Hello everyone! Loving the reviews, loving the PMS, loving it ALL! Just to clarify, in case you do wonder WHY this is at a COMPLETED level is that if I've ever started a fanfiction, it's a one-shot with over 10k words or so. Or maybe less but its just one chapter. I don't usually do two. But you were all so helpful and sweet that I just kept going. So at the end of each chapter I leave it with just enough to keep you wondering but also that if I don't get back to it, it'll still be an amazing story. I used to never finish what I write, my ex would always talk to me and I couldn't write like this so thank you everyone for some awesome feedback!

Answer to the questions: Mrs. Luthor was in a series called "Merlin," her accent was f***ing hot, Damn lots of night just listening to her in the series… Just saying, not weird at all. And to the bonus question, which nobody got right, it's a movie, the greatest Christmas movie, is "A Princess for Christmas," where her sister died, with her husband, so she takes care of her niece and nephew. Their grandfather wants to see them, who is a Duke and it's this story of essentially the Cinderella tale but without the evil stepsisters and extra drama… Well there is but fuck she's still HOT as all hell!


When Kara woke up, she was energized completely, her mind instantly thinking of the brunette that took over her thoughts and dreams, her wants and needs. Lena. She couldn't though, Lena didn't want her back. She was a freak. Astra got amazingly lucky that Cat fell deeply and utterly in love with Astra. Kara had to listen to months and months of Astra silently sad at the fact that they were mated but Cat never wanted to get married. Which Kara understood from her previous marriage but in her heart, Astra only ever wanted Cat but maybe Kryptonian ideas were in the past. Maybe Astra and her were just following a child's tale about soulmates.

Kara turned to a small tiny noise, her phone having dropped on her clothes, muffling the phone ringer. She picked it up, noting it was Cat's number, "Hey Cat, sorry I wasn't at the family night."

"No honey, it's okay. We are pushing it off for a tomorrow night. I'm currently ordering enough food to fill an army. Astra went through all the food that I bought the other day when she came home. You people, I swear, keep me because I just order for my fridge to be filled once a day."

"Sorry Cat. Do you want me to tell Astra to-"

"No, Rao knows that woman would run out of money to feed herself."

Kara chuckled, "I know the feeling. Sometimes I wish food was cheaper in the city but it's one of the small prices I have to pay."

"Do you need me to go to the club membership place and stock you up as well?"

"No, no, no. I have to go shopping today anyway. Maybe I can invest in a freezer or something, a walk in at a garage so I can store up food. Rao… How's Astra feeling? I know that kryptonite was powerful, even though it didn't go near her."

"Ever since I changed my bedroom to hold more light, she sleeps in more and wakes up better. Thank you by the way for the suggestion. Why wouldn't she tell me about the whole sun thing?"

"So she didn't bother you. You know how you are when you told her you didn't even want a relationship to begin with. She's just trying to keep what you asked of her until you change it."

"…So after all this… But she knows time changes what I say, right?"

"Won't stop us from remembering. That's something that differs us from Daxamites, memory makes us horrible at relationships. We remember the little things, even phrases that might have slipped your mind, but we catch them. Why?"

"Nothing just… Anyway, I'll let Astra sleep in some more. She's taking over for you today, is that right?"

"Yup," Kara started, popping the 'p' loudly as she stretched out of bed, her body mostly all naked except for the black pair of boxers she kept on when the nights got too hot and her normal cute pjs kept her too uncomfortable, "Lena asked me out to dinner and to go out for some fun. I'll make sure to pay for tonight. Something about that nice steakhouse I like."

"Kara, you are friends with two of National City's richest people. Sometimes its next to nothing for us to buy dinner or food for you."

"Yeah but what happened to chivalry and the age of manners?"

"Astra does that too… You aren't helpful in my arguments Kiara."

"Oh you… How is Carter and Astra? Still getting along?"

"Yeah, love it when I see the two of them together… It's still fresh on my mind though what happened a month ago."

"I swear I would have saved Carter fast if-"

"No honey, not your fault… Astra was crying outside in the waiting room. She… She kept saying she was my lover, but they could only let me though to make decisions. He was in pain for hours Kara, and Astra could hear it. Could hear him cry for me, for her, for the paint to stop and Astra could only scream and cry."

"Nothing you can do Cat."

"There is but I've been too much of a chicken to do it."

"Cat… Don't ask the question for that reason alone. You've told us both how you have no intentions-"

"Screw you and your memory shit, I would do it beyond that reason… I'm just afraid I'll lose her too."

"…I remember when you two first met. It was before I got the job with you, I knew you months before it and you and Astra hit it off immediately. I remember the nights when she would hold you when you went on a drinking binge."

"I promised myself I would never do it again, not with her in my life."

"I remember all the times she got Carter when you were too busy drinking or working yourself to the ground. All the times I came over to help cook and clean your apartment so that you got fully custody of Carter and a restraining order against his dad."

"Good riddance."

"No complaints here… But you wouldn't give her a ring."

"A bracelet."

"Yeah… Isn't Astra near you?"

