My father and I had an agreement, he said that if I grew my hair out, I could work the bar at The Web. Sure, I still have to deal with creepy men, but it's better than getting beat for being a useless waste of space.
I managed to learn a charm that would grow my hair out, so I grew it to right above my breasts. Linda showed me how to do my makeup and I would wear her old dresses. I felt ridiculous, I looked like a whore.
I felt like such a fake. I wasn't used to people looking at me with lust present in their gaze. I was more used to disinterest and contempt. As I was grabbing a cigarette, I spotted a familiar tall blonde figure at the door. "Oh no." I panicked.
Linda raised an eyebrow, "You know that handsome man?"
I could see him conversing with my father, he looked confused. "We went to school together, he was several years above me. I haven't seen him in over a year, I'm praying he won't recognize me."
Linda nodded, "Go out the back and take a cigarette break, I'll come get you when he's gone."
I thanked her and I couldn't get out of there quickly enough. What was he doing here? He doesn't know my father is a muggle, and it doesn't seem likely for someone like Lucius Malfoy to be visiting somewhere like this without a good reason.
Just then, the back door opened and my father stepped out looking rather annoyed with Lucius tailing behind him. "I told you, I don't have a son, there is no Severus Snape here. I only have a daughter, Persephone."
I could see the look of realization flash across his face, I felt like my life was about to crumble down.
Lucius looked at my father, "Alright, would you mind if I borrowed your daughter for the rest of the day?"
Father was getting pissed rather quickly. "Don't you see she's working today? I need her working the bar."
Lucius looked unfazed as he pulled out an obscene amount of muggle currency. "I'm familiar with the type of business you are running sir. None of those women inside have enticed me the way your darling Persephone has. In here is 15,000 pounds, I would like to take her for the rest of the summer."
You could probably see the shock on my face as I stood there. Before my father could get a word out, I interjected quickly. "He accepts."
Lucius handed my father the money as I dragged him into a private room. I don't think I have been more embarrassed in my life. The Malfoy's are extremely influential people, and Lucius now held my fate in the wizarding world in the palm of his hand.
Lucius looked me up and down. "So, is there something you'd like to tell me Severus?"
I took a drag from my cigarette, "Is there anything I can do to keep you quiet about this?"
"Let's start with you telling me who you really are and what's going on." He still looked shocked.
My eyes were glued to the floor. "Well you just met my father, Tobias Snape."
"A muggle?" He knew the answer to that question.
I needed a drink for this. Or several. "Unfortunately."
Lucius continued, "Is your mother a muggle as well? Is she even really dead? Or was that a lie too?"
I cringed, "My mother really is a witch, I have no clue if she is dead or alive. She left us several years ago and we have no idea where she went."
"And why should I believe that?"
I decided to pour myself a shot. "Would I have been able to best you in a duel my first year without having a magical parent to teach me?"
He nodded as I took the shot. "Fair enough. Now answer this, why are you pretending to be a boy at school? And is your name Severus or is it Persephone?"
I decided to take another shot so I would feel more comfortable answering. "I was born Persephone Prince Snape. Before Hogwarts, life on Spinners End and at The Web is all I knew. It's a cruel, vile world here, it's either eat or be eaten. Those women in there get eaten, no that's too generous, they get chewed up and spit right back out. I didn't want that to be me, I didn't know if it would be different anywhere else, so I decided to focus my attentions on being the antithesis of femininity."
He looked me over. "Well, I must say, I'm impressed."
My eyes widen in my slightly drunken haze. "Wait really?"
Lucius nodded and stood up from the bed. "A true Slytherin through and through. Severus, Persephone, I can see the potential in you. Let's get out of here, don't worry about packing anything, I doubt you would be pleased looking like a muggle whore all summer."
I followed him out, no protest.
The Malfoy's were a very wealthy family and had several homes. Lucius took me to one in a smaller town not too far away. He bought me clothes and took care of anything I needed. "I really appreciate everything you're doing for me."
He gave me a smile, "You're an investment Seph, I believe you are going to do incredible things one day. I'm just helping you get there."
