Embry's point of View
It was the last night of the two weeks I got to spend with her. I didn't know anything about her; not her name, her family life, or where she was from. She only knew my first name and that I grew up without a dad. And yet while lying in bed kissing her, I felt like she knew me and I knew her. There was a sense of comfortability and a sense of home. At first I thought I was imagining this but the more we spent time together the more I was certain it was real. She would respond to me before I would even touch her.
Everything between us was easy and simple. It was a shame we couldn't explore this anymore. Something told me she wasn't the girl to get into a relationship and I couldn't in fear of imprinting. I wish it could've been her but I wanted the choice for love. I didn't want to live in fear of imprinting and hurting her. I wish I wasn't a wolf and could just choose; but home was calling me and I had to return soon.
"You're deep in thought for someone that just came." She laughed kissing my chest. I wrapped my around her pulling her closer.
"You really have to leave tomorrow?" I asked slightly embarrassed how disappointed I sounded. Minutes passed between us before she answered.
"My dad is sick." She breathed out. I looked at her shocked she admitted something that personal about her family since she was still Sarah to me.
"I think it's serious but I had to wait to get out of my lease and book the flight. I have to go back to see him." She said tearing up. I wiped the tears from her face and hugged her closer to me.
She then began to kiss me softly. This kiss was different from the rest because it was intimate and vulnerable. It wasn't as sexual or as aggressive like the ones from the past. I slowly rolled on top of her and began fucking her. It was different this time. It was slower and she looked into my eyes the whole time. We were comforting each other. She came in my arms breathing out a long sigh and I followed shortly. After I expected her to pull away but she held onto me tight kissing my skin.
"I should probably leave soon." I shrugged starting to get up.
"Stay." She whispered against my skin. I sighed slowly.
"I don't think that is what we agreed on." I said kissing her hair. She shifted to look me in the eyes.
"Tomorrow I leave and all we will have is tonight. So let's not give a fuck about tonight." She said wrapping her leg across mine.
"I am happy we got two weeks together." I smiled pulling her closer to me. She laughed against my skin.
"Because you got laid." She laughed. I laughed with her.
"Hey you got fucked on every surface of this apartment." I grinned. I could smell her getting wet from the memories.
"I suppose I did. Not a bad deal." She shrugged smiling. I played with her hair.
"We both will have those memories for when we go home." I laughed.
"Going to jerk off to our sex adventures?" She laughed punching my arm.
"Fuck yeah. Especially the sex we just had." I teased nipping at her skin. She playfully fought me off.
"That's the memory you're going to jerk off to?" She giggled fighting me.
"Or shower sex…" I started to play back. She lifted herself and straddled my body.
"What else?" She said playfully but she was so gorgeous in the moonlight I stopped being able to concentrate. I just stared in awe of her body in the light. Her high cheek bones and full lips. Her naked body on top of mine just perfect. I could've died in that moment and would have been content. I could have decided to sleep with her in this moment but I didn't want to.
I just wanted to stare at her forever. She tried ignoring my gaze feeling the seriousness in this moment. I sat up and moved her face to look at me. I didn't want her to escape this moment, I wanted her to face it with me. I slowly brought my mouth to hers for a soft kiss. It was an affectionate kiss. No it was more than affectionate, it was something more. I never felt like this before this moment. I could sense she felt the same yet she kissed my cheek instead breaking me out of her spell.
"I guess the first time you sucked my dick was also nice. Or the time we did it doggy style against the couch." I teased breaking the moment. I had to break the moment because I was afraid what would happen if I didn't.
"My favorite was the alley way." She grinned tracing patterns on my shoulder. I grinned at her.
"Alley way was the best too." I grinned kissing her collarbone.
"Worth losing your job." She asked raising an eyebrow.
"Absolutely." I said before kissing her for what I thought was the last time.
