It was 7:00 and Amanda still hadn't heard anything from Sonny. The last thing she heard from him was a text saying he had made it home safe. She had already fed the girls. Billie was already in bed asleep. She just got done reading Jesse a bedtime story. As she was shutting Jesse's door she heard a faint knock on the door.
She looked through the peephole and saw it was Sonny. She took a deep breath and opened the door.
He met her eyes "I am so sorry". Amanda stepped back to let him in, noticing he had no bag with him. She shut the door behind him. "Amanda, look at me please".
She looked up at him and said "no i get it you went home and thought about it. You-you don't want me or my girls anymore it's- it's okay"
"Amanda I never said that" Sonny grabbed her hands. "My meeting was at 8:00. I woke up around 7:05. Keep in mind that it takes me 15 minutes to get there. I still had to shower and get dressed. I was rushing and I left my phone at home. I didn't have time to call you from the office when I got there".
Sonny put a piece of hair that had fallen behind her ear.
"Amanda, I don't regret anything I've said to you. I meant everything I said to you. I am sorry I hurt you."
Amanda stared at him for a while and finally said "It's fine. But you really scared me" Sonny rubbed her cheek. "I know i'm sorry"
"Are you still staying?" Amanda asked sceptically. "I thought i was but if you don't want me to i completely understand"
"No I want you too but where's your bag?" she asked, smiling at him.
"I didn't know if you would still want me to stay so I left it in the car" he replied.
Amanda's smile grew wider at him saying he was still staying. "I've been thinking about you all day"
Sonny smirked "You have" Amanda smacked his chest. "Stop that" Sonny acted shocked "Stop what?"
"You know what I am talking about, now please kiss me" he didn't need to be told twice. As soon as his lips hit hers it was like heaven. Neither of them has ever had a kiss be this powerful but sweet…it was perfect.
When they broke apart. Amanda started walking to the couch Sonny followed behind her. Amanda sat down on one end of the couch and sonny sat down on the other end and. Sonny looked over at Amanda "Did you eat dinner? and don't lie to me" Amanda looked at him "Me and the girls had Chicken with corn and some fruit. Have you eaten?" Sonny nodded his head yes. "They had food for us at our meeting".
Amanda puts her feet between her and Sonny. Sonny takes one of her feet and starts to massage it. Amanda looks at him and smiles "You don't have to".
"But I want to" he replied.
A few minutes later Amanda mutes the TV. Sonny turned his attention to Amanda and waited for her to say something. "I Want to talk about us" Amanda could see the worry look in his eyes so quickly said "no, no, no, nothing bad. I just wanna know things."
Sonny looked at her confused "you know everything about me" Amanda laughed softly. "No, I mean in our relationship." Sonny was still confused so she explained "Well uh yesterday we did a lot of cuddling and I liked it a lot. I just want to know what you like and what you don't like" Sonny stopped massaging her feet.
"Things like my favorite cuddling position?" he asked. "Yes, that's one thing I guess" she replied.
"Can I show you?" Amanda started to laugh. "Is this your way of getting me to cuddle with you?"
Sonny smirked "Is it working?" Still giggling she says "yes".
Sonny got off the couch and crawled between Amanda's legs. Then rested his head on her stomach. "This is my favorite cuddling position" he said smiling. Amanda started to run her hand through his hair she heard a small groan which made her smile.
"Now tell me something you like" he said, putting his hands under her.
"Well uh- I would like to wear your clothes like your hoodies and shirts." Sonny smiled against her stomach.
Amanda stopped running her hand through his hair and said "But I understand if you don't want me to wear your clothes because I might stretc-"
Sonny got off her stomach to look at her. "Don't you dare finish that sentence. You're really starting to make me mad" Amanda looked at him confused. "Why"
"I don't like when you say things like that" He was moving closer to her face. "Amanda, your curves, I love them so much. You probably will stretch out the breast area because your breast are full"
Amanda knew it wasn't the time to joke but she couldn't help it. "Mr. Carisi, did you just admit you've looked at my breast?"
Sonny's face turned red and he got off Amanda and started pacing around the livingroom floor. "I-I am just a man I just can't help it sometimes."
Amanda started to laugh and Sonny turned to face her. She got off the couch, put her hands around his neck and pecked his lips.
"I was just playing. I don't care if you look" she said in the sweetest tone. "Go get your bag from your car it's getting late"
When Sonny returned from getting his bag he didn't see Amanda anywhere but there was a blanket on the couch. Disappointed but he understood he started to unzip his bag when he heard a door open and turn to see Amanda "Are you coming" she whispered. He smiled and grabbed his bag.
He walked into her room and Amanda shut the door behind him. When she turned she was met with a worried looking Sonny. Amanda walked to him and took his bag from him and sat it on her bench that was at the end of her bed.
"This is my bed" she said, pointing to her bed. "And this is my bathroom" she added, pointing to a door on her right.
"I am uh- gonna go brush my teeth" Amanda smiled at his shyness. "okay".
Sonny got his tooth brush from his bag and walked to the bathroom. Amanda followed him but stopped when she got to the bathroom door. "Can I brush my teeth with you?" she asked, now being shy.
"It's your bathroom" he said with a smile.
Amanda smiled and walked over to her sink. She grabbed her toothbrush and looked up in the mirror to see Sonny standing behind her. They both went to turn the water in at the same time Which made them laugh. Sonny let Amanda go first she put her toothbrush under the faucet then put toothpaste on it.
She started brushing her teeth but didn't move so Sonny put his toothbrush under the still running water. He put toothpaste on his toothbrush and started brushing his teeth. Still brushing his teeth he went into the bedroom. Amanda was confused but didn't follow him. As she cleaned her face Sonny returned and finished cleaning his teeth at the sink. When he finished he turned to Amanda and said "I left something on the bed for you".
