Chapter 4 Escape from boarding school:
The ladies, the Sennen twins, Heba and I gathered in our apartment, I'm not feeling well but still want to tell the story, Malika thinks it's because I am completely opening up and telling my story for the first time at strangers. So, sitting in the bed I covered in a cocoon of blankets because I'm feeling cold, and the others gathered around me Atem on my right and Heba on my left. "Okay, the recorder is ready, you can continue were you left off yesterday, Yugi." Yami says.
"Okay, um, so Vivian called me to tell me to come home, but I told her I would not return, and well then this happened…."
Before you continue, can you explain to me why you never call her mother over here, but only when you talk to her?" Diya asks.
"We will get to that, please have a little bit more patience?" I ask and she nods.
Flashback 1:
Atem and I are packing, when Vivian called a month and a half ago, I blocked their numbers and didn't go back. We started with calling Atem's landlord that he would stop his residence ship within the following month, Atem also called allot with Seto to arrange everything to secure my safety and when we were ready packing the last week, we drove every day towards and from Tokyo with a hired van.
We started this quick because only a week after I blocked them from my life, we discovered a familiar black car in front of Atem's place, and when we had the van full, we figured that same car was following us until the boarder of Tokyo where when we reached the house were we emptied the van, and when we went back to Domino that car stood at the same place we left them behind, and followed us back. It was like they weren't allowed to go over the border, we don't know, but they always stopped there.
Atem was a bit amazed because I had stolen some money from Samantha a few weeks before I took off. In Tokyo when I'm in the way, Atem allows me to roam free, and yesterday I went for a small arrant in Tokyo with his bank card to get something for the house, and then I went to buy a cake with the stolen money, this morning I woke him with the cake and sang happy birthday to him. His eyes said it all especially when I told him how I got the money.
We needed one last trip back to Domino, and then we were ready to move permanent. For the convenience I was wearing the diapers during that last week 24/7, so, when we had filled the last box I needed a change, I just pooped, probably because of the stress I have a case of diarrhoea and it feels very uncomfortable for me but Atem seems happy when I used the diapers till the max, so for him I do it, I only asked him when I pooped if he would change me right away, Atem re-diapers me. He tells me to place the last box in the van he hired and to wait inside it, he needs to go to the toilet before we take for the last time our three-hour leave. But before that we needed to go to the landlord and hand over the keys.
When I am outside, I look if I see the black car, but I don't see it, so I place the box in the van and closed the door ready to take place at the driver's side because Atem wants me to have my own license and started to learn me to drive a car. When suddenly I'm being pulled roughly towards the black car that is familiar for me, I scream and cry for Atem's name and when I bite the person in the arm earning me a hit against my head making me black out.
I come around sitting next to Vivian and we are on our way, she sees I finally opened my eyes and decides directly to tell me where we are going. "It is time you get rid of that nasty habit of yours, so your father and I discussed it and we decided you go to the boarding school for troubled boys!" she says harshly. "You need to get a wife someday and make sure she can be certain her husband does not piss and shit the bed every night because he wants bad attention and can't keep his hands by himself!"
"Why do you even think I piss the bed mother! I didn't receive love since daddy died, since Sun was born you started to treat me even worse than before! And you think I do this pure for attention? You're wrong!" I say just as harshly back. "You never allowed me to help to take care of her! No, you pushed me to the side and let me do everything by myself while I was still a toddler! And I only once hit her because she messed my bedroom again and even took a piss and shit on my bed! I never touched her inappropriate if anything I get sick seeing and feeling a female box even yours!"
"You were too roughhousing to be around her! If you had girlfriends to play with you would know how to treat her and was allowed to be around her, but noooo you only had eyes for that Sennen kid, that devil boy with those creepy eyes! I saw the two of you a few weeks back walking hand in hand! What would your father say if he still was alive and saw you like some gay pest? It made me realise you was talking about that other pest Sennen kid when you went to that so called girlfriend of yours!"
"Gee I don't know mother, he passed away fourteen years ago when I was only two FUCKING years old! Maybe he didn't mind I like boys! I wished you left me behind when you moved the first time, at least the Sennen's accepted me for who I was!"
"They were filthy people too lazy to clean their mess in that third land country of theirs and probably only got rich because they got money from the government! I bet they never made fair money! I tolerated them because I needed someone to handle you when you acted like a baby with a tantrum, they were only good enough to be the slaves they truly are!"
"They were hardworking people, and so is Atem! You can't force me to a school for insane kids simply because you blame me for the disgusting habit Sun, and you created to make sure I'm getting punished!"
That took her for a moment and quietly she asks but raising her voice with each word. "What are you saying? Sun always was a good girl! Not a filthy attention seeker like you!" she yells out grabbing my casted hand roughly in her claws and yank at it making me hiss loudly when pain shoots through it.
"You will figure out how much you spoiled that brat when she starts pissing herself like she often did to punish me! And this I got when I finally stood up to her when she messed my bed!" That's the point mom backhands me against the cheek, I feel how her ring ripped the skin on my cheek apart and how the blood starts to dribble out.
