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The music blared louder but unheard in the room where the two-woman kissed, the room filled with soft moans and a growing scent that Kara released, her body reverting to instincts of protecting Lena and mating her successfully, without interruptions. It wasn't important, but Kara had made sure her phone was shut off, along with Lena's, so that nobody would bother them. And it was completely the right reason, as Kara moved her lips off Lena's slowly making their way down to Lena's neck, "Rao Lena… I… I need you to be sure, completely and utter sure. I- "

Kara's face was moved up, looking into Lena's green eyes, "Baby, I know everything. I want this, you have no idea for how long. I love you Kara Zor-El, and I want this."

Kara nodded, "You know I can still get you pregnant."

Lena nodded softly, kissing Kara's neck, "And that would be bad why? Many women younger than me already have three kids. And I've been dating you for how long?"

Kara chuckled, smiling, closing her eyes at Lena's touch on her cheek, the feeling of home rushing over her body, "Since I met you."

"Honestly, I have to ask you one question."

"Anything."

"How often did you have to stop from mating me on the spot?"

"More times than I think you should ever know."

"I'm guessing it was never as nice as tonight."

"Again… You have no idea. Most mating's are primal, and it was a show of dominance and worthiness to the mate that they were a good fit for children and themselves."

"I got those hidden hints from Astra. I may or may not have read online weird websites that mimic this type of lifestyle."

Kara raised an eyebrow, "Lifestyle?"

"You have no idea what I found on there. Just know, I respect Kryptonian culture so much more now than everything I've read and found online of what people think it means."

"One day youll show me?"

"Of course, but first," Lena's hand traced the hardness against Lena's pants, "I believe you need to mark me first."

Kara growled, gripping the couch, "Lena, I need you to tell me, at all tonight or whenever, if I am hurting you."

Lena nuzzled her face into Kara's neck, biting the place she had seen Cat bite multiple times, earning a deep and animalistic growl from Kara, with a soft gasp of, "Lena."

Lena spoke softly, "The one thing I forgot to ask is, where?"

Kara growled, "IT shouldn't matter here. The parties would have an ending, but it was to mark so people knew to not go near. I think you want be- fuck Lena, your hand feels so good against me."

Lena smiled, kissing up and down Kara's neck slowly, torturously, "Tell me where baby. And don't hold back. I love this."

Kara buried her own face in Lena's face, moving her hips slightly to help her pants move off s that Lena could get at her cock easier, "Don't hold back either. I love it when you talk."

Lena smirked, undoing the buttons of the pants, earning groans from Kara from her fingers pressing into the bulge, accidently of course, not like Lena was evil or anything, "So this is why you always let me talk?"

"Fuuuck, yes. Lena, I could listen to you talk all day and never get tired of your voice, "Kara spoke softly, her eyes filled with lust, darkening with her husky voice, but the soft specks of blues in her eyes showed the true honesty and love that Kara had for Lena, which melted at Lena's heart.

Lena pulled the zipper down, meeting with the soft fabric of the compression underwear, though where the cock would be had a deep wet splotch, which only made Lena drool, ever so slightly in her mouth over the many possibilities to this new step in their relationship, a big step.

Lena looked at Kara, dark green meeting almost blackened-blue eyes, "May I?"

"Please."

"Where?"

"Stomach."

Lena smiled, a finger on top of Kara's underwear, pulling it down softly, "That is where they usually do it?"

"Not a chance. The face."

Lena stopped midway, a quick glance at Kara, who was blushing at probably her memories of Krypton of the yearly mating's they experienced, "The face? Why must all this good information be hidden by you? Was it that embarrassing to talk about sex?"

"No, long story short, sex was the first thing you learn. It wasn't important to kids, but it was to relationships and forging bonds. Plus, plenty of Kryptonians went to different planets and had kids, just not the super strength the Earth's sun givesssssssss shit," Kara moaned out as Lena's hand grasped the pulsing length of Kara's cock in her hand, the heated skin meeting the coolness of the room.

Lena licked and sucked at Kara's tongue, "Why do I have a feeling you won't last long?"

"And whose fault is that?" Kara gasped out as Lena slid her hand down hard to the end of the shaft, shaking her balls, which were still confined to the underwear. Kara's head swarm with Lena's scent, thankful for the woman to take over her senses.

