Chapter 8 sometimes things must go bad first:

Yugi's pov:

I wake up from my strange dream wondering if it was a nightmare or simply a weird dream, I realise it's night and only one body cuddled against me already is familiar but the other I don't recognise, from second one till hundred in a mere millisecond I'm feeling myself getting a panic attack. The unfamiliar body stirs and pushes himself up, when he sees my state, he looks around and then calls for Atem.

Heba also wakes up and takes me in a protective hug holding me close until Atem comes from his hiding, Ryou says something to Heba and Heba turns himself to me. "Yugi, I need you to breath with me, look what I do and follow my lead okay?" he says, and I nod, my heart wants to jump out and my breathing comes out ragged, I try to focus on Heba and when he takes a deep breath I follow him, then he holds for a bit and slowly blows out and again I follow him. When we did this five times, I'm calmed down a bit and Atem comes tugged inside by Malik. When he sees me, he opens his arms.

In an instant I make a dash towards him and cradle myself into the safety of his arms. He lifts me up toddler style and carries me to the wobble chairs where he cradles me in his lap closely against him.

"Does he need anything?" I hear the soft voice from Ryou.

"I believe his bottle with milk and honey will do the trick." Atem says. "Heba probably already is on his way." He ads gently while he wobbles with the chair holding me close.

"Atem, I had such a strange dream." I say softly still not knowing if it was a nightmare or a weird dream.

"You want to talk about it Baby-boy?" he asks me.

"I dreamed we all were gathered here in the nursery, and you told me stuff about my daddy. And you also told me that Heba and I are twins." I tell.

"Baby-boy, that wasn't a dream, when we told you the two of you passed out." Atem says gently.

"And what will happen now?" I ask getting tears in my eyes afraid they will kick me out.

"I hope I finally may bottle feed, get to know, and hold my long-lost son?" Diya… no mommy says to me.

"What do you say Yugi? Ready to meet your real mommy?" Atem asks me, I nod, and he stands with me cradled safely in his arms, he carries me over to Diya and lays me in her lap.

"Hello sweetheart, I'm Diya Muto, and I am your mom, I already told you when I saw you the first time, but what a beautiful boy you are."

"I'm Yugi." I say softly, taking an even more direct liking towards her allowing myself to cuddle close against her.

"He likes you Diya, when he is this cuddly, he already accepted you, you are the one holding his bottle." Atem says and I hear the smile in his voice.

"Atem, let me make one thing clear, since you are dating my son, I won't allow you to call me Diya anymore. Call me mom." She says gently pressing the nipple from the bottle against my lips, I open up and slowly start to suckle my warm milk with honey.

"I thought he didn't like woman in general?" I hear Heba ask surprised.

"No, girls of our age and younger he has a fear to, however older woman with an obvious calming aura he takes a liking to straight away as you can see. Now come here Heba, Yami is dead to the world so I will feed you. How he complains when you keep him awake at night is a mystery to me because he didn't hear Yugi's panicked state." Atem responds gently and I turn my head a little bit to see Heba crawling in Atem his lap cradling himself as a baby and also getting a bottle.

Mommy holds the bottle steady with her breasts so she can use her hands and arms to hold me steady in her lap, one hand on my bum, gently clapping it allowing me to enjoy her holding me for the very first time in 17 years. I feel my eyes grow heavy again and allow myself to drift off to the land of nod.

When I wake up next morning, I'm still cradled in my mommy's lap, a blanket is draped over us, she looks like she had just woken up. "Good morning sweetheart, I believe you are ready for a fresh diaper." She says gently and my eyes grow wide. "Don't worry, Atem will change you, I even put him on diaper duty now when Heba has a poopy-diaper."

I smile and take my thumb in my mouth, footsteps nearing, and a gentle kiss placed on my cheek. "I fear you still need to change these two when I'm not around to do so mom, Yugi hates it when he needs to stay in a poopy-diaper for more than five seconds. But Heba is already teaching him this also." He says carefully lifting me out her lap and carrying me to the changing table followed by mommy.

My mind is flowing with thoughts, but there is one I want to voice out. "I want her to pay not only for what she did to mommy, but also to me and Heba."

"Heba wants to do the same, and when he voiced it to Yami this morning, Yami called child protection services right away, they are talking with Heba right now, I can ask them if they want to help you also. We are going to clear your name so you can be a free man, we are lucky we have two huge gaming industries with lots of power on our side with the best lawyers already working on the Muto cases."

"And what about Sun?"

"We make sure she also will be punished because in a way she abused you just as bad as the witch did, but because she is a minor, we must see what punishment she will get from the state of Japan. Yugi to be sure you and Heba are twins, we must go with you to the hospital for a DNA test this afternoon in order to help to strengthen your case." Atem says gently while removing my diaper.

