Or learning to say goodbye by capturing an intimate moment.

(4912 words)

Lapis is feeling sick to her stomach after watching the sun rise in its entirety this morning. A restless night to pass the time holding her dozing partner in such a way it would surpass regular cuddling.

You could practically feel the needy possessed vibe in her entanglement, if up close. Peridot found the comfort to sleep through it somehow, she'd often toss and turn, but that's all her sleep allows.

When it was time for the little spoon to finally awake it came out with a hum. Like a dinner bell, Lapis immediately responds and treats Peridot with an inescapable bear hug.

Triggering her girlfriend's face to disappear smiling deep into a pillow. That's when Peridot's subconscious brings her back to a time fondly she was considered a stranger in Lapis' bed. Those first nights together, those playful sessions after dark and all completed to a brisk morning of aftercare.

She took it as pleasantries at first, until Peridot caught on to Lapis' behavior quickly and remembered why today is so unsettling. This is her cry for help, she was like this last night too.

It would be their final time together, for awhile at least. At the very most, they're dealing with three months of separation. Leaving the room and the mood disheveled as the two girls are left lingering in mixed emotions. Bittersweet happiness for Peridot who received her acceptance letter to the school of her dreams. Achieving a major step in life all at the cost of moving a few states away.

And a fuck-ton of confusion spawning from Lapis who couldn't lay rest to the demons of an uncertain future where she falls out of Peridot's interest. The unknown never sits right with her, bothered her to the point of inducing mass touch therapy with Peridot all night.

Peridot's eyelids slowly began to rise, only to have them shut again to Lapis sealing a deep kiss onto the ridge of her neck.

"I tried Peridot, I really did. I couldn't find my zen let alone any sleep. At all. Today hasn't even started, yet this day is already killing me," Lapis softly groans. Peridot tried to face her, Lapis denies it by dragging those small hips upwards into the pocket of her spoon.

The forceful action prevented Peridot from seeing her face, Lapis' puffy tear stained face from a night of silent weeping over her greatest love. "Wait! Let's just stay in this position like this...forever," Lapis says sounding bothered

Peridot gave her a cheerful giggle, given the fact that she understands why Lapis putting out an awful lot of energy just to reel her emotions at bay. And failing bad. Peridot obeys and kept her face towards the window to spare Lapis' vulnerable state, "You don't have to loose sleep over this, or me for that matter," she whispers.

"I am loosing more than just sleep, I'm losing... everything."

"I sure hope you that doesn't include me! Love it or not, you are honor-bound to all this!" Peridot holds out both thumbs and points them at herself for Lapis to see.

Lapis blooms making her cheeks flush and pleas, "Stop being cute, it'll only make me miss you more."

Peridot can lay on the charm, but inside she's as vulnerable as Lapis when it comes to goodbyes, even brief ones. Pretty soon life for her will change for the "better" leaving behind a girlfriend of two years. Peridot held on to the arm placed around her.

That made Lapis tear up even more. It's her only reasonable reaction to her perfect union crumbling before her overwatered eyes.

"Lapis, please don't start," Peridot interjects, "Can't this wait 'till after?"

"I know, I know, it's just..." Lapis fights to compose, "You leaving and all...I'm afraid...you might forget me."

Lapis became so troubled to the point of letting go of Peridot as she flipped over to become face to face. When she managed her way around Peridot began cleaning stray tears leaking from her lover's eyes while gently caressing her face. Lapis could only close her eyes and nuzzles her face into Peridot's careful touch.

Both of them stayed like this for awhile. Enjoying the familiar warmth they shared together from being close contact. They have fallen accustomed to the heat, practically addicted to it for a long time. Peridot kisses her girlfriend's lips tenderly until Lapis persuades her using lip magic to reel into a much more intimate kiss that went on for minutes.

Lips began to separate for air and with their mouths still near, Peridot had to make her point known, "This will be hard for me too, you know it's funny how I end up being strong for the both of us."

"A lack of sleep and a full night of worrying could do that to anybody," they shared a snort filled laugh together and as it dies down with shared remorse, Lapis shared more of her feelings, "It's a scary feeling to have knowing that this might be the last time waking up in bed with someone you love the most."

