Tris POV:
I stroll along the empty Dauntless corridors without purpose, anything to leave the dorm room I share with Christina. She and Will are currently having a marathon love making session in our bedroom, and the sickening groans and screams of "Will!" are too much for me to handle right now.
Without warning, I suddenly collide with another late-night stroller, and I rub the already growing bump on my head ruefully. I look up to see Four standing in front of me, a startled look on his face. Instantly, red creeps into my face as I remember how I look right now, in my Abnegation gray pajamas that's covered in food stains, and my frizzy hair that still has the impression of just being electrified. On the other hand, Four's face is newly shaven, with tousled dark hair and deep blue eyes that one could get lost in. Ever since I saw him, I've had a tiny crush. "What are you doing roaming about so late at night?" he asks sharply. "The question rather applies to both of us don't you think?" I respond. He sighs, "How about this, neither one of us mentions that we saw another?" "Deal." I say, my voice echoing throughout the stone corridor.
I turn away and head back to my apartment, where Christina and Will have thankfully stopped having sex. As I climb into bed, all I can think about is Four, and his penetrating stormy blue eyes. The next morning, I nibble on my muffin, my thoughts taking over my appetite. Four clears his throat and tells me to deliver a message saying that a Dauntless meeting was scheduled for tomorrow to Eric, and I hurry away to his quarters.
Opening the door, Eric looks irritated as I tell him about the meeting, and when I'm done talking, he says in his gruff way,"Come in." Surprised, I stand in the doorway, not sure of what to make of this unexpected invitation. Without waiting for an answer, Eric grabs my wrists and pulls me into his apartment. "I know you want to." My heart thumps rapidly in my chest as I realize what he means.
Before I can do anything, he carries me over to a bed and starts kissing me violently, his lips crashing onto mine. It feels so good that I forget everything and kiss him back. Our tongues dance inside each other's mouths until we have to come up for air. He takes the opportunity to deftly slip off my baggy top, throwing it onto the ground. He softly kisses my neck, working his way around my collarbone as he sucks my skin sensually. I moan, and his fingers slip under my bra and he takes it off. Eric groans at the sight of my breasts, kneading them in his fingers. He sucks my nipple carefully, and licks the area around them, making me sigh in pleasure. He kisses his way down to my inner thighs, and I groan loudly. "Take.. off.. your.. shirt" I manage to say, breathing heavily. "If you say so," and Eric takes off his shirt, revealing chiseled abs and pure muscle. He chuckles as he sees the astonished look on my face, and he rips off my pants and underwear. He licks my clit, and I cry out in surprise. For the next few minutes, he forms a pattern of stroking and licking, sending shudders through my body. He pulls my thighs over his shoulders, and he keeps on using his tongue to explore my insides.
I feel Eric going hard underneath me, and I moan as he gently rubs his erection against my stomach. I whimper as I feel his cock underneath his pants and boxers, wanting him to be inside of me. He gets the whimper, and pulls off his pants, revealing a huge bulge. I gasp at the sheer size, and wonder how on earth that's gonna fit inside me. Eric seems to get my expression and he says seductively, "Don't worry, I'll make it." I slowly take off his shorts and I run my fingers down along his cock, feeling it go hard. "Stop.. teasing.." I hear him grunt. Delicately, I put his penis into my mouth and taste it. He moans loudly, obviously enjoying it. Remembering what Christina had said about oral sex, I swallow, gagging slightly. Eric moans even louder, "Shit Tris. That feels so fucking good," he grunts. I keep on tasting him, fitting a surprisingly large portion of his cock into my mouth at once.
Suddenly, he takes control, thrusting his dick inside me. I gasp at the sensation, his penis barely fitting in my vagina. His cock fills every part of me, and I want more. He keeps on thrusting, gradually increasing his pace. After several different angles, he hits one that makes me moan as loudly as I can. He thrusts harder and deeper as our pace becomes faster, our breathing becoming shallow as we both groan. A tight pressure begins to build in my lower abdomen. "Deeper" I gasp, as he pushes his cock so far into me it hurts. Each thrust from him elicits a cry from me, and a wrap my legs around his hips, trying to push him in even deeper. Eric changes his angle, letting him shove his dick farther into me, and I let out a guttural sob. Still, I press my legs around his hips, attempting to draw him to the end of my vagina. He starts to slow down, thrusting long and deep. "Cum for me Tris. Fucking cum." Eric screams as both our pressures build. I scream his name as he shoves his cock one last time into me, and we both explode, cum filling both our insides.