"you and her sleep like the world is at peace. I'll stop talking when she stops snoring. It's the signs that she's waking up and can hear me in the house."

"You know she still had that apartment, in case you ever…Don't want here there."

"Shit… I told her to sell it."

"You might be mated but that house isn't both of yours. Remember, memory."

"I need…a long talk with your aunt. And please, wear comfortable clothing Kara."

"I'll… I'll wear those compression pants Aunt Cat."

"That's my girl, I'll get more of them."

"But-"

"No, as long as I don't have to see the raging hard on that you have for Lena, it is worth the money. Now run along, I think she's stopped snoring."

A soft voice sounded through the phone, as if someone was behind Cat, "Not fair, I do not snore."

"You shake the apartment."

"M'sorry."

"Don't be… Good bye Kara, I want details."

Kara sighed, "Yes Cat. Good morning Astra."

"Good morning Little One. How is the Little Luthor?"

"Good, not mad at me."

"The flowers did the trick," Astra started but Cat chuckled, "Or Kara's sad face."

"Hey now, I'm ending the call before you both get busy doing…stuff."

Astra laughed through the phone, but Kara could already hear kissing noises, the two of them not caring and already giving each other morning hellos. Kara ended the call, noticing a text message had come, Lena. Kara smiled, reading the message.

Bring comfortable clothing, no dresses, skirts, and cardigans. I need you to just be YOU

Kara smiled.

Phone and wallet allowed?

Neither. All on me. Predesigned. Also, in 5 minutes, there is a person coming to your apartment. Let them in.

I thought we got past the whole, keeping secrets from each other.

This is a good one.

Is it you?

No?

Then it isn't a good secret.

Kara didn't get a swift reply, could see the dots disappearing and reappearing, only to be gone and reappear. A ringing sounded, letting Kara ring up the person who Lena had coming. After 4 minutes, something about the longness of the arrival time, Kara x-rayed through the apartment, only to look at the sight of three young women holding bags and bags of something, as it was all closed.

Kara got up, ready to answer the door, opening it to find the three women smiling. The tallest one perked up, "Are you Kara Zor-El?"

Kara nodded, realizing Lena used her real name, "That's me."

"Alright, if you can sign our tablet to let use know you got the delivery, we can drop this off in your kitchen. The bags come with the service but if you do use us again, please leave the bags out so we can recollect them, or the ones you didn't keep and we can reuse them for a later service."

Kara nodded dumbly, watching the girls dropping off about 20 bags. The bags were one of those refrigerated ones, lined with insulin. It was the reason Kara couldn't see through. Though not lead, it created a lot of problems.

When they left, Kara locked the door.

What did you do?

Seconds later, the reply.

Open the bags.

Kara undid every bag, smelling not only fresh cheeses that she loved from France, fresh pasta from Italy, and more, but also meats and premade food meals that had a lot of calories and huge family portions that Kara could scarf down easily. It filled up her near empty fridge and freezer, even taking up some room of the mini fridge she kept for extra drinks.

Why?

My hero needs her food. Once more, one of the few things I can do in return for you.

Kara's heart melted, her mind screaming, Our mate is caring for us. Kara could only shake her head, denying it. Lena wanted a normal life, away from the craziness of the Super-Lither dynamics. She would never date the cousin of her brother's enemy. Not even date but mate with them too. The thought, the idea, the reality hit too hard on Kara but she kept on through.

Thank you but I'm paying for tonight.

You can try but it's all prepaid.

You already ordered for me at the restaurant?

Nope, just know it's all prepaid, all set.

What should I wear ?

You comfortable Sperry's, those Chino's you claim are just right but I know you got them altered to be able to cuff them, and one of those button downs Astra added to your closet.

Should I be worried there's a camera in my room?

No, only the one in your kitchen.

Kara smirked, deciding why not.

Well in that case, I should put some clothes on. I swear one of those delivery girls might have nearly died on the floor from seeing me in my boxers and a workout bra.

It was a fib because Kara put on a shirt for the women and shorts but Lena didn't have to know.

I really need to get those women to take pictures they next time they deliver.

Lee

No, they are coming weekly with the same order. Add what you want. This is nothing for me. Now I never have to worry if you are eating enough. Only Astra knows what you SHOULD be eating. As much as I like our takeout nights, cooking with you is so much better.

Because I can chop up vegetables without worrying about cutting my hand off.

Why you would is beyond me?

Well you would too if you got to have you in a kitchen, cooking a meal for me.

Oh how romantic~

Kara chuckled.

Shouldn't you be at work?

Shouldn't you?

Snapper is sick and I already turned in the articles. Cat gave me some days off so I'm free for a while. You?

In between meetings. The men from Hong Kong canceled, something about some bad food on the plane. My next meeting isn't in another 30 minutes.

I know what you can do in 30 minutes.

Oh honey, it would only take me a minute at this point.

Ohhhh, so something is getting you hot and bothered.

Kara couldn't deny she was jealous of the man Lena was thinking about, but she would work with, deal with just being a friend to Lena.

