Meredith's POV

"Hey Mer, you okay?" Saddie's voice snaps me out of my daydreaming or night dreaming cause it's nighttime, get it.

"Ahm yeah! I will just sit over there now" pointing at our table

"Want me to accompany you?" She proposed, coming closer to me with her flirty eyes. I negatively shook my head, I don't want a company from anyone other than Addison.

"No! That's alright, enjoy yourself here" with that I left the dance floor.

Once I secure myself in one place, I stare out of nowhere and doze off to the night that changes my life for the better.

Flashback

Everyone was shocked including Addison when I announce her name after they recover some of the boys clamored but in the corner of my eyes I see the guys who approached Addison earlier shooting glares at me, I just fire them my winning smirk cause the girl of their dreams is coming with me even though it's only for seven minutes but I'm planning to make it longer preferably forever.

I glance again at Addison, I see that her friends encoring her to go in.

"You can do it Adds, maybe she's going to be the one for you" I heard her friend say it

I went inside the cabinet waiting for her when she did not make a move, I laugh mentally cause her friend forcefully pushed her inside and the boys closed the door.

It was quiet for a long time and I decided to break it.

"Is it your first time?" Breaking the silence

"With a stranger, yes."

Then it was silent again, I don't know how many minutes have passed still in silence, I guess it was long enough for my friends to talk outside

"Meredith, why is it quiet in there?" Joseph said

"That's new" I heard Nathan ribbing

"Looks like Ms. Meredith Casanova is denied access for the first time"

"Hey. Hey! Let's give her a chance. Maybe she's still trying to ease her way in" Eric's voice

"That's right! She can handle Addison, did you remember her legendary three chicks in one day?" Joseph started

"Angel for breakfast, Monique for lunch, Daisy for dinner, and.." Eric paused, I turn to look at Addison and let out a chuckle seeing she was shocked by the information my friend is blaring in the open. "And last but not the least" he continues.

"Princess for a midnight snack! Certified Casanova " Joseph, Nathan, and Eric said in chorus.

I decided to interfere cause I don't want to have a bad impression of this beautiful girl beside me.

"Hey! Bastards" I laugh

"Addie! Get out of there and let's go home! There's no "the one" here! There just fooling you, they're all bad people" her friend hysterically said banging the cabinet door, I heard my friends stop her.

"Babe, babe let's go" then it was quiet again.

"Not all people are bad people, you know," I said, she didn't say anything just stare at me so I decided to continue and build myself to her "not all individuals are going to hurt you" I let out a small sigh "people can change, right?"

Reluctantly opened her mouth and said "so "The one" still exists?" For the first time, I heard her voice, it was sweet and raspy that I could melt right there.

"You just found her" I smile at her and she returns the gesture her eyes sparkling whenever she smiles

Now that I establish myself to her, I need to regain my reputation as the Casanova. That I can get anyone, even if it's just an illusion.

I lightly crush my head into the cabinet just to make a noise and shout "ouch!" Addison's looking at me as if I'm crazy hitting the back of my head in the cabinet wall, I resume my act "oh! Oh! You naughty girl" I said loud enough for people to hear.

"Yeees! Addie!" I said "help me save my reputation" I whisper in her ear.

She made an "O" shape and let a small chuckle "what should I do?" She mouthed

"Hit the wall and make a sound as if you're enjoying it" I instruct her and she obeyed, letting out an awkward moan but I find it cute. Now I wanna hear her real moan, very soon.

"Ohh more baby!" Banging the wall to make it interesting.

I point towards my neck indicating to leave a hickey to my surprise she pinched it with her fingers, that's not how I envision it but it might work.

"Ouch! It hurts! It hurts! No bitting missy."

People outside make a satisfying sound.

"Now kiss me," I said, at first she was hesitant but slowly our faces are an inch from each other looking between her eyes and her luscious lips, and I see that she did the same that I could not control myself no longer, her lips were very soft and tasted cherry it was delicious. Our kiss went deeper I felt my back touch one of the corning in the cabinet and her sharp tongue fighting with mine, I let out a moan. While kissing her there's a strange sensation in my body, I feel like there's a rat in my chest and butterflies in my stomach also feeling my pants tighten.

She position herself on my lap, I guess she sense my boner and jump a little, it was very visible. I was about to explain my condition so she won't have to find me a freak when the cabinet door opened, I cursed my friends why it had to be now they open the door.

After opening the door Addison quickly got out of there. I was upset by her reaction, she might find me a freak now.

"Damn it! I hate myself! Why am I suck a freak! When I think I found the right person this has to happen! ARGHHHHH!" I scream outside the rain like a crazy person "WHY DO I HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS?! WHY DID YOU MAKE ME LIKE THIS HUH?!" I shouted at top of my lungs looking up to the sky.

If there's a God I'd like to ask him why me? All my life I've been teased and bullied for having a penis even if I'm a girl. I was embarrassed every time I'm going inside the restroom when I was little if I went inside the girl's bathroom the people inside there look at me as if I should not be in there and when I was I side the boy's bathroom received the same reaction.

But when I enter senior high in high school, I felt a little better about myself cause girls found it hot and exciting. That proceed in college now in med school, it was alright for me having a dick but that changed when I saw the redhead's reaction, I was having a deja vu the feeling I had when I was little came back and I was different from the others.

I continue to cry in the rain, I did not mind being wet. I was getting used to the liquids hitting my body when all of a sudden it stop, I look in front of me and see that it was still raining hard then why I do not feel the water that's when I see the umbrella over my head.

I turn to gaze at who it was and a pair of blue-green eyes welcome me, I was too stunned to speak.