Panting, Eric leaves his cock inside my vagina, letting our cum mix together, a perfect feeling. The pain builds, throbbing, and I can't stand it anymore. He yanks his cock out, and we both lie on the bed, gasping for air. "You are fucking amazing at sex," he says. "I know," I mumble, and I fall asleep in his arms. When I wake up, Eric is gazing at me, his eyes full of longing. "What time is it?" I ask, realizing with a start that I had disappeared after breakfast and stayed at Eric's until god knows how long. "Three in the afternoon," he responds lightly. "Don't worry. I told everyone that you passed out as soon as you delivered your message." "Apparently, you bonked your head during one of your shifts yesterday and suffered the effects when you saw me." "Everyone thinks that you're in a private hospital room, with a nurse there to attend to you." I sigh in relief, and move towards the bathroom, and wince slightly as I realize how sore I am.
"Mind if a shower?" I ask. "Can I come with you?" he asks slyly, slipping past me into the shower. I smirk and say,"Tut tut ." The shower is huge, with white marble tiles and state of the art everything. He turns on the water, and warm droplets cascade around us. Eric squeezes some body wash onto his hands, rubbing the soap all over me. His hands touch my breasts and he washes them extra carefully, making me moan softly. He also pays special attention to my thighs and clit, his fingers lingering there longer than necessary. He sticks two fingers into my vagina, and gently expands the opening. I groan, the area still sore from his cock. I can't stand it any longer, and I take his erection in my hands and nibble at the tip. He throws back his head and moans, giving me all the encouragement I needed. I use my tongue on his cock, and a look of pleasure slides onto his face.
I feel him go hard in my throat, but we both know I'm too sore for sex just yet. Reluctantly, I let go of him, and we step out of the shower. He gets me a towel and dries me off, the smell of sex washed off my body. "I should get going now," I say. Eric nods, saying seductively, "Whenever you want, come back again." I lean over and kiss him, then hurry out the door.
My thoughts swirl in my head feverishly, unsure what to make of what just happened. Guilt surfaces first, my Abnegation teachings lecturing me on having sex purely for pleasure. On the few occasions when we were taught about sex, it was always embedded in ours minds that sex was only for having children and nothing else. You're in Dauntless now, I think firmly, pushing some of the guilt away. Another thing I think about is Four, and my crush on him. It was never going to happen anyways, I tell myself. I feel better. Then, I wonder why Eric, out of all the people he could be sex buddies with, would choose me. I am not womanly and filled out like others, but small, thin, and plain. Or is it something else? I ask myself. I shake my head, all this is being fuck buddies, nothing more.
As I round the corner to me and Christina's apartment, I feel clear headed. I open the door and see Christina and Will, naked.
Will thrusts his cock into Christina, who is moaning as loud as she can. I see Christina wrap her legs around Will, attempting to push him even deeper inside her, screaming his name. Both of them are taking shallow breaths, and beads of sweat roll down both foreheads. This is awkward, I think to myself. Christina finally sees me standing in the doorway, and she and Will both turn so red they resemble cherries.
Christina quickly tosses on a robe, and Will his shirt and pants. Christina takes a brave stab at conversation, "Hey Tris, how are you feeling? Heard you bonked your head." "I'm good now," I respond. Another awkward silence descends upon the room, and Will takes the opportunity to say meekly,"I better get going now." He slips out the door quickly. "What the hell Christina?" I ask. "Tris, you could've knocked first." She says, not looking at me. "This is my apartment too." I say poinetley. "Okay fine. Me and Will were just talking about a few things, and then he started to kiss me and.." She trails off, still blushing furiously. "It's okay, whatever." "By the way Tris, I know you didn't hurt your head so you better fess up." "What have you been doing?" I sigh, and decide to tell her the truth.
"Basically, I went to deliver the message to Eric and he pulled me into his room and started to have sex." Christina's eyes widen, and shock is evident on her face. "Geez, Tris. Why the hell did Eric want to have sex with you?" "I dunno," I answer, now it was my turn to blush. "And you had sex with him? I mean aren't you afraid of intimacy and all that." She smirks. "Yeah, yeah, moving on." I mumble.