"I wished he was my brother yesterday when we were bathing, I didn't realise we actually are." I say realising mommy is looking closely.

"Well, if DNA matches, then you can believe it baby-boy." Atem says wiping me clean. When he did, he kisses my manhood and gives a gentle lick, then he places a fresh diaper around my bum strapping me up. "We will fight for you; in the few days you are here you already have wrapped allot of people around your finger."

"Even the ones I didn't meet yet?"

"Even them baby-boy." He says pulling socks over my feet and then the legs from a jeans pants over my legs, and then helping me into a sitting motion and pulling a black shirt with a Kuribo picture on it over my head. He lowers the table and when I'm off he helps me pulling up my jeans and says then. "Yugi, I think we need to borrow shoes from Heba again, yours are lost I believe they still are at Seto's, and I want you to take therapy sessions, if we can show them the things Malik or Ryou write down and record, we will build an even stronger case."

"Okay, but do I have to be in session with them both?"

"No if you have taken a liking to one of them, they also agree to go to that one person, but it will only strengthen your case even more."

"Ryou, he has a calming aura surrounding him." I say and feel myself blushing.

"They and I figured as much baby-boy. I agree but promise me you will tell and agree with every form of therapy they will be giving you, and when he deems necessary Malik also to be there."

"I pwomwise." I say with my cutest baby voice making Atem laugh.

"Atem?" mommy asks and the both of us turn towards her. "I understand that he never had his circumcision, but why is he hairless?" she asks with an accusing tone in her voice as if she thinks he is shaving me.

"Yugi is missing a chromosome that usually gives you the body hair." Atem responds back.

Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.

After my talk with the councillor from child protection services and a visit to the hospital for a DNA test Heba Atem and I went shopping for shoes, Atem and I agreed on two pairs of Nike shoes one completely black for official occasions, and one at my choice for when we play outside. When we got home, I was exhausted and Atem was okay with me being in my one-sie again, I don't like the feel of regular clothes anymore. But I needed to promise I would not fuss when we go outside somewhere because although I'm allowed to be baby in and around the mansion, fact is I'm still a grown man to the outside world.

Therapy sessions followed soon, they were very intense but necessary to help me out, I indeed have a depression and PTSD was indeed dominant over it. Ryou made sure every session was recorded, I told Ryou everything I remembered and with the recordings we already had from when I told Yami and Heba my story he figures out a game-plan to help me recover, and he helped me a great deal, sometimes Malik also was present at the sessions and the more I got to know him, the more I also started to accept him.

As soon as the therapy sessions were finished the both of them dropped their profession went for a change in clothing and became babies with me and Heba and us simply having fun with each other. They showed me things as adult babies I didn't try yet and I enjoyed it all to the max.

A DNA sample proved only a few days later, Heba and I indeed are twins and were he already had mommy's name on his birth certificate together with daddy's, I now also have her name on it, glad the Sennen's were come into that possession shortly before daddy passed away, my Japanese nationality I dropped when I learned mommy had abandoned her Japanese nationality as well. When mommy had her daily chores finished, she came over to me and we spend allot of time together catching up and simply cuddle with her. And Since Atem works at SC now as Yami's right hand I accepted her also to change me but only when necessary and if Heba is at school.

Ryou, Bakura, Malik and Marik however I didn't want them to change me, I also refused to change them, but as Yami and Heba predicted they are only watching when I get a change, they are amazed I don't have to remove the hairs down there simply because I don't have them, and they also slowly introduce me with their naked bodies, I'm amazed Ryou has his hair down there just as white as the hair on his head.

Kaiba had sent over his lawyers so they could build a strong case together with the Sennen lawyers, they discussed many times which lawyer from KC and which lawyer from SC would accompany us in the courtroom, but I would have a lawyer from both companies around me and if they deem necessary, they call in more lawyers. The lawsuit would start only a year after Atem and I arrived at Egypt, good thing for Heba is he managed to finish high school and he could come along, only downfall... The lawsuits are in Japan, so I need guards around me every time I go outside, even when I'm in the yard from Kaiba's mansion.

Malik decided he would stay behind, because they are business partners and take the clients together, they needed at least one of them behind. I still have deep issues that needed to be taken care of. And Ryou was the one helping me most because his calming nature helps me allot. during our stay in Japan Marik, Malik and Yami would start to move their stuff over to the Sennen mansion since I adapted this quickly to them.

