Johnny could only recount seeing his ex-girlfriend this broken up two other times in the four years of knowing Lulu Spencer, Johnny frowned as he knelt down to her level.

"You heard everything I said? Oh god!" Lulu began to wail, embarrassment and depression filled her voice as tears fought their way down her ivory face.

"Lu, it's okay. Let me hold you." Johnny sighed lowering himself to the ground beside her, pulling her tiny, shuddering frame into his arms.

"I'm so weak, Johnny. Why won't he get off his ass and help me? I don't understand. I've done everything right-EVERYTHING! I kept his stupid identity a stupid secret. I never get anything I want-not from him!" She cried into his shoulder, each sob breaking Johnny's heart.

"I don't know baby. You wanna tell me what's going on? Falconeri might not care but, I do. I'm worried. About you." Johnny kissed her head, not removing his arms from around her.

"I'm dying, Johnny. I was diagnosed with Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia in early 2009…shortly after I got out of Shadybrooke. I didn't want to tell you back then…you had so much on you're plate. I didn't want to be a burden on you. I went into remission so it wasn't a big deal-you know? The day Maxie and Spinelli got engaged, the cancer came back…I've been battling it ever since." Lulu revealed, wiping at her face.

"Lulu…my god. I wish you would have told me…you know I could have gotten you the best medical care there is. That's what I'm going to do. I'm going to help you." Johnny decided, the news not fully settling in yet.

"I know better than to argue with you." Was all she said.

"For once." Johnny chuckled, looking down at her…knowing that he would devote all of his time to Lulu. Olivia was the furthest thing from his mind…which is why they would never last.