"ENOUGH! You are going to that school, you will be leaving it's grounds until you start to date females, and stop pissing the bed at night and over people who didn't do anything to you like Sun did! But for all I care you can rot away there because you are obviously obsessed with that demon Sennen kid." She shouts and drives up at a station to fill the car with gas. When she is inside paying, I take revenge, I climb in the trunk with my already urine filled diaper when I had that fight, also I have also another nice little surprise for her, I'm able to climb on the backseat before she returns, and our journey continues.
A tear slips out of my eyes, I hope the school allows me to leave school grounds, Vivian obviously took the phone out my pants, so when I'm in town I will find a way to call Atem.
Thinking I realise this is the first time since ever Vivian and I spoke a real conversation with each other, and it was a fight. Another tear slips my eyes and I sigh deep, hoping Atem will not be mad at me for abandoning him again without telling him something.
She did this to me, so I want my revenge that is not only in the trunk. Only an hour before we reach school I carefully zip my pants open, I pee against her chair without her knowing, remembering to be careful not to splash or let it out to loud, and to soon at once, no I need to take my time with this or it will ruin my revenge before it's too wet to dry quickly, and I need to be careful not to mess my clothes, that will teach her I think when I zip my pants close being careful because I have no boxer on as soon as I was finished, she will figure as soon as she leaves and can't do a thing about it anymore.
I smirk secretly. Atem would be proud if I tell him this. He already was when I told him I stole money from Samantha to buy his birthday cake, but this really will crown the cake for sure. At the school Vivian and I get out the car and together we walk to the office. A female with brown hair sits there and when she spots us and greets us but mostly me. "Ah you must be Yugi Muto; we were expecting you last month already. My name is miss Iona, I'm the nurse over here." She says handing me papers with the school rules. My mother goes to talk with the headmaster and miss Iona takes me to the back to look for a school uniform.
When I am fitting, I slip on a boxer I carry around standard in my backpack just in case she needs to measure me for the right size. Luckily it isn't necessary, they strangely enough have my size over here. She also looks towards my cheek, cleans it, and places a bandage on it. she hands me a tube with salve and explains to me every student gets this salve, she told me I need to use it when I receive lashes, it prevents scars, and when I need a new tube, I need to come to her, if I don't feel well, I also need to come to her.
When I have a few uniforms, PJ's and bedding enough for six days we walk back to the front. The clothes I am wearing now I may carry them on Saturday if I am allowed to go to town, miss Iona explains me, the only day the boys are allowed to go to the city if they are good for the week. Because I came in today and it's late afternoon it's too late to go, but with a bit of luck and if I behave I may go next week miss Iona promises me.
Vivian walks out the office from Dartz, not giving me a gentle smile or a hug not even a glare absolutely nothing, she just dumps me like I'm a piece of garbage, Ra am I glad she never took my father's name away from me, especially with what I'm going to learn now.
The headmaster Dartz calls me in and shows me the chair at the front of his desk. "On Sunday all the boys are going to church, it depends on how healthy they are and how long they are acting the way they do before they come in, because you are according to your ex-mother badly sick since you are a little boy, you will be attending there a whole day." He explains me right away.
What is he talking about? The fact I pee at night? It doesn't seem like it. "But I am not baptised sir." I say hoping he will explain me what he means and won't force me to go to church.
"In this school it doesn't matter which religion you have or not have; each boy attend church!" He snaps. "On schooldays you are allowed to leave your dorm for school purposes, therapy sessions and mealtimes. Since you already finished high-school, we hand you assignments to keep you busy and to prevent you to disturb your classmates." He continues like he didn't snap before.
"Your mother told us you are a bed-wetter and even poop the bed, which means if you mess the bed, punishment will follow. According to your mother you also are gay, so if we figure you are even thinking about a boy again punishment will be followed in the form of you on Saturday grounded. Does it happen a few times like four weeks in a row you will get physical punishment, and if it keeps happening, you are never leaving these grounds ever because then you go to Zorc's group or the mental House as we all call it!
I see you have a cast, miss Iona will come by later this day with your cocktail, if you know when you need to go to the hospital for control or a change of cast you will tell her, and she will escort you. Any questions?"
So, he meant the fact of me being gay with badly sick, but what did he say about mom? "Yes, one sir." I say softly.
"Then ask."
"Did you just say Ex-mother the first time you mentioned her?"
"I did, this is an orphan house for troubled boys, and since you are a troubled boy, like messing the bed, even urinate on others, raping your own sister, and taking a liking to other boys, she has had it with your behaviour, so she pulled her hands off you."
"But I never raped Sun!" I shout. "That brat lied about that!" I cry out tears streaming down my cheeks, realising she pulled back parenthood from me. I'm no longer her son. "And they never tried to figure out why I became a bed-wetter, she simply said I was asking bad attention!" Why did she even bother to kidnap me like she did? Why not leaving me behind? And maybe the most important of them all. Why now? Why not sooner? Are a few questions that are running through my head. It goes to the point it's becoming a mantra.
With the shock and the questions running in my head I don't realise a tall boy walks inside, a blond mob of hair brown gentle eyes, but most certainly not my kind of liking to a male. "If you can prove you aren't gay, you can keep your bed clean, and your sister did bully you then you are pardoned and will be set free, and we offer you a ride to where you want to go to. But because I don't think you have the prove only besides your word. And because you have nobody to go to, you will end up here again because you are too old for the system." Dartz only shrugs "This will be your roommate, he will report you if you messed up and I suspect you do the same, remember, it's a way of helping each other getting cured and to get out of here once you're 18 or adopted before that. Now off you go." Dartz says and points to the door.