Yeah, you can say that. Sometimes I wish there were people who cared less about my name.

But it sounds so good to roll it off the tongue: Lena Zor-El.

Sounds amazing, I could still keep the L-Corp logo and make it work.

So that's all I'm good for, a good last name?

You are much more than just a name… Shoot, Jessica got an appointment with the Hong Kong investors. May I text you before our date?

I'm yours.

As am I.

Kara's heart jumped, and she could feel her lower abdomen rising at the thought of Lena as hers. Rao, she wanted her so badly. But she couldn't, she wouldn't. She could live her life as her friend, protecting her from afar and watching her have a family, a husband, a life that didn't involve her as much as she wanted. She wanted to be her mate, she wanted to sire children, pups, with her, she wanted the whole life sharing with Lena. She wanted to see her name live on with Lena's, but those were dreams.

Kara immediately got the clothing ready, liking how Lena picked out the clothing. As dominating as Kara was, she didn't mind it coming from Lena. She knew it came from her heart that just wanted Kara safe and warm. Kara knew that alphas would and should be able to provide for their future mates but Lena would never mate with her. Earth rules and logic were far past Kryptonian thoughts and ideas.

It might have been hours but Kara took the time to rest up by the window, allowing her body to soak up a few more hours of the sun's radiation, healing her normally. The small sun lamp did what it could, and Kara would bring it in soon. She spent the rest of the time looking at her CatCo emails, making food, and soaking up the sun. By five her phone rang.

5 minutes, be downstairs. Charles will meet you to take you to where I am.

Kara chuckled, of course Lena would be there before her and an early dinner. She must be planning on going somewhere late for the small occasion tonight. Kara put on the clothing with super speed, wearing the compression shorts in case her cock decided to grow with her closeness to Lena. Her outfit looked nice, less girly than she would usually wear but it was honestly the nicest feeling she'd had in a while.

By the time she had fixed her hair, she could hear one of Lena's cars, and Charles breathing heavily, in anticipation for the storm that was brewing for the night outside. Kara took one of her heavy canvas coats, knowing Lena might not have brought one, before going outside. Clarkes was a sweet man who would drive Kara and Lena to any destination through the night, even off the clock and joint hem for a drink.

"Good evening Charles. How's your wife?" Kara asked, seeing the older man's wrinkles widen at the mention of his family.

"Same old, same old. Getting older, retirement savings to keep up with, my wife's goal to make me sell the house and live in a tiny house."

"Sounds nice," Kara finished, as she got inside the Rolls Royce, part of Lena's avid car collection.

Clarkes entered the car, buckling up, which Kara copied before driving to her destination, "You would live in a tiny house?"

"I don't need much space, maybe an extra room to house all the food I need. It would save me money in the end, and I can make my ends meet more."

"Sounds like you should talk to Lena about it. With how much you stay at her place-"

"I'll lessen it, I promise. If I keep staying over there… She'll get to the point of bringing men over and her friend being there won't help it." Nor will my scent if its permanent. It'll scare away any chance of a mate for Lena if they smell me throughout the apartment.

Charles chuckled, "I know from experience that Lena has very few people she calls her friend, even less who she allows at her apartment. If there was a guy, I'd let you know."

"Please do. I don't want to intrude on Lena and her personal life. She deserves the best."

Kara felt like Charles wanted to add more but the man just nodded, "Of course Ms. Danvers. We should be there soon. I was told to drive to the second location after dropping you off, as they are both close to each other."

Kara nodded, taking in the familiar but uncommon sight of the high-end restaurant that clustered the area of National City. When the car stopped, Kara tapped Charles shoulder, "Thank you for the ride. You don't need to get out."

Charles smiled, "One day Lena will fire me for not doing my job."

"You drive to and from without ever getting in an accident," Kara speaks, knocking on the wood in the car to wave off the bad luck, "Which is more than I can say about Lena's driving, which needs plenty of work."

Kara got out of the car, being met with the blacked-out windows of the steakhouse and the multiple fire lights outside of the building, allowing for the groups of passing people to huddle close to the warmth for some minutes, in what Kara assumed, for the line. Entering the place showed a different story. The restaurant was dimmed down, and the main lights came from multiple candles, though the air was chilly from the temperature in the room trying to wave off the warmth of the candles. The floor was covered in rose petals and they lead to the only main table for two, where Lena stood in a soft pair of flats, something Kara was relieved to see her wearing, with a soft pair of tan pants, and a beautiful blouse, that showed off her chest and cleavage to a decent degree but it still gave Kara a soft growling in her mouth.

Kara walked over to Lena, the soft music playing through the restaurant. Lena immediately straightened up, her smile brightening deeper, "Just on time. Thought you would have given up on my details and flown here."

Kara smiled, just a feet away from Lena, feeling the warmth of the shorter woman, "You asked and I aim to please. No duty as Supergirl tonight, nor as Kara Danvers, reporter. You have me all night."

Kara could have sworn she saw a smirk grow on her face, "Please have dinner with me Kara Zor-El."

