Chapter 4

Lisa

"Lisa. Lisa," Jennie whispered loudly, her voice just strong enough to break into my nightmare of Viper covering me in feathers at my bachelor party. "Your phone is ringing."

I rolled toward her and grunted without opening my eyes, not yet fully awake.

"Lisa!" She smacked my shoulder. "Wake up."

"Huh, what?" I sat up, trying to focus.

"Your phone is ringing. Again. It's rang like three times in the last twenty minutes."

"Oh." I reached for my phone and squinted at the screen. "It's my mom."

"Hello?"

"Do you have any idea how it feels to go to my monthly book club and have the ladies there tell me they read online that my only daughter is engaged? Let me tell you something, Missy, it feels really shitty!" My mom yelled into the phone.

Crap. She never yelled. She never swore. Double whammy.

"Mom, I'm so sorry. We were gonna come by today and tell you," I lied, shrugging at Jennie, who was glaring at me now that she realized I hadn't told my mom. "It just happened a couple days ago, and we've been so busy since then."

"Busy? You've been busy?" She drew out each word and emphasized each syllable.

Fuck.

"You're right." I sighed, feeling awful that I'd forgotten to call the one person who should have received the first call. "I can't tell you how sorry I am, Mom."

Jennie lay down and snuggled into me as I begged my mom for forgiveness.

"So." She sighed in defeat. "How'd you do it? Propose, I mean."

She was done yelling at me, but I could actually feel her sadness through the phone. I pictured her sitting at the kitchen table with a crinkled, tear-soaked tissue in her hand. My chest ached. Putting my hand over the phone so she couldn't hear me, I whispered to Jennie, "Do we have any plans today?"

She rolled onto her back and looked up at the ceiling, trying to remember. "No, I don't think so."

"Mom, what are you doing today?"

"Nothing, just some picking up around here, maybe a little weeding if the rain holds off."

"Remember when I was little, before we traveled for hockey all the time, and every summer we would go to the Chocolate Festival in Long Grove?"

"Mmhmm, that was always fun." Her voice sounded a little more upbeat at that memory.

"Well, it's this weekend. What if me, Jennie, and the girls come get you and we all go to that? Just like we used to, except now instead of you and your kid, it's me and my kids?" Jennie threw her arm around me and hugged me tight while I continued, "Then Jennie can tell you about the proposal in person while I feed Ruby and Jane so much chocolate their bellies will ache for a week."

"Lisa," my mom spoke softly, "that sounds absolutely wonderful."

"Great! We'll pick you up in a couple hours?"

"Perfect." I could tell she was smiling now when she talked. "See you then."

Two hours later, we were in Jennie's Jeep, heading toward my mom's. I liked when Jennie drove. Her legs reached out toward the pedals, the sun glistened off her hair as it whipped round and round her head, and don't even get me started on the way the seatbelt sat so perfectly right in the middle of her breasts. With my sunglasses shielding my eyes, she had no idea I stared at her constantly. Sometimes I got so wrapped up in watching her movements, I forgot where we were going—and who we were with.

"Did you hear me?" Ruby squeaked from the backseat.

I turned to the side so I could hear her better. "I'm sorry, baby. What did you say?"

"What is Chocolate Fest?"

"The Chocolate Fest… Well, it is what it sounds like. Long Grove is this little town that's full of shops and restaurants and toy stores." Their faces lit up when I said toy stores, but I just kept going. "During the festival, they close off all the streets and people set up different carts and they sell all sorts of chocolate desserts and chocolate-covered things. There are magic shows and dancers and pony rides. It's gonna be so much fun!"

Jane gasped. "Pony rides?"

"Yep, pony rides. Do you like ponies?" I asked.

"I love them." She sighed.

I looked over at Jennie, who glared at me out of the corner of her eye. "Absolutely not," she warned sternly.

"What?" I laughed innocently.

"I know you, Manoban. I know what you're thinking and the answer is absolutely, one hundred and fifty percent no."

She called me Manoban. That had the same effect on me as when I said something about the barn to her.

