AUGUST 20, 2014-AUGUST 21, 2014
Mrs. Grey and Franklin A. Lambert *Ana's biological father*, and Mr. Grey~{Mrs. Grey's suite and no scene of time/in limbo}
Fast asleep with my Baby in her hospital bed and with my free arm still wrapped around her carefully. Still unconscious, but brain kicks on which makes me start to come too because of a bright light that is shinning. I slowly get up and looks around my new surroundings, but not sure where I am. So, I follow the bright light that's shining. As I follow the light, the path underneath me feels smooth and flat. As I continue walking, I hear a voice calling out to me saying [Mommy where are you, can you hear me? Its Teddy mommy]. Hears my Buddy and calls back out to him [TEDDY BUDDY WHERE ARE YOU? AM HERE BUDDY!]. [Am here mommy please come and play with me]. Starts running, trying to get to Theodore, but not even sure if am even going in the right direction to where he is because I can't barely see anything in front of me and everything around me looks the same. Keeps running and I continue to hear Buddy saying [Mommy come please, sissy need you too!]. As am running trying to get to my kids, I trip over something and tries to get up, but can't so just lays there and cries my eyes out. Watching my dear Sweet-Pea that is all grown up now from the corner of the light that I so want to help, but can't make myself go to her because am afraid she won't know who I am since I die the day after she was born. Looks for my friend Franklin and him watching something so decides to give him a little shove to get him out of the light and go to his daughter that we has been watching over together since we both die. With the help of my friend, I come out of the corner of the bright light and goes to where my Sweet-Pea laying and crying even though really scared to approach her. Still crying as I lay on the hard floor in front of the bright light.
Once I get to my Sweet-Pea, I say as I hold out a hand to her [Anastasia my Sweet-Pea, let me help you up]. As I continue to cry, I hear somewhat of a familiar male voice who saids my name, but not sure who the voice belongs too. I take the person hand still looking down as I get up with person help. Watches her and as she takes my hand, I grab her hand tightly back as I help her up. On my feet, I say [Thank you!] then I look up to the man and ask [Do I know you sir and how do you know my name?]. [Maybe this will help you remember Anastasia my Sweet-Pea] starts singing a song that I wrote for her and sang to her when she was in the womb of her mother Carla and right after she was born when I got to hold her. Looks at man confused then closes my eyes and concentrates on the song that he is singing. As he gets halfway through the song, it dawns on me and I say in cracked voice [DA..DDY?]. I look at my daughter in the eyes and saids [Hello my daughter, my Sweet-Pea Anastasia!]. In a stage of shock as I continue to look at my biological father in the eyes for the first time in my adult life, but goes to him and hugs him tight. Hugs her back not wanting to let her go. Continues to hug my true father and saids [Daddy how is this possible? Your supposed to dead!]. [I know my Sweet-Pea and am sad to say that I am dead Anastasia]. [Wait if you are dead, does that mean am dead too daddy?] looks at Franklin with concern eyes. [Shhh my daughter! Anastasia even though I am dead, you are not Sweet-Pea!]. [Daddy I don't understand if your dead and am not how is that possible?]. We start walking toward the light, but we never let go of each other hands and saids [Anastasia my beautiful daughter, you are in LIMBO which means you are in a waiting decision or resolution and that's why I am here with you sweet-pea. I was sent to you, to help you make a decision].
We get to brightest part of the light that takes us both to the afterlife. Stops to face Anastasia and takes her hands in both of mine then saids [Anastasia my precious sweet baby girl. This where our journey ends! This is where you must make your decision]. Looks at daddy, as I hold his hands in mine and ask him [What decision daddy?]. [Anastasia Sweet-Pea, if we continue together into the light, we both move into the afterlife. Which means your physical body dies and you can't ever return to the physical world once you have crossed over with me or you can head back the other way and return to your life that you have that am not in. The choice is solely up to you Anastasia my daughter. So, what is your decision my daughter?]. Listening as tears start to fall and saids [I don't want to lose you again Daddy because I never got to know you, but am not ready to leave my husband and my two beautiful children that I have]. [I don't want to lose you either my precious daughter, but I completely understand]. Moves a little in my sleep, moving closer to my Baby and saids in my sleep [PLEASE ANASTASIA BABY COME BACK TO ME!]. As we stand at the brightest part of the light, I hear them calling out to me from the light then looks at my daughter and saids [I must go back now my daughter, they are calling me to return now, but let me say this to you. I am so sorry that I was never there for you Sweet-Pea. It was just freak accident that got me killed during my marine combat training. I always wanted to be there for you and your mother Carla. I am so proud of what you have become and accomplished in your life so far Anastasia. Please remember we may be far apart, but I am always with you and watching over you and your family my daughter] places my hand over her heart then kisses her forehead. As tears continue to fall, I listen to Daddy and when he places his hand over my heart, I place my hand over his and saids [I know Daddy and I don't blame. I will always love you. I must go back too because I can hear my husband calling me back to him]. Nods because I can hear him too then gives her kiss on her forehead. Turns to face the light and starts walking into it. Before the light can fully take me, I call back to my daughter [REMEMBER MY DAUGHTER, I WILL ALWAYS BE WATCHING OVER YOU AND YOUR FAMILY, YOUR MOTHER, AND RAYMOND! PLEASE TELL RAY THAT I SAIDS THANK YOU FOR TAKE SUCH GREAT CARE OF YOU MY DAUGHTER AND THAT I AM INTERNALLY GREATFUL FOR HIM STEPPING INTO MY SHOES AND RAISED YOU AS HS OWN DAUGHTER AND YOU INTO THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND AZAMING WOMAN THAT YOU ARE TODAY. I LOVE YOU MY ANASTASIA ROSE STEELE MY SWEET-PEA]. Watches him go farther into the light as tears continue to fall and call back to him [I KNOW DADDY AND I WILL DADDY! THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DADDY WE ALL MISS YOU. WE WILL CONTINUE TO THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY]. Continue walking and after few moments am back in the afterlife now with my good friends and family members that are here too with me. Continues watching then after a few moments the bright light disappears and I start running in the opposite direction and as I run feels something happening to me and...