The sound of her name rolling off Lena's tongue could send her into war if she so asked her to. It was soft, sweet, possessive in the way that only Lena could say her true name. Kara's face darkened, but she tried to hide the sudden horniness though her smiling. She went behind Lena, pulling out the chair that sat at the table for two. The only other person in the restaurant was a sweet waiter who practically swooned at Kara for taking out the chair. She could hear him mutter, "This is so sweet and cute."

Lena glanced at Kara sweetly, putting a hand on Kara's arm, the muscles contracting at the touch and a soft kiss being put on Kara's cheek, "Thank you."

Kara nodded dumbly, trying to calm her erratically beating heart down.

Kara sat in the other chair and the waiter immediately walked over, "Good night ladies. Welcome to your own personal restaurant for the evening. I am Tony, your waiter for this evening. May I interest you in anything to drink?"

Kara waited for Lena first, as drinking was more of her side with Kara's inability to get drunk off of human alcohol. But Lena smiled softly, "I had a wine bought here. It should be in the back."

"Right away. And would you like me to put anything in to start with?"

"Surprise us."

The young man nodded, walking to the back and disappearing through the doors.

Kara turned to Lena, "The whole restaurant?"

Lena shrugged, "He owed me a favor after helping his daughter with cancer at the hospital. I refused for years to take it which is why he has always given us a table here whenever I've asked. I asked if he could close for the night and I'd pay him what he would make for the night and when I insisted he take the money, he bought something in return. But tonight I'm using what you got me."

The boy comes out with wine glasses and the bottle of Kryptonian wine, freshly chilled. The glasses were filled with the blood red wine, the alcohol slightly higher than the humans, though Kara knew it still sadly wouldn't get her drunk, just lightly buzzed for the short while. But her heart grew at the sight of Lena trying the wine that she used to have as a child on those special occasion. Tasting the liquid reminded Kara of Krypton.

Kara smiled, finishing her sip, "You honor me Lena."

Lena smiled, "It was worth the wait."

The waiter smiled, setting the bottle in a side wine holder with ice, "For tonight's evening the chef would like to offer you both a meal of his making. He's prepared it for you both and would like to know if you would like that as your meal, if not the beginning of it."

Kara nodded, "I… I might…" But she didn't finish the rest. She was always uncomfortable ordering a lot of food. She didn't care with ordering take out in large amounts, with people not batting an eye. But most of the time she would eat later after their dates to get enough nutrition and calories for her body to be sated. She refused to emb-

"As long as Kara's portion is three times of mine if not more, I think would be both happy."

"Of course, right away."

The waiter left, instantly hearing words spoken in the back, nothing bad or else Kara would have moved. Lena smiled, "I may have told them that you needed a bigger dinner."

"Lena," Kara started, her hand moving to encase Lena's own, "You didn't have it."

Kara felt Lena's hand tracing her own, the rough but soft hands being traced by the soft delicate touch of another's hands, the feeling foreign to herself, "I wanted to. I will not have you starve or waste more time going back out to get more food when I could have and can use the time to still be with you."

Kara smiled, "Thank you. Rao, I don't know what I would do without you in my life Lena."

Lena smiled, watching the waiter come out with a dish of some pot stickers, which Kara was extremely excited about, "The chef said it would take a few more minutes. These are a family recipe from Syuki who is away but informed us to make them for you. Enjoy."

Kara watched as the man who had spent time in the corner, move to the kitchen. Kara realized everything was done to make her feel more comfortable, more accepting. It was nice but… Kara got up softly, moving her chair closer to Lena, to where her thigh was touching Lena's.

Lena got worried at first, that Kara might have seen what she was doing, trying to show her worth, much like Kara had done, before smiling as Kara got closer. It felt right to be this close to the superhero. Their hands went back to being intertwined, with Lena putting her other hand there as Kara ate the many portions of potstickers, the talk between the two becoming softer with Lena asking about Krypton and her family more and more as the environment was relaxed and isolated.

By the time Kara finished the potstickers, the waiter, with a waitress holding plates, came back. He grabbed the empty platter, smiling, "Did you enjoy the potstickers? Those were my first tries."

Kara smiled, "If you opened up a restaurant of them, I would probably buy you out of them every day," another note Kara put into her mind.

The man smiled, "And here are your meals. Please enjoy and if you need anything, don't hesitate to call."

The dishes were put down. Lena had one of her normal small meals, the only meat menu item she splurged on was their filet mignon. Kara's dish consisted of three 16 ounces of New York Strip with multiple vegetables and items that were anything from Earth. All Kryptonian vegetables. Lena kisses Kara's neck, it being slightly exposed as Kara turned her head to look at some of the food she might have had, "I was able to find someone who grew these on Earth. Turns out they hold more nutrients. I hope this is okay."

Kara turned to Lena, smiling, the sight of tears in her eyes, "Yes, Rao, yes. I … I cant even begin to know how to thank you."

"Well eat them up and please, let me try."