The boy takes the bedding over from me and nods me to follow him. The blonde doesn't say a word, he guides me through the school building and to our dorm with an incredible speed. Once there he opens the door and drops the bedding on my new bed and walking to his side of the room. "Man, you are slow must have been your short legs, I thought I would never make it safely!" the blond says spreads his legs and to my horror I sees how the boys' pants starts to darken with urine and nothing but sweet release showing on his face.
"Aah, that feels so good." He says and continues. "Listen I'll make you a deal, I keep my mouth shut when you do whatever your inappropriate thing, and you do the same for me when I piss here, if we act like we are perfect little boys we are out of here in no time and can continue our habits, if I leave with a clear record in 7 months, I will adopt you as a way of thanking you, but once out you need to go your own way." The blond says and cleans his mess when he is done peeing.
"Uh sure I guess, I'm Yugi." I whisper not exactly knowing how to handle the blonde and wondering how old he is if he is willing to adopt me for a mere 24 hours so I can take my leave.
"Joey. So why are you here shorty? Because to me you look a bit too sweet to be a troubled kid, or is the book simply judged by his cover?"
"I'm a bed-wetter because I'm abused by my parents and kid-sister." I say not even give a danm, this kid will find out sooner or later. "My boyfriend and I were planning on moving in together because he doesn't give a fuck if I mess the bed, suddenly Vivian, my ex-mother, kidnaps me deciding to dump me here and I didn't get the chance to say goodbye to him! Stupid bitch! I am so glad I took my revenge to her!" I snarl. Deciding I will not mention her as mother anymore but simply her name.
"Only pissing and gay or also causing trouble?"
"How do you call falsely accused of rape?"
"That's all?" a nod of my head. "I cannot call that even causing trouble. Let's call it part cover." He says with a smirk but a gentle tone in his eyes. "Well, we are allowed to call so don't mind me if you do, I'm going to take a shower, in an hour Iona will check if we didn't piss ourselves and give us our cocktail." Joey says and walks towards the bathroom.
"I would if I had my phone, my boyfriend would save me then." I say softly before Joey shuts the door.
I start to make my bed, place the uniforms and PJ's in the nightstand. And when my side of the room is ready, I take my backpack which contains a few spare boxers, I find the card for when I need to go to the hospital to check my hand and place that on my nightstand for the nurse. Also, I find a little box I didn't notice before, I take it out and see it's a complex slide puzzle and the only way to open the box is to solve it.
I smile, Atem knows I love a good challenge so I sit down at the empty desk figuring that will be mine since the other is full of school-supplies, and start my mission to open the box by sliding the puzzle pieces from side to side and to make it fit.
I didn't realise when Joey was ready with his shower, he simply took a book of the shelf and started reading, not bothering me with my puzzle. I notice him when a knock on the door sounds, Iona steps in pulling me away from my puzzle, she needs to know how tall I am and how much I weight so she can give me the right amount of medicine.
"Go to the toilet, make sure you have peed and pooped, and then I want to see you fully undressed."
"I woke at the start of the week with diarrhoea and needed to go several times, even today." I say softly.
"Then it is out by now. Go!"
I have done my business and when I'm undressed with nothing but my boxer, I call Iona in. she isn't satisfied by the fact I still have my boxer on and forces me to take that off also. Then she orders me to walk to the measure pole, she says nothing, and scribbles notes on her notepad. Then she orders me to stand on the scale. "Hmm 42 kg minus two for the cast, you're underweight, I need to tell this to the cafeteria so they can give you a proper diet. You can dress now." she says and walks out.
When I'm dressed again, I walk inside the room, Joey already undressed himself and the two walk inside the bathroom, I take place on my bed, when they return Joey also dresses himself and I see Joey is getting a shot in his arm. I shudder I never liked needles. I sit on my bed and wait until I get my cocktail.
"Here." Is all she says giving me a small cup with pills in them. I swallow them all at and then drink them away with the water the nurse gives me. "Good, if you take the cocktail like you did now, you won't get a shot." She smiles, I only nod, hand her the hospital-card with my appointment and she walks out.
We still have an hour before dinner, so I continue my puzzle, it's a good distraction for me. At some point Joey says it's dinner time, I'm not hungry I have a lump formed in my throat and am sure if I force down food, it will come up again. Joey leaves without me and I continue the puzzle.
After half an hour I see it's a picture of a male holding a toddler that looks like me, only one more and a soft klick reaches my ear, I completed it in a spam of three hours total.
I open the box and see under the lid an envelope with my name written on it, I open the letter and start to read it.
My mom told me once if I would ever find you I would give you this, you daddy opened this account for you when you was still a baby and on the same rules as Yami and I got our allowance, he made sure you also got yours, he gave the card to my parents when he got sick, and with his permission my parents changed your last name to keep your mother from peeking and demanding the card with the code. They putted every week the amount on it of the age you currently were in. it's for you to use and when my parents had the accident they gave me the authority over your account, I started to putt every week the same amount on it for you. When Seto paid me under the table for your testing skills, I also made sure that money was send to here. I never used any of this when we found each other again, Seto gave me the card when I asked him. The code to use it is the date I found you. 4 letters is all you need baby-boy think wisely. This man is your daddy with you on his arm, it was made by my dad shortly before he got sick and passed away. Happy 16th birthday my sweet little baby-boy.