"No Tris, we're not moving on. You're going to tell me everything. As my best friend, I need to know what happened." When Christina uses that voice, she can make anyone obey her. "Listen, I know it's uncomfortable talking about it for you, but c'mon now Tris. Sex is part of life, and you're going to learn that sooner or later." "First off, how big is his you know what?" I gesture with my hands, and she gasps. "Tris, that is enormous. How the hell does that fit inside you?" "I shrug helplessly and she continues on. "Wills is impressive, but still… Eric's is unheard of."
"Is he good at it?" She asks curiously, her Candor nature allowing her to ask questions that would make an Abnegation squirm. "Yeah, I guess. He seems really experienced." "He probably is, I mean as the youngest Dauntless leader ever, he's had to have fucked plenty of women. Are you going to do it again?" I nod, explaining, "He said I was welcome anytime so.." "Are you going to take him up on his offer?" She asks, smirking slightly. "I, I mean it felt so good so probably." I answer, avoiding her eyes. "It's okay, Tris, I get it. It's only natural to want to." I nod, unable to think of any words. "But to get you prepared, I'll give you a few tips on how to make next time even better."
For the next half an hour, Christina tells me about a dozen different methods to try with Eric, making my head spin. We emerged from our bedroom and to the Dining Hall for lunch, bumping into Will on the way. He and Christina kissed violently until I cleared my throat to alert them that other people were watching. As we waited in the lunch line, Four joined us.
"Hey Tris, so I was thinking if you want to go out on a date tonight?" He asks, blushing. I freeze, completely caught off guard. Christina senses this and nudges me hard in the ribs. "Uh, sure. Does eight work?" I ask, still not processing what he had just asked. "Okay," he says, smiling radiantly. Then, Four melts back through the crowd, as if he was never here. "Damn." Christina says. She knows about my crush on Four, and Eric, and is just as shocked as I am. "Well I say congrats." Will exclaims, before Christina shoots him a look.
Will gets it and goes off to join Uriah and Zeke, but not before he tenderly kisses Christina. "Tris.." I shrug. "I'll figure it out, and I walk away. At eight that night, Four waited at my door, dressed in a white button down shirt with a vest, and black pants. He hands me roses, and opens the door for me when we get to the restaurant he picked out. It's then when I realize what a gentleman he is. During dinner, which is delicious, he looks at me so tenderly I feel something stir in my chest.
As we walk back to the car, he kisses me. It is so sudden and unexpected that for a moment I just stand there. "I'm sorry, I just had to do it once." He says desperately. I forget everything else and kiss him back. His hands, warm and strong, wrap around my waist, sending tingly sensations throughout my spine. My fingers are entangled in his hair, and he sighs. "Do you want to go back to my bedroom and finish this?" He asks sexily, his hands caressing my thighs. I bury my face into his neck and whisper, "yes." He carries me back to his quarters, and sets me down on his bed. We kiss, our tongues twirling inside each other's mouths. I start to take off his shirt, and I sigh as I feel his upper body. He is strong, but lean, with not an ounce of fat on him. He is hot. He slips his fingers underneath my shirt and bra, taking them off in one swift motion. He moans as he sees my breasts. Seductively, he sucks each nipple, making me moan. He begins to kiss me all over my body. From my collarbone to the innermost part of my thighs. His mouth is latched on to my clit, licking it, and making me moan desperately. I need him inside me, now. I whimper as he strokes my clit, forming a pattern. I feel my sex get wet, and he laps up the juices. I can't stand it a second longer and I rip off his boxers. His erection is exceptionally large, almost as big as Eric's. He rubs it against the opening of my vagina teasingly, and we moan together. "Do you want to?" He asks. In response I kiss him violently.
He shoves his dick into me and I gasp, then half sob. "Four," I say desperately. He thrusts as hard as he can, penetrating the deepest parts of me. His cock tight around the walls of my vagina. He fills me completely, but I need more. I wrap my legs around him, trying with all my might to push him deeper inside me. He moans loudly, and it turns me on even more. He increases his pace, and our breaths become shallow together. I feel my climax rise, a knot in my lower abdomen become tighter and tighter. The friction is perfect, and we both moan together. I scream his name, about to explode. He screams my name back, and then we both explode. Our cum mixes together, a heavenly sensation. He leaves his cock inside me, and we both moan.
