Ya know, for some damn fvked up reason, every time I walk outside, my mind is filled with blood
Blood-fucking-shed
I see people doing something, and I imagine either beating them, killing them, put them in a fked up position of a state
I do not know what the hell is this suppose to be
Depression? Nah, I've gone well beyond that fked up state condition of mine
Hold up emotions? Doubt so, but from what I have lived throughout and recall my painful memories of fking hypocrites around? Its a possibility.
I may have become a sociopath or a psychopath
Weird because I still have morals and I aint liking on killing
Huh, yeah this might be the cause of holding in my rage
Havent released any of them for quite a time
Its literally impossible to show them away, around my place? Its impossible to get a quiet place
Unless your in the mountains with no one around for 1-1.2km radius around here, its impossible
I have calmed down, but images of bloodied corpses of whomever I look upon? Its fking bullshit
Curse? Nah, I dont believe such shit. Now possession, that is real asf
But we aint going spirits on that shit, I dont wanna go that deep into the dark
Im keeping my soul, spirit, living embodiment, or whatever, away from evilness
Im not going CHAOS around
fk them
But aside from those crap, this condition is going to be a problem later in the future
Because one day I will be facing those problems, and dealing with those in a... much more bloody way
Compliments to the chief to the one who gave me this tasty meat from gift
Heheheh...
Time to remain hopeful now
