Disclaimer- I do not own Naruto, just my OC character, Kotone.
Chapter 3
"Why me?", I repeat. I look toward Sasuke who is still sitting on my bed.
"Our child has a chance of having the Sharingan and your Burakkudaiyamondoshīrudo as a powerful defensive move. It is a smart move to continue the Uchiha line with." Once again, I rub my face in frustration. Sasuke couldn't be serious.
"So, this proposal is about making your line more powerful?", I ask. Sasuke does his smirk. The smirk that annoys me when he thinks he knows everything. "What did you think it was about? Love? This is simply a business transaction between ninjas. Nothing more."
"I know that. But don't you think that would make our child a prime target because of their ability?", I ask. Sasuke gets up and walk toward me. He stops in front of me, reaches for my chin and place his mouth directly next to mines. I can feel his hot breath as he breathes. My body tenses up. I feel a warm feeling starts to pool in my lower facilities. His presence close to me is enough to make time stop around us. It feels likes minutes are passing as he continues to hold my chin in his hand.
"We will cross that bridge when it is time. Leave your door unlock tonight." And with that Sasuke was gone, disappear into thin air. I don't realize until Sasuke is gone that I am holding my breath. Tonight, I am having sex with Sasuke Uchiha.
Sasuke left a few hours ago and all I can do is pace my floor. My nerves are a wreck. Just the thought of having sex with Sasuke is stressful enough. I stop pacing and hop in the shower to take care of some business. 'Just act normal. Like he said this is a business transaction. But how long I must be here? Can we escape right away? He didn't go into details of the time frame.'
I am ready to go home. Slowly getting out the shower, I dry off and dress into my night gown that Kabuto had loan me to wear to sleep in. Giving easy access for Sasuke. I unlock the door just like Sasuke said and turn the lights off. I feel myself drifting off to sleep land.
I don't know how long I slept for, but a sound of click woke me from my slumber. My body tense as the familiar chakra wonders toward me. The shift in my bed made me even more nervous.
"Relax.", I hear Sasuke say. Easier set then done. Sasuke wraps his arm around my waist to bring me closer to him. He positions his self on top of me and raise my gown above my breast. He simply fumbles with my breast and sucks on my nipples. I start to feel a sensation in the lower part of my body. Sasuke slowly spreads my thighs apart. I can feel his manhood at the tip of my opening. He doesn't even warn me before hand before he slips it in me and sit still for a few moments. The feeling of feeling full mix with some pain was unimaginable.
I always picture losing my virginity in a romantic way. When really my first time is a simple business transaction that is saving my life. I feel Sasuke starts to move slowly and picks up speed. Being in pain, I don't want Sasuke to hear my painful cries as he pumps in and out of me. He finally slows to a stop that gives me a chance to breath and relax my muscles.
Sasuke pants hard on top me. He doesn't say anything but keeps going at a steady pace. The painful sensation turns into a pleasurable one. I grab my pillow that my head is laying on and grip it tight. I wrap my legs more around Sasuke and let myself go into pleasure land where I start to see stars. The sound of moaning leaving my lips. The tingling feeling in my lower region feel like a dam getting ready to burst. I try not to be so loud with my moaning to prevent unwanted and nosy visitors outside my door. I feel a jerk and then warm liquid running down from my vagina area. Sasuke goes slump on top of me where he rests his head on my breast. He then gets up and I feel the bed shift. "I will come back tomorrow night." With that Sasuke was gone. I roll on to my side in pain. I knew I was going to be sore for a few days.
I sigh.
I feel the angel version of me on my right shoulder appear. 'Sasuke did state beforehand that it was just business and not pleasure.'
The devil version of me appears on my left shoulder. 'Fact, but Sasuke could have made it worth your first time. Instead, he chooses to get straight to business.'
'Please just leave me alone.', I thought to my alter ego parts. The feeling was starting to set in about the people who would be affected by my decision. Kakashi first then Sakura and her feelings for Sasuke. Most of all, my child.
Will Sasuke be involved in this child's life?
Would he want to be?
What will happen with Kakashi and I?
So many questions. I can feel myself drift off into dreamland thinking about it.
The next few nights Sasuke would come and be swift with his work and then disappear again. On the fifth time of showing up, Sasuke appears with a pregnancy test. I stare at him and the box. Are we both ready to find out if I'm pregnant yet? If I'm not, then we are just going to continue what we are doing until I do get pregnant.
Pregnancy.
A gift granted to a woman could be a curse or a blessing.
I take the box from Sasuke and head for my bathroom. Closing the door behind me, I stare at myself in the mirror. Becoming a mother at 18 years old was not in my future. Maybe after marriage, but not right now.
'It is for my freedom; this child can change my life a lot. Not only having a Uchiha child, but one with possible special abilities.'
I look at the box and take it in my hand. It is sooner or later I will find out. I pee on the stick and sit it on the sink. The gruesome three to five minutes feels like hours, passing by slowly. I have my eyes close during the whole ordeal. I crack one eye open and hold the test up.
One line.
That means negative. I feel a feeling of relief wash over me when I should be feeling sad. That means Sasuke and I will have to keep trying. I stare at myself again in the mirror. That also means the longer I must stay in this hellhole.
I sigh.
'Time to let Sasuke know the bad news', I thought.
I open the door to the bathroom, and I see Sasuke sitting on my bad with one of his famous looks. "Well?"
"It is negative."
Sasuke stares hard at me making me feel uncomfortable. I am looking everywhere in the room besides at him. I can feel the disappointment dripping off his aura.
"Can you even get pregnant?"