"Well maybe not this bed," Peridot winks, "I could stow you away in my dorm for a night or two."

Her saying that did reserve some hope for Lapis, it gave her a boost of glee.

"Remember junior year, our first night and all of those 'sleepovers' we've had? Then morning came, you would jump out of that window to run around to ring the doorbell so my parents would think I only came for a ride to school," Lapis mentions.

"Kinda hard to forget those cold mornings jumping from a two story window and landing on wet grass," Peridot follows back, "Even at that point we strived to make it work. Also I helped you come out to your parents last year and now I get to use the front door! They're even happy for me for getting accepted. All I'm saying is how could I forget the girl I put so much effort to be with everyday? I love you, remember."

Lapis chokes up when Peridot continues sharing exactly what she needed to hear right now. All of the sweet sounds of affirmation made her all bubbly inside.

"I love you too! I love you so damn much it hurts," Lapis locks eyes with her lover and accompanies a airtight squeeze on the little one's sides. She pulls her in for yet another kiss, because there could not be too much kissing at this point.

During their heated sloppy embrace, Lapis slides her hand under Peridot's oversized shirt to graze her thigh. Their tongues wriggling like two worms in a garden, Peridot moans in her lover's mouth from the added stimulation below.

Their lips part, Peridot protests, "mmm... maybe I should shower first, I feel a little...gross this morninnnnng," Lapis lain more kisses along the neck and jawline creating a staggered whimper.

"Really? Because I think you taste great twenty four - seven!" Lapis exclaims met with Peridot's blushing eye roll, "In fact..." Lapis says before disappearing under the covers, "why don't we have a quick reunion."

Lapis hikes up Peridot's shirt tail up to her chest to not restrict her lewd course of action. There, she was greeted with the sweet earthy scent of Peridot's moist sex. She's even wearing the expensive laced lingerie she bought her for their one year anniversary. The intimate garment looked liked they were ready to be hung out to dry, but Lapis takes it as a sinful opportunity.

"I see someone ruining a perfect gift with their delicious juice," Lapis teases.

"Please don't call my excretions delicious, for the time being thanks," Peridot grunts back. Peridot began to panic by trying to hold on to something for dear life when she felt Lapis' face hover extremely close to her loins. She managed to grasp a two handfuls of bedsheets.

"What's making you so excited this morning, if I might ask?" Lapis whispered against her lower half.

"Errrm... it's the way your acting right now," Peridot flusters.

"Wasn't talking to you, I was asking my favorite flavored juice box what's got her so pumped!" Lapis teases again.

"I still have the option to close my legs shut if you keep it up, Lazuli," Peridot remarks. But Lapis knows she's not going anywhere at this point. Pretty soon Peridot will be wrapped around her various fingers, all that's left now is to test the waters.

Lapis takes a great long looks at the short and smooth legs she loves put her head in between. She drew her attention to the left inner thigh, kissing all the way inside. Avoiding her increasingly sopping wet crotch to lay kisses along the other thigh.

This tease didn't go unnoticed by Peridot, who grunts in frustration every time Lapis got closer to the sweet spot. This went on for some time by each numbing kiss. Lapis pokes her head out, "I'm having fun are you?"

"As long as you feel better my dear," Peridot answered. You could hear the weak pops in the tendons of her toes as she curled them. Peridot braces herself for a full ride, dying to be serviced by pressing her heels into the sheets. Lapis smiles seeing a pair of little delicious legs sprouting goosebumps before her very eyes. Not to mention the beads of sticky fluid rolling on her ass from her desperate cunt.

Peridot passes on waiting for Lapis to treat her intimately and subtly inches her fingers towards her own snatch. Lapis catches the action and gave a clean smack on the impatient hand like a child reaching for the cookie jar after her mom warned her not to touch.

"Ah, ah, ahhh...trust me you'll have all the time in the world to please yourself, but right now that's my job," Lapis states and enunciated her point with a wound up smack on her backside making Peridot yelp, " and I plan to take my time."