Lena whispered softly into her ear, making sure her tongue came out and licked the inside of Kara's ear, "I don't want you to hold out for me. I don't want you to last long. I want to know what I do to you. I want to know what you need of me. I want you to mate me properly," while Lena lifted her outfit to aim Kara's cock at not just her stomach but her underwear, which was well hidden still by the dress, but the sight of Lena ready, it made Kara harder.

"Lena, I won't last long, fuck baby, I'm so hard for you."

"Is my Alpha ready to mark me?"

"Yeeees," the groan come out like a growl, but Kara's strength of the fast and oncoming orgasm broke the part of the couch her hands held onto, holding back a majority of her cum as it came out of her, soaking Lena's panties. But Lena felt Kara hold back, embarrassed of causing damages.

Lena smirked before diving down and blew hard at the top of Kara's cock, feeling Kara's hand on the top of her head, pushing her slightly down more as she screamed, "Lena!" releasing the rest of her cum into Lena's mouth, a small amount making its way out of Lena's mouth and down her chin. But Lena suck and licked until every ounce was off the large girth, which Lena smiled at it. It was just like Kara, perfect it every way.

Kara couldn't help but get harder at the look of her cum dripping down Lena's face and- Oh dear Rao she was licking it off her own face, like it was the sweetest wine in the world. Lena smiled, seeing Kara harden at watching her take the few drips that came out and missed back into where they belonged. She smiled at her, "What? I refuse to let one drop of you escape from my grasp."

Kara smiled but looked around, realizing again that she had broken really expensive looking couches, "I'm so sorry Lena. I can pay for the damages. Let me know how much-"

Lena smiles, helping cover Kara's length, though honestly Lena would have just kept it out if just to show the world Kara Zor-El was hers and she was Kara's. She could feel the same things Kara was feeling, about mating and the Kryptonian ways. It was nice, sweet, and traditional, a belonging, "No baby. I'll cover this. I am the one at fault here. I also did warn him, and he told me it was all included. I think he expected me to drink all of his whiskey."

Kara chuckled, eyeing one of the unopened bottles, "Well I'm sure he won't mind if we just take it."

"I'm rich Kara. Not to sound too prude but I can just buy it."

"Well I can't, and Alex drinks the same stuff you do."

"But you like it when I drink."

"Yes, your accent comes out."

"Hush now."

"And in the morning, when you wake up, or just wake up in general, you have a deep husky accent."

"Shhh, quiet about my niceness. If word got around a Luthor was nice, the world would go crazy."

Kara smiled, taking Lena's hand in hers, kissing the palm softly, "I'm crazy for you."

Lena smiled softly, nuzzling her head back into Kara's neck, asking softly, "Can we please continue this at home?"

Kara nodded, lifting Lena bridal style into her arms, Lena clutching the bottle of whiskey as she snatched it as they exited. Lena nodded to the bodyguards who followed them, one going ahead to move people out of their way and into a doorway that lead upstairs.

Kara looked at Lena, her eyebrows raised, which Lena replied shortly, "No disruptions. We are pretending the party is over. Now let's go home so I can finally be mated to you."

Kara nodded, opening the door to find the roof of the building. It took her no time to kiss Lena's forehead before flying through the air. Home… Home was with Lena, so Kara flew to the balcony of Lena's apartment, which had a feature added to the balcony so that nobody could see them on it, an added bonus to being the CEO of a multibillion dollar company. Lena was let down carefully, before she scanned her hand into the table outside, showing the lights going on inside. Lena spoke softly, "Biometric scanners to let the security in here know I'm back, though they might be puzzled as to why it shows I'm on the balcony."

"maybe supergirl should be put on your visitor list."

Lena smiled, "Or as a permanent resident, seeing as Kara Danvers is about to earn that spot as well."

"Permanent? Lena- "

"Stop this. I do things for a reason. You almost live here and with this mating stuff, I would rather you…be here to protect my nest. Plus, as much as I love your furniture and times, which can fit and fill my entire apartment and still have room for more, you did comment once how this reminded you of your families' century old house."

"Yes, the house I grew up in was by standards modern with extreme high ceilings and corners, much like boxers with allowing nature in with pure windows. They were highly expensive, but it showed how welcoming of Rao you were and his graces upon the family."

"And it's ours, if you want it to be."