After reading the letter I look inside the box again, a black bank card lays there ready for me to use, I only need to remember which date he found me but pushing that thought for a later moment to the side I take the little black card out a small KC logo on it and look at it closely. What makes my heartbeat faster is the name on the card. Yugi Sennen . My daddy gave me my own back account. And the Sennen's kept sending money to it every week with me as being their son? When I was still a little boy until now? I have money to use for myself for the very first time? How much have they saved up for me already over the years?
Not knowing when I get the chance to leave, because for all I know I will pee again this night and they will discover it, I take a pen and write down Atem's phone number on a piece of paper and putt it in the box I have decided when I am allowed to go to town, I will buy myself a new phone with or without prescription so they can track my whereabouts, I run away and will never return.
I look to the male on the photo, he looks Egyptian, and I have his crazy hair and eyes, I look nothing like that woman who controlled me the past 16 years. Reality then hits me, and hard, I lost my first and only love again. I fall on my bed and start crying and cry myself to sleep. Realising I probably will never leave this fucking place.
When I wake up Joey already returned, he had covered me up and is loudly sleeping in his bed. With a sigh I get up, because I need to change the bed…..
Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.
"Mister Muto, if you think we handle you easy only because you are new at our school then you're wrong, come here!" the priest shouts loudly from the front of the classroom used as church.
I had a terrible night, I stayed awake afraid I would pee again and the nurse would come in and check on us, and since I know I pee more than one time at night according to Atem, I cannot sleep again, besides Joey is a very restless sleeper, tossing and turning all night long, moulding down full forests of trees and talking about donuts and other eatable sweet things, how is he this energetic by day? Beats me.
It's almost evening, I am startled awake when the pries shouted to me, I see all the boys turning towards me and feel their eyes burning almost inside me when I walk to the front, the priest tells me to pull off my shirt and I obey, I need to kneel in front of that man they called Jesus. I look up and see the man is obviously looking at me with judging eyes, quickly I lower my head again feeling Jesus his eyes burn into my back.
"Pray." The priest says out loud and all the boys start to pray, I never went to church before, I'm not even baptised, I don't have any idea of what I need to prey about, but apparently it doesn't matter to them. When the boys start to mutter, I realise they don't say the same but obviously the priest doesn't care, I wonder what he is going to do with me when I suddenly feel a lashing item falling down on my back, surprised by the sudden sharp pain and sound I scream and tears spring into my eyes.
Another lash follows and I scream again. The priest waits for a moment but then lashes again, at some point I don't remember where, but I lost count, the pain was to overwhelming and it costs me allot to hold my bladder in check. When he finally is ready, I need to stay kneeled until we are released an hour later.
When we are finally are released, Joey comes to the front and helps me stand, he supports me to our room, almost picking me up and carry me, but that would be an act of weakness, so I need to walk. "Joey… I need… to pee… can't hold…longer." I choke out tears still streaming down my cheeks. Ra my back hurts, my throat hurts, I'm overly exhausted and I nearly peed my pants in church, luckily, I could hold it in, but it starts to press badly, it makes me realise to the point I almost don't feel I need to go because I'm already used to the diapers but then I still need to force when I have need.
"Try hold it for a bit more, we are almost back. We can now only hope Iona comes to us first, she may be harsh, but her heart is on the right place." He says in a soothing whisper, "Slip your hand in your pants and press your pee-hole close, it helped me allot of times until I was back in the room." He whispers still guiding me to our room, I do as he says and slide my hand in my pants and block the pee-hole in the hope he is right, and it helps until we are safe, Ra I need so badly.
With small sips the urine already works itself out against my thumb and once in our room, I can't hold it much more, the door is barely closed I drop to my knees not able to pull my member out I pee myself empty. The pain is simply too overwhelming right now. Tears streaming down my cheeks. I'm hurt and exhausted and the cocktail I had yesterday, and this morning already starts taking a toll on me, I fear they over drugged me.
Joey crouches down next to me and gently takes my casted hand and pulls a sack over it, next he gently pulls of my shirt, he lays his hand on my shoulder and gently rubs it. "Piss it out buddy, when you are ready, I help you shower and take care of your back." The door opens and miss Iona steps in seeing me on my knees in my own pee and still peeing and my back scarred all over.
"What happened?" she asks shocked by my current state.
"That bastard priest, Yugi slept bad last night and fell asleep in church, he gave him 50 lashes!" Joey says clearly very pissed off.
I hear clicking sounds and see miss Iona has a camera in her hand. "Clean this up and help him shower, dress him only in his boxer, I want you to lay on your stomach on your bed, Joey don't salve him, yet I'll be back in an hour." She states walking out.
Joey takes me to the bathroom, telling me to wait, I tell him I need to poop so he helps me on the toilet, gives me privacy by starting to clean the puddle urine in the bedroom, when he returns, I'm ready. He brings the shower to temperature, next he walks over to me helping me out of my clothes and then strips himself, I look away, I'm still loyal to Atem and don't want to see any other male naked. He throws our clothes in the washing machine and guides me to the shower.