Kara could have taken her then and there. Could have mated her, shown her the love she had for the woman, then and there. But she held herself back and she knew, Rao did she know Lena could see it. Her eyes had to have changed because she can watch Lena looking at them, studying them. She didn't want to begin to look down at her lap, her pants must have looked like a gun was hiding under the fabric.

The meal went heavenly, Kara moved a little closer, especially when she gave Lena some of the Kryptonian vegetables. By the end of the meal, it was one of the first times Kara was not only full but sated. If she was in her apartment, she might have growled out loud, releasing her pheromones of dominance to show how much is pleased her. But the venue was not the same, especially with company. When they were done with the food, and left alone, Lena got up, noting the time was 6:30 PM, "We are off to our next stop."

Kara smiled, getting up from the chair, taking Lena's hand in hers, twirling her, "Where else are you talking me?"

Kara could swear that the CEO standing and laughing in front of her wasn't Lena but a softer, more relaxed version, one where she burped and refused to say excuse me or held her hand without having to worry about someone nearby looking, "It's a surprise. But I promise, there is desert at my place. Syuki makes a special Japanese ice cream that he made for me. I have it in my freezer."

"Those are the special white cartons in your freezer?"

"Yup, if I told you, I'd be out of it already."

The two walked out of the restaurant, with Lena having left a hefty tip for the helpful and distance waiter and the waitress who had helped. A block down came across one of the newest clubs in town, a Japanese themed-

"Let me guess, you know the owner too?" Kara smiled at the samurai doorman who waved them through a separate entrance. The entrance led them to stairs leading up. Lena walked them up first, almost sexily looking back at Kara, taunting her to follow.

"You know, I think you do an amazing job at being a reporter," Lena stopped at the top step, which led to another door. Stopping in front of her allowed for their heights to match. Kara growled at her dominance being puffed up, a small amount of pride swelling from her chest. Lena leaned in close, kissing Kara's neck, "I want you to enjoy yourself with me. There is nobody up on the top floor but a small separate DJ area where the main DJ is. Only VIP."

"I'm VIP? Lena, we could have easily gone through the normal way."

"When I was in my teenage years, Lex would always do this. I would get to go into the VIP areas, the drinks were on his card, and he would tell me to have fun. Want to know a secret?"

Kara smiled, seeing a look of softness in Lena's eyes, nodding, "For you, I'd know all the secrets of the world, only to keep them to myself."

"You little minx… Lex was gay."

"No."

"Yes, his name was Kyle, sweetest man I knew. They had been together since Lex was… I can't remember but I do remember going to their ten-year anniversary of being a couple. When Lillian found out, that was it. Lex was forbidden to see him and mother, she took Lex away. When he came back, I thought he was the same man. Kyle and I had kept in contact and when I asked Lex, he ran, as if Lillian was around the corner ready to kill us for speaking his name. When Lex went to jail, Kyle started to write to him."

"I got that information on him. We let the letters go through but he asked them to be kept."

"As much as we know, Lillian was the one sending assassins, not Lex. But if given the chance, I'm afraid Lex might still want all alien's dead."

"We used to have a theory that there was this chemical in Lex that had made him gone crazy. Alex thought he went to a sort of camp where not only did they force him to not want Kyle but that all aliens were bad."

"Sometimes, I like to think it's like that. That he is still my brother in there."

"I do too… But you are nothing like him. You are my Lena Luthor."

Lena smiled, the tears falling down softly, but being caught by the Super. Lena leaned into her touch, closing her eyes at the warmth. But the music was getting louder and Lena smiled, "Come on Supergirl. You owe me a dance."

Kara opened the door first, letting Lena out. The top floor looked like a luxury VIP section from one of those Japanese gang movies. With velvet couches, lavish rugs, bottles of alcohol, probably included in each room, curtains were allowed with some privacy, Kara noticing that there were some sound proofing material on them so that the sounds of each room didn't mix with the next.

The DJ booth wasn't crowded as much but there was slightly enough space in between each couple for people to pass by, dance their way in. Lena pulled her into one of the bigger rooms, sitting her down, giggling like a school girl, "I had them specially order some of the alien alcohol you keep."

The bottles on the table were chilled, from the table itself keeping anything on it cold. Lena poured the drink, but the lights and the atmosphere allowed Kara's perception to be hooked, even for a few seconds, on Lena's top, which was emphasizing her tits in a way that Kara's body was reacting.

Lena smelt it before she could hear it. Kara was already emitting her scent into the air, probably marking the room so that it was known that it was hers. Lena wanted to smile, wanted to just kiss Kara already and have her take her. But she was going to do this right. She had one shot: show Kara she was loved, wanted, and so badly needed.

They clinked their glasses together: Kara with her alien version of whiskey and Lena's with hers. Kara noticed as the night wore out, Lena's accent came out, the Irish sway that she had to lose when she was adopted by the Luthor's. It was subtle, sweet, no matter what anyone else said about Irish accents. The alcohol gave an immediate buzz before Lena dragged her out of the room, and onto the dance floor. The song itself was Ed Sheeran's "Shape of you," with a mix of those couples in the corner who hadn't picked up the boat of the song, to the crazy ones with their partners.

