'You are a useless useless useless child'
'The most useless child in the would'
...
"I know..."
'Then why don't you do something about it'
"I've tried, my ultimate goal has always been to prove the court, my father and everyone wrong! To show them that I can be a great emperor just like my father. You know that."
'And yet you always fail to succeed'
...
*Glass stattering*
Blood spilled down on to the floor, painting it with a pretty blue color. The owner of the blue blood stared at the wound with no emotion,they didn't know why, but it felt like they deserved it.
Warz Gill is useless at a couple things and he knew it, but he wasn't useless at everything.
He was just useless at fighting, planning, communicating-
Maybe he is useless at a lot of things...
The young prince walked out of his room and witness two Gormin Sailors talking crap about him. He wasn't surprised nor sad as this was normal for him, but what did annoy him was the fact that when the Gormin Sailors saw him they just pretened that they respected him by bowing and greeting him. Warz just didn't understand, if they didn't like him then why do they pretend to. Why do they pretend to like and respect him when they clearly don't. He just wanted them to at least be honest with him, if they hated him , he doesn't want them to pretend to like him.
'Weak link'
'Wimp'
'A total laughing stock to the Zangyack Empire'
'Disgrace to the royal family'
'Ignore it, ignore it'
Warz told himself, sure he was used to this but it didn't make it hurt any less. The words that people used to described him made him feel useless, they repeat in his head constantly. He just wants them to go away...
'Come, come, I'll protect you.'
The young prince looked up to see Damarasu extend his hand towards him, Warz smiled slightly knowing that Damarasu would never lie nor think of him that way.
At least that's what he thought before he eavesdroped on the conversation between his father and Damarasu.
Liar, he was a lying bastard. Why did he lie, he had no reason to lie and yet he did. Many people doubted his ability to do anyting so it wouldn't have bothered him a lot if Damarasu also doubted him. But it did, because he lied.
Warz went though some old boxes to find something that he needed, in one of the boxes he found a microphone. He picks it up and caressed it. It was fake but it brought back some memories of him and his mother. His mother was kind, beautiful, generous and more. She was the only one he knew that believed in him, loved him, cared about him. She always supported him in everything he did even if it was stupid...
But she isn't with him anymore.
'Crack'
The microphone broke in his hand, the sharp plastic cut in to his hand as blood flows down from the wound to the floor.
Why does this feel familiar.
The young prince has always tried his best in everything he did, especially in making strategies to defeat the Space Pirates. But his plans always fail and he always has to rely on someone to be able to completed something correctly. He hates that, he hates that he can't be independent, 21 years olds and still act like a 5 year old child that always make a fool out of themselves.
He hates it so much.
Warz has regrets, but the biggest regret he has is eavesdropping on conversations. Curiosity kills the cat they say, in this case curiosity killed his confidents and happiness. He had always thought that people actually cared about him but ever since he started eavesdropping on conversations, he learned that no one cared about him except for his father...hopefully. He just hoped that he will be able to prove them wrong one day.
'You are a useless useless useless child'
"Can't you just shut up"
'Just stop thinking of yourself like this and I will'
...
"I can't"
'You are a useless useless useless child'
"Just be quiet!"
'I'm not saying anything, it's your mind playing tricks on you. Making you think I'm talking when I'm not unless you are talking.'
Now we see who the young prince has been talking to.
A mirror
He has been talking to a mirror and the mirror is the one who keeps calling him a 'useless child'. Warz hang his head low as tears welled up in his eyes, he didn't even know why he was tearing up.He was used to this, being called useless not everyday,he's really thankful when he avoids it,but he was used to it , he wanted to cry but he doesn't have any reason to, but he still wanted to. He was on the verge of tears.
'Don't cry , don't cry'
