Prank Wars

"Last one back has to kiss Wormy's hairy ass!" James exclaimed, laughing, as he started running toward their cabin.

"Hey! Don't listen to him! The last one back has to kiss Prongs' super hairy ass!" Peter shouted from where he struggled to keep up with James.

"Oh no! You coming Moony?" Sirius laughed as he gripped Remus' hand and started dragging him after him on their way to the cabins.

Remus shook his head. For a second he wondered if his parents had accidentally dropped him off at a camp for five year olds, but then he felt a smile pry on his lips. It was kind of fun after all.

"Hurry Padfoot!" He laughed before he sprinted forward, dragging Sirius along after him before he started sprinting as well. Laughing they caught up to James and Peter, and as they passed them Sirius shoved James, making him trip and stumble into Peter who fell to the ground with a squeak.

"Hey, foul play!" James shouted after them as he struggled to detangle himself from Peter who groaning rubbed the sides of his head.

"Didn't hear any rules?" Sirius mocked over his shoulder. Remus didn't know whether to scold or high five Sirius, but when he realized he'd just saved them from having to kiss James' or Peter's asses he decided for the former. So he lifted his free hand and high fived Sirius on their running march to the cabin.

When they reached the stair leading up to cabin 7 they stopped to watch as James and Peter ran on the path leading from the lake to the cabins. They ran, stumbled and walked towards the cabin, frustrated frown on James' face, unhappy pout on Peter's.

"I don't want to kiss your ass!" Peter wailed after James.

"Then hurry up! They haven't walked through the door yet!" James shouted at Peter over his shoulder before he sprinted for the cabin again.

Glancing over at Sirius Remus found him grinning madly. He saw Sirius unlock the door and then place his hand on the handle. Remus realized he planned on running inside just as the others reached the stairs, just to make James regret the lose more.

As James and Peter made their way over to them Remus took a moment to brush sand off his clothes. When he realized the sand had stuck to him due to fact his clothes still were damp he directed his focus on Sirius instead. He lifted his hand to brush off sand from Sirius' hair, and saw his mad grin turn into a fond smile for a second before he grinning looked over at James and Peter again.

They had spent the past days building sandcastles by the beach. It had been James idea that they could compete against each other by building the largest, sturdiest and most good looking sandcastle. So the four of them had spent the last days building up separate techniques, blending different amounts of water with sand and trying to outthink the others, the four of them all wanting to win over the others.

However, Remus had been soon to realize sandcastle building wasn't one of his talents. He had been ready to give up after the first day when every one of his 'castles'(piles of sand) fell,

vaporized or melted away by waves from the lake constantly. He had given it an honest chance for a day but when his struggles only resulted in him getting frustrated he'd told the others he gave up.

Though, then Sirius had offered him help in form of personal tutoring and suddenly sandcastle building wasn't as horrible anymore.

Remus smiled smugly when he thought back of how he'd made Sirius help him with everything from holding the bucket, filling it with water and turning it upside down. Sirius' hands placed on top of his the entire time. He'd got to steal touches of Sirius and spend hours in his close proximity on the sand, and suddenly he hadn't complained about the complicated task of sandcastle building anymore.

He felt his smile grow into a grin when he thought of the fact he still couldn't remember the right techniques after all lessons he'd got from Sirius. He'd been too focused on Sirius to take in anything he said about the sand.

"Wait for me!" Peter shouted at James, snapping Remus out of his thoughts just as James reached the first step on the stairs and Sirius opened the door and flung himself inside, dragging Remus along with their clasped hands.

"We won!" Sirius laughed as he flung himself down in one of the chairs by the desk next to the door.

"No!" James wailed as he ran in after Remus. He crouched down on the floor and staged a cry dramatically. "No! I don't want to kiss Wormy's ass!"

"Sod off." Peter, having caught up to James, spoke as he dropped a handful of grass over James' hair. Remus raised his eyebrows in surprise. Where'd he got the grass from?

"Oh right. I don't have to kiss your ass. You have to kiss mine!" James teased before he jumped up and stuck his tongue out at Peter like a real five year old. Even Peter rolled his eyes at that, done with James' childishness.

Remus released Sirius' hand and was about to head for the bathroom to hog it for himself before the others remembered they were all sweaty, wet and covered with sand all over, when he felt an odd smell. He stopped in his tracks and took a testing sniff. It smelled almost like...

"Fire!"

Remus' heart jumped at Peter's scream. He turned around to search the room for the source of the 'fire' when he found it.

"What the hell?" Sirius exclaimed from where he'd got up from the chair and positioned himself next to Remus.

"The fuck?" James asked, confused, as he lifted his glasses higher on his nose. Remus felt the same. He struggled to understand what his eyes showed him.

