Carry you

Is anybody out there? Can you lead me to the light? Is anybody out there? Tell me it'll all be alright You are not alone I've been here the whole time singing you a song i will carry you.

" You know you will never win " she chuckled at him, she knew, and he knew he let her win, but she would take the win because he would demand a rematch tomorrow.

Owen Hunt is tall, ginger, kind, and a sore loser let her win. No way he would ever but he did because he loved her. But she would not know that for years to come. When they were both in Seattle.

She was a blonde badass surgeon and she was the perfect match for him. She was at his level and she would never let him win. When they first met he was demanding because he was here longer and that he knew more than he was in charge.

But was he ? Teddy Altman who was clearly not backing down was up for the challenge.

" If you really think you're better than me, come find me!" she yelled at him and ran

Iraq's heat was hot. Owen looked at his sister, he never expected his life would come to this. Iraq's heat was worse than Seattle ever was, it was 112 degrees out.

It was hotter than hell but she made it worth it, the blonde head badass cardo surgeon made it all worth it.

She was his best friend, his soulmate as Megan would call it and later on the love of his life. Nothing would have prepared him for his sister to go missing.

Beth was sending him email after email, and teddy she was teddy.

She was kind and headstrong, She was exactly what he needed but right now she was drunk and she was his person.

Teddy later on would call him G.I joe and the name would stick.

Owen walked in the cool air of the night. He had just made it snow for her, but he would never admit it was for her. He was watching her make a snow angel in the snow and smiled to himself.

She was this perfect human to him. He was falling in love with her and everything would be okay.

Owen came behind Teddy who was watching the stars at night, he smiled and wrapped his arms around her, to feel her warmth made him happy.

Teddy smiled feeling strong arms around her,

" Do you know people think we're dating ?"

She chuckled, saying to him, she would have loved for everything in the world to be okay, but since 9/11 happened she hasn't been here until she met him, her best friend who was there when she had nightmares , when she was having a moment and lost a patient. He was her rock, and she wouldn't trade it for the world.

" Thank you for always being here, Owen, I don't know what I would do without you" she said looking in his eyes. Truth be told she was in love with him but she didn't want to ruin thing with them and have him die too so she kept quiet because she couldn't lose another best friend.

" anything time major barbie " he chuckled laughing with her, somehow she's was the only one who made him feel better when his life was a mess and no matter what would happen he would always find his way back to her.

" oh is that so ?" she said as she leaned in to kiss him. It was so real to her , she finally had what she wanted. A kiss from Owen Hunt was all she would ever imagine but was this real?

Owen smiled and kissed her back and held her hair in his hand ``I've always imagined this, Theodora. I'm in Love with you …." he said to her before a gun went off and shot him.

Teddy saw and ran to him crying " Owen keep your eyes open please" she sobbed holding her hands on the wound. She was going to lose another lover and she didn't know if she could do this anymore

Owen held her hair " hey hey I'm okay don't worry i promise you I'm okay " he said still trying to be brave for her. He was always like this to her, he was that brave redhead soldier who was so headstrong and charming. She fell for him, not because he was perfect in every way but because he was a prince charming to her. But all good things always had to come to an end in every story book but will this be real ever ? she thought to herself.

Owen was no longer there but just a shadow of blood…

Teddy opened her eyes breathing hard, it was just a dream she had reminded herself but there he was. Even in the dark of night she knew it was him who was concerned for her.

" hey you're okay deep breaths' ' he said, rubbing her back and trying to calm her down as he sat down next to her. She was having a panic attack from her dream, she was getting these a lot lately and he had no idea why.

Teddy looked at him and sniffled, getting her head together before speaking " I thought you were leaving? I'm sure Beth hates that you're here because you know she is" teddy chuckled looking at him. Everyday she wishes she had the strength to tell him how she really felt but that would never happen and she had to deal with that.

Owen shook his head, he didn't want to ever think about Beth when he was with Teddy. He was in love with her but he needed to end things with Beth first and he's tried but recently it's been that she hasn't been feeling well. He was in Love with Teddy not Beth and he needed to end things fast. His wedding was soon and he rather it be his and teddys but that's another story.

Teddy looked at him " you should go I'm okay Owen I promise..." she didn't want him to leave but he needed to. She wasn't his fiancé who he was marrying, she was just his best friend who was in love with him.

Teddy gets up and pulls her shirt down as she fixes her blonde hair and goes to open the door for him. It was 3 am but his flight was at 5 and he needed to get back soon.

Owen goes to Teddy and hugs her softly and holds her for a while until he needs to let go. He could still see her blonde curls even in the dark of night and somehow he could feel the warmth of them.

" hey i'll be back before you know it" he said looking in her eyes and rubs her checks, he didn't want to go be he needed to. He had Beth back at home with his family but he had Teddy who he didn't want to let go of.

Beth was Beth, she was who he wasn't in love with. Beth didn't like teddy very much but Owen had a say in this. Teddy would be his best man and everything would be okay he thought…

But everything isn't okay, it never would be okay again after he would be married to someone he doesn't love. Beth was kind and caring but she was no Teddy.

Teddy made his heart jump, she spoke her mind and when something wasn't right she spoke up and he loved that about her.

Teddy walked him to his cab and smiled " well I guess this is goodbye until the wedding. I will make sure the rings will be there on time. I have your tux and everything ready, you just need to write vows' ' she said to him and hugged him tight before going inside to her house.

