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I do not own these characters of the show.

This is based on the season 6 episode 9. The little conversation where Lisa admits she misses Jack to Lou. I loved the honesty in Lisa in this episode. I didn't like the pain she went through.

"Well there we go, nice and fresh" "Thank you" " I wish, I wish you told me that Jack was gonna be here" "I'm sorry" "Its okay" she whispers plastering the biggest fake smile on her face. "It's okay, it's just hard" "What happened" Lou asked hearing the true sadness in Lisa's voice. "France happened" was the only response Lisa could get out. "what do you mean? You guys had a great time" "I had a great time, he didn't. He said he did but he didn't. I shouldn't have made him go" " well you didn't make him go, he chose to go" "just seeing him is kind of hard" lisa says again, heartbreak evident in her voice. "Lisa, im sorry" Lou says and crosses the room to embrace her. Tears pulling in Lisa's eyes she hugs the young woman back "I miss him, I miss him a lot" "I didn't even realise you felt that way especially since you and Dan are back together" "What, Dan?" Well you are aren't you?" "No, Does he think Dan and I are together?" Lou looking must have answered her question because she turns and heads back out to him "where'd he get that idea?"

"Why in the world would you think I'm back together with Dan?" "You see I'm not that surprised to be honest with yah. You spend all that time in France on business together and now apparently, you're pulling your resources, those are his words not mine. Nothing says serious like pulling your resources. "I'm not pulling my resources with Dan. If he said that he is seriously mistaken. The fact that you would believe him instead of asking me is just as bad. You gonna sit there and stew over nothing" Lisa has to get out of there. She misses him. She loves him. She wants him back. Jack watches her leave. Sadness in his eyes.

Lisa had just admitted to his granddaughter that she misses him a lot and just seeing him is hard for her. She wants nothing more than to just admit the break was a terrible idea. She had hoped that he would have fought for her. To want her as much as she wanted him. Instead he believed the first rumor about her being back with Dan. This hurt Lisa to no end. She could never get back with Dan. She was more hurt that he thought she could just move on like that. Like the relationship between her and Jack meant nothing to her. Again this brought tears to her eyes.

Jack watched Lisa leave. He knew straight away that this wasn't the talk they needed to have. He wanted to call Lisa as soon as he found out but he didn't want to hear the answer. He dreaded it. Instead though Jack just let himself believe it and this broke his heart more than he cared to admit. He loved this woman with all his heart and he felt so vulnerable in this moment. Reaching for his phone he called her "Lisa?" he chokes out through his tears "Please come back" he says as he hears the heavy breathing on the other end "Please" he whispers. She starts to cry hearing the sadness in his voice "how could you Jack?" "please just come back and we can talk"

She hadn't even made it very far; she turned her car around. Standing in front of Jack, she stood with her arms crossed over her chest. Tears still burning her cheeks she looks up at him sadness behind her once blue eyes "how could you Jack?" he steps forward, she steps backwards "how could you think that I could do that?" "Lisa please" "No Jack. I know you have your insecurities in our relationship but I thought you knew I loved you" "I know that Lis" he whispers " "Then why do you think I could just move on from you like you meant nothing to me?" "Lisa?" "Jack if that's the kind of woman you think I am, then you don't know me at all" she says now as sobs wrack through her whole body. Jack pulls her close to him to embrace her with a hug. Her head rests on his chest, her body heaving as she breaks down. She starts hitting him on the chest "I loved you Jack. I don't know how to get past this" "I love you Lisa" he says just letting her hit him. He deserves it. He knew she loved him. She still does and he knows that too. "Why don't you trust me? I have never given you any reason not to trust me" "I know" he whispers and places a gentle kiss to her temple. "I have done everything in my power to show you how much I love you. To show you how much I want you and most importantly I was ready to give up everything for you. I still can't convince you that you're good enough for me though, can i? I can't convince you that you are all I want. All I need" with that said she tries to pull away, but he pulls her in closer and captures her lips in a sweet kiss. She wraps her arms around his neck and leans into the kiss. It makes her whole body come alive but when she realizes what's happening she pulls back. "I was an ass. I love you Lisa. Sometimes I just feel like I need to do and be more so I can deserve to have a woman like you LOVE ME" he says through his own tears. Lisa looks up at him, resting the palm of her hand on his cheek "You don't have to try be anyone other than yourself Jack. That's why I fell In love with you in the first place" Both holding each other and crying. They know in this moment, what was said needed to be said. They loved each other but this kind of emotional talk was very rare for the pair. They might just be okay yet.

I hope you enjoyed that one. I loved this episode.