oh my god! Yes!" Brittany moans as Santana quickens her pace. Brittany's muscles start to clench around Santana's fingers as she matches the brunette's pace. Santana holds her tightly as the blonde grinds faster against her hand.

"Oh, my- fuck!" Brittany grunts before biting on Santana's shoulder to prevent herself from screaming as her body shakes from her intense orgasm.

Santana continues to slide her fingers in and out slowly while Brittany rides out her orgasm. Once she's done, Brittany leans back and holds Santana's wrist, and pulls her hand from inside her. The blonde then guides the brunette's fingers onto her mouth and sucks on all three of them while winking seductively at Santana. The brunette gulps and lets out a low moan at what she just witnessed.

"God, you're so hot." She husks as she stares at her wife's dark blue eyes. Brittany giggles before pulling her in for a deep kiss and she moans when she tastes her wife's juices on her mouth. She sucks on Brittany's tongue and bites her lower lip before breaking the kiss.

Brittany licks her lips while standing up from the couch and walks a few steps backward from the couch.

"Where are you going?" Santana whines softly.

Brittany just smirks and hooks her thumbs on either side of her shorts. She then pulls her shorts and underwear down so she's fully naked in front of her wife. She crumples her panties into a ball and tosses it towards Santana and when the brunette catches it, she giggles at Brittany's antics. Brittany raises her index finger and gestures a come-hither motion while biting her lip.

"Come and get me." She says seductively before running quietly to their bedroom so Maddison doesn't wake up.

"God, I love her." Santana giggles and shakes her head before grabbing the blonde's clothes on the floor and turning the lights off in the apartment quickly before catching up with her wife in their bedroom.


A/N: I absolutely did not intend for this chapter or this story, actually, to be M-rated primarily because I wasn't sure if I could even write sexual content. The last scene wasn't even part of my original outline for this chapter but I just started writing and never stopped and here we are. LOL, I hope that was okay.