Kaiba also was preparing to give me security as soon as I would enter Japan because I was still a wanted person there. Ryou, Bakura, Mommy Heba Atem and I would spend at KC mansion for the next three months starting as soon as we flight over, mama and Yami wanted to come as well, but because Heba was more independent than I am, and I still clung often at Atem for dear life they decided mama because of her health and Yami because SC would stay behind and keep the rest of the home front updated.

Atem and I also decided our wedding to declare it as nonvalid, I had told him one evening it didn't feel right the way we were married with each other, Atem agreed and as soon as we were divorced, he proposed to me again, this time we would have a real wedding surrounded with our families and loved ones and with the proper time to prepare.

Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.

A year has passed and I'm well prepared to fight maybe the biggest case in history brought to Japan because three Muto's sue Vivian Wong and it doesn't look good for her.

Happy not to have other passengers around us this time, Heba, Ryou and I were happily playing in the private yet with the SC and KC logo on it. Bakura who didn't want to leave Ryou alone for such a long period of time and came along had explained to me they normally used this jet when Seto needed help from Bakura or Marik, it saved time with the flying because it took less time going through security and all that stuff.

We landed in Japan and we saw a complete security team of at least 50 men in black suits nearing the jet, they would guide us to the chopper which would take us to the Kaiba mansion, and good thing also because police cars were already waiting for me to arrest me, my lawyers however managed to give me the escort to the chopper by telling I was placed under house-arrest in the Kaiba mansion because of psychological problems. I was looking forward to seeing Joey again and was wondering how he was doing in his toddler act. Last time he and I called, he told me he and Seto are also divorced and will be remarrying as soon as my name is cleared, and my family also could enter their wedding as a real family.

The chopper stood ready, and we all are inside, our stuff will be arriving in a car, only our carry-on bags were taken along. When we entered Kaiba's mansion I was surprisingly greeted with Mako and I happily introduced him to the others, he would take care of our baby-needs and told us he was adopted by….. Mokuba. Seemed the kid missed me crawling around as baby and when Mako visited shortly after our flee, he saw how easy Mako was, so he adopted him, I then also learned Mako isn't that much older than me, only three and a half year. Of course, Mako wanted to keep his job at the store, but he is happy he doesn't have to be a whore anymore and can start a life on his own when he finds his special someone. He was also more than happy to provide us with the good stuff.

Joey…. He took me in a firm noogie and when I freed myself, I chased him for at least half an hour before I caught him. I tickled him until he peed his pants, Kaiba didn't have the heart to punish him this time because it was my doing. Mommy and Heba looked amused when they saw how Joey and I interacted with each other.

For my trials I had several suits but because I didn't feel good in them, I took the liberty to wear a one-sie under those clothes only to drop them out as soon as we entered the mansion again. Atem allowed me to wear sneakers because I don't like those tight shoes around my feet. But when we bought the shoes, he wanted them completely black so it would be so noticeable I did wear them, and it did look nicer and more professional under the suits.

They didn't find it a good idea if I was going from one trial to another so they decided to give me when one was finished some rest, on advice from Ryou I wasn't there when Heba and mommy needed to go, I did spend those days with Joey, Mako, Mokuba, and when they didn't have to go Heba and Ryou, I only went to court when the verdict was spoken out for Heba and mommy. With a battalion of guards around me.

Dartz was the first who got his trial, and this took three days, but because he was working for the government, he only needed to make it public that I was no longer wanted, and my name was cleared publicly. I also got a claim from the school, but I donated that money to the child protection services in Egypt because they actually had listened to me and took the time to record and help me.

The next week was spent to my trial towards Duke, he got 5 years for neglecting a minor, and he also was taken out his parental rights. He needed to be castrated and when he went for adoption when he is released, he will never be allowed to do so. If he proved to be good, he could be released but then needed to do community service until he had finished his 5 years.

Then two weeks was spent at Heba's trial against Vivian, she was sentenced to 75 years for abuse towards two minors, and two adults, also the psychological damage he was given to him for not having his father around and not growing up with his twin brother, plus not to forget the damage he almost inflicted himself when he actually made the sex change wasn't taken lightly.

Then a week was spent at Sun, because she was a minor she would be placed in a boarding school for girls and the only way for her out was by adoption, if she wasn't adopted by the time, she was 18 she would enter the world alone because she was not allowed to see her parents ever again. Also, they decided she would never be allowed to be a parent herself; she would be taken to the hospital before she would enter boarding school and her womb would be removed, she would be reported so adoption also never would be an option for her. When they took her outside, she screamed and yelled that she had done nothing wrong, but the officers kept dragging her out. And when they did, she peed her pants. It was sickening to say the least.

