Author's Note: I'm sure this story probably isn't an original concept, but I hope that you will enjoy my take on it. Lately, I've found myself obsessed with New Moon and so many ways it could have gone differently, both good and bad including character development. It was such a major turning point in every sense of Edward & Bella's relationship.

I am going to skip over some parts at the end of NM just for the sake of not quoting too much of the book.

This story will be explicit and sexual in nature (not violent, just sexual). I wanted to advise that first. We'll do it in EPOV for more fun and an extra challenge for me. Enjoy!

I don't own Twilight, the following quote or any of the characters here. This is just for fun, not profit.


This first part, to set the scene, is a New Moon quote in BPOV:

"I'll prove you're awake," he promised.

He caught my face securely between his iron hands, ignoring my struggles when I tried to turn my head away.

"Please don't," I whispered.

He stopped, his lips just half an inch from mine.

"Why not?" he demanded. His breath blew into my face, making my head whirl.

"When I wake up"—He opened his mouth to protest, so I revised—"okay, forget that one—when you leave again, it's going to be hard enough without this, too."

He pulled back an inch, to stare at my face.

"Yesterday, when I would touch you, you were so… hesitant, so careful, and yet still the same. I need to know why. Is it because I'm too late? Because I've hurt you too much? Because you have moved on, as I I meant for you to? That would be… quite fair. I won't contest your decision. So don't try to spare my feelings, please—just tell me now whether or not you can still love me, after everything I've done to you. Can you?" he whispered.

"What kind of an idiotic question is that?"

"Just answer it. Please."

I stared at him darkly for a long moment. "The way I feel about you will never change. Of course I love you—and there's nothing you can do about it!"

"That's all I needed to hear."

His mouth was on mine then, and I couldn't fight him. Not because he was so many thousand times stronger than me, but because my will crumbled into dust the second our lips met.

(Stephanie Meyer, New Moon, Google Play Edition pages 383-385)


EPOV

Hearing Bella say that she still loved me after all I had put her through lit a fire in my frozen heart. The invisible magnet between us was the strongest it had ever been. In an instant, my lips were on hers and my entire body was singing at her touch.

I was overwhelmed with feelings of Bella. Her scent, no longer a threat since almost losing her, was the most exquisite flower. The warmth of her skin was electric on mine. Her beating heart was encouraging me to keep kissing her, loving her. I couldn't tear myself away from her, nor did I want to.

I hoped that my kiss would be enough to convince Bella that she was awake and that this was real. The feeling of her lips on mine would have convinced me of absolutely anything in that moment.

I only regretfully removed my lips from hers when her heartbeat got too fast and her breathing too shallow. Instead, I started kissing her face and neck, unable to get enough of her.

"Bella, I love you more than anything. I've missed you more than I could ever tell you. Please believe me that you're awake and I love you."

"I'm scared to believe you. I won't be able to bear it when you leave again."

"I will never leave you again, for any reason. No matter what happens. Even if you ask me to, I won't go far."

I could see in her face that she still wasn't convinced. I placed a hand on her face, tracing her cheek with my fingers and kissed her again, letting her be the one to pull away this time. Her eyes were bright but there was still an underlying fear.

"When we kissed in your dreams, did it feel like this?" I placed a lingering kiss on her lips to prove my point. "Was there this electricity that we both feel every place our skin touches?" I illustrated my point by gently running a hand down her arm. "I will be happy to spend all night kissing you if that's what will convince you." I started kissing my way from her shoulder down her arm.

"Edward be serious." she said.

"I'm always serious when it comes to you, Bella." I started kissing from her wrist back up to her shoulder. "What can I do to convince you that this is real and that you're not dreaming?"

She took a deep breath and started talking so fast that I almost had trouble keeping up even with my super hearing. "Sometimes you go to this really dark place and it scares me. I mean I know that you're a vampire, but I'm not talking about that. It's the self-loathing and this idea that you have that you ruin everything. When you go there, you act reckless and do things that impact both of us, like leaving me knowing how much I love you. That really hurt. I've not felt like myself or even felt like I could breathe freely since you left. For me to believe you, I need you to promise me, and mean it, that you won't let this negativity creep in again and make decisions for you. You have to promise me that you'll just talk to me and let us work together on things that impact both of us."

Now I was the one that left speechless. It had never been my intention to hurt Bella, but apparently, I had been hurting her all along.

"I'm sorry, Bella. I've been alone for over a hundred years and it's hard to snap out of it. You have my word that I won't leave you. And I won't make any major decisions without talking it through with you at first." How stupid had I been? Have I been so oblivious this entire time?

"You asked what you can do to convince me. Edward, you're 17, act like it. Just let yourself be that teenager that you never got to really be around me."

"You make me feel like I'm 17 again."