Gently he washes me, being careful not to hurt me, I feel his face hovering over my back, wondering what is he doing? "Good you are lucky; these cuts aren't deep and probably will not scar. Next time try to stay awake then you are safe." Oh, looking if the scars aren't too deep.
"If I get the chance, I take my leave next Saturday." I say hissing loudly and cringe when he goes over an especially sensitive scar. "Do you have a phone I can call with?" I ask in the hope I can make my leave sooner.
"Nope sorry, I'm here since I was ten, I never made friends outside, so I never bothered of getting one. But if the two of us behave, we can leave to town next Saturday, I will help you, that is… if you can make your boyfriend to take me along and accepting the fact, I love to piss pants."
"I'm sure my boyfriend knows someone who wants a teen toddler, we have some connections in the adult baby/toddler area. If he doesn't help you, then I make sure he gets you in safety with a secure job where they want babies and toddlers and pay you well. That is if you agree on their terms." I say when the warm water shuts down.
Carefully dabbing my back dry Joey suddenly says. "I didn't know you were familiar with that concept. You must tell me more about it when Iona is gone." keeping dabbing my back dry, then he helps me in my boxer, as instructed he helps me lay me on my stomach in my bed. Only five minutes later Iona, the priest and Dartz walk inside.
"Look at his back, even you need to know the first night is tiring for new kids and we do easy on them! That is by no means easy!" she yells, and I almost feel her pointing towards me." What was you thinking by giving him 50 lashes? How dare you, the school rules allowed only 10 not more! I can't blame him this time when he was too weak to go to the bathroom!" She yells to the priest while I feel how Dartz is hovering over my back.
"And you are sure they weren't there before?" Dartz asks.
"No if it did, I would have reported it yesterday or this morning to you! He didn't even have them this morning! He only had that scar on his cheek!"
"Muto sit up! Dartz orders me and with allot of trouble I manage to sit up trying to find a comfortable way of sitting. "Tell me what happened!"
"I-I-I couldn't sleep last night, a-a-and because I was so tired I-I-I tried to stay awake but fell asleep in church. The priest c-c-called me to the front and he s-s-started with whatever he was using to h-h-hit me, I didn't c-c-count the l-l-lashes sir."
"Why couldn't you sleep?"
"Sir I s-s-slept years in a bed that was c-c-cramped up, b-b-because I had it s-s-since I was a t-t-toddler, and to s-s-sleep for the f-f-first time in a n-n-normal sized bed, it was s-s-strange for me." I tell as honest as possible and hoping they will not catch that small lie.
"And did you pee your pants when you returned from church or before?"
"I-I-I managed to hold it u-u-until Joey and I returned here, b-b-but my legs gave out and I fell d-d-down, I wanted to go to the toilet, b-b-but it came out." I cry and speak in between my sobs.
Dartz turns to the priest. "What happened?"
"He was disrupting my service, chatting with the other boys all day long. I gave him the correct number of warnings, but he didn't listen, when he fell asleep I've had enough and lashed him a few times with the whip." The man lies with not too much effort.
"Wheeler! Who do I need to believe because I have no clue?" Dartz asks turning to Joey his back towards the priest.
The priest is making silent gestures towards Joey as if he wants to kill him if he snitches, but Joey already is loyal to me. "Sir, I never picked side before and kept out of other discussions, but the priest is lying, Yugi was during the whole service quiet I needed to poke him awake a few times but he never bothered the others, I counted them sir, and 50 times that whip of his fell on Yugi's bare back! It's a miracle Yugi was able to hold his bladder because I sure couldn't hold it if I had that much pain! And even now he tries to force me to pick side for him!" Joey shouts and points to the priest.
"Bare back?" Dartz asks and both Joey and I nod. "Very well. Muto, this time I won't put it in your record." He says to me. "And you! You know very well lasing only is allowed with at least a shirt on! I have given you enough warnings! This is the last time, to my office; I call the police! Iona take pictures of his wounds, and send them to me immediately! Then I want you to take care of his back!" Dartz says and guides the priest roughly outside.
Iona guides me to the bathroom helping me out my boxer and to the scale, then she takes care of my back and helps me in my PJ, next she gives us the cocktail wishes us good night and walks out promising she goes handing the pictures out now.
Joey crawls from his bed, lifts my blanket and crawls next to me. "Thanks for not speaking about my sleeping habits, many of my previous roommate's complaint over that. I was worried you was like one of them."
"I must agree your sleeping habits are a bit... uh... disturbing, but I don't care." I say a bid scared of his carefree action to crawl next to me.
"Relax, you're not my type and I think I'm not yours either I think I see you more as my baby brother, and my body warmth can only be soothing for your back. No spit shorty, how do you know about me being a teen toddler?" he says softly.
"Maybe because I'm in the early phase of being a teen baby myself?" I say and snuggle myself up against Joey enjoying indeed the warmth he is radiating; he simply pulls me close to him in a protective brotherly manner.
"How did you become one Yugi?"
"I must thank that brat of a baby sister of me for that. Because of her, Vivian and Duke, Duke is my stepfather by the way, started to ignore me till certain point, before Sun was born, they promised me I could help when she needed a change, or be bottle fed. But instead, they pushed me to the side.
