Author's note : Hi sorry I hate these to but just want to tell you I mean no offence and all the info I got was from sites made by people with the same differences (I don't want to say disables because they aren't.)

Chapter I

new girls in Paris

Kaos hold your self together I told myself as I waited for my parents to finish telling the head teacher all the stuff I can't explain. I squeezed my old squishy

(yes I know its 2022 but its still helps)

"Kaos?" my mum called hopefully

"coming" I responded with as much energy as possible

"So I reviewed Kaos record and she has 3 conditions. correct?"The head teacher asked

"She has ,autism and ADHD, she is also deaf but has hearing aids that work" My dad said in his 'my daughter is perfectly fine tone'

"Right,"the head teacher said "Despite that we would still like to welcome you to Françoise Dupont high school" Well to say mum was ecstatic was an under statement. I got rejected by 5 schools because my conditions would be to 'distracting' for the other students to handle. Well what about me I need a school but luckily this school accepted me so I went home and got ready for next week when I would start school. Oh yeah I still need to tell you about me. Well I am Danielle Yilmaz (Dani is my nick name) I am half Turkish . Now I am sure you must have heard of autism or ADHD let me explain anyway

so ADHD stands for attention deficit hyperactivity disorder I have inattentive type of ADHD which means I have a lot of these symptoms : miss details and easily distracted get bored quickly, have trouble focusing on single task, have difficulty organize thoughts, loses pens and pencils, easily moving as if day dreaming and has trouble following directions. Now my autism makes it hard for me to really interact with other people like I take things literally and I need extra time to process things I often like alone time when there is a a lot of people, I am over sensitive to light so sometimes things are distorted and to noise as well so I often when there is lots of noise sound get distorted to and it all over laps so I can't concentrate because I can't cut out background noise but an ironic thing is I am over sensitive to touch which means Id don't really like physical touch or certain fabrics , and guess what there is more you might be bored s this is my life so deal with it but if you do want to skip go until you see some writing in bold. Now I am over sensitive to balance like I am not very good and P.E and I have difficulty stopping quickly and get car sick. I am over sensitive to body awareness like I move my whole body to look at things and can't do small things like shoelaces, I am also very focused on a cartoon called teen titans and stuff like that and I often draw scenes from it, but my least favourite things we have meltdown / shutdowns this Is when I lose control of my temper and behaviour because I was over whelmed this can cause me to shout, scream, cry, kick, hit, and bite that is a meltdown a shutdown is just switching off.

Anyway, I got out of the car on my first day wearing my old over sized hoodie, denim shorts with black tights under and some trainers. A Asian girl came up to me.

"Hi your Danielle right?" she asked

"Yeah but you can call me Dani."I responded

"Nice to meet you Dani I am Marinette" Marinette said

After she showed me around the school she brought me to the classroom.

"This is our class" she said opening the door " That's our teacher miss bustier and those our classmates." with that she sat down.

"would you like to introduce yourself?" Miss bustier asked

"uh ok I am Dani I moved from a village in the south of France I am autistic, have ADHD and I am nearly Deaf but my hearing aids work enough to hear a normal volume." I stand there unsure of what to do. Miss bustier gestured to a seat at the back and I sat down next to a long brown haired girl.

"Hi I am Lila." The girl said. I started as her why would she need to say that I didn't want to know her I am here to learn I squished my frog squishy.

"You know I have tinnitus" she said obviously trying to get my attention. Once again I stared at her blankly. She turned away obviously disappointed with my reaction.

Meanwhile

"Hello Shadow moth"

"WHO ARE YOU? HOW DID YOU GET IN HERE?!"
"I am an ally."

Chapter 2

I sat in my parents bakery all morning, they tried to encourage me to go out and see the city but I refused I had already seen the main landmarks what else was there to look for. I went up to my bed room and looked at a couple of my pictures. I picked up my favourite picture, it was of me sitting on the wall in my best friends garden behind me is a field fill the with yellow flowers. A lonely tear roll down my face. Lonely, just like me. Suddenly I saw it a purple butterfly going towards me. I quickly caught it in a jar along with my marbles it was a akuma.

"MUM! DAD?!" I yelled urgently, they ran up the stairs to see what I was yelling about they were just as stunned as me. I called a girl who gave me her number she had some bug blog or something like that maybe she could help.

"How come she has not been akumatised yet?" Shadow moth asked himself.

"Because she is determined I have not seen a fire like this many times before don't give up"

"Wow" the girl (who I learnt was called Alya ) exclaimed " you really caught an akuma!"

"really?" I responded

"really" she said smiling at me "Do you mind if I take this for the ladybug since I follow her a lot I could get her to purify this "

"O-of course" I said handing the jar nervous in case the akuma got out. " see you tomorrow." And I did, see her tomorrow I mean I mean what else would I mean sorry.

"Hi Dani ." Alya said waving me over

"uh hi" I said nervously these girls chattered for a while about something or other it was honestly hard to tell when I finally tuned back in I heard.

" We are going to have a house 3 kids and a hamster called-" one girl was blabbering

"wait what" I responded very confused

"she is talking about her plans with Adrein!" a short hair blonde girl chimed

" have your hearing aids stopped working or something" a pink haired girl said

of course people always act like this I just turned around and walked away to do some drawing I am not very good but it is still fun. Soon I heard everyone heading to class so I joined sitting down next to that Lila I didn't really like Lila she acted like I was supposed to care in a famous person I didn't like wrote a song for hear or she had tinnitus. It's not my problem I can't solve it. I started working on my maths but everything was so distracting the tapping of the pens and pencils the notes the whispers I just ended up zoning out I guess because next thing I know someone is telling me its P.E or something. I headed down to the changing rooms to get ready. Then I found out we were doing an obstacle course in P.E which I hated even more because my autism makes it hard for me to stop quickly so when it comes after running I normally fall on top or something or someone I tried to explain it to the teacher but he told me lots of people are clumsy and to get in line.

It ended with a fall so I was running and the heardles were next and I knew so I tried to stop but I fell onto the metal heardles which knocked my hearing aids out and there were lanes for 3 teams and the both people on both sides stepped on them. So I was left with hardly any sound on the hard floor all bruised and cut. I heard a quite whisper

"Dani? Dani?" I could see a few of the girls above me and there mouths moving.

"My hearing aids?" I said my voice barely audible even to myself. A couple of people helped me up to the nurse's office and I stayed there for the rest of the day great.