You love her. You hate that you do but... you do. Will you admit it? No. Will you tell her? No. You love her, hell if you didn't fall the way you would you would trust her and take her back.

But you can't. She hurt you, controlled you, Vi is toxic and the only way to get rid of this would be to shoot this bitch. She set it up for you to end her life. If you pull the trigger, watch her die, and you will be free from this nightmare.

...

Then what? You have no job, no love, Caitlyn will no doubt help you but why would you want that? She was only there to make sure you didn't fuck up your life before Vi came to get you. She was there to take care of you like you couldn't do that your damn self. Another way Vi kept tabs on someone she owns just like the crew. She owns you and your heart... it's almost like you have chains surrounding your heart and she controls how the pressure feels.

You can't fucking breathe with how much she tightens them... If you were to shoot her those chains can finally relax, can finally let you breathe, you can have control again. But with all the control, no more hallucinations, no toxicity, she would be gone and you can live your life. Hell you can even say fuck the crew entirety. They only served her anyway.

it sounds so damn nice right? To be free of this shit?

...

You trembled with that thought. Deep down in your fucked up heart you really only want thing. Love. That's all you want. You want the feeling, the fire, you are tired of being tough, tired of having this fucking feeling always behind you telling you how much you will never get it. Vi is the only person that will give it to you. You knew her pretty much your entire life... the same cliche like those old romance books you read.

Childhood friends turning into lovers, get married, have kids, yadda yadda yadda. Vi was the one for you, she made your heart on fire, she built you up, made you who you are, you owe it to her to at least give her another chance. It's been eight years, she did her time so why not just give her another chance at your heart?

You owe this abusive, toxic, bitch nothing.

Stop waiting, stop talking to yourself, pull the trigger so this shit can stop. Be a man, find another Vi, and start over.

Or? Better idea? Kill yourself.

Think about it!? You turn the gun around and blast your brains all over the roof. You won't even feel that shit. Everything will be over, you won't remember nothing, the pain will be gone, just put the fucking barrel to the roof of your mouth and shoot that shit. What in the fuck are you waiting for?

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" You yelled. You looked down at Vi still waiting for the response. "FUCK!" You yelled. Suddenly behind Vi you saw the rooftop door open with the crew pouring out.

"No! Sister!" You heard Powder scream.

"STAY BACK!" You yelled at them. All of the members ran up to Vi but no one tried to save her.

"Please Reader, just... do it. I will do anything to fix the past, So what are you waiting for? Kill the demon that tortured your soul since you were fifteen."

"EVERYBODY JUST SHUT THE HELL UP!" You yelled... at everyone. Who are you talking to? You yelled at everyone in all directions...

"If you shoot her, I will hunt you down for life. Don't do this." Ekko pointed out.

"Why do you care? She already said her goodbye's! She told me yall agreed!" You explained. The look on confusion was spreaded through your crew's faces as you tightened the grip of the black pistol.

"What? Sis didn't say that before she left. She told us she was going to the store..." Powder truthfully said. What? She lied again?

...

She lied again? to make you shoot her? To make you look like the villain? She was going to set you up? THIS WAS THE PLAN TO HAVE THE CREW KILL YOU IN THE END?

"You lied to them... to guilt trip me? To have me shoot you so you can get your revenge? For stomping the gold heart pendant? That was your plan all along you asshole!?" You ignored the confused look on Vi's face as the sudden sound of a gunshot was heard. Vi fell back onto the rooftop as the smoke rose from the gun's barrel.

"SISSSSSTEEEEERRRR!" Powder yelled.

"YOU MOTHERFUCKER!" Ekko, Claggor, and Mylo ran after you as you shot more shots at them. Your captors froze thinking they were shot as you threw the gun down on the ground. You turned around and ran towards the end of the rooftop. You jumped off, quickly unzipped your bag and let out a homemade gilder to slow your descent onto the streets of Zaun.

Once you landed you ran for your life... with a smile on your face. You may never get love again... but she was gone. She tried to set you up one last time and it failed. Vi was dead and you were free. You smiled as you ran through the streets of Zaun. All of the hurt memories were fading, no more hallucinations, no more talking to yourself, suicidal thoughts, she was fucking gone, she was the disease that held you down.

You are cured from her clutches, the chains were gone. You pumped your fists in the air! You didn't care that you commited a murder, all that matters is she's gone!

You can finally sleep without nightmares!


They didn't stop.

You didn't feel better.

It's been a month since you murdered Vi. No one went after you... yet. The nightmares got worse, your fucked up thoughts got worse. You stood in your hideout house in the depths of Piltover arguing at the mirror.

"Oh so it's my fault for killing her!? She deserved it! She made our life a living hell!" You told yourself. The mirror image of you actually talked back.

"What if she actually was telling the truth? What if she really did change? You still love her. That's why you can see me talk to you." You punched the mirror making it shatter into pieces. You yelled in pain as you opened up to get bandages.

"Hey." You turned around and there she was, in the flesh, the woman who you killed.

"Nonononononononono. I killed you!" You pointed your finger at her as you backed up out of the bathroom. You ignored the pain in your hand as Vi followed you with that smirk and confident walk. "YOU ARE DEAD! I KILLED YOU!" You yelled. You stopped backing up and swung your fist at her. Your fist went through her body like she was a ghost. You looked at your hand as you swung at her again.

"NOOOO. You will not haunt me again!" You looked around and ran to the kitchen. You tried to find the biggest knife you could. "YEAHHHH NOW WHAT! YOU CAN'T STOP ME FROM KILLING MYSELF!" You yelled. You put both hands on the large knife and pulled it forward. "BYEBYE!" You yelled. You swung backwards at yourself...

SALFUCKINGVATION!

...

...

Nothing.

You looked down and the knife was on the floor. You looked up and Vi was standing there with that smile on her face. "Nope. I will never let you do that. I will never let you give up."

Nonsense!

You tried to reach for the knife again but somehow your foot kicked it away. "GET OUT OF MY HEAD! LET ME DIE IN PEACE! I HAVE NOTHING LEFT!" you ran for the knife, picked it up and tried to slice your throat but you somehow missed and stabbed air.

"No baby." She said as your body refused the actions you ordered it.

"Oh you think I am fucking crazy huh?" You asked the ghost Image of Vi. "It's your fault I am like this! So guess what? I bet you can't stop me from jumping off the roof!" You quickly ran outside, with nothing but your boxers and T-shirt. You found the nearest building and kicked the door down. Because this was the outskirts of Piltover it was abandoned.

"I will throw myself off this five story building Vi! You can't stop me! I will get peace!" You yelled at her. After five flights of stairs you made it to the rooftop. "NO MORE! NO MORE! FREEDOM!" You ran, full speed, and jumped.

You smiled as the air hit you in the face as your body flew downwards to the concrete. "YAYYYYYYYYY!"

"No handsome."

In reality your body stopped itself and made you fall backwards. "I... LEAVE ME ALONE!" You got up to jump off and... she pushed you back. "YOU ARE A FIGMENT OF MY IMAGINATION! HOW THE FUCK-"

"I won't let you give up my king." She said. This is nonsense! How can she control your body!? You tried one more time to kill yourself and... nope. "Nah." you backpaddled and fell on your ass.

"WHY WON'T YOU LET ME DIE!?" You yelled with your tears coming out of your eyes.

"Because I love you."