An unsuspecting moving to a new place at age 6, made me a bed-wetter, and they never did anything to figure out why I did it. One time when I turned 14, I saw in a store, diapers for adult people when Vivian and my sister needed those period pads." I say and shiver from the grossness when I think back to the time Sun didn't clean it up, thank Ra I didn't get the blame for that one also.
"It made me getting fantasizing about having a diaper around my bum. To be loved and get the care I so desperately cradled for and wondering if when I was the youngest, she would love me as she loved my sister, when my boyfriend realised my fantasise was getting me pee my pants by day if my emotions were making a riot, and he saw it made me very uncomfortable, he forced me to speak up.
I told him everything, even my dream of becoming a baby. Last Month I moved in with him permanently and we went to Tokyo to buy diapers, the man in the store who helped us told me they always could use toddlers and baby's, my boyfriend and I made clear I didn't want to be a baby-whore, but we would look out for them. So, when we came back from that trip, I was a baby until I came in yesterday.
We were packing so we could move to Tokyo and when I placed the last box in the van, she kidnapped me and took me here. My so-called mother did never learn about the fact I'm a teen-baby or she learned about it when she stole my phone out my pants, while I was unconscious and wearing a diaper... and yes, I did pee the bed last night, and I didn't wake up because of that but I woke because of you."
"But you didn't --."
"I didn't tell them, because I didn't want to bring you into trouble, because I know sleeping habits won't change overnight, it also was like this with my bed-wetting and sleeping till morning, I first woke up to change my bed when I peed, until my mom forced me to sleep into my own urine until morning around 5 months ago. After a week or so I didn't wake anymore when it happened, my boyfriend noticed and started to call me baby-boy and I enjoyed it when he did. He was thinking to buy me diapers for the night but didn't know how to get me into them, when I voiced it myself, he was happy to it... But I'm curious, when did you get in your toddler act?" I ask and almost feel him smile.
"Alright a bedtime story for a bedtime story huh?" he says with a snicker making me giggle." I never was really potty trained I think, my parents bought me diapers until I was three or four, but then one day the things were gone, and they simply said go to the toilet, I didn't understand the concept of pulling pants down and do it on the toilet, they made me figure it out on my own.
I went to sit on the toilet with my pants on and simply pissed and shit, after a few times shitting I started to undo my pants because they never cleaned me up when I needed to shit but I still pissed in it I hated the shit, but loved the piss, my parents were drugs attics for as long as I can remember and when they were shooting up they also pissed and shit their pants and didn't clean themselves until they were sober.
I know I didn't have the best examples, but in a way, it made me who I am today. Around my 7th they OD themselves to death, I am orphan since, I was a real brat always getting in trouble and always pissing my pants wherever I wanted and not giving a fucking damn if there were others around me in the orphanages I lived.
Around my 10th I had seen every orphanage Japan had and was an uncontrollable brat always getting into more trouble without even caring. I was sent over here because I didn't have the reputation of a juvenile yet, but I was close to becoming one.
I started in Zigfried's department because the last orphanage forgot to tell I pissed whenever and were ever I wanted; I was in Zigfried's care for maybe a week when I was moved over to Dartz. In 7 months, I turn 18 and I have to prove I can be good before that, or one day before I turn 18 I go to Zorc's side but I hope I can get out before that, if only I could swallow those damn pills. I already proved I didn't get into trouble anymore, but still piss my pants when I feel for it.
There once was one kid who managed to escape under Dartz watch I believe it was 20 years ago, they used all forces to find him because he was still 17, but the day he turned 18 he showed up, and because he was of legal age, they could not take him in anymore. He pissed against the school and took off. They could only hope he would end in the mental hospital one day…How close are those connections of yours?" he concludes his story.
"I hope you don't mind, but the store my boyfriend and I went to told us they always could use babies and toddlers, they wanted to hire me, but my boyfriend and I didn't accept, after hearing that we wanted to keep it in private, they told us they would hire out babies and toddlers and if they were good enough most of them got adopted by their new family were they were send to. I don't want you to be a whore, but I think you can fit in nicely."
"Na it's cool man, I didn't know there were escort services like those, maybe if I get out and your boyfriend can't help me after I'm out, I will try thanks buddy." He says crawling out my bed into his own.
When he was asleep, I didn't feel for another sleepless night so I took my blanket went to the bathroom and that's were Joey found me that morning laying in the shower corner surrounded with my own urine, it gave him an idea with how to help me out.
Realising joey also needs help I decide to come to his rescue, maybe if Atem doesn't know anybody, he will take Joey also along, or there are people who want to hire this spit ball of fire, at least for the time being. The two of us become friends quickly and every night we tell each other a story before bed.
For the next week I drag myself to class, I'm bored because the assignments they give me are way too easy for my intellect, even the extra assignments, I have them fixed in a sip. So, to fight against my boredom I help Joey in class with his schoolwork and when Joey doesn't need any help, I tried to figure out which date Atem found me.
I stopped eating completely because I didn't know if I would see Atem again, and the lump in my throat prevented me from eating, I am depressed, worried and scared if he still wants me after the trick mom pulled.
The nurse Iona is worried, she also sees I'm not doing well and that I'm losing weight rapidly, she is wondering if I need to go to the hospital to get a nutrition treatment, but Dartz decides I need to try for one more week because then she needs to go with me to the hospital and my cast can come off, they can see what is wrong with me then. And his order is law.