"There she is!" Jane yelled as we pulled into my parents' property. My mom was standing on the porch, watering her flowers. When she saw us pull up the long driveway, she put the watering can down and waved at us.

Jennie parked her Jeep and we all hopped out as Mom made her way down the steps. Ruby and Jane ran right over and threw their arms around her waist, nearly knocking her down.

"Hi, girls!" She bent over and hugged them back. "How have you guys been?"

"Good," Jane answered.

"We're gonna live in a castle!" Ruby yelled in excitement.

My mom's head snapped up as her eyes darted back and forth between Jennie and me. "Something else you forgot to tell me?"

Jennie crossed her arms across her chest and cocked her hip to the side, staring at me. "Go ahead, big shot. Tell her what you did."

"I didn't do anything." I laughed, narrowing my eyes at her. "When we told the girls we were getting married, to make it easy for them to understand, I compared us to Cinderella and the prince."

"So then," Jennie piped in when I refused to tell any more, "they started dancing around and cheering that we're all going to live in a castle. I stopped them and explained that no, we won't be living in a castle, and all they had to do was look at her and…" She paused and motioned for me to finish.

"And I promised them a castle." I shrugged.

"Lisa!" my mom shouted. "You can't promise things like that to little kids. They're never going to forget it."

"Thank you," Jennie said to her, clearly feeling vindicated.

"You know me, I never think that far ahead. I'll figure something out. Just watch me." I waved off both of those skeptical women as I walked past them into the house. "I gotta take a leak real quick and then we'll go."

When I came back outside, Ruby and Jane were hanging upside down from the swing set my mom had put in. My mom and Jennie were sitting on the wicker couch on the porch, facing each other and holding hands.

Jennie had tears in her eyes. Mom's face was soaked. That couldn't be good.

"What… uh… Are you guys okay?" I stuttered nervously.

When Mom heard me, her face instantly softened into a smile and she stood and walked over to me. She cupped my face in her hands. "My sweet, sweet, romantic baby. Jennie was just telling me about your proposal. Amazing, Lisa."

I felt my face flush. "Thanks. I wanted it to be special for her."

"Well, I'd say you nailed it." She sniffed. "Let me run in and grab my purse."

Once she was inside the house, I looked at Jennie, who was wiping her eyes with a tissue. I smirked at her. "I sure did nail it that night, and I'm not just talking about the proposal."

"Lisa!" she scolded quietly, looking toward the door to make sure my mom was gone.

"Sorry, I can't help it. I'm all revved up." I walked over and sat next to her on the couch, leaning in to kiss her neck.

"Chocolate festivals excite you that much?" She giggled.

"No." Kiss. "But." Kiss. "You called me Manoban." Kiss.

The wooden screen door creaked as my mom came back out. Jennie pushed my chest away from her, standing up quickly.

"I think I'm gonna drive separate, if that's okay?" She pulled her keys out of her purse as we walked down the steps.

"Okay." I was confused. "How come?"

"Hey, guys!" my dad bellowed as he came out the front door. "Want me to lock this?"

"Yes, please," Mom called back.

I put my hand on my mom's arm and stopped her. "What's going on?"

She turned around and looked down at my hand and back up at me. "What?"

"Dad. Why is he here? You guys are divorced," I said, more accusatory than I meant to.

"Lisa,"—Mom's eyes searched my face as she sighed—"we were married for thirty years. Whether we're still together intimately or not, we're still friends and we still care about each other. He was here working in his shop. I told him we were going; he asked if he could join us." She stood up on her tippy toes and kissed my cheek. "Simple as that. Now let's go."

She spun on her heel and started toward her car. Jennie hooked her arm through mine and yanked on it to get my attention. "Come on, Manoban." My eyes dropped to hers quickly and she winked at me, tugging me toward the Jeep. "Girls! You wanna swing all day or you wanna eat chocolate? Come on!"

The fair was hopping.

People everywhere. Chocolate everywhere. Games everywhere.

I kept my hat pulled low and sunglasses on so that I could enjoy the day with my family without being mobbed by fans.

