I'm going to try

Santana pulls up in front of Scholar Preparatory Academy, waiting for Peter to get out of school. She looked at her phone, seeing she got a text from Brittany.

2:40PM from Britt-Britt

Thank you for hanging out with me today. I'm going to make dinner..I just want to know what you want?

2:45PM sent Britt-Britt

Whatever you want. You know maybe I should just pick something up for you?

Santana put down her phone, thinking about her plan of winning Brittany back. She didn't want to try so hard but she needed her, not because Brittany is pregnant but because she has treated the blonde like shit. The brunette wasn't like this before. I was just Raymond and why the fuck him. Her thoughts were interrupted by a loud knock on the car door window. She rolled down her window.

"Hi, I'm Emma Philsberry, I think we met before", the ginger head woman said.

"Oh yes, I am coming to pick up Peter"

"Well I just came to inform you that we stop letting the kid's walk out to the cars. The parents come in and get them", Emma paused,"I see you don't come up here often"

Santana didn't like that comment but she had to play nice, I mean she is in front of her son's school. "Yea I work alot, but thanks" she opened her car door. She got out and start walking toward the school hoping that the ginger won't follow her. Unfortunately she did.

"Wait are you Peter's other mother?" the annoying woman asked.

"Yes I am. Problem?", Santana said opening school door.

"No I just asking. I'm sorry if I'm being pushy I just want to learn about my student's life's outside of school",she cleared her throat,"Make sure they are safe you know?"

"Yea I understand. Well good that you make sure that your student's are in good hands", She turned to the lady in the receptionist area,"Peter Lopez, please" Emma walked away.

The lady paged for the little boy. Santana stood for a little bit until she heard, "Mami!", she turns and see her little man.

"Hey mijo" she hugged him."How was school little man?"

He let go of her and said "Good, where's mommy?"

Santana acted like she was hurt, "You not happy to see me, well then!"

The blonde hair boy hugged his mom's leg, "Noooo I miss you. Mommy always pick me up"

That made the gangster look down sadly at him, "Yea I know but I promise you going to see me more", she bends down to pick him up,"I promise mijo", the little boy nodded,"Good now let's get home and see what mommy wants to do with dinner".


When Santana opened the front door of the house Peter screamed,"Mommy!"

The Latina laughed and said,"Come down and lower your voice mister"

Brittany came out of the kitchen,"Now who was screaming for me?", looking at Peter.

Peter ran up and hugged her, "Me mommy."

Brittany hugged back and said "Hey little one, how was your day?"

"It was good. Guess what?" he smiled at the blonde.

"What?"

"Mami picked me up"

This made Brittany look at Santana," Yea I know sweetie", she looked back at Peter, "What you want to eat for dinner baby?"

"Can we have pizza?", The dirty blond hair boy said with a pout,which obviously he got from Brittany.

"Sure baby",she smiled,"Why don't you go take a bath, while i call the pizza guy."

"Thanks mommy" he ran off to the bathroom.

"Stop running" Brittany laughed and walked back to the kitchen to grab her cellphone.

Santana followed behind her,"So I wanted to talk to you about the baby?"

Brittany turned around,"What about the baby?"

"Well have you like seen a doctor yet or", she cleared her throat,"I just want to know when the appointments are and umm stuff."

Brittany smiled,"Well not yet. I'm going to have to make one when Peter is at school, so he doesn't have to go or someone has to babysit him"

"Oh okay just making sure I know so I can get you there or we can go separately", Santana looks up at the blonde,"I just want to be there. You know."

"Yes i understand" she smiled.

"Also when are we telling Peter?"

Brittany didn't think about that, she ran her hands through her blonde hair,"I think after we see the doctor, okay"

"Okay umm can I ask you one more thing?" she looks down scared.

"Sure, Santana"

"I was wondering if after we have dinner, umm if we can just talk me and you, like we use to but not with the weed, you know because your pregnant. I might be," then she looked at Brittany, "I mean if you don't want me to I want."

The blonde remembered when they had those talks, they was usually high. They would stay up and just talk about anything, that's when Santana didn't work so much.


Flashback 4 years ago

Santana was opening up the window, while Brittany was sitting on the bed. They just got Peter to go to sleep. The gangster had on a grey tank top and black baggy sweatpants. The blonde had on a over-sized t-shirt with no under garments. It was time for there usual 'talk'. That's when they get baked after a long day and just talk about whatever.

Santana came over to the bed with her stash,"You ready baby?", rolling the blunt and looking at Brittany.

"Yea" she nodded.

The brunette lit the blunt and put in her mouth, she took a hit letting it fill her mind, passing it to Brittany. Santana started coughing while Brittany was taking a hit. The blonde's eyes were already red, she always had low tolerance.

Santana laughs "Baby, what you want to talk about tonight?"

Brittany thought really hard about it and said," How about marriage?"