"Ours Lena," Kara smiled softly, before kissing Lena.

Lena wrapped her arms around Kara's neck, kissing her. It was a deeper level of intimacy; one Lena would have had to have taken years before being ready to be like that with someone. Yet only months, or even minutes, and Lena was wrapped around Kara's fingers.

She felt Kara lift her up, bridal style as they entered Lena's bedroom, the lights inside shutting off and the soft lights in the bedroom on. Lena blushed at how much of her make up was still on the dresser, "Sorry for the mess. I though if things did go well, you would be taking me to your place."

"Mess? You call this a mess? This bed will be a mess after a week. You might want to invest in that Purple bed and the paring for it, only thing that doesn't break on me…yet," Kara spoke softly, rambling on cutely as she lowered Lena back down, using her superspeed to set the bed, lower the lights some until it was a soft glow that highlighted the main aspects of each other, "Do you particularly ever want to wear your outfit again?"

Lena smiled, "No, not really why-" The dress was ripped off in seconds, as well as Kara's, though she was left in only her compression shorts while Lena was left in her bra and underwear, a matching set that was close to the smallest bra and a underwear that could have been mistaken for a thong, if not nothing at all. But Lena couldn't pull her gaze away from Kara's muscular body, her body defined in every way the statues in Greece and Italy pictured for the male body, but this was real and nothing unlike those fakes that she had seen and admired. Here before her was a Goddess who loved her, and she would have done anything for her, worshiping her as the Goddess that she is, "You're gorgeous Kara, handsome."

Kara smiled, blushing softly, "And you Lena… Wow. Are you sure you're into me?"

Lena got closer, skin touching skin, the fact and feeling a revealing thought as Lena spoke softly, "Don't you smell your mark on me?"

Lena felt and heard Kara take a deep breath, releasing it with a growl, smirking at how successful that was to calm Kara down. Lena smiled, kissing Kara again, "Take me Alpha."

Kara nodded, though looking around, "Do you have condoms, lube, by any chance?"

Lena raised an eyebrow, "How many sexual partners have you had?"

"None."

Lena nodded, "None for me as well."

"But jack- "

"Is gay but not as gay as Lex."

"But kids- "

"Than Rao wills it my love."

Kara picked the woman of her dreams in her arms, smiling at her, "You are mine tonight, Mrs. Luthor."

Lena smiled softly, "My my, you keep acting like that, I won't last long either."

Kara chuckled, "Nor will I. You are just too much but I want all of it."

"Take it."

The room was cold, due to Lena's inability to control her own thermostat but she was too hot and heated to care, Kara's body emitting enough heat to rival the Sun. Lena kissed up and down Kara's neck as Kara laid her and herself down to the bed, muttering into the soft skin, "One day, when I can, I will mark you."

Kara growled softly, the bulge Lena felt on her leg getting bigger and harder against her, "I want that. Tonight, will it be okay if I do mark you? It'll be on the neck."

Lena smiled, looking into Kara's dark eyes, "Where else would you mark me? I don't have glands though."

"It's blood love."

Lena blushed softly, "Different things, same concept. I will wear it proudly."

Kara smiled, her lips finding Lena's neck, "With lots of makeup."

Lena pulled Kara's face up, smirking, "Now, now, I never said that. I want it."

Kara freaked softly, trying to find the words, "No, no, L-Lena, you can't. Your life- "

"Will be in danger? I have my mate, the strongest woman in the world. Even if you weren't, if you were a normal human, the weakest one, I would still feel more protected and safe in your arms than the strongest person on Earth or the universe. Call me a Romantic but I am not a label, but I am in love with a girl, a woman named Kara Zor-El."

Kara had no words, trying to show Lena her love, admiration, adoration, every feeling through an Earth shattering kiss, that left Lena seeing stars. Kara's hands roamed Lena's body, electing moans from the CEO, along with her body moving into her touches to get closer, for more.

The room was heavy with Kara's scent, the smell and taste on her tongue enough to make her panties dripping wet for her lover. Kara worshipped her body, kissing every inch of her, "You are perfecting, my goddess," before engulfing her tits into her mouth, having ripped off the bra in the process.

Lena gasped for words, only to find loans, soft gasps and her back arching, needing more of Kara. Before she could beg, Kara moved to the other tit, though her hand found the hardened and wet nipple and played with it, pulling it experimentally, which earned a, "Fuck Kara!"