Owen couldn't just leave like that, he needed to say what was on his mind but all he could think about was her

Owen sat on the plane back hours later. He had vows to write so why not doing them now he thought. He got a pen and paper out and began to write

Teddy…

No that's not right he said and crossed out her name and tried again but he did the same thing so he just decided to write a letter to her that she would never read because she would never know his true feelings

Dear Theodora,

Teddy I don't know where to start. Every day I wonder if I'm doing the right thing, if I will ever be happy… if I will be that guy who isn't in love with his wife. I thought I was in love until I met you. When I first met you were so upset I came in and took over your surgery. That was the moment i knew i wanted to share the or with you, that i found the one but you were grieving and you always were so strong for everyone else that I know it must have been so hard for you to put on a brave face. But with me you were open and free and I was the shoulder to cry on for you. I was your soccer buddy when we would play, I was your late night dance partner and i was the one who made the snow for you. I was the one who made it for you because I knew how much you loved Christmas in New York and you were 5,000 miles away from snow. I made it snow because I was falling in love with you and i always made sure to get you something even if it was small. I'm getting married in a few days and I don't know if I can go through with this. I don't know what will ever happen between us, but I hope one day I'm your husband, that I'm the one you will grow old with. Someday we'll be together and that will be the best day of my life. You always were there for me, you're my partner in crime and I love you Theodora grace i always have and I always will until my last dying breath.Since from the very first moment that I have laid eyes on you I have been in love with you. You have changed my life for the better. I love everything about you, even the things you don't like I love. We have had our share of ups and downs and I'm so proud of how far we have come. I can't wait for what's next for me and you but I know that I want to spend the rest of my life with you better or for worse I want you and I will Always choose you. You have made me the luckiest man alive. I still get so nervous when I'm around you you still give me the love that we had when we first met and I love you more than anything. And I will always love you no matter what happens. I will always have your side and always do my best to make you the happiest woman alive. You deserve the entire world and I'm happy that I get to give you the world Teddy. I don't know what will happen but all I know is I'll fight for you, I'll fight to be with you. For the past years I've known you and I've been in love.

Yours always, Owen

Owen took deep breaths and put the letter in his bag and made his way to his cab to take him home. He didn't want to go but he needed to….

He watched the clock, 48 minutes until he made the biggest mistake of his life. He knew he really needed to write his vows but still he could not have her out of his mind. He had the letter in his hands reading it over and over again. He just needed the right moment to tell her. He needed to before he married the wrong person. Then he saw her

Teddy ran down the hall, she was late.

She was never late but there she was in 3-inch heels and her dress on. Her dress fit her body perfectly. Her hair was up but had curled strands. She had a light pink dress that complemented her body. She looked perfect to him

" hey i have the rings, I have the food you wanted. Did you write the vows like you said you would?" she asks him and fixes her dress and goes to him and straightens his tie.

Owen nods " I don't know if I can do this teddy …. I don't know if I can marry her, I just don't know. She's okay but what if it ends badly, I don't know if she's the right one for me."

Teddy looked at him standing inches from him " Hey you will be okay everything will be okay. If you don't want to marry her we will run and I'll be the driver. Besides it's only the rehearsal" she joked and kisses his head

" now why don't we get you married ?'' Teddy asked him and took his hand walking with her.

Teddy walked him down as the rehearsal began. Teddy didn't want to be there as well but here we are 4 hours later still talking about the spacing.

she held her flowers and sat down as Beth's few … Many bridesmaids walked down the wedding altar. Her dress was pretty but it was it wasn't something teddy would ware, it was very revealing and teddy didn't want to even think about what her dress tomorrow would be

Teddy watched as Owen looked scared for his life up there, she needed to do something but what ? she couldn't ruin the wedding, it's not her. If it was her wedding she would have a small one. In the park or even a bar *Season 18 pun ;)*

Megan looks at teddy and taps her " he forgot the rings teds …."

Teddy looked at her and ran to get them. She looked in the room and saw Owen forgot his vows and opened the paper but saw her name.

She didn't want to be nosey, but she opened the letter and read it all, no it can't be possible she thought. But it was true, he loved her. His heart wanted her not who he was marrying, and he loved her. He always was in love with her, but he was marrying somebody else and was it too late?

She didn't know what to do anymore. He was getting married, but he was getting married tomorrow. She needed to think of something because he couldn't marry Beth.

She took a deep breath and heard the door open and hid the letter in her bag and went to see who it was and it was him, her prince charming.

Owen smiles " hey sorry Beth finally finished, did you want to get a beer or something?" he asked her looking at her hands " you okay you look like you seen a ghost" he chuckled and took his tie off and got his bag with his things.

Teddy blinks and nods " hmm yeah that sounds nice we can go get a beer. It is your last day of freedom, " she said, walking with him to Joe's bar.

She sat down on a stool and ordered them beers and drank hers. She looked at her hands and took deep breaths, she didn't know how to feel anymore. He was getting married soon and she needed to do something, but she couldn't break them up.

Teddy drank her 5th beer hours later; she was drunk but she knew she wouldn't do something stupid. Some things just need to be silent, but this was not that.

Teddy looked at Owen and took deep breaths " you shouldn't marry Beth Owen, she's controlling and she said she's staying home and birthing kids. '' she gags just thinking about it. Teddy was a girl who would have a job, a professional one. She was a kickass surgeon and wanted kids, but she wanted kids with him as well.

Teddy looked at Owen saying what she needed to say but one thing." Owen you can't marry her because I love you" she said looking at him.

(Cliffhangers am I right? sorry I haven't wrote in awhile schools been getting the best of me. I will try to keep this up and running or maybe I'll write something else. I recently made a new twitter pagealtman1, i post my ideas there as well so please vote.)