In the middle of their floor lay a pillow, burning. Someone had broken into their room to lit one of their pillows on fire. Remus frowned. But then his eyes wandered to his bed and he felt his stomach clench.

"That's my pillow." He mumbled, earning him three sets of 'What?'
He saw Sirius start walking towards it, and when James followed after him Remus did as well.

When they reached it Sirius stomped on it until the fire went out. About half of the pillow had burned up and it reeked of smoke. Remus walked away and opened the window before he joined his friends again.

"Who do you think it was?" Remus asked, but he already knew the answer.

"Rosier and Snape." Sirius and James, and Peter who walked towards them, answered at the same time. Remus sighed. Then he let his eyes wander around the room. He startled when he saw something odd with Peter's bed.

"Hey Wormtail, what's that?" He asked while he pointed at Peter's pillow where they could see something dark.

"What?" Peter asked before he made his way over to his bed. "Ew," He complained when he reached his bed. "It's a snail."

"What?" James said in disbelief. "Has someone broken in our cabin to set Moony's pillow on fire and place a snail on your pillow? That's like the worst prank I've ever heard of! It's not even funny? It's sad!" James exclaimed as he threw his hands in the air.

"I know, right?" Sirius agreed. Remus watched as he headed for his ladder and then climbed up his bed. But as he reached his bed he screamed and then jumped back down to the floor before he ran over to clutch Remus' shirt tightly.

"There's a spider on my bed!" He screamed. Remus grimaced. Not again.

Thirty minutes later Remus had ridden Sirius' bed from the spider, Peter had thrown the snail out their window and James had found a whole snail family on his covers that he took outside. Remus had thrown the burnt pillow in the trash and then got a new from the utility room. Sirius, reluctant to return to his bed in fear of more spiders, had taken it upon himself to clean the floor from the ash and air out the room.

Remus was finally going to head for the bathroom when he saw something lie on the edge of his bed. Walking closer he saw what it was; a note.

Remus' stomach clenched in fear. Quickly, he reached for the small note and then crossed his legs under him before he hid the note in his hand as he made to read it. He unfolded it and then grimaced when he saw the handwriting. He knew it couldn't be from Lestrange since he was too old to go to the camp, but the handwriting was so similar it might've been from him. He guessed it was from either Rosier or Snape.

With his heart in his throat he read the small note.

Don't forget that we know what you are. We are ready to expose you to the world at any moment.

You're filthy, disgusting and a disgrace to humanity. Don't 'prank' us again or your little secret might just slip to the wrong people.

We don't suppose you'd want for Black to get in trouble now, or would you? This is a warning.
E.R, S.S

Remus gulped. He felt his mood drop as the creeping worry settled in his chest. He didn't know what to do. The note burned in his hand and it made him feel filthy. He felt bad now that he knew the vandalism of their cabin and insects on their beds had been his fault. It was his fault them, the marauders, were in a constant war with Rosier and Snape.

It was his fault they threatened to tell on Sirius. "Whatcha got there Moony?"

Remus quickly hid the note by curling his hand into a fist. Glancing up he saw Sirius look at him with worry in his eyes. Had he seen the note?

"N-nothing." Remus stuttered as he forced a stiff smile.

"Open your hand. Come on." Sirius demanded as he climbed onto the bed and sat down next to Remus who felt torn between wanting to show Sirius or not. He knew it was wrong to keep secrets but he knew Sirius would get angry and possibly run around furiously before he did something stupid as revenge.

When Remus sat still with his hand clenched Sirius reached over and bent it open with both of his. Remus' hand opened easily considering he didn't use any force against Sirius' hands. He felt Sirius grunt as he saw the note.

"What's this? Another note? Is it from Rosier or Snape?" He demanded. Remus grimaced at him but after a beat of silence nodded.

"Bloody bastards." Sirius cursed before he unfolded the note to read it. Remus watched as Sirius' face went from pale to red within thirty seconds as he read the note twice. He thought Sirius seemed to vibrate with anger when he scrunched the note in his hand and then tore it to pieces in front of him.

Remus fiddled with his sleeves as he waited for Sirius to say anything. He swallowed down the lump in his throat and tried to ignore the aching in his chest that only seemed to grow. He was worried; worried Rosier and Snape was going to do something to hurt Sirius, and ultimately hurt Remus since he loved Sirius.

Frowning, Sirius rubbed his temples. Then he sighed as he turned to look Remus in the eyes. The angry red in his face faded away as Remus watched the small smile splay on his lips.

