It was a normal day at work even though Andy kept think about the same thing over and over again. She knew that today at the end of the shift she was going to tell the love of her life the truth about the worst thing she has been through, and she was still not ready for it. She kept think how he would react and what was the right was to tell him. It was now 7h30 pm and Andy had already asked Theo for cover up for her on the last 30 minutes of the shift so she could go talk with Robert. Andy quickly got dressed into some normal clothes and grabbed her stuff and drove to the station.

When she got into the station, she went directly into the beanery without stopping anywhere. As soon as she entered in the beanery everyone from her old team was shocked to see her there but before they started to ask questions Andy talked. 'Do you know where Sullivan is?' She asked nervously turning her hand into a fist trying to hide the shaking of her hands. Everyone was shocked by her question cause the last thing they knew of was that she and Sullivan were getting divorced and that they were trying to avoid each other. Finally, one of them came to their senses and answered to Andy's question. 'He's on the barn.' Ben answered seeing the anxiety in Andy's eyes. Right after he answered Andy turned her back around without caring about the shocked team in front of her and ran to the barn. When she finally got into the barn, she saw Robert cleaning the engine. He was so focused on what he was doing that he didn't even notice her coming to him. 'Robert.' Andy started putting a hand on his shoulder. He turned around and was shocked to see the person in front of him, 'What is she doing here? Is she here to talk about the divorce papers?', he though. Before he could say anything, Andy started again. 'Can we talk please?' She asked nervously looking at the ground. Robert saw how nervous she was, so he grabbed one of her hands and with the other one he lifted her chin and said with a sweet but worried voice 'Yeah of course.'. He knew just by looking at her face that it was serious, so he offered her for them to talk in a more private place. He started walking and Andy followed him, and they stopped at his bunk, a place where no one would interrupt them.

'You better sit down.' She started looking at him and pointing to the bed next to them. Robert started to get even more worried than he was before but nodded and sat on the bed as she told him to, and she did the same. 'I have something to tell you that it has to do with both of us.' She said making a pause to breath in and out trying to calm her nerves down and then continued 'What I have to tell you is not an easy thing to tell so I'm just going to tell you.'. Robert saw the tears starting to form on her eyes and grabbed both of Andy's hands trying to give her some strength. Andy breath in and out again looking at Robert's eyes and started to tell him from the start what had happened. 'So after we separated I was living at Maya's house and...I was always under stress because I was mad at you and because I got demoted and...one day after Maya's wedding...' She started making a pause to breath between the senteses and then continued 'I was at her house alone sleeping when suddenly I woke up to a sharpy cramp...'. Andy was now looking down to their hands while she let a few tears slip through her eyes. Robert lifted her chin gently and saw the tears running through her cheeks, so he slowly started to wipe them away while nodding for her to continue. 'When I finally got the strength to get up, I saw my bed covered with blood, so I panicked...' Andy continued but then stopped again to breath while looking at Robert's shocked and worried face. 'I called Meredith, she's Amelia's sister in law, and she brought me to the hospital... When I woke up, I was confused and then Meredith came into my room and explained what had happened to me.' Andy stopped because she started crying which made tears form in Robert's eyes just by seeing her suffering. When she finally calmed down a little, she told him the truth. 'I was pregnant, but I only found out when I lost our baby...I'm sorry...' Andy finished and broke down in tears again. He didn't knew how to react to what she just had told him. He was supposed to be a father but because he stressed Andy so much, she lost their baby, he kept thinking. Then he finally broke down in tears and Andy hugged him tightly but not for too much cause before she knew it Robert slipped from the hug and ran out of the room. 'Robert wait...please...' Andy said while running after him but it was too late cause when she got out of the room she didn't saw Robert anymore, instead she saw the whole team looking at her. Everyone was looking at her shocked cause she was crying so she ran away and went home. After Andy left the whole team was left in the vacuum not knowing what had just happened. 'What the hell did just happened?' Jack asked in a mixed of worried and shocked. 'I have no idea.' Maya responded to him.

After what happened, Ben was worried about both Andy and Robert, so he went looking for Robert. He went to the gym first, cause Robert always went there when he was sad or angry, and found Robert pouching the boxing bad while letting a few tears slip from his eyes. Ben could see a mixed of sadness and angry in Robert's face and he knew that what he need now was to unwind. 'Hey man.' Ben started putting a hand on Robert's shoulder trying to get his attention and then when Robert turned, he continued 'Do you want to go out with me and the guys?'. At first Robert hesitated but then he accepted Ben invitation to go out with the guys.