Kara chuckled, "I can't dance."

Lena smiled, laughing, her voice still being overheard with Kara's, "Just follow me. Do what feels right."

And Kara did. Lena was immediately flushed up against her, the floor getting crowded as more people went onto the dance floor, maybe even some from downstairs who were allowed upstairs to- God, Lena's face was in her neck, and her body. Kara was going to have a meltdown.

The room, though full, felt empty and hot, the only two people being Kara and Lena, with the other woman pressing herself against Kara's skin. Kara growled, mimicking the movements and began to sing the song, rather softly.

The song kept going and soon, Kara just had her face Buried in Lena's hair, neck, chest whenever Lena would pull her down to mutter the words. Rao, it was too much for Kara. She tried to pull back, the Alpha growling, she made it a few inches away before Lena chuckled, pulling Kara back and turning around. And Kara would have burned the whole placed down if she could have. Lena was rubbing her back against hers and her hardness was being touched by Lena's hand. She could hear her mutter, "I know Kara. Relax."

Kara did, she wanted the woman, she was hers in every way. Any man who would even think they had a chance would either be run off or, dare day it, killed by the Super Hero to get the point across. And Kara showed Lena. She pulled Lena's body to her, taking away any space and they grinded and moved to each other's body. They didn't even notice the song change to an even raunchier, sexier song and the dance floor become overflowing with other couples. Kara buried her face in Lena's neck, wanting to bite at Lena's neck, mark her, but she kissed it instead, even licking it, which earned her a gasp from Lena.

The gasp woke her up, instantly thinking it was a bad thing. She moved away, turning around before Lena felt her and ran back to the room they had. She closed the curtain and just freaked. She couldn't, she wouldn't. Lena didn't like her. Didn't want her. Rao, she was the CEO of a trillion-dollar company, living the high life and who was Kara? Someone who could barely afford her own bills and keep up with her powers. Someone who held no titles any longer on any planet. And what was worse, Lena knew about her problem, that it was there. She would never look at her the same. She would probably want less touching, no hugs, not the hugs, it might have been the only way to get close to Lena without worrying.

She threw the bottle of alien alcohol, oddly enough smashing itself over an opened top trash bag but the liquid was over the wall. She was silently crying, fighting the beast inside her. Until-

"Kara? Kara, honey, it's okay," Lena spoke softly, coming from behind the curtains. She could hear the soft patter of shoes stopping outside the curtain and then silence. Probably men who knew the curtain was a privacy and keeping it protected. Kara growled loudly, releasing her pheromones at the thought.

Lena realized it, instantly coming up to Kara and put a hand on her shoulder, stopping the growling and for Kara to look at Lena, "I asked them so that for one night you could rest with me. I'll call them off if you want. I know you can protect me, protect us. You're my hero Kara Zor-El."

Kara's heart slowed, calming down at the touch, the smell of Lena. She closed her eyes, breathing deeply like she used to as a child to control her powers. She could feel the light touches on her arm of Lena soothing her. Her lips on her neck with soft words near her ear, "I'm here Kara. I'm here. Nobody will ever take me away from you. You're my protector, my hero. You're safe, I'm safe, it's okay."

Kara's heart was touched and she was slowly putting her face into Lena's neck, breathing in deeply of the smell that she knew would see be parting from her memory after tonight. Lena would never let her go near her again.

Lena kissed her cheek, "I'm sorry if I messed up Kara-"

"No," Kara started, moving and looking at Lena, "No, I messed up, If I didn't pull away I would have ruined our relationship. I… I wanted to tell you about... about it but- "

"It's okay. I asked Astra the other day. It…actually explained a lot."

"Really?"

"Yes, and why your clothing style changed. I'm not disgusted Kara. In fact,… I want you."

Kara shook her head, "You'll always have me."

Lena smirked, "Not what I meant… Close your eyes."

Kara nodded, closing them softly. She heard Lena's heart beat pick up and the soft voice speaking, "You are my alpha, I want to be yours Kara," before the feeling of soft lips permeated every bit of her senses.


(Bonus Astra x Cat scene, cause I think you people are really liking it)

Cat unlocked the door to her home, the top floor of the one of the best apartment complex's her money could buy. Astra was sitting on a laptop, with glasses on, which made her look much older and so cute that Cat just stood there smiling for a few before clearing her throat. Astra tried not to use her powers too much in her own home, looking up and smiling at her partner, "Welcome home darling. I have coffee for you and some fresh pastries I picked up in Italy. Your favorite."

Cat looked down, blushing, it was still a shock to her that someone, anyone, could care and love her so freely. Cat nodded, thinking back to her conversations today and her thoughts, sipping at the dark, mud like coffee and taking a bite of the pastry, which crumbled under her mouth. She sat next to Astra, watching the women go through a finance app that helped keep trace of information. Cat had given her tax information as a joke years ago, but since then Astra had been the one to do so, even helping Cat earn more money. When Astra was recognized by the DEO as a citizen she did her own, which she was doing.