"Don't even think about it." Sirius whispered truthfully. "Don't think for a second that any of this is your fault. Don't think it's your fault if I end up in trouble, and don't for a second think we would ever stop pulling pranks on them from just one silly threat." Sirius tried to reassure Remus that still thought he could make out a lingering worry in Sirius' eyes. Sirius felt unsure as well, Remus realized. Unsure whether Rosier or Snape, or even Regulus, had told anyone of his relatives about his relationship with Remus.

Though, something told Remus he would know if they had.

"I just don't want anyone to hurt you." Remus spoke honestly before he reached over to rub Sirius' knee. "I don't want you to end up in trouble because of me. I'm not worth it." He spoke, voice breaking at the end as the lump in his throat threatened to make him cry.

"Remus. Remus look at me. You're totally worth it. You're worth everything in the world. And just for your notice; nothing can hurt me as long as I have you. I told you before. You're my hero." Sirius spoke seriously. Remus gazed deeply into his eyes and felt his heart clench when he noticed

how watery Sirius' eyes were.

"I-I don't want anyone to hurt you." Remus repeated, voice less than a raspy croak, but Sirius seemed to get the message.

"And no one will as long as I've got you." Sirius smiled at him just as the first tear escaped his eyes and trailed down his cheek. Remus lifted a hand and wiped the tear away with his thumb.

"I love you so much." Remus whispered as he felt a set of tears escape his eyes. His chest hurt from the love he felt for Sirius. He wanted to protect him, to shield him from the world and the threatening evils that were his relatives. He wanted to make sure Sirius would be happy for the rest of his life. Because he deserved it. He didn't deserve threats. He deserved to be loved.

"I love you too. But saying that still doesn't feel like enough." Sirius whispered softly. Remus felt his heart clench from affection again. That was what he thought as well. He loved Sirius more than words could express.

"Come here." Sirius whispered before he scooted closer. He wrapped his arms around Remus in a warm embrace and then Remus positioned himself in Sirius' lap. He leaned against Sirius, pressed his ear against his heart and listened to the steady beats of it all the while Sirius pressed light, affectionate, kisses to the top of his head.

When Sirius started planting kisses on his forehead Remus shifted so that they were nose to nose. He aimed Sirius a watery smile before he leaned forward to press a firm kiss on Sirius' moist lips. Remus pressed kiss after kiss on Sirius' lips, wanting to relay his love, and then parted his lips to suck on Sirius' lower lip.

He felt Sirius thread a hand in his hair, instantly turning his sad mood into one of excitement. Remus opened his mouth and slid his tongue between Sirius' lips and rejoiced when the tip of his tongue met with Sirius'. As they made out on the bed Remus felt all his worries fall to the floor, the only thing left in the world being him and Sirius.

"Hey, what're you- ahh!"

Reluctantly, Remus broke the kiss to send a death glare at Peter who stared them him from across the room. Remus felt Sirius release the grip on his hair and instead swipe his hand up and down Remus' his soothingly. That only made Peter's eyes widen more, in fear or curiosity Remus couldn't decide.

"Hi love pups! Are you done or are you planning on snogging some more? Because Wormy and I would prefer if we didn't have to bear witness to another snogging session." James exclaimed from where he'd stuck his head in front of Remus. It took him a second to realize James sat on the floor next to his bed. Why, he didn't know.

"I, eh, wha-" Remus started but stopped when Sirius placed a hand on his thigh.

"Thanks for asking Prongs. In fact, we're planning on snogging lots more, and if you're lucky we might just let you watch in the first row. " Sirius told James with a teasing grin. Remus heard Peter gag over at his bed, and then cough furiously. Remus would've felt bad for him if it weren't for the fact Peter fake-vomited from having seen him and Sirius. That made Remus send him another glare as he tightened his grip around Sirius.

"Really funny." James declared sarcastically. He didn't leave though.
"What was that note?" He asked, making Remus tense. He didn't want to explain it all to James.

Thinking about it again only increased Remus' worrying for Sirius.

"Not a love letter for you if you thought so." Sirius joked, making Remus relax. Sirius had his back. Sirius was there to make him feel safe. Sirius was his hero.

"I mean, seriously." James rolled his eyes before he exhaled.
"I'm always serious." Sirius said, earning him three sets of groans.

"You know what I meant." James grunted, still too curious about the note to drop the issue. Though, Sirius wasn't eager on telling him.

"Yeah, but sadly the note got destroyed somehow. Really sad you didn't get to see it, but that's life." Sirius explained voice deadly serious like he wasn't the one who'd destroyed it only moments ago. James narrowed his eyes at him suspiciously but then he finally rose up from the floor and stretched.

"Fine. Don't tell me. Thought you wanted to take revenge on the horribly executed prank with the burning pillow, spider and snails but oh well..." James trailed off, eyes set on Sirius expectantly. Remus could literally hear a switch turn in Sirius at the word 'revenge'. He just hoped they wouldn't do anything dangerous, or illegal for that matter.