Then two weeks was spent at mommy's case against Vivian. She got 105 years for abuse towards two adult, two minors, psychological damage, and the destruction of a loving family. Also, with the damage she would have been given if Heba did the sex change while he is obviously a boy at heart.

I had two weeks rest to prepare myself on the trial against Vivian. She already had 180 years into jail thanks to Heba and mommy, but the lawyers hoped she would have at least 250 years maybe even more for how she brought me down. Till our surprise... she got 395 years on top of the 180 so in total 575 years into jail. She was sentence for kidnapping of a new-born, kidnapping and drugging an adult which led to murder eventually, separating twins only a day after their birth, psychological abuse on two adults and two minors, psychological abuse on a minor, physical abuse on one adult and one minor, attempted murder on a minor, attempted murder, and murder on an adult. Also, she was placed out her parental rights.

When I was confused about physical and attempted murder towards me, my lawyers explained me it was because I was denied of food, they wanted attempted murder on a minor added to the case because Atem had given them pictures from how he found me the first time after our separation with my sickly skinny looks, I can't even remember he took pictures of me then but he said it was probably because I was tired and, in a way, very sick. According to a doctor who also was called in front, he said with my looks, I looked like I had anorexia, I thought he was exaggerating.

Later when I saw those pictures, I realised I looked like indeed I had anorexia and I did weight around the 20 kilos by then. In that half year I was with Atem, he made sure I gained 15 kilos but he was carefully not to overfeeding me so I would gain weight to fast. Also, the fact she never tried to figure out why I was becoming a bed wetter and later in need of diapers because I lost the ability to feel I needed to pee wasn't a fun part for the lawyers when they told about it.

Our lawyers explained me by the time she would leave jail, she would be leaving it in a body-bag burned and spread out on a place of the governments picking. This trial lasted a month. And when they were over a huge relief fell over me.

It was three difficult months for me, but I was happy when it finally was done. The others went home but Atem and I decided we wanted to spend a few more weeks with Joey, Mokuba and Mako. We had a fun time together and I was sad when it was time for us to return home.

Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.Hikari-Otum.

Three months after the trials and our return to Egypt I started to feel off, I felt like I didn't belong there and didn't go to see Ryou and Malik anymore, I felt like I wanted to be alone and when I was alone, I wanted someone around me, it was like a never-ending circle and only I was the one to decide when I wanted real help. I know I'm shutting myself out from the rest of the family, it's like they are everywhere and don't give me the space I need to calm myself down, also I feel so much anger inside me and I can't explain why. I wish I did, but I can't, I sometimes think it has to do with PTSD Ryou diagnosed me with when he just met me, but I'm not sure.

Also, I started to sleep terrible, I'm having nightmares of Vivian hovering over me and Sun ruining my life, what surprises me is that Duke isn't in my dreams, and I start to wonder if he truly was such a terrible father.

Yami also isn't helping because he started to demand more and more time from Atem which often made us see each other only during the night and even then, the silliest things irritate us and creates us into a fight. It made us go into a fight till the point I almost believed I wanted Atem out of my life. This is how it went. And how Yami put an end to my behaviour once and for all.

It's the middle of the night when Atem's phone rang, and with us enjoying our sleep especially after the tough night we had together, when he finally came home, I reacted angry and took it out on him without any real reason, he reacted angry back shouting he was tired, more angry words were said but after I started to cry, we made up without really talking about it, and went to sleep because we both are death tired, he reacted irritated when he picked up. He argued a bit with the person at the other side of the line and then looked to me. "It's Seto, he needs to tell you something important and it apparently can't wait until tomorrow at a decent time."

I moaned not pleased at all. "Putt it on speaker, my head is too tired to take this alone." I groaned out irritated. Atem climbed next to me again and the phone on speaker lays in between us where we both are cursing the blasted thing.

Phone call:

"I got a letter for you from the girl's boarding school, she wants to meet you."

"Why? She gave me nothing but trouble, it's also because of her I'm in the diapers!" I say harshly and feel Atem is poking me. I look up to him and he is scolding me. "Sigh, I call you back Seto, I need to think about this."

"Let me know as soon as possible!" he demands.

"I'll sleep about it! Jack ass Jerk!" I say harshly and putt the phone out.

Phone call ends:

"That was harsh baby-boy, even for your doing."

"Then what did you suspect Atem, she helped the witch in her scheme, and she knew she was doing it to hurt me."

"You didn't allow Kaiba to tell you why she wants to meet you, Yugi she is in there for a few months now, don't you think she learned from her mistakes?"

"Atem, she bullied me 11 years! I can't possibly believe she turned good in five mere months!" I shout, "How can I ever forgive her; she made a fugitive out of me!"

