Notes: Sorry for any english mistakes but english is not my native language.
Hours later, at Michelle's house, it was now dinner time and Michelle was in the kitchen finishing cooking Andy's favorite food, Chicken tikka masala. Her house had an open floor plan so you could see into the kitchen and through to the living room from the entrance. So, when Andy started to turn the key inside the keyhole to open the door, Michelle heard and already knew that she had finally arrived home. 'Hey prima. How was the appointment?' Michelle asked while Andy walked through the open floor plan and put her bag on the couch in the living room area. 'Good. It was good to talk to someone.' Andy answered while approaching the kitchen area. Andy was devastated. There were still marks of the dried tears on her cheeks that had slipped through her eyes earlier. 'I'm glad it helped.' Michelle said while turning the stove off and mixing the food on the pan with a wooden spoon one last time. Andy sat on the already set table between the kitchen and the living room while Michelle prepared the plates to bring them to the table. 'I think this food will make you feel better. I made your favorite.' Michelle said while bringing the plates to the table and putting one in front of Andy and another one in front of her. When Andy saw that that was Chicken tikka masala, she broke down in tears. Michelle didn't know but that food was one of her cravings when she was pregnant. When Andy was pregnant, she never knew she was pregnant, she only found out when she miscarriage but after her miscarriage she remembered all the crazy cravings she had and one of them was chicken tikka masala.
Flashbacks
Days after Maya's wedding, Andy was on Maya's house sleeping in her bedroom when started to have sharpy cramps. She didn't know what was going on, so she tried to get up from the bed. When she got up, she saw that her bed was covered in blood and decided to call Meredith. She was freaking out cause she didn't knew what was going on and what to do. Maya and Carina weren't home that night cause they were on a romantic date and they were going to spend the night on a hotel. After some minutes Meredith got to the address Andy send to her and saw the door already open so she entered and called for Andy. 'Andy where are you?' Meredith asked concerned while looking around the appartement for Andy when she finally heard a broken voice say, 'I'm here...'. Meredith followed the sound and found Andy sitting on the floor with her back leaning on the foot of the bed and her bed covered in blood. Meredith was shocked seeing all of that but then she looked at Andy who was crying and still in pain and she knew she had to react and go help her. 'Hey Andy, what happened?' Meredith got down to Andy's level, putted her hand on Andy's shoulder and asked with a concerned look. 'I don't know. I was sleeping then I started to feel a lot of cramps and I got up and saw the bed covered in a lot of blood.' Andy said nervously while still crying not knowing what was going on. 'Are you pregnant?' Meredith asked already knowing the answer. 'No. No that I know of.' Andy answered surprised with her question and then remembered that it was possible cause she hadn't had her period in awhile and started to cry even more. 'Wait. No this can't be happening. How didn't I know.' Andy said putting her hands in her face while crying. 'Ok we got to get you to the hospital asap!' Meredith said firmly while helping Andy to get up and walk. Moments after Andy woke up, confused, in a hospital bed and saw Meredith by her side. 'What happened?' She asked but quickly remembered why she was on the hospital, so she cut off Meredith and asked concerned 'How is the baby?'. Meredith grabbed Andy's hand and told her what had happened 'Andy I'm so sorry. Unfortunately, you had a miscarriage.'. Andy broke down in tears and Meredith quickly hugged her tight.
Present day
'Hey prima, why are you crying? What happened?' Michelle asked concerned approaching her cousin and giving her a hug. When Andy finally calmed down, Michelle released her from the hug and Andy finally started speaking. 'I need to tell you something...'Andy said with a serious face trying not to break down in tears again while Michelle started to get even more worried. 'You know that me and Robert were separated because I was mad at him. And... Days after Maya's wedding I was at Maya's house when I started to feel this sharpy cramps and saw my bed covered in blood. I called Meredith cause I didn't know what was going on and she took me to the hospital and when I woke up...' Andy let a few tears slip through her eyes while wiping them with her hands, took a long deep breath and continued 'I found out I had a miscarriage.'. Andy broke down in tears and Michelle quickly hugged her in a tight hug while letting some tears slip to her eyes too. After Andy had calmed down again, they slipped from the hug and Andy continued to explain everything 'After what happened I started to remember all the cravings I had and one of them was Chicken tikka masala.' Andy said while letting a few tears slip through her eyes again. 'I'm so sorry prima.' Michelle said with a broken voice trying not to cry. 'It's ok. You didn't know.' Andy said giving her a little smile. 'Did you told Robert?' Michelle asked already knowing the answer. 'No. I couldn't. I couldn't tell him that I was pregnant and that I lost our baby because I was under a lot of stress. I couldn't tell him that it's my fault that our baby is dead.' Andy broke down in tears again and Michelle putted her hand on Andy's shoulder and told her 'None of this is your fault. You hear me? None. You can't blame yourself.'. After this Andy finally started to calm down again and seeing her Michelle continued and said what she wanted to say 'Andy, I think you should tell Robert. He has the right to know. It was his baby too and you can't continue to care that burden alone.'. 'I know but I'm still not ready.' Andy nodded and answered with her head down looking at the ground. 'Andy, look at me. You're never going to be ready. There's no easy way to tell this.' Michelle putted her hand on Andy's chin, lifted her head and said with and understanding look. Andy nodded again and after a few minutes they ate the Chicken tikka masala in silence and went to sleep.
Sorry for the drama. I hope you all liked it. Let me know what you are thinking about the story until now.
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