When the two of us decided to get out of this place we started to help each other, both Joey and I managed to stay dry the whole week, I because Joey told me to sit on the toilet at night and sleep there, I draped a blanket around my shoulders and fell asleep. I told Joey to go pee on regular times on the toilet to prevent accidents and he did.
Joey asked miss Iona to get his cocktail in pill form and with my encouragement he swallowed them, miss Iona told if he would go up like this, they would release him soon. We both want out and made it our mission not to stay longer than necessary, we help each other. We made a list with steps to get out and even a backup list for when we need to wait in order to be either adopted by Atem, or to get out and walk into his arms next Saturday.
I started counting for when Atem saved me six months ago and then I knew. It must be 1201 or 0112 he found me only 12 days after New Year, so it only depended on if he placed the day or the month in front, I hope I don't mess this up.
So, Saturday morning I take the box I got from Atem and push it in my backpack, with my own bank account and I don't know how much money on it, the only things I have from myself. Joey didn't have personal belongings to carry with him, he only had an ID card and a little bit of pocket money he got from school, the school had provided him clothes for the Saturdays from students who left them behind. When we went to the gate, we hoped to stand on the list to go out. And we did!
Step one of 'operation escaping' stay dry for the duration of the week, and let Joey take his pills and Step two of getting out are completed. Now on to step three, find a phone shop and hope I can buy a phone with subscription without permission from an adult, or hope they accept Joey as adult even if he needs little over half a year. Step four install phone and call Atem. And step five when we can't be saved today, go back to school and repeat step one and two for a week later.
Flashback 1 ends:
"You peed in her car!" Yami exclaims not able to keep it in any longer.
"And I pooped in the trunk, in a way I find it sad I didn't see the look on her face when she figured it out. I wonder what she has done with it." I say with a sort of eerie pride in my voice.
"Well, you keep amaze me Yugi, you took revenge in style." Heba says with a proud sparkle in his eyes.
"Well, I don't agree with your actions to make a mess in the car Yugi, but considering the situation…. Good job." Malika says making us look all stunned towards her.
"Did you manage to crack the code?" Yami asks.
"I did, and the first thing I bought was a Gameboy and Tetris when Atem and I managed to sneak out of the mansion." I say with a wink. Showing my game proudly.
"But you went for a phone?" Heba says confused.
"True, but I didn't buy one then because I found a better way to escape." I say with a grin.
Flashback 2:
Joey and I took off to town and when I saw a phone shop we walked inside, Joey made me promise once more I would take him along if I was able to reach Atem, and I made him promise not pee his pants until we were saved and he was also taken care off to use the bathroom, a middle-aged white-haired male with one brown eye, clad in an ugly red suit came towards us.
"Helloooow, how can I help youuuuuuu?" he asked with an annoying ring in his voice and stretching the words hello and you.
"I want a Samsung phone with subscription starting today for use please?" I say politely hiding my annoyance towards the man.
"YOU OUT!" a young male with raven black hair and blue eyes shouts to the man with the white hair, the older male takes off and the kid is muttering in himself. "That he isn't in the nuthouse already. Damnit. The nerve he got." The kid then realising I am there and wanted a phone. "Sorry for that, do you have a special model in mind?"
"I had a K model if I correctly remember a Samsung K50. I don't really care what kind of a model it is as long as it is a Samsung and can be used right away." Not caring the kid is way too young to work in a phone shop. But he looks like he is like me a very smart and intelligent kid, so I don't bother.
"That was the worst model they could bring out; how long did you use it?"
"Three years." I say remembering Sun used it close to a year before me.
"Whoa, that must have been a record they came out three years ago and most models barely made it a year and a half. That it lived that long!"
"It probably still lives, but my ex-mother stole it before she dumped me here in this godforsaken place, look kid I want a phone so I can leave this town preferably today, okay? I'm not planning to go back to that fucking boarding school at the end of the day!" I say starting to get irritated and pointing to the direction of the school.
"Sure." The kid says and guides me to the models he has in display. He tells me about the yesses and no goes. When I suddenly say. "I don't give a damn what the goods and the bad are, all I care about is having a Samsung phone with a subscription!"
"For a phone like that you need a— "
"I don't care, as long as it gets activated today for crying out!"
"But you need an adult for permission to start it, only special circumstances allow me to give you that, like a written note by a guardian or parent who cannot come along, why do you want it so badly?"
"To Ra-damnit call Atem please help me out kid I'm desperate here!" I yell desperate.
"Atem? As in Atem Sennen?"
"YES!" I shout frustrated not realising that kid knows Atem, Joey who heard me jumped in between me and the kid before I get pissed enough to use my hands.
"Follow me." the kid only says in total not impressed at all.
"Only if he comes along and you're not playing a fucking game with me!" I say agitated pointing to Joey. A curt nod is followed by the kid still in total not impressed about my behaviour but simply locking the door and hang the plate to closed.
The three of us walk to the back. "My name is Mokuba, Mokuba Kaiba. How do you know my cousin Atem?" he asks and crosses his arms in front of his chest. My eyes widen, and I start to believe that I'm saved. And this time for good.