"And they also cleaned your record, Yugi! In public! You are a free man! And the Yugi I know would give the person doing him wrong a second chance!"

"Maybe I am not that Yugi anymore Atem, that Yugi is long gone! I fucking tried so hard to finally be away from her! And when I'm away from her she has the guts to send a letter that she wants to see me! And you! You never are home since those trials, I wonder why I even stay with you if you don't bother listening to me but will listen to Yami! And if you want to go and see her then fine marry her, I don't give a fuck! Were trough! I see where I stay from now on!" I shout climb out of bed and go to the nursery.

I was too fed up to sleep, so I decide to play, I am a baby playing with my toys shouting without any care and babbling in my own baby language. Many would think I am drunk right now with how I'm acting but I'm honest to you, I'm not drunk just pissed.

When I see on the clock morning came around and Atem and Yami probably took off to work I went to my and Atem's apartment and go in my home office, for the first time I turn the lock. I take a puppy-pad and place that on the office chair, my diaper is soaking wet and I refuse to go and ask for a change, I stay in the office all day long thinking about last night and what I shouted towards Atem, while looking to the picture of my daddy and mommy, I realise, I regret doing what I did Atem helped me through thick and thin, I hope I didn't mess up.

Suddenly I hear the lock from the door click open and Yami steps inside, he sees me and I feel like a real bad puppy right now, his nostrils are flared open and he looks me down with angry fire in his eyes, "I'm glad when Bakura taught me to pick locks." He says extremely angry walking over without saying a word anymore picks me at the scruff of my neck and pulls me non to gently towards the bathroom. "Leave!" he says harshly to the person who is filling the bath.

Without even waiting till the person is out he turns me roughly pushing me to the wall and starts to take off my one-sie, it's soaked and while tossing it in the wash-basket he keeps me pushed against the wall, I'm getting really scared of him but I know he does this only when he is real pissed because I saw what he did to the person doing wrong and that person was kicked out the mansion rather harshly by him. If I was to be kicked out, he sure did not do what he is doing right now.

I feel him peeling of the diaper and dropping it in the bin, then he grabs my hair roughly and pushes me face first in the tub. When I come above the water I cough, but he simply crossed his arms in front of his chest and waits until I have coughed the water out my lungs not even helping me out.

"I always was afraid he would overprotect and pamper you too much someday, but to learn you hurt my brother at the lowest way possibly goes beyond my imagination! While you are shutting everybody out, the two of you fight over the silliest things, and you can see only anger in your eyes, all the other emotions you had before are gone! You don't go to your consultations with Malik and Ryou and Heba misses you terribly, you have changed since the trials against Sun and Vivian, Yugi… and not for the better so I want to know why you are hurting everybody who fought this damn hard to give you your freedom!"

I say nothing, I'm feeling mute.

"Yugi! When we were younger, I only came in between Atem and his friends if he shut them out and I followed my brothers lead, and believe me if I have too, you will end up on the streets and I will ban you from every contact with my family! I can force your mom to ignore you and you can see how you clean your ugly butt yourself because we won't do it anymore, you will receive no payments and I take everything away from you so you can't buy your own diapers anymore and become a filthy homeless man pissing and shitting his pants taken away by the government when you are found death in an ally! I take everything you own away from you! I give you the choice talk and recover. or get lost and don't bother my family ever again! I give you until tomorrow morning then I want answers!" he shouts turns on his heel and walks away.

That hurt, and I know he is right I messed up not only with Atem but with everybody. If I only understood were this anger in me is coming from. For now, I do the only thing I didn't do in months, I allow my tears to stream freely. I made a mistake and now I must pay for it. When I'm out of tears I wash myself, climb out the tub and dry myself, a male walks inside, I have seen him a few times in our wing already but he never spoke to us, he points to the table and I lay myself on it allowing him to diaper me. Then I follow him towards the living, the table is set for one person a letter lays next to my plate and I open it.

Yugi.

This is Asmir, he will change you before bed, don't try to talk to him he is born mute, Atem stays with us, you are grounded and locked in until I come by tomorrow and want my answer, I have installed your phone on a way you can do one call use it wisely!

Yami.

Asmir lifts the hood from my plate and tears spring in my eyes, they made my favourite meal cut into eatable pieces. Atem and I always enjoyed this together feeding one and another. And having simple fun together.

I can't eat, a knob finds its way in my throat. I push my plate away and stroll to the bedroom where I drop myself on the bed, thinking back at all the things the Sennen's did for me to make me happy, what Ryou and Malik did for me to make me feel better again, and how do I repay them? By shutting them out and tell Atem to marry that brat. What can I do?