Peridot whines for a second and looks back at Lapis.

"No pouting!"

"Errhmph," Peridot grunts feeling the embarrassed about the sound she made earlier.

To Peridot it's only just a game of blatant teasing, but she's only half right. Lapis takes her sweet time to progress things further by savoring this private moment, mentally capturing her girlfriend's body as if she's shipping off to war.

Peridot growls under her breath after being refused of the pleasure she has not received, "Just finish me off already, Lapis please."

Lapis locked eyes with her lover's and gave a tight grope and squeeze to large little one's sides and buns. She jerks up for yet another kiss. Impossible to have too much kissing at this point, Lapis takes that advantage. During that heated embrace, ample chest humps stabbing one another creating that sinful spark.

Lapis slides her hand along the wide end of a wet thigh until the kiss got more intense using the full tongue and Peridot moaning verbosely throughout.

Their lips part for a bit giving a chance for Peridot to protest something, "eh, on second thought maybe we should shower first, I feel kinda gross." Lapis lays her lips along her neck and drags them sensually to her jaw line to woo the protestor in staying in bed.

"Really? Because I find your taste usually pretty great!" Lapis exclaims resulting to Peridot's blush accompanied by a well deserved eye roll.

"Prove it then!" Peridot orders with slight anguish.

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"Um okay, this isn't exactly what I had in mind," Peridot began to eat her words and swallows embarrassment wincing to find Lapis recording her half naked horny in bed on her smartphone.

Now anxiety begins to seep in and rolls off with every exasperated breath Peridot took.Lapis taught her countless lessons inside their ongoing relationship for such a long time that she now understands the beauty of loving oneself before others. So that makes since for Peridot knowing Lapis is celebrating her body by capturing it in its most amorous dealings. But...

Peridot trusts Lapis won't ensure that this won't end up on those weird porn sites knowing that this Kodak moment is for their eyes only. But...

All of those factors and concerns are at best weak-minded distractions from Peridot's overbearing camera shyness.

Lapis waves her phone over the vast smooth regions that is not entrapped with a shirt and panty. Peridot's face becomes so flushed to the point of her heart beating through her ears. She evades the looming gaze by turning her head away from the frame, but she could still see herself being studied carefully. She feels her girl's desire for her in her hungry attempt for a lewd movie, the longing for her flesh, and the unstoppable beads of excitement coursing between her legs.

"Man, I'm really going to miss teasing these handfuls I love so much," Lapis says lining up her upper body allowing the lens to focus. Lapis' freehand tugs the tail of her shirt to her neck. Peridot readjusted her head so her chin catches it so it would be out of the way and out of play. Peridot's darker colored nipples were standing at attention and have been after waking up from a hot night cuddle session.

Lapis takes one tit, filled in hand and allowed the sleek mound to gyrate with grip dug into her under boob. Peridot refrained from eye contact with both camera and her partner, a technique picked up when Lapis gets in the teasing mood. It's about denying the satisfaction to persuade her partner to knock it off and make her venture for Peridot's tending at full force. But Lapis got her teasings in too early making Peridot unsure in herself to plea an orgasm out of her. She fought to keep that demeanor by bringing a knuckle to the edge of her teeth bitting down on to it, hoping not to make any love peeps to fuel the beast residing in Lapis.

"Sorry Peri. I couldn't allow you to slip through my fingers before capturing this special moment we're sharing," Lapis grasps her face tilting it towards the camera. Peridot's knuckle slips along with that long awaited moan Lapis was working for. Lapis chuckles under her breath.

"You know I can send you videos like this one at a moments notice while I'm gone," Peridot clarifies. Lapis face reads skeptical and doesn't change.

"Pfft...you're not exactly screaming camera ready, yourself. Come on, loosen up babe and make love to me, but make love to the camera harder."

Peridot is not estranged to how Lapis is feeling on the inside at this point. She may not have understood it at first but this act is more for their relationship than just Lapis' fulfilling yet another fantasy.

It's this moment that Peridot realizes what this is all really for. Those lonely nights ahead suffering from longing for each other, where a fake but genuine kiss goodnight gets received through the other end of a video call.

