It feels like another planet she's on to be back here again, with its own history.

To walk past her father's old room is to feel a sense of dread so overwhelming that her hands begin to shake, clanging like unruly pots and pans. Her stomach becomes so upset that it feels like she's swallowed enough poison to kill her instantly.

It's like a hostile and cold planet to walk these halls once more especially when, she, Hak, and the others aren't all together at the time.

It doesn't feel like home.

She misses the warmth of campfires and Yun's delicious cooking and conversations with her family. That planet is her favorite one, the one where Yona and the others heal together and grow together.

This one just doesn't measure up, with its cold walls and haunting memories. A home turned over on its side until it becomes something unrecognizable. The cold sterilization of an old home that turns into a nightmare is far worse than just walking away from it peacefully.