Lena wanted it already, this was teasing. She loved Kara, but she needed her cock in her soon. Kara stopped, looking up at Lena, seeing the almost pained look on her, "Lena?"

Lena gasped, heavy panting, "I need you now alpha."

She watched as Kara licked her lips, taking off her compressions shorts to show her arching hardon, wet with precum. Lena took off her own underwear, streams of her own liquid coming out from the scent of her lover, something Kara's alpha body might have been doing to make this less painful, something Lena appreciated and was in awe at the thoughtfulness of it all.

Kara moved to get closer to Lena, kissing around her face, "Lena… Are you sure?"

Lena growled back, which opened Kara's eyes, "You doubt your mate?"

Kara shook her head, "No I just- "

"Thought wrong. Baby, if you don't take me now, ill tie you down and do it myself while you watch. Take me, make me yours."

Kara nodded, kissing Lena deeply before sheathing all her length inside Lena's tight pussy. Lena gasped, holding onto Kara tightly as the pain from Kara's cock went though her body, but was almost as quickly replaced with pleasure. She had never been like this with anyone, but if this is how it felt with Kara, she didn't know how she ever lived without it. The cock itself was big. Not the size but the person it was with. Kara was gentle, still believing Lena was in pain, kissing around her, whispering words of encouragement, promises of a future, before Lena nodded, when she remembered they had yet to knot, nodded her head. Kara pushed out slowly and softly, earning a painful groan from Lena, "Kara! Please baby, I'm begging you."

Kara pushed in and out, sometimes slipping into her supergirl strength, which earned loud groans and calls for Kara as the pleasure was too much. Kara lost times the amount that Lena had cum around her, many without the girl noticing. Her juices covered Kara's bottom and Kara's knot was forming. She was close.

Lena brought her hands to Kara's cheeks when she noticed Kara fighting her feelings to cum, looking at her lover, "Kara, let go for me. Cum baby."

Kara nodded, feeling Lena's cum harder around her than before pushing herself over the edge, knotting her lover and biting down hard on Lena's neck, the blood gushing into Kara's mouth.

The feeling was a rush, a connection between the two before Kara's cock squirted the last of her cum into Lena, whose pussy was milking every drop from her mate. Lena panted heavily into Kara's neck, kissing the area that she would have bitten, "I love you Kara."

"I love you Lena Zor-El," Kara spoke, the thought of what she said didn't cross her mind, more at ease and home.

The two went to sleep, with smiles and promises in each other's head. With Lena dreaming of her and Kara on Krypton and Kara's dreams of life on Earth, with a good Lex and a happy Lena, who stayed in her arms.

(Don't hate me)

Astra wished it happened that way. That Cat and she made love the whole night, that she was forgiven. But by the time she got home, it was night, with her life missing her bracelet and inside replaced with a horrible tasting drink that costed an artifact of her past. The apartment was empty except for a small card.

Cat and Carter were both gone from the apartment, though a soft undertone of some other people, though possible the security team. Astra's heart dropped at the thought of both of her closest ties were gone from her life and needed a security team to keep them safe.

The card was one of Cat's stationary, and it read: We have left. Leave and don't come back. You have failed me as both a mate and a friend. You have never deserved me, nor ever will. I will one day laugh and reveal at the sight of you dying. Good bye sweet Astra, may you never meet Rao.

Astra cried hard, the words and writing all too like Cat's writings when she was trying not to cry, having to pull away from something, be it a person or work. Years with the woman of her life, her soulmates, gone from her world for touching something she had no right to touch. She gathered some stuff, leaving the computer and tax forms. She would teach Kara the last bits of Kryptonian history and die. Lena would surely have Kryptonite and she could end it, maybe in a forest or somewhere… Somewhere that Cat wouldn't have to see for a long, long, long time.

Astra exited the apartment, seeing the neighbor, Rave, an old businesswoman, "Hello Mrs. Widen."

"Hello dearie. Cat and Carter seemed to be in a rush," the woman spoke softly, cleaning out her apartment and leaving boxes in the hallway for someone to pick it up.

"Yeah they um… I did something wrong."

"Oh no, do I need to talk to her?"