Amanda looked at him and started walking to the bedroom. When she got to the bed she saw 2 shirts lying there, a grey T-shirt and a burgundy T-shirt. Amanda turned to Sonny "You didn't have to".
He walked toward her and put her arms around her waist. "I am possessive and seeing you in my clothes it will-" Sonny shook his head. "You will look so sexy in my clothes" Amanda started to laugh.
She went to her dresser and got a pair of shorts. She opened the top drawer and got a black shorts. Then walked over to the bed and got the burgundy shirt. Then she walked to the bathroom and shut the door so she could change.
While she was in the bathroom Sonny got his sweatpants out of his bag and put them on. As he was picking up the shirt on the bed he heard the bathroom door open.
He was about to put the shirt on when he heard Amanda say "don't". He turned to see her wearing his shirt and oh those legs. He met her face and she was biting her lip. He started walking to her. She slowly started to back up until she hit the wall "you look so sexy" Amanda started to blush so she tried to hide her face. "No baby let me see" Amanda could feel her cheeks darken at him calling her baby.
Since Amanda didn't look at him, her neck was exposed. Sonny thought it was the perfect opportunity to kiss her exposed neck so he did.
When his lips hit her neck a soft moan escaped her lips which made Sonny smile. After a few kisses he began to suck her neck but not enough to leave a mark.
"Mine." he growled into her neck. Amanda smiled and pulled him off her neck. She looked into his eyes and said "All yours". Then pulled him down to her lips.
Sonny picked her up still kissing her and took her to the bed laying her down. He crawled on top of her and started kissing her lips.
Amanda broke the kiss and blurted "We can't have sex". Sonny got off her immediately.
He got off the bed trying to find his grey T-shirt.
"What are you doing?" Amanda asked, getting off the bed with him. "Amanda I didn't come here for sex. I would never use- you know what I am just going to go home"
Amanda grabbed hand "No-no you're not I know you didn't come here for sex i only said that because I had to remind myself". Sonny finally met her eyes "Now please come back to bed with me". Sonny searched her eyes "okay" he finally said.
"What side of the bed do you want?" she asked, trying to calm the mood. Sonny laughed softly. "I don't really care".
Amanda crawled in the side closer to the door and Sonny took the side closer to the bathroom. Amanda waited for Sonny to cuddle with her but he never moved. Amanda made the first move. She moved closer to his side but not close enough that they were touching,he still didn't move. Amanda knew he was letting her set the mood for the rest of the night. She moved to lay on his chest. Sonny just laid there like he was dead. Amanda looked up at him and saw he was looking at the celinfan.
"I know you didn't come here for sex" she said softly. He looked down at her and said "okay".
"Can you please tell me what's wrong?" Sonny cleared his throat. "I have a few questions about our relationship". He felt Amanda tense on his chest. He quickly added "Nothing bad I promise".
Amanda took a deep breath and said "okay ask away".
He took a moment to think about how he was going to word his question. "Jesse calls me 'Uncle Sonny'. I don't want her to see something then go to school and say that she saw her Uncle Sonny kissing her mom".
Amanda thought about it and finally said "I agree but it might take time for her to start calling you Sonny." she looked up at him "Next question".
"Do you want to tell anyone about us?"Amanda Immediately replied "no" then said "yes". Sonny started to laugh.
"Do you want to tell anyone about us?" Sonny looked down at her and said "Well that leads into my next question. Umm tomorrow I would like you and the girls to come with me to my moms for dinner. My sisters will be there with their kids, boyfriend or husband."
Amanda abruptly sat up "No I can't meet your family". Sonny sat up. "Why not". Amanda looked at him "I won't be the reason they hate you". Sonny looked at her confused "Amanda what are you talking about".
"I have 2 daughters with 2 different men. No mother wants their ONLY son to be with someone like that. I had a gambling problems. I won't be the reason your family hates you or even worse disowns you. I have too many prob-" Sonny kissed her to stop her rambling.
When they broke apart, Sonny said "My mother loves you and our girls." Amanda rolled her eyes "Your mom has never met me or the girls" Sonny smiled at her "You know my mom and I are close"
"Yes and that's why-" Sonny cut her off "You don't think I've told her about the love of my life. That she has 2 beautiful girls. How I love all 3 of them. She knows I would do anything to keep my girls safe." Sonny brushed a tear off her cheek. "She knows that I wanna marry you and grow old with you. My mom has even bought things for you and the girls. She has a box full of clothes and toys for them."
Amanda was now fully crying "You've really told your mother about me and the girls?" Sonny reached over to the nightstand to get her a tissue. "Of course I did. I even told her about Frannie." Amanda laughed "Well we can't bring Frannie with us." Sonny stilled "youll go with me?"
Amanda pecked his lips then smiled "yes we will".
"I have one more question" Amanda yawned. "Okay can we lay down?"
"Of course we can" Sonny layed down and Amanda put her head back on his chest.
"What's your question" she asked while playing with the bottom of his shirt.
"Would you and the girls want to stay at my place for a day or two?" Amanda looked up at him "Can I think about it? It's not that I don't want to but I don't know how the girls will act." Sonny nodded understanding.
"I have a question" Amanda said with a light chuckle.
Sonny smiled "okay what is it".
Amanda put her hand under his shirt so it was now resting on his chest. "Is this okay?"
"Yes, perfect" he replied.
Amanda yawned "Can I get a goodnight kiss before you go to sleep?" Amanda leaned up and kissed him then layed back down on his chest.