"H-he is... was m-my b-boyfriend." I stutter suddenly feeling bad for acting the way I did. "S-sorry I spat at you."
His eyes widen suddenly "Yugi? Is that really you? Oh, don't mention it, you're not the first one who yells like that, most of them think because I'm still in my early teen years they can treat me like this." Is all he says and when I nod, he takes his own phone out his pocket and starts calling.
"Send me the chopper, tell my big brother he takes Atem to the mansion, and make sure the medical team is there and ready for all possible scenarios! You have 5 minutes to get here and pick me and two others up." He says taking a good look at me when he also orders for a medical team to stand ready and shuts his phone down.
"He is worried sick, he heard you screaming and crying last week, when he came outside a few neighbours told him a thick male jumped out of a black car and brought you to that car, the male ran away, and the car drove off. That made him freak. When he went to your old place to demand you back and saw the house was empty, he knew they took you from him again."
"So, he still is?"
"Yugi he is driving my brother crazy to find you, if anything I believe he still is your boyfriend." Mokuba reassures me.
I say nothing, I suddenly feel very dizzy and when a solid chest pulls me against him, I start to waver between conscious and unconscious. "He didn't eat all week and from what I understood he was already underweight when he came in, he was worried his boyfriend would hate him." I hear Joey say. I hear a ruffling sound and then I feel something pressed against my lips. "Come on buddy, eat, now you know he doesn't hate you can eat, even a few bites will do." Joey says.
I listen and open my mouth, a cookie, one Atem always bought for me because I love the sweet taste of it is pushed gently in my mouth, I chew and when I swallowed, I open my mouth again. A new cookie finds my mouth. After I ate that a bottle is placed against my lips and slowly, I let the fluid slide in my mouth, water.
"The chopper arrived; you are coming with us?" Mokuba says and Joey nods and says something back I cannot understand, I'm picked up and carried bridal style, I'm lifted in another pair of arms for a short moment before I'm placed in a lap and allot of noise is to be heard.
I realise I'm in Joey's lap and we are in the chopper, he and Mokuba have a conversation about Joey's obsession to always pee his pants, Mokuba somehow seems happy with it. In between their conversation they feed me cookies and water. I feel a whole lot better, but I know I'm ill, the tensions are leaving my body now I know I'm saved.
When we land, I see a darkened glass roll over the chopper before they open the door, I wonder why. "It's to secure celebrities who are visiting to come in safely without the press roaming around and find them." Mokuba explains when he sees my confused face. "We need to wait until the window is closed completely before we can get out. Listen, a medical team stands ready for you, Atem told us you probably would need medical attention when we would find you because you were still underweight when that guy kidnapped you, and because you are obviously to weak right now to walk on your own, they will lay you down on a gunnery and take you to the medical ward we have over here, and they will look you over and cure you to the best of their ability."
"Atem?" I only ask when Mokuba told me what is going to happen.
"It will take another 30 minutes before they get here. Don't worry." Mokuba reassures me.
I nod, I'm too tired to say anything. When the glass is closed the door from the chopper finally opens and two men in white coats take me over from Joey, he warns them to be careful with my back because that is still very sensitive, and they gently lay me on the gunnery. They putt an ivy in my arm and while rolling me inside I allow consciousness to carry me into blackness.
Flashback 2 ends:
"That must have been one hell of a week for you Atem." Heba exclaims.
"It was, I was worried sick about him, I drove Seto crazy till the point he knocked me out a few times, the medical staff was wondering why I didn't have a concussion with the force he needed to use to knock me out. He even ordered his medical team to give me a sedative when it came to bedtime because I refused to sleep. So, you realise how relieved I was when one of Mokuba's guards called us and told us Yugi was safe.
Seto was working his hardest to locate Yugi's bank card in the hope he already used it, but nothing was written off his account and it could mean four things to us. They threw his backpack away during the kidnapping, he didn't solve the puzzle yet to open the box, he had managed to open the box but had trouble with the code that I made him guess, or he was somewhere he couldn't escape." Atem says holding his finger up and pointing down each time he summed one of the scenarios up.
"Puzzle?" Malika asks.
"As you probably remember Yugi honours his name, he loves a good game especially when there is a good challenge in it, he also loves to puzzle, when I needed to work late and came home, he always was working on a puzzle, so I figured to give him a safe with a complex puzzle to open it. But because Yugi had ask me not give him a gift because he couldn't give me a gift, that's the reason why I slipped it in his backpack."
"And his phone?" Yami asks.
"I found it to where he was pushed in the car completely crushed because a car drove over and destroyed it, As Mokuba had explained to Yugi that model never lasted long, it mostly was because a simple fall was enough to destroy it completely, Yugi isn't a person who cares about materials, but when he has one, he always respects the item. Seto had explained to me even if a phone number was shut down the number was usable until 48 hours after it. She also drove over the phone destroying that one part that kept all data saved so the phone was useless to locate his mother's phone, the sim-card was destroyed, and the data was erased. She pulled a very smart move there."
"Could you not seek for Sun's phone?" Yami asks again.
"No, that service was only allowed if it was about a missing child and only family was allowed to ask for that information. I never was given his family's number."
"Well, that sucks." Heba says.
"It did. But I think this one needs a nap." I hear Atem whisper and when he says that I allow myself to drift off to sleep completely.
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