"No, no, no, Mrs. Widen, it shall be alright. Take care of them for me, please?"

"What? No. You two have been together longer than my current marriage. Don't do this."

"I must. She no longer sees me as being valuable, needed. I'm not... I'm not her future. But this is too much to put on you Mrs. Widen. Don't treat her differently, she had a son who needs a strong role model and I'm just... Catherine doesn't think I am that for Carter, nor for herself."

"If you need any help- "

"I know your number Mrs. Widen. Any troubles, you have mine. Though ask them first if they need me… Okay?"

"Okay Astra. Don't be a stranger now."

Astra nodded, smiling before leaving the apartment, walking to her own. The apartment stood, but Astra could not smell, and her sight was slightly blurred from crying, stuffing her nose and blocking part of her prefect Kryptonian vision. Her apartment was perfect, her military routines kicking in, even in her own home. But as soon as she closed the door, she felt the overwhelming itch of kryptonite. She felt pain in her side, a hand covering her mouth before blacking out.

(Meanwhile…)

Cat opened the apartment door, smiling at Carter who had helped her gone to a Total wine store to pick out a different one. Still wondering how he knew about it in the first place, the media mogul was happy at her choice of wine, one she knew Astra would enjoy. It would be theirs. Out with the old and in with the new. She knew she was wrong for having let her stress and anger out on the Kryptonian. But she would make it up to her.

Carter had reminded her in the car that they might be married silently, but there was never a wedding or papers signed. And she would have reminded, if not hound on her to know and remember that anything of Cat's is hers to share. It might take months or years, but Cat was ready to fix her mistakes with the woman of her dreams. Cat went to put the wine into the spot, but noticed it was filled with the same bottle Astra had used. Her heart dropped at how much it could cost. As she passed the table, Astra's tax information as still up and just by glancing, the woman couldn't even have afforded a glass of the wine, let alone a bottle of the same year and in a better condition than its previous host. Carter came up to her with this note, which Cat read and gasped.

Someone had put a note in her apartment. She ran to her room, yelling, "Astra! Darling, are you here?"

The room was empty, everything of Astra's gone, except for the pictures and Astra's tax information, it would have been as if nobody had lived there. Besides Cat worrying, she set a small side reminder to change that when Astra would be back, to ass more pictures of her with Carter and herself, and to incorporate more of Astra into the apartment, their home.

The door knocked, and Cat opened the door, seeing Mrs. Widen at the door, "Good night Rave, it's offlay late to still be up."

"Just finishing up some cleaning dear. I'm sorry about everything. Are you holding up okay? I got Astra's side of the story, just making sure your side is the same."

Cat got confused but was sure the woman had information, "What do you mean? Did Astra talk to you?"

"Of course. She left with her bag, she looked to be headed to her apartment. Did she do something wrong? I have some old friends in the mob who could- "

"No, no, no. Did she say anything?"

"Nothing really. She looked heart broken. Something about not being a good fit for you and Carter, a bad choice for a future partner… Did she propose, and you say no? if she was ever hurting you- "

"Again, no Rave… But thank you for worrying."

"No problem. I had Steve go over to her to help her if she needed it- Oh, Steve is back."

The old man walked slowly, dressed in a suit as if it was a business meeting, though he just shook his head, "She wasn't there. Door looked like it was cracked in the middle with a few things crashed in her apartment. Door was opened, and it smelt like when you're Aunt Annie died, and we found her in her apartment."

Cat shook her head, "No… No, they couldn't have found her."

Rave asked softly, "Found? Is she in trouble?"

"Yes, no, yes. We are too. I'm going to call my security team. Fi you see anyone trying to get in, call me immediately."

"Of course. You taking Carter?"

"Yes, yes. Just please don't tell anyone."

"Dear, nobody knows except us about Astra and who she is in the first place. We aren't those busy bodies who must know your business. You've never talked to us before Astra, who helped Steve the day we got married with bringing in the wedding presents to the apartment. It's the least we can do when you've given us another part of the family."

"Thank you, both of you. If you'll excuse me- Carter! Pack a bag! We need to go somewhere!" The door was closed, though the two outside knew Cat appreciated the help. Steve stayed outside the door, just in case anyone tried to come in. But four men in suits, just three minutes later, came up the elevator. Rave recognized Calvin, the head of Cat's security at the lead with the other three men she had some to friend as Cat opened to them with Astra.

