Last Time..

Suddenly, the nurse announces that I have a visitor and I sit there, confused. Who else would be visiting me? Charlie didn't know I was here and I didn't want him to find out, Jake was the only person who cared now.

"Bella?" a familiar voice calls.

Chapter 10

WARNING- THIS STORY CONTAINS MATURE THEMES SUCH AS SELF HARM AND ABUSE, PLEASE DO NOT READ IF THIS MAY UPSET OR TRIGGER YOU IN AN WAY

I have suffered with self harming before not long ago, and please if you or any of your friends/family are going through it, get help and just remember it DOES get better and you're not alone. I'm always here if you need any help I'll understand xx

Disclaimer- I do not own 'Twilight' or any of the other books written by Stephanie Meyer. All characters mentioned in this fanfic belong to the wonderful author and not me (although I wish Jacob aka Taylor Lautner belonged to me )

This story is set in New Moon, just after Edward left Bella and she is depressed and lonely.

Oh god, I've had such a crap week at school, sorry I haven't updated for a while. My grandad has been put into hospital because he's gone crazy and they think he might have Alzheimers and he doesn't have much longer to live, same as my nan. I resulted in self harming again on Thursday at school, in the bathroom, and I had to go and speak to a nice woman in learning support, who has told my mom and dad. I'm now being treated specially, I get taken out of class frequently, have time out passes, and Miss is getting me a counsellor who I'm meant to talk through my problems with and I'm super scared. If any of you have any advice, please let me know x

Bella's POV

My heart leaps when I hear that voice and I instantly know who it is. I figure that I must be hallucinating, but don't dwell on it, I'm just so happy to hear the sound of his voice again as I'd missed it so much, even if it wasn't real.

"Are you alright" his voice asks, silky as always, sounding concerned.

I listen to his voice, happily, not knowing when the hallucination would end, still not convinced it was real and that Edward was right there.

Jacob's POV

I feel raging anger boil up inside me when I see that idiot Edward Cullen and I watch Bella's reaction carefully, she seems to be off in her own world, as she has a dreamy expression on her pale face.

I immediately get annoyed at that blood sucker and the effect he had on Bella, it wasn't just jealousy, it was more than that. It was the fact that I had been friends with her for months and had helped her through the worst times and comforted her when she needed me. I had made her happier after he had left her and been there for her whenever she needed me, and now this selfish dickhead came along and she was glad for him to be back? It was like my friendship with her had meant nothing to her and she still loved him, judging by the helpless expression on her face. How dare he come back all of a sudden and have this kind of effect on her! Why couldn't the damn blood sucker just stay with the rest of his family in wherever they had been living and never return back to Forks?

I watch angrily as he looks at her with concern like he actually cares about her. Where had he been whilst I was picking up the pieces of her broken heart after he had left her? I don't know how he knew where Bella was and what had happened to her, but I guessed it had something to do with the vampire's 'special abilities'. I couldn't believe that he was pretending to care about after he was the one that had left and brought her into this mess in the first place.

He slowly edges towards her hospital bed and I see Bella's look of realization and surprise, he goes to help her, but then takes a few steps back, unsure whether or not that's what she wants.

"I'm sorry-" he begins soorowfully, looking genuinely upset.

Oh no, he didn't. That idiot had left her depressed, moved on with his life, left me to help her, and now he was playing the guilty card and she was probably going to fall for it, knowing Bella.

I can't control my anger that's directed towards him for any longer and I storm towards him not thinking about what I'm doing, pushing him into the edge of the hospital bed forcefully. His marble body bangs against the sharp edge with full force, and Edward looks over at me with mild shock before fighting back.

He lets out a low growl under his breath and charges towards me, completely knocking me over. I hit the floor with a thud and struggle to get back up. I punch Edward in the face, making his lip bleed, he grabs my arm violently and drags it. I hear a faint tearing sound and I look down to see that he's broke my skin and my arm is now bleeding. Edward looks at me angrily, his golden eyes now a dark black. He shoves me against the wall, holding me there so I can't break free of his strong grip.

We continue fighting, both of us full of hatred for the other one, I forget about Bella for the minute and just focus on fighting Edward. We roll around on the floor, kicking and hitting each other.

I hear footsteps coming from the door and the next thing I know the whole Cullen family is in the room with us: Alice, Emmett, Carlisle, Rosalie and Esme. They watch in shock as me and Edward fight on the floor, and Emmet joins in eagerly, hitting me in the chest. Rosalie then joins in too as her precious Emmet is involved and Alice steps up to help, along with Japer. Carlisle and Esme watch as all 6 of us scrap on the floor, not knowing what to do.

Bella's POV

I watch in horror as Jacob, my best friend and Edward, the boy I love, and most of the Cullen family lash out at each uncontrollably other on the floor. They all seem to be so angry and hurt, and I know it must be because of me. Why did I always make everything worse? It was like everything that I touched turned into on big mess, no wonder nobody wanted to be friends with me.

Ok, so I know that this chapter wasn't long and that I haven't updated in a while but I've been dealing with quite a lot, I'll try and update more though as it takes my mind off my messy life lol.