I am shocked by his question. I feel my anger starting to show. "How dare you ask me if I can get pregnant? Last, I check every woman is different. Sure, you have some women who get pregnant right away and there is some who might take a while."
Sasuke snorts and stands up from my bed. "It seems like I have been wasting my time then. It seemed like a smart move at the time, but now I can see that it was not, and my time is drawing near." Sasuke moves toward the door, and I make a grab for his arm.
"What do you mean?", I ask.
Sasuke looks at me while my hands are stopping his arm from opening the door. I know he could push me off him with no issues, but he didn't. He looks as me as if he is debating to say something. "My time is coming to kill Orochimaru and finding Itachi."
"And what about me? You said you would help me escape this place."
Sasuke then snatches his arm out of my grip. "I said I would help you when you become pregnant with my child. That was the deal, and you are not pregnant."
"We can keep trying, I know I can get pregnant Sasuke." I feel desperate. I didn't want to spend another night in this place or spent any more time having Kabuto experimenting on me. I wanted to leave, and I must convince Sasuke to help me because I know I can't do this by myself. I have tried and all my attempts have failed. I pull at his arm to force him to look at me. He frowns.
"One more night. If I am not pregnant on the next test, then you can go ahead with your plan without me."
"Stop it. You are a kunoichi. You are acting scared and desperate."
I know Sasuke is right. I am a kunoichi, but I am still a person that experience fear and my time here with Orochimaru and Kabuto, I would not want to wish on my worst enemy.
"I know Sasuke, but you have seen what I have endured here. I don't want to be here another minute. Even as a kunoichi, I can admit that I need your help and that I can't do it by myself."
Sasuke is quiet after hearing my confession. I know he knows it is a pleading attempt for him to help me, but I am desperate. It reminds me when I first ran into him during my first escape from Kabuto.
Kotone came too slowly. trying to get a bare of her surroundings, she slowly opened her eyes.
'Where am I?'
Kotone looks around the cave like room. The room was bare besides the small cot on one side that she laid on and a table that sits two against the opposite wall. She looks around. She slowly gets up and head for the door. Kotone poked her head out the door looking both ways.
'Seems as though the coast is clear.'
Kotone made a run for it knowing she did not have a clue where she was going, but she had to find a way out. The moment she hit a turn she hit something that felt like a hard wall. Looking up from where she was sitting on the ground, she seen a face she never though she would see again.
Sasuke.
"Sasuke, is that you?" Kotone knew Sasuke have changed. It had been five years since team seven seen him. Every now and then they would run into him on a mission, but not like now where she was face to face with him now.
"Kotone," said Sasuke. He didn't seem surprised to see her.
"Where am I and what are you doing here? Did you take me?"
Sasuke smirked and walked around her ignoring her question.
"Sasuke, I am talking to you!" Sasuke kept walking and didn't look back. Kotone decided to ignore him and continue to find her way out of wherever she was.
I shake my head from daydreaming about the past. I look at Sasuke's face while still holding on to his arm. Sasuke slowly raises his free hand to touch my face dragging his hand to my chin. He starts guiding me toward the bed. I hesitate for a moment forgetting about our conversation but wanting to know if he was giving our deal another chance. I sat on the side of Sasuke on the bed.
I waited until he made his move which he grabbed my chin once more pulling my face to his. He planted a soft kiss on my lips over and over until I grabbed the back of his head and deepen the kiss. I can feel his tongue massaging mines. I started pulling my shirt over my head which cause me to have to break away from the kiss, but soon after my shirt was off, he continues to kiss me. Gently laying my head on the pillow, I watch as Sasuke pull away from me to take his own top off and started stripping the rest of his clothes off. I follow his move by pulling the rest of my clothes off and getting under my comforter. He follows suit getting on top of me and we continue where we left off on our kiss.
'This time feels different,' I thought.
Sasuke grabbed my right breast and started massaging it. I can't help but moan as he sucks on my nipple. Not sure what got into him this time around, but it feels nice to be pleasured. I then feel him sucking on my Carmel neck. I let out a moan. I close my eyes because my vision become blurry with stars. The sensation from him sucking on my neck sends chills throughout my body.
I feel his manhood push against my entry forcing its way in. He stops and let me readjust to the feeling and then pushes himself in fully. The last five times we have had sex, this time he was being gentle. Sasuke slowly starts moving pulling in and out. I moan lowly trying not to be loud. He moves his mouth from sucking on my neck to kissing me on my lips. We deepen the kiss as part of the rhythm we were in. I lock my legs around his waist and hold on to him as he slowly pounds me. I am in such a daze I didn't realize he started to slow down as he release his seed in me.
'I pray that I get pregnant this time,' I thought.
Sasuke then lowers his head to my breast and lays there. He doesn't even bother to pull out of me. We lay there quietly thinking I assume, at least I was. Sasuke wraps his arms around me while still having his head laying on my size double D breast as a pillow. I want to say something, but I don't want to disturb him or his thoughts. Maybe it was the feeling of him wanted to be held. He has been so lonely for so long, maybe this was the case.
Kakashi comes to my thoughts, and I suddenly feel like a cheater which I am. Since I started sleeping with Sasuke, he hasn't crossed my mind just how the effect of our decision will have on everyone. I stare at the ceiling while not noticing that I am running my fingers through Sasuke's hair. We just laid here quietly like nothing mattered in the world to us. I start drifting off to sleep, feeling tired from the events of today. I feel a movement on my chest, but it doesn't stir me out of my sleep. I hope at least my womb is full from this sex session today so we can get on with the plan of getting out here and on with our lives.
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