"Liv, Liv can you hear me?" Fin asked gently as he kneeled down to the ground where she was laying.

Olivia didn't respond, her face completely white and locked in a grief stricken expression as both of her hands were firmly clutching her chest, her body taking in very little air.

"Liv? Baby girl?" he whispered even more gently as Velasco looked to him "should we still respond?"

"No he's deceased CSU's got it now," he whispered as the terrible whimper which sounded from Olivia on the ground shattered his heart into a million pieces "call a bus though," he said another minute later when he saw no sign that she was gonna stop clutching her chest as in everyone's distraction they didn't see her phone light up or hear it ping with Elliot's message telling her he was alright.

"What's happened to her?" Velasco whispered.

"I think she's having a heart attack," he said and Velasco slightly nodded "Manhattan SVU to central we need a bus sent to the 16th precinct right away possible heart attack victim," Velasco called into the radio as Rollins quickly handed Fin a baby aspirin.

"Liv, Liv I need you to open your mouth for me and chew on this," Fin said as he held the aspirin in front of her eyes.

She still wasn't taking in any air, just clutching her chest as it was starting to show on her face "I-I need you to try and breathe baby girl the bus will be here soon. What's the ETA Velasco?"

"Three minutes," he said as Fin nodded and once he got the aspirin into her mouth she let out a gush of air and began to breathe rapidly "h-he can't be dead h-he can't be dead no no no no no no no..." she cried while still clutching her chest hard as the aspirin fell out of her mouth and onto the ground and her whole body was shaking.

"I'll grab her another one," Rollins whispered with tears in her eyes as although she hadn't really gotten to know Elliot she was devastated for her friend "I'm sorry baby girl. So so sorry... H-he loved you so much though Olivia, so so much and he'll always be in your heart... Always Liv," Fin whispered but all he got in response was another devastated whimper.

"H-here," Rollins whispered running back over with another baby aspirin and Fin silently took it from her "we've gotta get this in you Liv you're chests hurting right? That's why your clutching it?"

She nodded slightly while horrible sounding sobs expelled from her body that would make any person weep "shhh, shhh shh I know Liv I know I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so so sorry," Fin tried to console as he placed the new aspirin in to her mouth with one hand and tried to stroke her hair with the other.

Olivia jerked her head away, curled into a ball and continued to weep "I'll call Lindstrom," Rollins whispered.

"There's no need Amanda the hospitals gonna have to tend to her before he can do anything for her..."

She just nodded her head slightly "it's like her whole world just... crumbled..."

"It pretty much did dammit they were finally getting somewhere and now he's gone a-and she'll only have the memory of one kiss," he whispered as Velasco then ran back into the room "the medics are here."

They nodded their heads and Fin kneeled down beside Liv "the bus is here they're gonna load you onto the gurney now," he whispered.

"I-I just got him back I-I just got him back h-he can't be dead h-he can't be dead h-he can't be d-dead..." she whaled.

"I think she's in shock," one medic said

The second one nodded and Fin looked to them with a grim expression "I-I think she might have had or is having a heart attack."

They both nodded "did you give her a baby aspirin?" the one in charge asked.

"Yeah but I don't know if she chewed it up what you're hearing now is about all I've gotten out of her," he whispered as she was back to whimpering in devastation.

The medic just nodded "Lee lets get her on the gurney. Sir is there anybody we can call for her?"

Fin shook his head grimly "that person for her is who just died I-I'll go with her. Joe let McGrath know what's happened and where we are. Rollins you're in charge until further notice. I'm also trusting you and Carisi to take care of Noah."

"Copy," they both said somberly as the paramedics were lifting Olivia off the ground "no no no no no no," she cried as she was strapped to the gurney.

"Shhh, shhh shhh you're safe baby girl you're safe they're just helping you," he said as he looked to the lead medic "she's a passed trauma victim," he whispered.