Ah, a true Slytherin through and through, helping someone and expecting to reap the rewards. He knew how to inflate my ego though, he would constantly remind me that the world was in my hands. That he would make back whatever he spent on me tenfold when I invented some life changing spell or potion.
Since I was living with him, I got to know Lucius a lot better over the summer. He showed me different parts of the wizarding world that I wasn't even aware existed. This was the life I wanted. I was envious of Malfoy, of his life. He was born with a silver spoon.
This was the first time I've ever had someone truly take care of me and accept me for who I was. With Lucius, having him still call me Severus didn't feel right, but at the same time, Persephone didn't feel quite right either, so we settled on Seph. It's still my name, it just doesn't sound like puking flowers.
He bought me all new clothes and shoes, all ranging from masculine to feminine. Sometimes I would put on a dress and some makeup for him, but other times I would just wear my robes and my hair up. He would treat me the same either way.
As much as I enjoyed my time with Lucius, it did sting a bit whenever I remembered that I would never have this perfect, pureblood life. He would marry Narcissa one day, and I would be forgotten. He never knew I had those thoughts, I was never one to talk about my feelings.
Towards the end of summer, he brought up an interesting subject, my mother. "So Seph, I don't believe you've actually told me your mothers name. Maybe we could locate her?"
I swallowed, "Her name is Eileen Prince, good luck locating her, I doubt she wants to be found considering she had the opportunity to take me with her, but she chose not to."
"Is anyone in her family aware of your existence?"
"Not that I'm aware of."
Lucius nodded, "That would make it easier for her to be reaccepted by her family."
I looked down at the floor, "I'm aware I'm not good enough for her, I'm an embarrassment."
Lucius looked at me with an odd look in his eyes. "I'm positive it has very little to do with you, and more to do with how your father is."
He stepped closer to me. "You're a very intelligent girl Persephone. Only a fool would overlook you."
He put his thumb under my chin to raise my head so he could reach my eyes. "You are beautiful. The amount of power you could acquire if you were aware of how striking you are would be unmatched."
I was truly lost in his crystal blue eyes. As he was leaning down, I went up on my tip toes and placed my lips upon his. This was the first time I have ever felt such blatant desire for another person. A tongue darted out and slid up against mine.
I wrapped my arms up and around Lucius as I tangled my fingers in his blond hair and tilted my head to the side to deepen the kiss, taking it over easily enough. We parted, slightly breathless, our mouths moist and swollen from our aggressive kiss.
"Where did you learn to kiss like that?" Lucius panted.
I dragged my tongue up Lucius' neck before answering, receiving yet another sound from the blonde, "Does it really matter? Maybe I'm a natural."
I scraped my bottom teeth against his pulse point, annoyed that he was bothering with conversation.
The two of us stumbled towards the main bedroom, mouths tangled together and our bodies pressed together tightly. Lucius growled when we almost tripped over each other, his hands wrapped around my waist and grabbed my ass, lifting me up. If I had slightly less self control, I would have squeaked at the sudden pressure on my ass and the effortless manner in which I was lifted off the ground. Quickly, to help balance, I wrapped my legs against his waist.
With the new position, we made it to the bedroom without further incident and we tumbled back onto the bed. Firm hands slid up under my shirt and up to my breasts, dragging the cloth up with it to bunch under my armpits while Lucius placed his mouth on my left breast. I let out a whimper.
"Fuck," Lucius groaned in turn.
Apparently he liked the sounds I made, which was probably good, considering I was more than likely going to be a little loud about this. Which I suppose is an odd thing considering I'm not usually loud about anything. My thought process shorted out again when I felt his hand squeeze my other breast and I groaned.
My shirt and bra were removed and tossed off in some odd direction, instantly forgotten once it left the blonde's fingers. Blue eyes traveled over my heated flesh, taking me in. The hunger in his eyes made it hard for me to breathe suddenly, and my breath hitched.
"How do you manage to hide these? Who would've guessed that little Severus Snape would have the nicest pair of breasts?"