Calvin nodded to Steve, knocking a weird knock before both Cat and Carter, each with a bag, followed the men out of the building. The couple looked at one another before nodding, setting up their own emails to a security team for themselves. Rave was an important business woman, if not investor. She had connections and one to many times, her life had been jeopardized. But nobody would touch Cat or her family.

Cat walked down the stairs, the security team clearing a way, with Calvin talking softly, "We have three cars, us in one, DEO in the other. Alex is in the middle one with a Deo agent. They will drive you and Cat to DEO HQ, where they do have housing units for you and Carter until things settle down. They and out tram is canvasing Astra's apartment as we speak and in search of clues. My earlier team that we had at Astra's was killed, though one did manage to stay alive and is in the hospital awaiting treatment."

"How many died?"

"Two. We have letters and calls being sent to their families, as well as money and help if and when they need it. Funeral costs will also be on us. If that is- "

"Do everything for them. Please, tell them how sorry I am for this."

"Ma'am, we all understood what we were and are protecting the moment we took the job."

Cat nodded, "What else?"

"We were able to get some talk on the black web of Cadmus obtaining a Kryptonian. But the details are gory- "

"Stay in the car with me and Alex and Carter. I want to hear it all, but I don't need to explain it twice."

"Understood."

Outside, Alex was by the car, a look of worry was washed over her, but she wordlessly held the door open for Carter, who still bowed before her, speaking loudly, "Thank you!" which broke the scowl on Alex's face with a soft smile before Cat entered. Alex got in the passenger side, her Deo partner driving as Calvin made his way inside as well. The cars moved before Calvin spoke, "they are currently torturing her in the vans as they move. We don't know locations, but we figure it would have to be lead so that the signatures won't pick up any kryptonite signatures."

"Torture?" Carter asked, but Cat nodded for Calvin to say what he needed to say.

Calvin thought for a moment, trying to figure a way to say it but failed before just speaking his mind, "The phrase: Ending the reign of the House of El was spoken. Many of the supporters of Cadmus called for Astra's balls to be chopped off. There is a bidding going on for the next three days for the sack and a private viewing of the torture and cutting of Astra."

"Why?"

"Cadmus wishes to destroy the Supers the one way they can, with cutting off any hope of a future of Super children. Since killing them won't work, ending their lines will. Kal is safe in Metropolis, his kid is a main reason why they haven't targeted him yet. They might be evil, but they seem against killing an innocent child. But Kara and Astra have yet to have children and with you and Mrs. Luthor- "

"The chance of a future with Supers increases."

"We are preparing to make a fake account to buy the bidding, so we can stop it- "

"Work on finding Astra. They will take the money and do it anyway."

"Of course. I will change the plans immediately."

"Work tightly with the DEO. They have technology we don't, but we have the man power and the determination. I want Astra back and soon."

"Yes."

"Are they... What else are they doing?"

"Something about Kryptonite knives and such left from secret vaults Lex had built. Things Lena would not have known about, even if she had paid someone. All bought for Lillian to use later if Lex failed."

"And he did."

"From the last I had read, Lillian planned on scarring Astra beyond recognition."

"Just… Thank you Calvin."

"That is all I have. I wish I had more good news."

"You do. She is alive and as long as that information remains the same, there is always good news."

Carter had sat there and listen to the words, understood them, but couldn't help the to add to the saddened room, "Did you know that coffee is just the pit of a fruit?"

Cat smiled, holding Carter close to her. It was a habit he had picked up from Astra when the mood in the room was too sour for her to deal with, "No but now I do. Thank you, sweetheart. Don't worry, we will get Astra back soon. On my life we will."

The car pulls into the underground entrance of the DEO, where everyone was waiting. Cat didn't look at anyone, Alex filling in on the details, Calvin with her, as Cat and Carter followed the other agents to the apartment rooms. Carter was asleep the moment her hit the couch, snoring away while Cat directed where to put the luggage and boards, in case new information came up.