Santana was taking a hit when she said it, her eyes widen and started coughing badly. When she stopped, she looked at her, "Seriously?". Brittany nodded." Well I mean I've thought about it but, you know this is a dangerous life and I just don't want to let you down"

"Let me down?"

Santana put out the blunt,"I mean like, I don't want you to wake up one morning thinking you want to be with someone who doesn't have to work dangerously or", she stopped.

"Or what babe?", Santana didn't answer she just kept looking at the bed,"Tell me, please."

"You want to be with a man or a woman with all her parts"

Brittany grabbed Santana's hands,"Babe look at me", the brunette looked at her,"I would never do that, you know that right. I love you and only you."

"I just don;t know what I would do if you left me or to-took Peter with you. I think I would lose my mind."

"I would never do that", Brittany laid down and pulled Santana with her,"Listen to me, I love you and I would never,never going to leave you. I promise."

"Really?", she sounded scared and vulnerable.

She hated seeing Santana like this,"Yes forever and always", the gangster stayed quiet after that. "You want to talk about anything else."

"Yea, umm what about my anger? I know sometimes it get out of hand, but I would never hurt you know that right?", Santana was referring to what happened a couple of days ago. She cussed this man out for looking at Brittany, then ignored Brittany for the whole day.

"I just want you to talk to me before you react like that okay?", looking down at Santana, who was now laying on Brittany's chest,"So we can talk it out, I'm here for you"

"I just don't know what happens it's like my pride takes over and I'm a different person. I'm so sorry for what I did", lifting off of Brittany."I'm so sorry"

"It's okay. I just want you to talk to me first,okay?"

"Okay I will, I love you" giving Brittany a kiss.

The blonde kissed back,"I love you too"


"Can I think about it?" Brittany didn't want to agree right away.

"Yea okay, sure", she paused,"Well I'm going to go check on Peter" walking out of the kitchen.

Brittany called the pizza place to order the pizza. After she went to the living room and sat on the couch. She closed her eyes, falling asleep. She woke up from a knock on the door, sighed and walked toward the door. Opening it There was the pizza guy,"That would be 16.50", handing the pizza to Brittany.

"Hold on, give me a second", putting the pizza on the kitchen table, walking back, pulling the twenty dollar bill out of her pocket,"Keep the change", handing him the money.

"Thank ma'am, have a nice day", he leaves and she shuts the door.

"Guys, Pizza's here!", the blonde screams. Santana and Peter walked in the kitchen quickly.

Brittany was about to get plates, when Santana stopped her, "Hey how about you sit down and I make the plates, If you want?"

"Yea, sure", the blonde smiled. Brittany sat at the table with Peter, waiting for the brunette to pass out the pizza. When the plate was placed in front of her, she dug in.

They enjoyed there dinner,"I'm done!", Peter screamed.

His parents laughed and Brittany said," Calm down. Hey you want to go over Uncle Puck's tonight?"

"Yes!", he hopped out his chair and hugged Brittany.

"How about you go pack and I'll call him okay?"

"Okay mommy", he ran away.

"Every time I tell him to stop running, he keeps doing it", the blonde laughed.

"Yea", Santana laughed with her,"Does that mean we are going to have are talk?", she ask hopeful, but she didn't want to seem desperate.

"Yes, Santana and you can smoke if you want", she looked in the brown orbs,"Just don't get to high you know? Don't want you to fall asleep to early", she smiled.

"Yea you right", she said. Brittany pulled out her cellphone and Santana stopped her, "Hey umm I'll call him", the blonde looked at her confused," So I can talk to him about business, hoping he didn't fuck up already" she laughs.

Brittany laughs also,"Okay well I'm going to leave you alone and I'm going to help Peter", she gets up and walks to Peter's room."Hey munchkin, you need help?"

"No mommy I got it. I'm a big boy now", the five year old boy said.

Brittany smiled,"You mommy's big boy aren't you?"

"Yes", he was still packing his bag.

Brittany smiled, her and Santana really raised him well. He was getting big, in a month he would be six. The blonde thought she was going to cry at the wonderful little boy that was in front her right now. She looked at Peter and saw that he was just staring at her, "What is it baby?"

"Are you crying mommy?", he sadly asked.

"No baby" she smiled,"I'm just really happy okay", The blonde hugged the smaller one,"You done packing", he nods his head,"What did you get your toothbrush?", she gets up knowing the answer to the question, walking towards the bathroom. She grabs the toothbrush off the sink and hands it to him,"Here now put that in your bag and I think you are all set. Let's see what your Mami is doing", she said grabbing Peter's bag with one hand and with other holding the smaller blonde's hand.

They walk back into the living room when they hear Santana talking,"So did you visit the Johnson's, yet?", she paused,"Okay good umm, thanks, Puck for all your help. Hey is everything planned. Okay thanks. I'll see you in 10. Bye" She put her cellphone in her pocket. The gangster sighed not noticing her girlfriend and son. "You can do this Santana. You got this." She blew out her nose, opened her mouth until Peter interrupted her.