I feel a small rustle on the bed and look up, Asmir smiles sadly and pushes my phone towards me, but who to call? Everybody I know is here in the mansion, Marik, Malik and Bakura and Ryou also living here now since Malik and Marik moved them during those three months when the trials where going on. Yami was okay with them moving over sooner than originally planned since I looked to accept them sooner.

No, I need someone not here, I need someone I made friends with outside the mansion, but who?... oh, I know! I take the phone and call the all-familiar number I always call when I'm frustrated or simply need to hear a pal.

"Hello?"

"I did something stupid and need help." Was my respond.

Yami's apartment: Atem's pov:

"Do you really think this will be necessary, he is only 19 and knows nothing about Egypt and with his PTSD?" Heba asks with a teary voice.

"It's up to him Heba, if he thinks I tolerate arrogance from him then he stepped the wrong foot in the wrong mansion no matter how old or sick he is!" Yami says harshly, but he is right, Yugi is stepped out the line many times now and when I was yelling towards the new trainee that my coffee must be black without sugar and milk this morning… poor girl she busted out crying.

Yami who had heard me yelling grabbed me at my hair and dragged me inside his office, I yelled for hours towards him, and he let me blow my casket, I was rambling things I don't even remember anymore when I finally calmed down he forced me to apologise towards the trainee and called her in. I did, I truly felt guilty for yelling at her about something that stupid.

She forgave me and offered to get us new coffee, I smiled at her and thanked her, the coffee she returned with tasted like heaven. When she was out again Yami and I started talking together, I told him I was tired because I never worked this many hours before, it made me feel cranky and I took it out on Yugi. But after our fight when Kaiba called, I was scared, scared that I had lost him forever.

I noticed the changes, I made enough mental notes to talk with Yugi, but when I got home, and he was moody again I forgot I wanted to talk with him and started to fight him instead... I made mistakes also.

Yami realised much sooner Yugi is shutting everybody out and when he had yelled at me, I needed to marry Samantha I saw the last drop was overflowing the bucket. It took him allot and not drive home giving him the same fate he gave Kuhn a few weeks ago namely public humiliation and kicked out on the street. He called Kaiba threatening next time to call at a decent time of hour and not in the middle of the night. He asked what the girl wanted and agreed with Kaiba telling it may solve most of our problems, but that we needed time to prepare Yugi properly.

The two of us stayed inside the office the whole day, talking and discussing things to get my baby-boy back. And although Yami wanted to do it drastically I didn't agree with it, I knew it had to be done. Yugi has until tomorrow morning to do his say, then he gets a few hours to apologise to everybody inside the mansion. I need to stay in Yami's apartment this night.

"Is he still calling?" Yami asks Heba.

"Yeah, he is crying also, because of that I can't really understand what he is saying."

"Well, he is considering doing something, I only hope he makes the right decision, Heba? What do you think his problem is?"

"The fact you both work insane hours a day!" Heba says harshly.

"What is wrong with that?" Yami asks.

"They are long, even Kaiba ends his job after 7 hours Yami, you two work 14 hours a day and you don't realise I need you, to be honest with you Yami, most of the times I understand his anger, he misses Atem who is the person he needs the most, and although he has PTSD, I don't approve the fact he is hurting us all. Just like you do now know with threatening to kick him out while he has no were to go." Heba says truthfully.

"I would not kick him out, I only wanted to make sure he realises he needs to take this serious and cannot keep doing this." He says gently and I see he means it. "And about work, what do you suggest?"

"Stop the production at 4 like all normal companies do? Come home while you're still fit so you can handle an argument and make an end to it before it gets out of hand like what happened with those two?" Heba suggests pointing to me.

"Stop at 4? But my clients—"

"Need to realise you and your workers also have a family that wishes to see their partners and children, you never take a day off and only see work, work, and work and that for the last six months. Not even Uncle Seth worked this much! He took off when you got sick to take care of you, and in general to take time for you where you aren't doing it, he didn't raise you like this Yami! He wanted a family business, he wanted family always on the first place, not the second, and he begged your parents for one of you two to take over the company and keeping it a proud family business! He even allowed the staff over here to work not longer than 7 hours a day so they can make time for their families."

"He is right Yami, the relationship between me and Yugi was strong because I saw him after 7 hours not 14. We could have a healthy argument and go sleep easy when we talked things through, we'd have fun together, but now, I come home and am tired and when I see he is irritated, I start fighting him over a silly thing like I forgot to put the toilet seat down.