Cat took longer to fall asleep. Years of sleeping next to someone, the sight of them, the taste of their skin under your lips, and the smell of them, even hearing their heartbeat, calmed her to sleep. But no amount of rain music, city sounds, or watching documentaries calmed her. The rain reminded her of Astra, who would run onto the patio of the apartment, trying to catch the rain without using her powers, wanting to one day have a house where she could run outside with Cat and just sit in the rain. The city sounds reminded her of the apartment, with Astra cooking, talking to Carter, while Cat worked and set up interviews and catching up on news, trying to find the next new big thing. And the documentaries were things Astra watched, always interested in the world and how Earth worked in it's way. She had almost every episode of 'How It's Made' recorded, if not watched at that point.

Cat paced the room, hours had passed without a word. And she couldn't text or call Kara, Cat knows what a Kryptonian could do, even to family, if someone walked it while they were mating, or in their lover's nest. It had happened to Astra and herself when Cat and her mated. Cat could still remember waking up to the pillows ripped open, duck feathers having fallen all over. And that wasn't even done by Astra but by herself. Knotting felt so good that she just ripped open the pillows she held onto as the pressure built up again and again through the night. When the door opened to the apartment, with Astra on top of her, still inside, Astra immediately woke up, moving to be on her hands and knees, still inside Cat, growling, releasing pheromones that shrunk back Kara, who was afraid Cat had gone missing since she had shut off her phone.

When she looked at her bag, she spotted one of the many choices of shirts she had taken from Astra's side. Though plain, they were very fitting on her built body, and the plain colors looked amazing on her. The shirt was black as night, one of Astra's favorite colors, which Cat put on immediately, needing to be comforted by her lover.

Just having it on, the scent still potent of her lover, calmed her heart down. Before getting on the bed, she reminded herself to research houses, even better apartments, scaling down the luxury she had. Maybe invest more to save money for their future. THEIR future. Cat put a pillow behind her, a position Astra would take up, another pillow near her head, long, which mimicked Astra's arm. The shirt masking the clean linen smell, calming the media giant to a sleep, filled with dreams of Astra, Carter and herself, and maybe, just maybe, she dreamt of having a little bundle in her arms, a mix of herself and Astra.

The door to the room creaked softly, with the soft voice of her son, "Mom?"

Cat looked up, smiling at her son, who wore Superman's logo on his clothing, more to support Astra than Kara. She remembered it was a week after Astra put the patch on her Super outfit and Carter wanted to show his support. He now looked tired, ragged, worried, sad. Carter walked into the room, stopping before the bed, "Can I… Can I sleep in here with you?"

"Of course, sweetheart. Don't ever be afraid. Astra will be okay."

"Mom… I'm worried about Mama."

Cat's heart ached at the first noise, the first sound of Carter calling Astra 'Mama,' if only she would have been here to hear it, she would have flown them around the stars, "Baby, it's okay. Come into the bed with me."

Carter climbed in, taking the other side before getting next to his mother. The smell of the shirt put him to sleep immediately, like how he would fall asleep on Astra when it was movie night. Cat kissed her son's forehead, smiling at how Astra had fully affected the both. Astra would be found, and Cat would fix ever wrong she had done. Cat is coming to get her Astra, and nobody would get in her way.


Just letting you all know, I accidently deleted this whole chapter, which WAS 5 pages but when I did it again, I added more and more and just kept going and it had ended up going over 13 pages on my Word document…. I say 13 because when Kara and Lena mate, I skipped that to write Cat and Astra's scene but decided to write more after Cat learns about Cadmus's intentions and included more. Before AGAIN deciding, you deserve better smut! Also, I understand Cat, Kara, Lena, and Astra might be extremely OOC, but I love the whole Cat can be happy with Astra, Astra deserving a better life, Lena and Kara just being freakin amazing. And I just inserted the whole alpha/omega because it makes sense to me that Krypton would be like that since… Clark Kent (aka CuNT) is an ass, let's face it. I hope you all enjoy, reviews are amazing. The more I get, I feel empowered to write more. Sometimes its just one comment, others its more. I love PMs, makes me feel good.

Fyi, I am not suicidal. No worries about finding me on the newspaper. I've been down that road too many times and a few months ago, if you had asked me, it would have been a yes, but I've worked my way past that. I write to help and since then, you all have been so fucking supportive and amazing. If I could, I'd give you all hugs, but I've just learned, not everybody loves hugs… It's not like I'm gonna be all weird and grab your ass, I just love hugs. This has nothing, seriously, to do with the fact my car is named Olaf…. Hope you all enjoyed!