Astra handed her papers, smiling, "I didn't turn it in but look at it and see if it's something you like? I did it bot both CatCo and yourself. I'm onto mine now."

Cat looked at the papers, and by the time she was done with CatCo's, her son came in from his room, asking about some science question. The TV's were never on the news when the day ended, always on sports with Astra's fascination with the Yankees baseball team and football, which she mentioned they had the same sports back on Krypton, which only prompted Cat to buy up every sports package they offered. Astra and Carter talked science and, in the end, finished his homework. Cat moved to the sofa, which was a soft leather three seater that Astra had picked out when they moved in together. The seat alone always put her to sleep but Cat relaxed at the sound of her son and partner cooking. Before cat knew it, they were bringing dinner to her, smiling at their handiwork of spaghetti with shrimp and a wine sauce.

Cat smiled, "What wine did you use love?"

Astra shrugged, "I don't know."

But Carter smiled, "I picked out that old dusty one."

Cat dropped her bowl, which was grabbed quickly by Astra and put it down softly on the coffee table, "What did it look like?"

Carter got up and showed her THE bottle, a 100-year-old bottle of chardonnay that she had kept from her marriage. Its value was immense, and Cat was waiting for a day to see it. She stood up, "Carter, you knew what this bottle was."

Carter shook his head, "Mom, I made a mistake. There was one just like it. I didn't know the difference."

Astra stepped in front of carter, looking at her lover, "It was my fault. You've always told me about it. I should have looked at the bottle. I'll replace it love."

Cat was fuming but at the same time, why? She had touched Astra's things before, things that were some of the last of it's kind from Krypton. Her suit wasn't even from Earth, still her Generals armour which was stronger than Kara's super suit. She allowed her to touch it every day, even laughed when she put it in the wash when she bleed on it, having material that would have destroyed the blood off it after a while.

Cat didn't notice Astra had left, with Carter going to his room with dinner. In fact, Cat stayed there all night before she heard the door open and unlock. The noise of shuffling and a bag had her look to see a weary and shaken Astra, who looked saddened but looking at the bag with hope.

Cat got up, "Astra… Where did you-"

"Don't ask love. Just… Here is the bottle." Astra pulled out the exact year for the wine, same everything. And just by looking at it, it was a real one, not a fake.

But how did… "Astra, how much?"

"Nothing."

"Astra…"

"It was nothing. I'm sorry we used that bottle. Please accept this as an apology from the both of us. I promise to never touch anything of yours without your permission."

Cat shook her head, "No love. We got past this point years ago. What's mine is yours-"

"No when it comes to stuff like this."

"Yes honey… I shouldn't have… How much? Tell me please."

"I'm not allowed to tell you. You'll be saddened."

"What… What did you sell?"

Astra lifted her lover in her arms, "Stop this. I'm tired and I've searched everywhere for this bottle of water you call wine. Please put it away in a case so that it's never touched again. I will stop touching things that belong to you... Though am I still allowed to do your taxes? They are truly a fun thing for me to do."

Cat just smiled softly, still not letting go of the subject. Watching Astra put away the wine, she thought to everything her lover owned that was worth that much. Then it hit her, looking at her hands, "Where is your Kryptonian ring?"

Astra just kept moving, "I lost it."

"Really now?"

"Yes, ask Kara. I had it on while fighting and the jewel shattered. I have the band in my dresser. Stop trying to guess what I sold."

"So, you did sell something."

"Cat-"

"Tell me."

"No."

"Why?"

"You'll get mad."

"I won't get mad."

"Sorry, youll be fuming at me."

"Well… Yeah."

"Cat."

"Tell me please…"

"…Do you remember the bracelet I had, from my previous marriage? It was encased in diamonds, the substance was common on Krypton, and sometimes it even rained it. It's what it was made from because I got it after my first victory through a diamond rain storm. IT was fitting and the man who sold me the bottle said that it would have been an equal trade."

"…You got ripped off."

"A small price to pay for my mistake. One I swear on Rao to never make again."

"No because it will take me years, decades, before you ever touch something of mine again."

"Then so be it."

"No, that's not how it works."

"Yes, it does. I am not… This is not my place Cat. This is your home with your son… AS much as I want to be a part of it, I… I don't fit in a word of this luxury life when it becomes meaning less."

"What do you mean?"

"A million-dollar bottle of wine is something to yell over? On Krypton, if something of that worth broke, nobody batted an eye. Life is too short, too important to cry over something. You buy it new and try again later in age. Life would continue. When you die, things that were yours belong to someone else. But the wine was important to you. I used it, it was my mistake. I fix mistakes that I do to my mate."

"And I yelled at you."

"…nothing new."

"Astra."

"Darling, its done and over with. That part of me is gone and that is fine. One day, I will earn the money and maybe, convince the young man to allow me to buy it back. He did allow me that option."

"At a higher rate?"

"Cat."

"Give me his name, I'll get it back for you."

"No, leave it. I'll do it myself. I have some time."