Work is good but you also need to enjoy life, what if Heba gets the cancer a second time? Are you truly willing to let Sennen Corporation to be your first choice to be?" I whisper when I hear the truth in Heba's words. "You took over the company and you forced your workers to double the workload, they have families and children also Yami, and you are forcing them all apart this way. Three families already are divorced because their partner was constant at work. OUR workers Yami."

"Shit, and I did it even to my own brother. I'm sorry Atem." Yami says when realisation hits him. "But it doesn't legalize Yugi's behaviour."

"Let the kid try to figure out what he wants and what is bothering him and let us discuss how we can stop at four starting next week! We all need to work at our relationships." I say sternly taking a pen and paper and start writing. We also realise this won't be a thing we can turn back in one week, it will take months to return the business to a 7-hour day, but we worked all night, figured out a plan to first ask the workers what they think. And then we set our plan in action. But first things first, Yugi and his behaviour.

When morning comes Yami goes to my apartment to talk with Yugi. And I stay behind. From what I understand from Heba who monitored Yugi over the baby camera, Yugi also is working to get his sweet gentle nature back.

Yugi's pov:

Phone call:

"Hello?"

"I did something stupid and need help." I say to the other side of the line.

"What happened?" the person asks me worried right away and I start to sob but force myself to speak up.

"I don't really know but I feel so much anger in me, I can't filter it out and Atem is never home anymore and when he is, he and I are constant fighting together. And last night when Seto called, I fucked up big-time." I sob.

"Go on." He urges me with an obvious stern undertone reserved for Seto.

"Seto said she wanted to meet me, but I was tired since he called us awake and told him I would think about it, when I put down the phone Atem and I had a discussion and at some point, I got so angry I shouted he needed to marry her."

"YUGI! That's way down the belt! How could you!"

"I know! and the moment I said it I realised I fucked up badly but was to angry to restore what I had said, I went to the nursery and kept myself busy there, when morning came, I locked myself into my office until Yami forced me out roughly and pushed me in bath! I felt like a real bad puppy so scared was I of him. He yelled at me and has given me an ultimatum, I have until morning to decide what I have to say, but how can I say what is bugging me when I don't know myself what it is?"

"Man, you really did fuck up, what was the ultimatum?"

"Tell what is going on or getting kicked out and no place to go because I don't have my Japanese citizenship anymore, meaning ending up homeless and lost because I know nothing about Egypt."

Phone call ends:

We talked until the early morning hours and when we did, I realised he was right, he shocked me with a suggestion he gave me, he gave me tips that could help me speaking my thoughts and now I am awaiting Yami.

The door opens and Yami walks inside. He looks tired and less angry, but the anger is still there, and I need to play the right cards if I want to keep everything I build here.

He takes a plate with sandwiches and places one plate in front of me, placing the other in front of himself. "Eat." he says calmly. And bites his own sandwich. When I don't do anything, he says again but this time with more force in his voice. "Eat!" because I don't want to provoke him, I take my share and eat.

When my mouth is empty, and I make no gesture to eat further he says again with a stern tone. "Eat!" I realise I need to eat my plate empty before he wants to hear me out. When my plate is empty, he takes my hand in a firm grip and forces me to the bathroom stripping me out of my one-sie. I climb on the table.

"So, will this be the last time I change you? That any of us changes you?" He says wiping me clean and placing a fresh diaper under my bum. He straps me up and when I don't respond he grabs me by my hair and without even redressing me further, he drags me out the apartment straight to the door leading to the main entrance and the other wings, I struggle and scream in pain, but before he can open the door and humiliate me in front of the other staff, I yell out. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry I was an ass, a jerk, a brat, and everything else you called me out for!" the grip on my hair loosens and Yami looks at me crossing his arms over his chest.

"Why did you do it? And don't fuck this up because everybody in this wing is watching you right now! Why the hell shouldn't I throw you out to the streets and cut all ties with you!" I look around and indeed the few select servants allowed inside the west wing have stopped their job to look what is going on, mommy, mama, Heba and Atem are standing next to each other looking with shocked eyes. On the stairs I see Ryou, Bakura, Malik, and Marik looking. When I am looking to them all, Yami loses his patience "YUGI! WHY. ANSWER ME NOW!" he suddenly yells out.

"Because I am angry, and I don't know why!" I shout to him tears brimming in my eyes, but I don't allow them to go out, not yet. "I feel so much anger inside me and I feel like a time bomb that sets off any minute now! I-I-I don't want to be this way. I want to be the happy Yugi, not the bastard jerk I am now!" I shout allowing my tears streaming down my cheeks "I am so sorry I did hurt everybody around me, I feel sorry for the fact I fucked up with Atem, maybe they were right by putting me in that boarding school!" I sob falling down to my knees.

