Tags: Cute, fluffy, new relationship, love confessions, making love, adorable.
A/N: This is one of the sweetest and healthiest GTA ships I have ever written. I get tearful writing and reading this. Tommy is abusive sometimes and uses the intermittent reinforcement pattern to his advantage so it's not a perfect relationship by any means. They have lots and lots of sex in many places within this series I'm writing. Lots of dirty talk and fucked up situations. The title is a parody of Waiting for a girl like you by Forgeiner.
Part one of my Ken x Tommy series titled: True love and Devotion. Women do not exist unless used to push the plot forward(just being honest) because I do not acknowledge heterosexuality. I have no idea what heterosexuality even is honestly.
Tommy was grateful for all of the help Ken has given him. He almost feels like he can trust him. At first their ''friendship'' was awkward and distant and Ken spent most of his time trying to impress the other man.
Lately, Ken had calmed down whenever Tommy came around unless something bad happened. Tommy got a vibe from Ken that he might not be as straight as he says he is.
Ken has told him a few times that he's hoping to find a nice Jewish girl to settle down with and have kids with and bring home to his Ma in New York. It didn't bother Tommy. He just couldn't relate. He'd given up on the heterosexual fantasy with the white picket fence years ago.
Tommy doesn't use labels. He likes what he likes when he likes it and that's all that matters. He doesn't think like ''normal'' people. He doesn't care about the same things they do.
''Uh...earth to Tommy...did you hear what I asked?'' Ken asks.
Tommy was sitting in front of Ken's desk. He blinks a few times and says,''Uh...no...what did you ask?''
''What are your dreams for the future?'' Ken asks.
Tommy blinks a few times before shrugging,''Uh...I don't know.''
''You don't want to settle down? Have kids...'' Ken asks clearly trying to get to know him better.
''Um...well I don't use labels or anything but I...the type of partners I tend to have...um...I might have to adopt...anyway what's with the stupid questions?'' Tommy deflects.
Ken gasps,''Either you like barren women or you're a feygele. I've wondered if that was the case. You've turned down a lot of women in front of me. Every time I try to hook you up with a broad you make an excuse.''
''What does that word mean?'' Tommy asks.
''It's yiddish for gay.'' Ken says cocking an eyebrow.
Tommy shrugs,''I like what I like.''
''So I was right?'' Ken asks.
Tommy shrugs,''What? You wanna ask me out or something?''
''Yeah if you wanna try it. I mean I'm down with doin' a little somethin' somethin' if you're down.'' Ken says.
''You're high. You have to be! You're only ever this forward when you've had a little too much...'' Tommy grumbled.
Ken shrugs,''Yeah, I had a few lines. I've been trying to build up the courage to ask you out but I needed to know what you liked first.''
''Yeah we can go on a date,'' Tommy says.
''How about now?'' Ken asks.
Tommy stands up,''Sure.''
They get in the car and Waiting for a girl like you by Foreigner is blaring on the speakers and for some reason it makes Tommy blush.
He hates admitting that he's been developing feelings for this stupid lawyer. He has been waiting. He wonders if Ken has been waiting too. He's been talking about his dating woes a lot. He always complains about wanting a nice Jewish girl to bring home to his Ma but never being able to find her. Especially in Vice City.
Something pops up in Tommy's mind as he's driving,''What about the nice Jewish girl you wanted to bring home to Ma?''
Ken shrugs,''Ma knows that I'm not completely straight...I had a boyfriend in college and she found out. Mom was nice about it but hinted that she'd prefer if I ended up with a girl that's a part of our culture but she says she loves me regardless. Dad doesn't agree.''
Tommy says,''But I thought you wanted children?''
''Adoption is always an option,'' Ken says.
''You've thought about this a lot,'' Tommy says.
''Yeah...'' Ken replies.
''What made you finally decide to ask me out?'' Tommy asks.
''I noticed you turned girls away all the time, You and Lance are entirely too close, you never seem interested in women when we go to clubs, you're always gawking at Lance, I never hear you talk about dating anyone, did I mention that I don't like how close you are to Lance?'' Ken anxiously babbles.
''I've never dated a Black man before...I'm not against it but I never thought of Lance that way. Plus, he's really straight and closed off. He's not really my type.'' Tommy says.
''You coulda fooled me,'' Ken says.
''Ah, so you're the possessive type,'' Tommy says.
''Not really. I just noticed that you depend more on Lance now and I was wondering if you two were a thing. You've been forgetting me lately.''
''I could never forget you Ken! You're my main sidekick!'' Tommy exclaims.
Ken rolls his eyes,''Whatever you say.''
''I've noticed that you don't like Lance. He's not that bad of a guy. You don't have to worry about me dating him or anything and I don't think he's all that bad.'' Tommy says.
''I'll be keeping an eye on him,'' Ken says under his breath.
''Did I ever tell you that I love your hair?'' Tommy asks.
Ken scoffs,''You better, do you know how long it takes me to perm this? I mean...my hair is naturally curly but I process it to make it into an even bigger fro.''
Tommy laughs.
Ken frowns,''Why are you laughing?''
''The ego on you is too real. For such an anxious mess your ego is through the roof.'' Tommy says.