"Prove it." she stated flatly. I had an idea where this was headed. "We both know you're not going to hurt me. I know you must be incredibly thirsty, and you haven't snapped at me even once. You even rode on an airplane full of people a few hours ago without hurting any of them. Let the vampire instincts rest for tonight and just be with me. And don't start talking about morals or how you're super strong and you can kill me or snap me like a twig. Tonight, I just want to spend time with my boyfriend. My teenage boyfriend from this century."

We both knew that she had me with her argument. Of course I wanted Bella very much, but could never risk hurting her.

"Edward," she snapped me out of my overthinking knowing me better than I know myself. "My virtue doesn't need protecting. You just said you would never leave me. I told you that there will never be anyone else. And even if there was someone else someday, those types of things don't matter anymore. The way that you can truly convince me that you've changed and that you're here to stay is by showing me….if you want to of course. I'm not saying that we have to or don't have to do anything, just...don't be scared. Be yourself." she finished with a whisper, clearly nervous.

I thought back to all of the times I had pulled away in the past when we would kiss too passionately or when her hands would wander over my torso. Of course, Bella would see it as a rejection instead of me protecting her from my vampire instincts.

I really had been hurting her since I first saw her and had to make it right. No wonder she believed me so easily in the forest with how I always seemed to push her away.

Naturally, I would always love Bella, so how could I ever even think I'd regret anything as beautiful as making love to her?

"Bella, you're sure you won't regret this? This isn't just the months of being apart or the fear talking?" I had to make sure.

"Edward. I love you. I have wanted this all along, but you always pushed me away."

"I will never deny you again. I love you so much and I need you to know that without any doubt. I want this too, but I've been terrified of hurting you. You must tell me if I hurt you and trust that my feelings for you haven't changed if I need to pull away."

Bella nodded and I leaned down to kiss her soft lips, feeling the electricity between us surging. She started running her fingers through my hair as I caressed her cheek and positioned us so that I was hovering over her, careful to keep my full weight off of her. Our kiss grew more passionate and she gently nibbled on my lip, sending a wave of pleasure through my entire body.

"Bella." I whispered against her lips and started placing kisses down her face and onto her neck. "My heart hasn't beat for nearly a hundred years, yet you make me feel like it's racing in my chest." I carefully pressed one of my hips against her, still kissing her neck, letting her feel my erection for the first time. She gasped softly.

"There are other parts of me I haven't felt since then which you suddenly bring to life as well. Never doubt how much I desire you and only you. No one else has ever elicited this reaction from me. I have always felt this way about you, ever since our first kiss."

I caught her lips with mine and kissed her, tracing her lips lightly with my tongue prompting her to open her mouth. I kept my hardness against her leg for her to feel and know the effect she was having on me. I needed her to understand how I have always wanted her.

Bella readily kissed me back, mirroring the movements of my tongue with hers. She also started gently tugging on my hair, causing me to twitch a little against her leg in arousal.

I rolled over to lay beside her and traced a hand down her side and onto her hips and ran my fingers over the hem of her shirt. She grabbed my hand and boldly sat it upon one of her breasts. This was a line we had never crossed before and one I was all too willing to explore now that I no longer lusted as badly for her blood.

I realized in this moment how insane it had been, clinging to this outdated version of virtue and purity, when all I had ever wanted and loved was Bella.

I gently rubbed her breasts as we kissed. She broke our kiss to sit up a little, removing her shirt for me and with a smile, reaching for my shirt buttons as well. I let out a small laugh at her enthusiasm. Finally seeing Bella truly smiling back at me was amazing. The remainder of any anxiety melted away with the happy, mischievous sparkle in her large brown eyes.

Smiling back at her, I helped unbutton my shirt and dropped it onto the floor, putting my arms around her, rubbing her shoulders and her back as she ran her hands over my chest. I pulled Bella in for a kiss at the same time she ran a finger over one of my nipples, causing me to gasp this time. She giggled a little and continued to rub my nipples as I unfastened her bra.

I had fantasized about seeing Bella topless for a long time but having her in front of me was exquisite. Her breasts were the perfect size, not too large or too small. Her nipples were delicate and pink. There was a faint blush across the top of her cleavage.

"Beautiful." I whispered, reaching out to touch her.

We laid back down together and her hand traced a path from my chest down to the top of my pants, asking permission with her touch. I smiled devilishly, winked at her and placed her hand on my hardened crotch, copying her earlier move when she allowed me to touch her breast.

Her face flushed and she giggled. It was a lovely sound, one that made my whole existence smile in return.

"You really are acting like you're 17. And I love it." she said, gently rubbing her hand on my crotch over my pants. The feeling was indescribable.

"And I love you." I smiled at her and looked into her excited chocolate colored eyes. She tried to unfasten my belt but was too embarrassed to get the clasp undone. "Let me help."

I stood up for a second, stripping down to just my boxers. This motion made my erection burst forth, no longer held back by restrictive fabrics, standing at attention. She blushed even harder and reached for me. There was a new sense of electricity to her touch as her hand made its way down my naked back and playfully squeezed my butt. I squeezed hers in return with a grin.