Footsteps coming closer I see the feet stop in front of me and crouching down to my level, the purple, pink eyes from Yami come into my blurry vision. He lays a hand on my shoulder. "We all made mistakes you know, only you showed it more, maybe because of your past we don't know, but what you did wasn't justified Yugi." He says calmer now.

"I know, and I'm really sorry. Please help me, I can't do it alone anymore and I hate to lose all of you, I hate to lose Atem forever, I said such mean things to him, and I know that. I royally fucked up." I sob and let myself fall in his arms.

"We always wanted to help you little guy, but for us to do that you need to let us help you. Come on, let's get you dressed and then I want you to apologise properly to the staff and our family." Yami says softly pulling me in his arms toddler style.

Yami carries me back to my and Atem's apartment, he helps me in a clean diaper again because I really craped out of fear at some point, and he helps me dressed in a one-sie, during the dressing he and I talk, he told me he also made mistakes by taking Atem away for 14 hours a day. He promises me he and Atem worked all night to fix a plan to give the workers and them time to be with their families.

When we talked, I did as promise, I talked with the staff and apologised, thank Ra they all forgave me and even offered to help me with my anger issue. I thanked them and then Yami and I went to the nursery. Mama, mommy, Heba, Atem, Ryou, Bakura, Malik, and Marik already were there. I also apologised to them and when I didn't do towards the staff I now did freely I cried.

Everybody but one accepts my apology. And I need his acceptance now more than ever. It's Heba who eventually nudges him towards me, with tears in his eyes he looks to Yami who stands behind me and then he makes a dash towards me, closing his arms around me and hugging me taking in my sent and I am taking in his.

"I'm so sorry Atem, I needed to think before saying something that low below the belt. Please be my fiancé again?" I gently whisper in his ear.

"You are forgiven baby-boy. And yes, what I am concerned we never broke up, we only took a small break from each other. Did you think about Seto's call?"

"I did and I think I must do it, maybe this anger comes out of my fear and hatred towards Sun and other girls, I never have given a girl a fair chance because of her, but maybe we need to work at my fears first, I want to be free of that phobia and maybe close that final chapter as well."

"Who did you call with?"

"Joey, he also is pissed Seto called at that ungodly hour, but he calmed me down and he also suggested to talk with Sun, he thinks my anger is still there because they never gave me a fair chance, he also suggested to fight off my phobia first before we return to Japan.

"Very well, we will return to Japan, but first we need to fix the company with reasonable working hours, you need to see Ryou and Malik again, do you think you can hold your anger for a little bit more?"

"What if I don't manage?"

"Then Yami has to suck it up alone for a while, because your recovery is more important for me than my job." He says while looking towards Yami with a stern face. "And as you said, to overcome your fear you need to talk with her."

"Maybe I can help, an old friend from Solomon has an expedition in a bit, he has a granddaughter he can take along, she is 8 years younger than Heba and Yugi, maybe if we introduce them and she can show Yugi not all girls are as spoiled. And after that he can face her again." Mommy says. Closing us in a hug.

"But mom, not that I mind Yugi getting over his phobia for girls, but what about them being babies? How will she react when she sees four adult men in diapers and using them to the fullest?" Atem asks.

"No worries, Rebecca knows we are in the diapers, and she knows we use them because Malik, Ryou and I have a medical reason to why we use them, she doesn't want to see us naked so when we need a change she goes out which means in that department we all are safe." Heba responds.

"And where does she sleep?"

"When Arthur and Rebecca come over, they always sleep in our apartment, they have their own room there." Mom says.

"Hmm I don't know, what do you think Yugi?" Atem asks me.

"Can I think about it?"

"Sure, you can, but think about it, she can help you overcome your fear and hatred towards girls and when you are ready to face Sun you are a confident young adult baby, while Atem and I trying to fix the mess I made at work." Yami says but I can hear in his voice he still is mad at me.

"Arthur will be joining the expedition next week, and if you agree I'll ask him to take Rebecca with him."

"And how long do these expeditions take normally?" Atem asks.

"Rebecca will be a year with us then." Mama says

"But what about school? She is 11 mama."

"And like you a genius, she already graduated high school, when her grandfather returns, she goes to university." Mama responds making my head spin.

"I need a moment." I say and go to my and Atem's apartment and drop myself on my bed, a girl staying over here for a full year, already graduated, and aware of the fact there are adult babies in the house? And how long before Sun gets out? Six years? Which means I have roughly five and a half years to get over this fear and find the confidence I need to face her, maybe even sooner. And more important maybe allow the staff's girl's children also in my life? five and a half years to give Atem and Yami the time to fix all those many extra hours they are putting unnecessary in the company right now.

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