I breathe heavily, and bury my face into Four's chest. He wraps his arms around me, strong and certain. I fall asleep. When I wake up, it is morning, and Four is already awake. He kisses me tenderly, his eyes searching mine. "I know it's a lot to process right now, but I've loved you since you first jumped into that net, and I helped you up." His blue eyes look so sincere that I feel that same stirring in my chest. "I love you too, but I just don't know.."I trail off. He says gently,
"Look, it's a lot to ask of you, and I can give you time." "Thank you, Four." I say, kissing him on the cheek softly. He walks me back to my apartment, and Christina opens the door groggily. "Tris, you were supposed to come back last night." She says crossly. "I'm sorry, Christina." Four says apologetically. Christina turns on him, "Did you take good care of her? Huh?"
"I.." Four doesn't know what to say. "C'mon Chris, let me in." I plead, trying to avoid an awkward scene. "Hmph. Fine." She reluctantly pushes Four away and allows me to come in. "Listen, I can explain." I say, flopping down on the couch. "Well you better, do you know how worried I've been?" Christina grumbles. "What happened?" She asks. "Basically he took me to a restaurant for dinner, and then he kissed me in the parking lot." She blanches, "He kissed you, Four the cold and stony kissed you?" "Yeah," I say, blushing. "Then he took me to his apartment and we had sex." I whisper, as if it's a terrible secret. Christina looks at, shocked. "You had sex with Four?" She asks incredulously. "Isn't he the least lovey person in Dauntless?" "Zeke told me he's terrible with girls." I look down at my nails, picking at the cuticles. "Damn, Tris. You just had sex with Eric. Are you going to keep on going to both of them?" I try to explain it, "Eric is more of a fuck buddy, while Four told me he loved me, so.." "What the hell Tris?" Christina shakes her head.
"I've heard of going big or going home but.. Everything is coming at once for you." We sit in silence for a while. The next day, Eric keeps shooting glances my way, and I worry the entire time that he knows about me and Four. When he approaches me after I'm done eating, I try to back away, but he grabs hold of me. "Why haven't you come back?" He asks, obviously hurt. I breathe a sigh of relief that he doesn't know about Four, and answer quickly,"I've been busy." Eric narrows his eyes,
"You can make time for me, can't you babe?" He demands. "How about this, I'll come over right now." I say slyly. He instantly brightens up, and leads me towards his apartment. Five minutes later, we are on his bed. He kisses me passionately, his mouth glued to mine. I start to take off his shirt, and he mine. Growling, "What do you want tonight?" He asks sexily, kissing my stomach. "I want to have you inside me." I whisper, and I feel him go hard underneath me.
He smirks, "I can do just that." He takes off his boxers and my underwear, His fingers go straight into my clit, and I moan at the sensation. He massages my clit, his fingers skillfully pressing me in all the right areas. I feel my sex get wet, my juices spill. Eric licks it up, savoring the taste. Then, he kisses me so hard it hurts. I taste my juices on him and it turns me on. I moan loudly, and he moans back. "Get..on..with..it," I mumble. "If you say so," he responds.
I feel his cock go into me, and I moan. He keeps on thrusting, hard and deep. His penis is tight around my vagina, and he fills me. He cock reaches parts of me that make me scream his name. Angling his cock better, he shoves it in so hard I sob and gasp. Every desperate thrust from him elicits a cry from me. He is too much. I feel my climax rise, and a knot forms in my lower abdomen, tighter than ever. I scream, moan, and sob all at the same time, but Eric ignores it. He keeps on thrusting, until we both cum. He pulls himself out of me, and we both breathe heavily. "You are amazing at sex." He says, pulling me close to him. "I know," I whisper, my body curled up against his rock hard one. I feel his muscles tense as I stroke his abs softly, then relax. He presses his erection against my clit, and I moan softly. His hands go to my breast, my nipples going hard. He keeps them there for the rest of the night, and it is sex heaven. I wake up in the morning, his cock still firmly pressed against my entrance. He sees me awake, and kisses me.