"What are you doing out here in the rain? You'll get yourself sick" her sweet raspy voice I love to hear it every second, I want to speak but I perceive as if something caught in my throat that not a single word came out "are you okay?" She ask I could only nod.

She let out a laugh at me, I felt embarrassed. I feel like I was a geeky teenager who could not speak around her crush, idiot.

"I'm Addison" she extend her hand either for a handshake or to help me get off the wet soil, either way, I accepted it and she help me get off the ground and shake my hand, I get both.

"I'm Meredith"

"Hey! You can talk" she teased I rolled my eyes, and I look at our hands still clapping with each other she followed my gaze and slowly released my hand "sorry" she turns red like her hair

"It's okay. Your hand is so soft like your lips" I said without thinking now it's my turn to apologize for being inappropriate "sorry, and thank you for your help with my reputation" I change the topic.

"It's alright, I had fun" she stops "and your lips are soft too like your hand" she winked at me.

Then I remember her reaction to me having a member my smile dropped down and it went unnoticed by her.

"Hey what's wrong?"

"I'm sorry about earlier about..." I pause inhaling all the air I can inhale and proceed "about mine. me having a.. penis"

"Oh! That, it's okay I'm the one who should apologize for my behavior, I should not react that way. I was not expecting that" she confessed "but I did not find it weird or thought of you as a freak, I think you're unique"

"Really?"

"Yeah"

Just simple actions like smiling at me, staring at me, hearing her laugh, or just hearing her talk could make me fall hard in a Clift in the fastest way, now all I could think about is to kiss her, to feel those lips in me again.

I gather some courage to ask her for a kiss "can I... Can I kiss you?" I said stuttering "please?" I gave her the googly eyes chicks fall for.

"Well well, look at that the famous Meredith Casanova Grey is asking for a kiss. I thought you just went for it, shame" she teases

"You're different from all the girls and I respect you"

I did not get a verbal answer from her but I felt her lips that I miss so much without realizing it, it was heaven.

As our kiss deepen and our tongues got involved I grip her waist and I felt her hands on my neck dropping the umbrella, now we're both wet from the rain.

We were so lost in our world that we did not notice a mob of people circling us holding an umbrella to prevent them from the rain, we pulled away when we hear whistles and cheering.

"I guess we have an audience" I whispered to her ear

"I guess we do"

"So Ms. Casanova are you together now?"

"That's on Ms. Montgomery"

All eyes now are on Addison who turns even redder, she's so cute.

"Can I not answer it now?" I nodded in response

Not gonna lie, I got a little upset but I don't want to rush her about these things. I want her fully committed to me without hesitation so I'll wait if it took years just for her to agree to go out with me.

After that wonderful night, Addison and I become friends, and also our circle of friends bonded in a good way, remember when I told you that I'll wait for her even if it takes years well guess what I took a year for Addison to agree to get coffee with me.

She said that it's a good foundation for a longer relationship is friendship, so we did that by getting to know each other as friends but even though we were in a friends status we can not help ourselves to flirt with one another a few times and make out.

Nearly three months into our relationship as a couple Addison invites me and Jess to go to her house in Connecticut during one of our breaks at school and we agree, that Addison is the kind of person who doesn't brag about what she has.

I know that Addison's family is rich but she did not say that they're filthy rich, we went to a private airport where her private plane is waiting for us. When I say HER private hers cause her name"Addison" is printed on the side of the plain.

She explain that it was her father's gift to her when she was 16 years old.

"Us peasants when we turn 16, some barely got a car from junk shop cost 30 dollars" Jess commented "but you got a plain" she continue making exaggerated gestures

"Hmm," she smirk "that's what you get when you caught your father cheating on your mother with your tutor" she bluntly confesses causing jess and me to cough, she just gave us an insincere smile as if it was normal for her.

It was also the first time she talk about her father when I asked her about her family she mostly talked about her older brother dodging the topic of her father and her mother now I guess I know why she never talk about them.

I let it loose for now and didn't push the subject cause it wasn't the right place and time, I'll just wait for her to willingly open with it.

The whole plane ride, Jess and I tried to cheer up her mood of Addison and that went well.

When we got in the car on the way to her house, it was a fucking limousine like a small one but still a limousine. We were close to Addison's residence when I notice the mailbox is in a different zip code, getting off the car my curiosity hits and I can no longer keep it inside of me.

"Hey babe, your mailbox is in a different zip code and that's not normal."

"Nothing in this family is normal Meredith," she said.

Looking at the house it wasn't just a house it was a mansion, with a lot of windows and a big property too.

"Amazingly, you turn out to be relatively saint Adds" Jess commented.

"You see it now, just wait my dear" sarcasm is evident in her voice.

We stand at the front door, Addison pushing the doorbell, and a handsome man clamors to us.

"Hey Addie, did not know you're coming and with hot friends" he stated and looked towards me "Hey beautiful," he said cockily

"Backoff Archie, that's my girlfriend" Addison sternly said, it was an authoritative tone and I love it when she got possessive of me.

"Wow, you're calling me Archie guess you are mad" The handsome man raises his hands' sign of surrender, and Addison scoffs.

"Meredith, Jess this is my brother Archer. Archer this is my girlfriend Meredith and our best friend Jess" Addison introduces us, Archer did not even try to touch or hit on me ever again so his attention went to Jess.

"We are they?" Addison uninterestedly ask

"Bizzy went to her charity event with Susan, I don't know where Captain's were about so that's all I can give you"

"Thanks" she pauses and breaks her blank face of her with a crack a smile, she is happy seeing her brother "I miss you, Archie"

"I miss you too little sis" he shuffles Addison's hair earning a glare from her but hug it out, witnessing the closeness of them and how she loves her brother makes me fall for her more and more.