September 3, 1999
I have my good and bad moments. Sometimes I think last time we talked we left things on a good note so what am I so worried about?
Then other times I think it's messed up that I haven't talked to him in five days.
If things weren't over, he'd get in touch with me.
I keep flipping back and forth in my head. He's busy. Or did I scare him away?
Ah! I can't take this anymore!