"Some? According to you, ill live as long as you do from this mating. Are you lying?"

"No darling."

"So why some?"

"Because life is short and accidents happen. I am strong, an alpha, but I'm weak for you and I cannot stop everything bad from happening. When you die... I wish to die alongside with you."

"Astra-"

"I know we haven't talked about it. I know your feelings on marriage aren't that good but I would like the opportunity to protect you in death. You humans bury bodies, but I don't know if you've bought one with your ex and will be buried next to him. The idea to me sounds weird. Paying for your own spot in the ground. It should be an honor, not something to pay for. But you are my soulmate and that is your ritual."

"What do Kryptonians do?"

"the tradition is to burn the body. When the ashes are left after the ceremony, if they were paired, the partner will die later and the ashes mixed together. The thought was that then the two souls can be joined, and the ashes go onto these carts that are sent to Rao, so that they can go to Rao's garden and live peacefully together."

"Sounds like heaven."

"It is. Because I know youll be there."

Cat smiled before looking at Astra, "I don't want to be this separate but equal relationship."

Astra's smile dropped, the hand that held the coffee mug dropped, the ice and coffee spilling out from the cold copper cup she drank from, "W-What?"

Cat took her hand out, holding her partner's hand, "Shhh, calm down my alpha, let me finish."

Astra nodded, and Cat continued, "I don't want for you to worry about touching MY stuff. I touch every bit of yours and you smile. I broke your family heirloom vase, which you didn't even get mad at me for breaking. You just took it over to Kara's and bought a new one that looked exactly like it. And I know you made it yourself because I heard Kara mention you took a pottery making class to do so."

Astra shrugged but let her lover continue, "I can't… I can't pretend that I don't want to b more with you. I… I nearly died when I saw you crying in the waiting room. I remember you begging Carter to forgive you for failing to get him help. And begging me to... to punish you for not being able to help him in the first place… Punish… Like I would or could EVER hurt you, my mate. You mean everything to me Astra and I don't want… I don't want you to even have a second place to go to. You still have that apartment that you used to live in before me… it's costing you money, and you don't ask a penny from me. I want you to. I want you to ask for money, like ill ask you if you have money and you give it to me freely without taking the money back. I want us to be joint together."

Astra stared at her in shock, looking like a fish out of water. Cat waited for her to speak, the soft voice, almost cracking in fear and love, "You... You, you wish for us to be joined?"

"Yes."

"As more than my mate?"

"Yes."

"You would… You would marry someone… someone like me?"

"Yes."

"But-"

Cat moved forward, almost putting her full body on the kitchen counter to reach her lovers lips, kissing them softly, before moving away before Astra can register them, "I want you, I need you and I can't... I don't know what I would do if you were to die without knowing how much you mean to me… I've put up so many walls and in a matter of seconds, you took them all down. I don't want to be Cat Grant, I want to be Cat Zor-El, and not in secret. No hiding it."

"But Carter-"

"Who can only call you Mama? Who relies on you for help? Who yelled at the hospital the whole time that you were his Mama too? That Carter? He already thought we were married. Now please, answer me."

Astra stood there in shock for a few seconds before smiling, her eyes breaking from their hold and tearing up, "Yes, a million times, yes my darling."

Astra was already taking Cat in her arms, "For you, I would get rid of everything of mine if it made you happy."

Cat smiled, feeling her lover twirling her around the apartment, "I don't want that. I was stupid, insanely stupid. I was just afraid but… I'm not anymore. I'm not afraid to fall in love anymore."

"You, in love with me? If you told me years ago, I would have this life, I would have never believed you. After everything I had done, I did not think Rao would honor and gift me with such a woman like you to be my soulmate."

"Well believe it baby. I'm here for good. And you better stay with me for longer because I don't think I'll be ever ready for you to leave my life."

Astra smiled, bringing her partner into her arms, bridal style, "So does this mean I can finally rid myself of that apartment and get to be home, with you both?"

"Honey, that was the point of moving in with me. And this… Rao, I guess he blessed me too."

"He is a good gd."

"Shut up and mate me already."

"But you are already mated to me."

"I want it… I want it with you."

Astra smiled, her heart leaping, a growling emitting and her pheromones, strong and steady, released through the home, the smell strong enough to make Cat whimper at its huskiness. Rao, this woman wants a child with me. If my sister saw me like this, she would have laughed at me. Well she can laugh all she wants, I am Catherine's until the end of my days.


AAAAAAnd end part one. Smut in the next chapter. Each chapter is ending to be more than the previous one… You've all goaded me and now I can't…stop… writing it. I'm now also on OkCupid…. I need help. Please, if you are single, looking for a LONG ass relationship with someone who cant brush their teeth, wears men's clothes, is super sweet and devoted and utterly romantic who lives near Florida, please, I miss cuddling and kissing and holding hands. I'm deadly afraid of falling asleep on people though now so please don't get mad if I don't and be very amazed and proud of me if I do because… I wont take a nap anymore, I wont go to sleep… I'm afraid and it fucking sucks!