Cant handle this?
Heh, looking back on my nonsense tantrums, I really look like a spoiled child that got his toy being taken away.
I would like to remove them and this whole thing, but...
I'll leave it be.
As a reminder for myself, and to those who are experiencing in this type of bullshit.
Dont lie, all of you have been wanting to vent their emotions out, and for me, this is one of those.
But its not enough is it?
Writing out your vents? Its not enough.
It never feels enough.
It removes it, but only some. To such little extent of spacious fking restraint of conflicted emotions.
A person who you may have known for a long time, has turned their belief away to something logical yet outrageous.
Supremacy.
Fking Supremacy.
Unless this is going to be WH40k Imperial Supremacy, then its going fuck all.
While I do have my skeptics in my own chosen faith, I really do...
But to something like this?
Even when with evidences, facts, and common sense brought up into such stupid ideology?
Fking Asian Supremacy?
I cannot make his name known, but this is all i can put out. Despite such... 'friendship' relationship that I have to him, the man has been through such fucked up childhood that he dont wish to remember the past, only the future.
Hates his own father, doesnt trust mother, former religion he now doubts turns to another idealogy of Asian Supremacy.
I cannot blame him for that.
Both him and I have many differences.
Faith and Belief is one of them.
Hah, to think that my odd hobby on betraying my comrades would turn around. It feels... Like something burning. Its like the branches of fuel being burnt away, wasted for the bonfire of beacon.
Complaining would be the word for this... thing.
This is about me, and my friend, and my belief on the whole thing.
From my point of view, he is disillusioned by the harsh reality of the world. Aggressive in a way, knows nothing of neutrality as the right way and neither is being defensive.
Everyone has their own values to hold up, and mine is against his.
I'm not sure if the people in the group (which I'm also part of, invited by said friend) are old. Like, life old. Experienced in life long lasting than the youths.
Whole of Asia is united, in my stand point, maybe. I'm not fond in world politics, so I am blind in that shit.
But to have another war, another fucking war of having Asians being the supreme fucking race of the whole earth?
That I cannot stand. The facts and evidences are there, but such fucking sense is what I cannot stand.
But he made so many points.
Foreigners came to our countries, just for what? Single, but mostly for fucking. Exotic fking 'tastes'. You all know what i fking mean.
Prostitutes, if you all are fucking dense. Foreigners coming here and fking asian people. Technically our people since I'm asian...
Then again, let them. Lord has given them free will, so let them.
While the Supremacists simply just want to revive that stupid hate in the past, just to want to gain superiority over all, purposely the whole world.
Im not the only one dealing with this sht of a kind in the whole wide world.
And time to do protocol "I dont give a fuck, I made a oath in my life and I cannot withheld it..."