Ken snickers,''I can be egotistical at times.''
The rest of the date went well. They spent time talking about life and eating Chinese food. After that they walked around and Tommy says,''I've never felt this way about any one else before...I really like you Ken.''
Ken blushes and beams at the other man,''I could say the same thing about you.''
Tommy quickly kisses Ken's cheek.
Ken recoils a little,''I didn't expect you to be so...romantic...''
''I have hidden layers.'' Tommy says with a shrug.
''I wouldn't mind bringing you home to Mama...she always knew I liked bad boys.'' Ken says grinning at the other man.
Tommy says,''So where do we go from here?''
''I'm not getting any younger so I don't really like taking things really slowly anymore. I expected to be married by 25 at least that's how our tradition is set up. I know that we can't get married but I still want to devote myself to you regardless. We've been through so much together. I've saved your life many times and you've done the same for me...I don't think it would be bad for us to commit to each other now...unless you've still got googly eyes for Lance...'' Ken says.
''I've always got my sights on you, Ken. You're my number one.'' Tommy says.
Tommy sees tears glisten in Ken's eyes.
''And that's all I needed to hear,'' Ken says.
That night Tommy parks outside of the mansion. Ken says,''You don't want to come to my room?''
''I...I don't want to rush into...doing...you know...'' Tommy mumbles.
Ken scoffs and puts a hand on his hip,''You...you're being bashful now? Now of all times?''
''It's our first date. I want this night to be special. Romantic even. I want you to know that I respect you enough to have boundaries with you. I love you for more than your body Ken. Have a good night.''
Ken's brows furrowed,''Good night Tommy. I love you too.''
They walk into the mansion together and go to their separate rooms. Tommy didn't expect for their relationship to be so...middle school like...that would change with time though.
It's been a week since then. After doing so many hard missions Tommy is exhausted. He flops back on the couch his head's resting in Ken's lap. Ken gently rubs his cheek,''Take it easy Tommy. You look more tired than usual.''
''I am...it's stressful doing this shit but I love it.'' Tommy grunts.
''I love it too...especially being with you.'' Ken says softly.
''We're going to make it far.'' Tommy says.
''Are you ever going to retire?'' Ken asks.
''When I get too old to do this yeah,'' Tommy replies.
Ken sighs,''I just get so worried for you babe...I pace around wondering if you'll make it home from your missions...''
''I'll be fine. I've made it this far.'' Tommy says.
Kens nods and continues stroking Tommy's cheek.
''Can we share a room?'' Ken asks.
''Yeah sure...where did this question come from?'' Tommy asks.
''Our relationship just feels so distant. I know that you want to respect me but I haven't had a relationship this distant since high school.'' Ken says.
The room was silent until Ken gasps,''Is it because you don't want to fuck me!?''
''No! That's not it!'' Tommy exclaims.
''Are you sure!? It's okay if you're not attracted to me like that!'' Ken says.
Tommy shakes his head,''Stop worrying so much! I think about fucking you all the time. On the couch, on the table, on the pool table, in the car, on my bed, on the staircase, on your desk, in the mall, at a restaurant, in the parking lot of a resturant in my car...I think of you riding me, us 69ing, smacking your ass raw, fucking your face, pulling your hair...a lot of stuff...''
Ken's blushing and squirming,''Well at least I'm not the only one...''
''Of course not. If I didn't want to fuck then I wouldn't date you.'' Tommy says.
Ken grins and says excitedly,''So how about now?''
Tommy says,''Get naked and spread eagle on my bed.''
Ken gets up and rushes to do as he's told. Tommy follows him to his room. Ken is anxious and Tommy can tell that he's overjoyed.
Tommy laughs,'' Excited aren't you.''
Ken scoffs,''I was starting to get carpal tunnel from jerking it everyday. I'm happy to be actually getting laid!''
Tommy laughs,'' Me too!''
They waste no time kissing and groping one another. Ken moans as he threads his fingers through Tommy's hair. They press their naked bodies against one another. After a while, Tommy gets lube and fingers Ken to stretch and prepare him. Ken is gasping and crooning as he thrusts onto Tommy's fingers.
''I'm ready Tommy! I'm ready!'' Ken exclaims.
Tommy puts on a condom and lubes it up. He slowly slides into the other man and slowly and steadily makes love to him. Ken moans Tommy's name over and over. Tommy smirks as Ken leaves scratches up and down his back.
''Just like that! Fuck me just like that Tommy! Fuck me harder Tommy!'' Ken exclaims. Tommy speeds up and Ken howls in response.
They continue on for the rest of the night. By the morning time, they are knocked out and snuggling one another.
They both decide to take the day off and spend time loving and cherishing eachother. The two of them get into the shower together and make love one more time before flopping on the bed and making out for a little while.
Nothing else in the world existed beyond them.
''Never leave me Tommy...you are the best relationship I've ever had.'' Ken moans.
''I'll stay for as long as you'll have me,'' Tommy replies and kisses him once more.
Ken grins,''I love you, I love you I love you!''
Tommy smiles and whispers,''I love you too.''
Series name: True love and Devotion
A/N: This series is loooong guys! Get ready for one hell of a rollercoaster! This is only the beginning.