The girls had already binged on chocolate-covered strawberries, chocolate-covered potato chips, chocolate-covered Rice Krispies Treats, and frozen chocolate-covered bananas, but they were still asking for more.

"Can we go over there?" Ruby pointed to a stand that sold chocolate-covered nuts and raisins.

"How can you guys possibly have any more room in those little bellies of yours?" my mom teased.

I looked out over the crowd and leaned into my mom. "Hey, would you do me a favor?"

"Sure."

I whispered in her ear and handed her some money.

"Ruby, Jane, come on. Let's go get something off that cart." My mom held out her hand and her and dad walked away with the girls.

Jennie started to follow them, but I reached out and caught her hand, pulling her in the other direction. "This way." She narrowed her eyes and frowned slightly in confusion, but didn't argue.

The air smelled like chocolate and cinnamon as we walked hand in hand through the hoards of people stuffing their faces with food. The closer we got to our destination, the tighter Jennie squeezed my hand.

"Lisa…" She tugged back hard, forcing me to stop and turn around. Her hands started to shake as she stared at the Ferris wheel behind me. "Don't make me do this."

"Come on. You can do it."

"No. I can't." She looked so tiny and terrified standing in front of me, hugging herself.

"Come on." I reached out and took her hands again. "You trusted me once. Trust me again."

She covered her face with her hands as a heavy sigh crept out of her. "Fine," she snapped, dropping her hands, "but I'm closing my eyes, and you can't bitch at me about it."

I laughed at her adorable tantrum and nodded. "You got it."

We got in line and I stood behind Jennie, wrapping my arms around her waist just in case she got the idea to make a run for it. The Ferris wheel stopped, people started filing out of the exit, and we started inching forward. Jennie dug her heels into the ground and fought me, so I smacked her on the ass and she jumped ahead. "There we go. Now you're moving," I teased.

We got up to the ride attendant and I handed him our tickets.

"You want inside or outside?" I asked.

"What does it matter? If our basket breaks free and we tumble to the ground, we're both gonna die anyway," she barked.

"Way to be positive, babe," I joked, pushing her gently into the seat.

She sat and I slid in next to her, lowering the bar over our laps. Once the attendant started the wheel to advance to the basket behind us, Jennie's hands flew up over her face again. I put my arm around her shoulder and pulled her into me, feeling a little guilty that she was so terrified while I was completely relaxed with her head on my shoulder.

A few more stops and our ride started spinning round and round. Jennie burrowed further into the nook of my arm and hid her face like a squirrel does when it doesn't want to be seen. We were past the dock when the ride came to a stop, so I knew we'd have a few minutes before we got off.

"Hey," I whispered. "Where do you want to go on our honeymoon?"

Jennie loosened her grip on me a bit. "I don't know. I haven't really thought about it. Have you?"

"Not until we got on here."

She lifted her head a little and looked up at me, crinkling her brow and blinking in confusion. "Huh?"

"Your hair. It smells delicious—like coconuts—and makes me want to kidnap you to an island for a couple weeks."

Sitting up, she looked at me with wide eyes. "A couple weeks? Lisa, the longest I've been away from the girls was two nights when we went for that quick weekend in Chicago. I don't know if I can do a couple weeks."

"That was a great weekend, wasn't it?" I growled softly as I stuck my nose in her hair again, taking a deep breath. "I think we set a new record for number of times people can have sex in a two-day time span."

She giggled and leaned back into me. "That was fun. I think it took a week before I could walk right."

"Then let's do that again, but on some wonderful island with fruity drinks and white sand beaches," I suggested.

The ride jolted to a start again, and Jennie nearly jumped out of her skin, squeezing my hand so hard I thought she might break it. Once we stopped, she relaxed a bit. "Okay, let's do it. But… I can't do two weeks, Lisa. It would be too much. I think a week is perfect."

"Deal."

"Are you mad?" I couldn't see her face, but her voice sounded concerned.

"No way." I shook my head. "As much as I want you all to myself, I get it. I'm gonna miss them too."

She squeezed me tight and leaned up, planting a kiss on my neck. "Thank you."