It's this moment, where Lapis could relive and relieve herself to her most favored pass time... teasing the absolute shit out of Peridot. In this realization, Peridot regained the strength to endure Lapis for as long as she could and kept her pleasure at the mercy of her girlfriend and decided to play along.

Peridot no longer shot daggers at Lapis to remain her focus with the eye of the camera with the cutest "do me" eyes. Her hands gropes her own breasts, caressing them softly and made sure they are fully exposed. Taking the action further, Peridot uses the gaps between her fingers catching both of her nipples becoming painfully erect. The sensation overcame her, allowing a lustful swoon escape her lips.

The sight of Peridot toying with herself has always pleased Lapis, so capturing it on video puts an amused smile on her girlfriend's face. Lapis' free hand made its way down to clutch her bottom throughout Peridot's breakthrough performance. "Look who finally showed up for the big show, what brought that on?" Lapis asked as if she didn't already know her answer.

"It's your camera, it's doing things to me," Peridot reveals.

"Wow. I should've filmed us along time ago," Lapis proceeded by latching a hand over an unattended Peri boob.

"No time better than the present," Peridot managed to say before her whimpers became more vocal after getting worked. Lapis connects a few stray kisses along Peridot's neck becoming more extended and open because of the sharp pinch Lapis delivered on her minuscule teats. Not to mention the velvety sexual relief she receives after Lapis let's them loose.

"Ohhh, I can clearly see you enjoyed that, right," Lapis asked just for more dialogue in her short film.

Peridot could only mouth the word yes, when Lapis rolls her nips. Unsatisfied by Peridot's mode of answering, Lapis attempts to coax a lewd verbal answer out of her by slamming her palm hard on the right tit and states, "I'm sorry I didn't hear you the first time.

A sharp yelp was Peridot's necessary reaction and no it wasn't the hardest slap in the world but it stung enough to get a point across.

"Ow Fuck! I said yes, I really enjoyed it." Peridot peeves and cringed at the sudden mistreatment, "Why would you do that?"

"Oh shut it you love it," Lapis moves her mouth lower to the red marked boob and places gentle kisses along the irritated skin. Peridot rolls her eyes and stays quiet to the rhetorical statement, and breaths peacefully from the wet admirations Lapis gifted.

Lapis didn't stop there, her trail of kisses led her down to Peridot's abdominal section making Peridot's body experience an icy chill following. The camera dips downward for Lapis to smile at, her tongue dives into the crevice of her smol gf's belly button and laps up inside and out.

This area is one of many of Peridot's weak-points, she went wide eyed and her body turned against her in an effort for more.

"You are very lucky that I'm extra horny this morning," Peridot speaks out of breath.

Lapis only looks up and let's out a light chuckle and continued to dart her tongue. Then her tongue leaves, gridding downwards to hit the laced waistband of ruined panties. On Peridot's behalf her hips jolts out with unwarranted yelping.

Peridot grew hotter feeling the steam from Lapis breath overtake her crotch. She couldn't help herself to slide her thumbs into waistband hoping to take them out of existence. Lapis stops her, and clicks her tongue in disappointment. "Ah, ah, ahh Peri, Let me work my magic."

Lapis could see Peridot's vivid frustrations by the way her ass squirms and her pussy pounding through the fabric. Lapis slides her face to the valley between small legs. The familiar aroma was driving Lapis wild herself, her muzzle is practically hugging crotch because Peridot confines her with her thighs locking her place.

Lapis used her teeth to pluck at the panties in a teasing manner. It did earn a few squeals in protest out of the smaller woman. Then a wide eyed Peridot squeals harder than she has ever had this morning, when Lapis puckers her lips over the mound.

Peridot felt a lurch in stomach, she felt an orgasm surfacing just from well placed kisses over the damp kisses. Peridot grabs her lover's hair and reeled back in a high pitched scream, the beads of her excitement became more devastating as she rode out the apparent cum session brought upon her.

"Mmmmm..." Peridot wails, "I'm definitely going to miss that."

"It's not over yet, babe," Lapis shares, "The camera is still rolling."