I wasn't sure what to answer to that, but I didn't get an opportunity to when lips were back over mine. Now that he was back against me evenly, my hands wrapped around him and my fingers trailed down over the hard, but giving planes of his back. Our hips rocked into one another, bringing back the reality that we both still had pants on.
Lucius sat up quickly and the problem was taken care of without a word as his toned body was pressed up against mine once again. I moaned as our fully naked bodies melded together. Lucius' tongue slid from my collar bone to my neck, just below my ear, to suck and nip at the skin found there. I would more than likely find a hickey there in the morning, but I didn't care much at the moment.
I felt his finger circle teasingly only a moment before sliding into my wet entrance and I let out a hiss between clenched teeth. His finger circled around before pulling out, only to be joined by a second, the two moved in a scissoring like motion inside of my body as he prepared me.
It didn't take long before my body adjusted to the intrusion and my hips started to rock back against his fingers. A third finger was pushed in, and I rocked my hips back into them and I groaned as my eyes closed tightly.
My eyes looked into his crystal blue eyes filled with hunger. "Fuck my fingers real good."
I shivered and made a noise in the back of my throat at the command, and rocked into the fingers inside of me with fervor. Lucius twisted the digits inside me and my mouth fell open in a wordless cry. My face turned to the side, my eyes almost closing. I kept eye contact, but barely, knowing instinctively that Lucius wanted me to. The blonde was using his free hand to slide up and down over his thick member as he watched me fuck myself in his fingers.
Lucius growled low in his throat. "Yeah, just like that."
I was losing my patience with this game that he was playing with me. I wanted the blonde deep inside me, taking me whatever way he chose to. I'd waited too fucking long for this moment after all. Why were we procrastinating more?
I moved with speed and accuracy, and had Lucius on his back moments later with me straddling his hips.
"Merlin." Lucius spoke after getting over his shock.
"We are going to fuck now." I informed him unnecessarily.
I took hold of his hardness and positioned myself over it before lowering down onto it in small increments. Lucius' fingers pressed into my thighs with bruising force, my teeth clenched tightly as I carefully sat myself flush against the man once more.
I panted for a few moments, getting used to the feeling of being filled. Carefully, I lifted myself off of him, causing Lucius to groan loudly, before falling back down, causing both of us to moan.
Being my first time, the rhythm started out rocky at best as we tried to get used to the movements of our dance. Lucius bent his legs at the knees in order to lift his hips up to meet my downward motion as we both threw our heads back and moaned loudly. I had never believed that this would happen with him, as I didn't usually have this sort of luck. Yet here I was, and I was going to enjoy myself.
Lucius shifted his hips, and when I sank down and he thrust up, I found myself crying out his name. His long blonde hair fell into his eyes as they closed to just slits, his cheeks hot and probably flushed. Placing my hands onto his chest, I used them to keep my balance as I started to lose some of it as I climbed closer to my climax.
I could feel the slickness of my own skin as droplets slid down my back and made my hair stick to my hot skin. Below me Lucius watched, his eyes slightly glazed over, mouth parted. With every meeting of our hips, the man let out sounds that I felt would stay in my mind forever.
Lucius' hand settled in between us as he started to pay attention to my clit. I let out a pained sound, my breath hitching at the end of the sound. Moments later my voice rose as I reached climax, my muscles clenching around Lucius who joined me moments later.
I could feel him empty himself deep inside my body. Slowly my rocking hips came to a stop and the two of us panted into the sudden silence of the room.
My eyes finally closed as I lifted my hips one last time, Lucius' cock slipping out of me, only to collapse into the bed beside him.
For the first time since developing, I felt good. I felt confident with who I was, with my body. I would be getting some sleep tonight and I wouldn't have to worry about anything bad happening.
"Fuck," Lucius finally said. "Now I really feel like an idiot for taking so long to do this."
I snorted, "Then perhaps we're both idiots."
We glanced at each other from the corners of our eyes and shared a smirk. Now that it had happened once, it would happen whenever we got a chance. Hopefully the times in between while I'm in school wouldn't feel too long. Looking at Lucius, I ventured into his mind and could see the same thought reflected in the depths of his blue eyes.
Yes, this would have to happen a few more times before his inevitable engagement.