"Mami, what you doing?", he asked, smiling bashfully.

Surprise by his voice she turned really quickly,"Oh, nothing little man. Come here", he ran to her, Brittany chuckled at him running. Santana picked him up,"You already to see uncle Pucky?"

"Yes, I'm excited!"

Santana smiled at that,"Good,, because there excited for you too. How about you play some video games, while we wait", he nodded his head excitedly,"Basketball or Football", she already knew the answer, she just loved asking it.

"Mama! Basketball duh" he answered.

She laughed and put him down,"Okay let's play", they both walk to the living room. Santana got the controllers and turned on the game system.

Brittany watched from a far and saw happy they looked playing the game system. She remember when they use to do this all the time, when Santana and her just got it. Peter was obsessed with it. The blonde sigh happily, looking at the scene.


Brittany and Santana walked to their bedroom. Peter just got picked up, and it was now time for their 'talk'. Santana look for her stash, while Brittany sits on the bed, looking at her. When the gangster found her stash, walking over to the bed to sit next to Brittany, she took out a swisher sweet. After breaking it open, she licked the corners, Brittany looked at her tongue. Brittany mesmerized her tongue, remembering how that same tongue use to be in her. She didn't even realized Santana had stop, and was looking at her.

"Hey", the brunette smiled.

"Hi". Brittany said looking embarrassed.

"Okay I'm going to start because you know you can't smoke", she lights the blunt and takes a hit, inhaling, exhaling. Brittany watched the smoke come from her mouth. The brunette take 5 more hits,"So do you want to start or me?"

"I would like to thanks",she paused to get whatever she was trying to say in a nice way without starting an argument,"Do you remember last time we talked?"

"Yes", Santana thought about that moment,"Wow that was such a long time ago", she took some more hits, feeling her high.

"Do you remembered what we talked about?", the blonde wanted Santana to know what happened back then, so they can fix what was happening between them now.

"Yea, why?", her high was leaving her confused.

Brittany cleared her throat," We talked about your anger, remember?", Santana put out the blunt and looked at the blonde and nodded her head,"I still don't understand why you never talk to me when you get that way."

"It's because I see red and I'm ready to hurt you like you hurt me", she paused, realizing what she just said,"Not physically hurt you, you know I could never put my hands on you."

Brittany knew that was right, every time Santana would get mad, she would say vicious words but never touch her,"Yea I know. I just want to help you so we don't end up like we just was."

"I know. I am truly sorry for what I did. For everything. With the drinking and coming home late and by the way I never cheated on you when I came home late", she looked the blonde right in her eyes, so she knew she was telling the truth,"I would actually be at events and getting money. I could never cheat on you again. I know what I did with Rebecca was... was stupid," she looked away from Brittany and just stared at the bed,"I don't know what was going through my mind. I was mad about Robert and how you met with him with him with out talking to me. Which hurt", she looked back at Brittany,"It hurt me bad and I needed to get you back. I don't know." Brittany took her hand and held it.

"I would never cheat on you either. But when I really did forget to tell you. Everything was happening so fast", she squeezed the brunette's hand,"Think before you do something like that again. I haven't forgiven you yet but I can see that you are changing."

"Thank you, Brittany", Santana smiled.

"But I think you should see someone", that made Santana take her hand away,"Babe just listen to me for a sec."

"Talk to who? A therapist?", Brittany nodded, the brunette got off the bed and walked to the dresser and looked in the mirror,"You think I'm crazy?"

"What? No baby, I just think you need to express your feelings to someone who will help you"

"Can't you help me?", she sounded like she was going to cry.

Brittany shook her head,"I can't anymore. I don't think I was actually helping you. You know you can talk to me about anything, right though?"

Santana paced across the room for a couple minutes, thinking," Okay, if it takes getting my family back. I will do anything to get what we use to have", she walked back to the bed,"I love you, Peter and my unborn child. I will prove it."

Brittany smiled at that answer, she didn't think that would be Santana's answer,"Okay"

"Can I hold you again tonight", the gangster sounded shy,"I mean it is getting kinda late and I smoked alot and I'm kinda getting tir.."

Brittany stopped Santana's rant, laughing she said,"Yes Santana"

Santana laid and the blonde followed behind her. They were facing each other, just staring into each other eyes, while their hands draped over their bodies. Santana fell asleep first, Brittany followed shortly after.


Hey everyone, I hoped you enjoy this chapter. Please review and if you have criticism please tell me but in a respectful way. Thanks. By the way, for those who think Santana cheated on Brittany with Rebecca you are wrong, she did not. Her and Brittany were not together. They are in love with each other, it might not be the way some of you think is right but this is not your story it's mine. Not all people fall in love the same and everyone has flaws. Their working on theirs. I hoped you enjoyed this chapter again. I will upload soon, I hope.

P.S.- This is the longest chapter I've ever written.