On the bar the guys were drinking and laughing on a table, but Robert wanted to be alone, so he was sat on the balcony chairs looking to his orange juice and thinking about what Andy just told him. He kept blaming himself because he was the one who caused stress on Andy and all that stress was what made her lose her baby. He didn't only blame himself for killing their baby, but he blamed himself for not being there to support Andy on one of the hardest moments of her life. He was so sad and angry. He couldn't take it anymore so before he knew it, he asked the bartender for a shot. He knew he couldn't drink but he needed something to wash his sorrows, so he didn't care much about it. Finally, the bartender brought his shot, and he drank it instantly and asked for more. Ben saw him drinking the shot and ran towards him worried. 'Hey man, what are you doing?! You know you can't drink.' Ben said worried trying to bring him to his senses, but it didn't worked cause as soon as the bartender put the other shot on the balcony, he drank it instantly again and asked for another one. Ben didn't know what to do more so he asked the bartender to not serve any more drinks to Robert and called Andy.

'Warren, I'm fine. There's no talking about what happened at the station' Andy answered with annoyed voice. Ben chuckled literally imagine Herrera rolling her eyes when she was speaking it. But Warren couldn't help but notice hoarseness and tiredness in her voice speaking that she probably was crying too. 'Andy, I didn't plan to ask you about it, it's your and Sullivan business. But he needs you. Now.' 'What's happened?' the tone of her voice switched in a second. 'Is he okay?' she raised her voice. 'That depends' Ben glanced back at Robert. 'He's okay now, but I need you to keep calm and come in Joe's. He needs you' 'I'm on my way. Keep an eye on him'. Andy hang up and rushed out of the house.

When Andy got there, she rushed to them. Everyone could see that she was devastated just like Robert. Her eyes were swollen and red like she had been crying for hours. 'What happened she asked?' She asked worried looking at Robert crying in the balcony. He had his elbows on the balcony and his hands were covering his face while he was crying. He didn't even notice that Andy was there, it was like he was in his own world. 'I'm sorry I called you this late, but I didn't know what to do.' Ben said with a helpless look. 'How much did he drink?' She asked worried looking at the cups on the balcony. 'Two shots but I don't think he's like this because of the drinks.' Ben said knowing that something was going on between both of them. 'You're right. He isn't. This my fault.' Andy said with a defeated look trying not to start crying.

Andy approached Robert and saw that he was cracked into pieces. He was crying with his hands on his face. She had never seen him cry like that and that made her worry even more about him. Andy gently put a hand on Robert's shoulder and said 'It's ok. I'm here now.'. After hearing this familiar voice Robert turned around and hugged Andy tightly while he said with a broken voice 'I'm sorry...'. Andy finally let a few tears slip her eyes but quickly wiped them away so no one could see her crying. 'Let's go home.' Andy told him while now looking in his swollen red eyes and Robert nodded. Andy grabbed his jacked while he got up from the balcony chair and before she got out of the bar Ben asked her if she need help and Andy said 'No thank you. I got this.'.

Andy brought Robert to his home, who before was their home, he was devastated he couldn't stop crying so Andy walked him up the stairs to their room. When they got into the room Andy went to the wardrobe and picked up some sweatpants and a t-shirt for him to sleep with. Then she got back to Robert with the clothes and helped him change since he was too weak to do it on his own. After this Robert finally broke the silence and said with a devasted face 'Stay here please.'. 'I'm not going anywhere.' She told him putting a hand on his cheek and giving him a little smile. Andy helped him into bed while Robert said, 'If you want you can change into some of my clothes.'. Andy just nodded and went to the wardrobe again and changed into one of his crew shirts. She always liked wearing his crew shirts specially because it had his smell and because they were large and comfortable to sleep with. When Andy got back to Robert all he could do was think how much he loved seeing her in his crew shirts and how much he missed looking at her sexy tanned legs, but all these thoughts were washed away when he remembered they were getting divorced leaving Robert with a sad and defeated look again. he told Andy to stay with him and that she could change into one of his shirts. Andy laid herself on the bed and said with a gentile and loving voice 'Come here.'. He did as she told him to and laid his head against her chest while hugging her with one of his arms. Andy started to pass her hands through his head in a sweet way and after some time he broke down the silence. 'I'm sorry' He said again while playing with the curls that were hanging on her chest like he always liked to do. 'None of this was your fault. You can't blame yourself. I know you are suffering, and I am too but nothing of this was our fault. It just wasn't meant to be.' Andy said while letting a few tears slip through her eyes. After this they both continued caressing each other until they calmed down and minutes later, they both feel asleep in each other's arms. Finally, she was right where he needed her the most, in his arms.


Does this means they are back together?

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A big thank you to my dear friend who wrote Ben's and Andy's call.

I hope you guys liked it. Gonna try update the story as soon as I can. See you all next chapter.

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