He nodded "ma'am ma'am you're safe I promise you're safe we just needed your body to stop shaking so we could look at you."

"H-He can't be dead no no no no no no..."

"Lee start an IV, administer 5 of Versed so we can check her out."

"Copy that," he said sadly and Fin frowned "is that really necessary?"

"I'm sorry but it is it's either this or using force to remove her hands from her chest so we can check her heart she's not seeing reason."

Fin just nodded slightly and stood beside her as she didn't even notice the IV being put in she was that distraught over Elliot's death and her sobs and pleas didn't stop until the medicine was administered "lets get her to Mercy Lee," the head medic whispered with a heavy frown.

"Copy that," he whispered through tears as Fin walked alongside the gurney, also with tears in his eyes "is she gonna be okay Wayne?" Lee eventually asked.

"I don't know, you drive," he whispered grimly.

"Copy that," he said and a minute later they were off to Mercy.

3 hours later.

"We've rounded up the brotherhood all thanks to you faking your death was the right move," Bell told Elliot with a smile.

"Good I'm glad I was able to restrain them in place they deserve to be behind bars. Anything on Donnelly?"

"No he's in the wind. Any idea on where he might go?"

He sighed "no but Bridget might," he said as he checked his phone for the 20th time that hour.

Bell nodded "you should go talk to her, see what she knows she trusts you."

He sighed heavily and nodded but his expression was pensive and thoughtful "what is it Elliot?"

He sighed again "I texted Liv right after the message went out over the radio to let her know I was okay but I still haven't heard anything back."

Bell sighed "you shouldn't have done that Elliot."

"Don't give me that crap I wasn't gonna let her spend the day thinking I had died."

She just nodded "maybe she's working a case. Didn't hear the radio call didn't get your text."

He nodded "maybe. Listen I'm gonna stop by her squad, let her see me for a minute then I'll swing by Donnely's and talk to Bridget."

Ayanna shook her head "you don't need to go to the squad room until Donnelly is caught."

"It won't make any difference my cover's already blown anyway."

"It will if he sees you and tries to kill you."

"I'm going weather you like it or not she always answers my texts," he said as before she could protest again he was gone and she just sighed.

25 minutes passed before he was finally at the precinct as he had bought her favorite bagel for her and he patiently rode the empty elevator up to the third floor, the feeling in his gut getting worse and worse the longer he waited.

"Can I help you?" Velasco asked him when he saw him as he looked somber and grim and he clearly didn't recognize him.

"Yeah I'm here to see Olivia. Is your team on a case?" he asked noticing that Velasco was in the squad room by himself.

"Uhh Rollins is yeah and sorry but captain Benson's not available."

Elliot frowned slightly "where is she? And where's Fin?"

"Umm who are you?" Velasco asked.

"Elliot Stabler. You're starting to worry me are Liv and Fin okay?"

"Oh my god..." Velasco said as his expression was shocked then angry "that was low man what you just did... Unbelievably low what the hell is wrong with you?"

Elliot sighed and frowned "it was a difficult circumstance, extremely difficult circumstance I was in an impossible position as a former UC I know you can understand that Liv told me you were a UC before coming here."

Velasco just sighed heavily "I don't wanna hear about what position you found yourself in you can find captain Benson at Mercy General."

"What? Why is she there?"

"Because she heard your fake death announcement and had a heart attack. They've had to sedate her twice because she was so distraught that the medical professionals couldn't do their jobs."

"No... Oh god no I-I texted her. Told her I was okay as soon as I could I-I guess she didn't see it..."

Velasco glared disdainfully "no of course she didn't because she was trying to respond to the 10-13."

"I-I messaged her after that."

"As soon as the death notification went through she fell to the floor and became inconsolable. You should have told her before hand man the best thing you can do for her now is go to Mercy and show her that you're alive," Velasco said as with those words Elliot tossed the bag with the bagel in it onto a desk then sprinted off, not giving Velasco another glance or interviewing Bridget another thought.