Her love nectar spilled over her ass and the sheets under her. Peridot could've swore she almost passed out, her eyesight hazy, mouth agape. Then the stars came back into vision when Lapis slides her finger across the panties.

Lapis held her gaze, now using her hands in the mix. She probed a finger into her opening through the underwear. Peridot welcomes this action by grinding her hips into the digit to submerge it further. She continues to pump her finger like this, getting the action in center frame. Peridot felt ravenous, hoping to jet more juices. Until she abruptly stopped. Lapis presents her fingers closer to Peridot's face, Peridot watched as Lapis took the slippery substance into her mouth and rolls her tongue around it. To Peridot surprise, Lapis dips her finger into the pure flesh inside her loins, just to have her finger drenched when she pulls out.

"You taste absolutely incredible, Peridot," Lapis held her dripping finger towards Peridot's lips, " I wish I could bottle you up before you leave." Lapis pushes her finger through Peridot's own mouth for her to taste herself.

Peridot gladly sucked every last drop of her own essence off of Lapis.

"Okay I think I had my fill of teasing, take your panties off for me while I film you."

Peridot gasps at the sudden request and takes no time darting her hands at her panties and wiggles her hips viciously.Lapis stopped her, of course.

"Slowly," she requested, "with your legs up high."

Peridot followed directions and points her feet in the air. The sensual look of anguish washed over her face as she lifts her ass up, and tugs the material as slowly as she could possibly handle. The material sticks to her loins, when separated, thick syrupy lines of wet floundered upwards when the panties reached her knees.

A sight to be hold. Peridot all hot and bothered, loosing fluids at a rapid pace.

"My goodness, we'll have to call a plumber because I believe we found the leak," Lapis quips, "Your so fucking hot, it's downright adorable,"

"Lapisss..." Peridot became embarrassed.

The camera takes the image of Peridot's glazed privates, Lapis using her other hand spreads her girlfriend's labia apart in a full spread. She mirrors the lens closer until the frame was filled with a shiny pink. With her middle finger toying at her budded clit, Peridot developed a somewhat restless leg syndrome, each tug and pinch was enough to build upon a second coming. Usually, Lapis would have to carefully sort through the various lips of Peridot's sex just to find the clitoris. Nothing made her more proud by finding it right away, Peridot has never been this horny in her life and she knows it.

"Peridot this is a two-handed job," Lapis says handing her smartphone. Peridot doesn't hesitate taking the camera and now having Lapis in full display pointed at her crotch. Peridot didn't know which Lapis to look at, so she made sure Lapis on screen gets a good wide shot. Lapis licks the creases inside her hand and returned by keeping her palm flat on the tuft of pubis, her dominant finger found the clit again and pressed the nub deep.

All of this, including the seductive smile Lapis provided her, made the small one's temperature rise in stages. The supple Ah's and Oh's of Peridot cascades in high crescendo as Lapis takes her free hand to hold down a thigh and rubs supremely onto her folds. Like a darting, yet scrubbing motion, a personal favorite of Peridot, to have her entire opening serviced stroke by stroke was feeling she couldn't last from. Three minutes went by, Peridot becomes virtually breathless.

Until Lapis stoically dismissed her hand from the folds.

Peridot was stupidly close, her initial reaction got the best of her and she almost casted aspersions until she shut herself up when Lapis finally began to undress.

The sight was incredibly arousing for Peridot because Lapis' eyes never left the camera. It was also very frustrating feeling her almost orgasm dissipated within her, the poor thing couldn't touch herself at the moment with hands busy filming Lapis stripping her pajamas off in a sensual style.

Peridot makes sure to enjoy the show, it all began when Lapis spins around to bend down and slowly peels out of her pajama bottoms. Peridot caught herself drooling, as she favored this body, this long yet slender build. Lapis is completely nude and takes her time returning to bed with a little dance.

"Lay down flat for me," Lapis encourages, "I want you to feel me on top for a change."