She was still wearing the sweatpants Alice had brought for her to change in to at the airport. I slid my fingers just under the waistband and paused, looking at her with a silent question. She put her hand on mine and slid it down until I could feel her wetness through her panties. She let out a soft moan. A lovely sound.

I slid my hand under her panties and started to gently rub her clitoris. Bella threw her arms around my neck, forcefully pulling me in for a kiss to help silence her moans. It's a good thing she remembered that we were not home alone (although we were the only ones awake), because I was on another planet entirely feeling my love squirm in pleasure under my touch.

After a few minutes, I moved my finger down to gently spread apart her lips, and rubbed the edges of them, teasingly. Then, I removed my hand to take off the rest of her clothes.

I lightly tossed her pants and panties into the floor and then sent my boxers after them. She gasped softly at the sight of my naked erection. I laid back down, close to her, letting her feel all of me against her.

My lips caught hers and my hand started to caress her once more. I placed my thumb on her clit and slowly slid a finger inside her wet folds. I moaned into our kiss. Being this close to her was unlike anything I had ever felt before.

She gently rocked towards my touch, encouraging me to continue to explore as she reached to take my cock in her hand. As I moved my fingers on her and within her, she started to stroke me. I had never believed it possible to feel this intensely from anything. If I thought her lips on mine was heaven, her hand on my most intimate part was a whole different plane of existence. There were no words.

We had to pause for a minute as the desire to bite something became really strong, but Bella was patient with me. She waited, smiling and rubbed my arm instead, helping calm me and keep me grounded.

Once the bloodlust passed, I hovered over her again until my eyes were level with hers and placed our foreheads together, resting there for a moment, closing my eyes, and enjoying the peace and happiness. It was a deep sense of calm and complete joy; unlike any I had ever felt before.

"I love you, more than anything."

"I love you too. You won't hurt me. I promise." she replied, somehow knowing exactly what I needed to hear.

I placed the tip of my erection at her entrance and looked into her eyes, making sure she had no doubts. Seeing none in her eyes, I closed my eyes as she leaned in to kiss me.

I lowered myself down into her and we both groaned with pleasure, careful to keep as quiet as we could. Nothing else in the universe would ever matter to me except for Bella, not like it did much before. I was whole and complete as all of her tightly surrounded all of me. It were as if there were actual sparks on our skin as I started to slowly move within her, and she raised her hips to meet mine.

I was overwhelmed by the sensations of Bella; the scent of her arousal highlighting the sweet scent of her blood, her soft moans and little gasps of pleasure that I was the cause of, her warmth all around me, and the magnetism that I had always felt towards her.

Any time my vampire instincts tried to kick in, I instead focused on the sensations rippling through my cock moving within her and into my very existence. I had read many books, watched movies, and even saw the thoughts of pleasure in other's minds, but nothing could ever prepare me for this experience.

Her skin was glowing in the moonlight coming through her window and she looked like an angelic vision. I couldn't stop kissing her, touching her, and losing myself in her. She ran her hands up my back, lightly scratching, as her feelings of pleasure started getting more intense.

I could feel her body tensing beneath mine and had to focus hard on the motions of our bodies to keep my bloodlust in check. This caused my body to tense as well from the sensations she was causing.

We moved together more frantically, and I could feel her getting closer to her release, prompting me towards mine as well.

It was Bella whispering my name along with a moan of pleasure that sent me over the edge. I exploded within her as she suddenly relaxed around me.

There are no words to describe the complete, overwhelming pleasure that we shared as we came together. Not ready to remove myself from her, I kissed her face, ears, and neck. "Bella." I whispered once more. "I have never felt so perfect. You are my everything."

She smiled as she sleepily whispered, "I love you."

I slowly removed myself from her. With many kisses all over her face, breasts, and stomach, I helped her clean up and put her pants and shirt back on her just in case anyone came to check on her during the rest of the night and snuggled up against her in bed, holding her in my arms until she fell asleep.

I had never enjoyed a more perfect night.


Epilogue: Jasper POV

I was sitting on the couch in the family room talking to Alice when suddenly her eyes glazed over in one of her visions. There was a slight hint of arousal in her emotions, followed by pure joy. When her eyes went back to normal and I knew her vision had passed, she was all smiles.

"What did you see darlin'?" I asked.

She smiled in return and looked at Esme. "Esme, you're going grocery shopping later today, right?"

"Yes, dear." Esme said with a questioning look.

"You might want to stop at the furniture store and order a bed for Edward's room." Alice said, at that point putting her arms around herself and rocking with laughter. I started to laugh too, knowing what she had finally seen about to happen.

Emmett, always the gentleman, interjected "It's about time! Maybe Eddie will be less grumpy when he isn't the 100-year-old virgin!" Followed by his echoing laugh.