Peridot would always be on top, but a slight change in their sexual routine made her even more moist just by hearing the request. She did what Lapis had asked of her by happily spreading her legs and folds for her girlfriends imminent arrival. A completely naked Lapis joins her in bed, climbing ass first the camera captures her folds and butthole panning closer in frame with every crawl of her knees.

"Wow!" Peridot murmurs, "If only I could capture that in 3D I would be set for awhile."

"Why don't I smother that pretty face of yours for the 4D treatment?" Lapis says looking back and spreading her ass apart.

"You can drive a hard counter bargain, Lazuli." Peridot praises.

Lapis pushes her pelvis out, her dripping wet coochie spilling an abundance of moisture over Peridot's petite chest. The hot visual made Peridot's libido grow, her hands occupied both cheeks and spreads her girlfriend wide. Lapis lowered her ass onto Peridot's open mouth.

"Mmmph!" Peridot managed to say with her lips pursed onto the entirety of Lapis' labia. Lapis stirs her hips on top of her in a full grind to get the entirety of stimulation spawning from Peridot's tongue work. She begins to moan softly out loud. Peridot found her partner tense up in her face, when her tongue slips inside her vaginal opening. Lapis' walls construct around the wet muscle and makes her wail upon entry. Lapis felt herself close on the gates already, she embarrassingly came from Peridot's quickly paced ravenous love making, shooting spurts of juice along the sides of Peridot's face.

Peridot tapped her hand in the dimple of Lapis' ass cheek for air. Lapis lifts her butt and turns to see Peridot, gasping for air.

"I need a life jacket if we're gonna do that again," Peridot jokes.

"No need," Lapis takes the camera and it was still recording at the 21 minute mark, "I'm going lower."

After what has been said, Lapis shortly ducks downward and hiked Peridot's legs in the air, and points her phone inward. Lapis carefully maneuvers one leg inside Peridot's gap and sits on top of her now mashing privates together in a sexual union.

Now the two girls are face to face with each other.

"Did you enjoy my cum?" Lapis asked using the camera to record an answer, Peridot couldn't breathe the word yes and only nods during her girlfriend scraping herself against her. Lapis takes it upon herself to lick the remains of her ejaculate off of Peridot's face. The lewd attention brought Peridot closer and it looks like she survived a flash flood. Her blonde locks were matted with sweat on her forehead and every exasperated breath she took was a bit shaky in nature.

Lapis' rough pubic hairs sent a delightful tingle throughout Peridot's swollen mound, making her moans grow longer. She began to grind herself underneath the taller girl. The wet smacking sounds of their slits are prominent and filling the decibels inside Lapis' bedroom. Lapis pushes herself faster, using the fulcrum of her hips at such a speed Peridot has never experienced or even witnessed.

Peridot's screams became overpowered and in Lapis' succession sends Peridot over the edge into yet another gut busting orgasm. Her sounds of ecstasy and her sexually satisfied face was enough for Lapis to get coaxed into cumming again. Their bodies still grinding against one another caused multiple spurts of cum to shoot from the pressure they were holding.

Lapis picks up her phone and taps twice on the screen to switch to the selfie camera. She flips around to lay next to a recovering Peridot. There she was filmed kissing along her girlfriend's face to bring her back to life. Peridot looks up and cringed after seeing her post sex state on screen. "That was...very intense." Peridot breathes.

"I'll say." Lapis says swirling a finger over her chest, " Let's become private porn stars together, so you don't have to move away!"

"Lapis!" Peridot says sternly.

"Don't worry I'm just kidding, we are our only audience as far as I'm concerned," Lapis made sure they're both in frame, "Do you have anything to tell the future me when I inadvertently miss you in the near future."

Peridot takes the camera and begins to speak, "Hello Lapis. If you are ever wondering if I'm bored in class or up all night studying and still thinking of you, know that I always keep you in mind with everything I do. Because, I love you, more than anything in this upside down world. You are very precious to me and I thank the universe for bringing us close. Oh! And I can't wait to come back home to you."

Lapis began tearing up again, and tilts Peridot's chin facing her own. Pulling her naked waist closer to her own, for an intimate open-mouth kiss that went on for awhile until they waved and signed off, ending the video.