"Did you say revenge?" Sirius asked James with a mischievous glint in his eyes, smug smirk on his lips.

"You bet I did." James answered, mirroring Sirius' expression. They stared at each other for a moment and Remus could feel Sirius' breath quicken and heart beat speed up as he got excited for the mission.

Remus, still sweaty and covered with sand, released himself from Sirius' lap and finally made his way over to the bathroom while the others were too distracted to notice he hogged it for himself.

He tried not to feel offended when Peter dodged his gaze as he passed by him. He was probably just jealous.
'''''''''

"Should I put it all on Snivellus pillow or leave some for Rosier as well?" James asked Remus and Sirius who held the buckets in front of him. Remus scrunched up his nose in disgust when he saw the white and black dollops of bird poop in James' plastic bag-covered hand.

"Save some for Rosier as well." Sirius advised him with a grim grin.

Remus thought Sirius and James had taken it a bit too far when they started suggesting they smear dog poop on Snape's pillow. Luckily, they hadn't found any in the forest but that hadn't stopped the idea since James had found a birds nest almost instantly where he'd found bird poop.

As Remus now watched James smear bird poop on Snape's pillow he was torn between feeling disgusted from the lengths they took when it came for revenge or to feel done with their constant childishness. But most of all he felt sick from the stench.

"Padfoot you go on to phase two now." James instructed Sirius before he checked with Peter that no one headed back to cabin 8.

Remus watched as Sirius took of the lids to the two buckets and then climbed up the ladder to empty one of the contents over the bed. Remus wondered why James and Sirius still thought doing literally the same prank for years still felt fun when they complained about Rosier and Snape's originality. But on the other side Remus actually thought it was hilarious, even though he still felt a tad worried about them telling about Sirius to his family.

James turned the plastic bag inside out before he tucked it under Snape's pillow with a revengeful chuckle. Then he took the second bucket from Remus and emptied it over the bed. Remus grimaced when he saw the mixture of mud, seaweed and some dead, mushed worms James had found in the forest earlier. He'd suggested they added some snails and spiders to the mixture as well but that's where Sirius had drawn the line. They were not going to take after their enemies. (Plus the fact that Sirius was terrified of bugs.)

"Done?" Remus asked when James and Sirius returned with empty buckets and smug grins. Remus took the basked from James when he handed it to him and was about to advise them to head back when he saw James whisper something to Sirius, making his face turn smug.

"What are you doing? What did you whisper to Padfoot?" Remus asked curiously but none of them answered him. Instead they checked the course was still clear with Peter that nodded. Then Remus watched as Sirius opened one of the wardrobes and started pulling out the clothes, throwing them on the floor. Next to him James fiddled with one of his pockets until he brought out matches. That's when Remus understood.

They were going to set Snape's clothes on fire.

"Wait! Stop, stop!" Remus demanded as he dropped the bucket on the ground. He walked up to Sirius and gripped his hand, and then walked over to James where he gripped his wrist. He gave them a stern glance both before he spoke.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" He scolded.

"Getting revenge? What else?" James said with a huff from where he tried to free his wrist from Remus' stern grip.

"Sirius?" Remus directed the question to Sirius instead since he actually seemed to have the sanity to look remorseful.

"Ehm... taking revenge? For you, us?" Sirius piped. Remus scowled at him disappointedly. Didn't Sirius and James understand they were taking this too far? That doing this wasn't just doing a 'prank' but actually could result in them getting in some real trouble?

"Don't you think you're taking this too far? I mean, burn someone's clothes up? What the hell are you thinking?" Remus shouted mostly at James, not wanting to hurt Sirius' feelings.

"We- we weren't thinking..." Sirius piped, sounding like a child that just got yelled at. Remus' heart ached inside but he knew he had to do this. He had to teach them the difference between simple fun and too much; that there was a line.

"Do you realize that if you were to burn up Snape's clothes and he told Slughorn we could all get thrown out? Do you want that?" Remus asked James again. He'd stopped struggling against Remus now and instead stared at the floor. He actually looked ashamed. Remus felt a small bubble of hope rise in his chest. If they already understood then he wouldn't have to do this anymore.

"There's a difference between playing a clever prank and being straight up evil. I hope you

understand that." Remus told them, voice determined and stern as he first stared at James, then at Sirius.

Remus felt his heart ache when he saw Sirius pout at him, his expression hurt, looking wounded. Remus sighed sadly and then started stroking the over side of Sirius' hand with his thumb. That made Sirius' eyes look slightly less hurt.

"I'm sorry Remus." Sirius whispered while doing his puppy-dog-eyes. Remus felt his heart melt and suddenly the little mishap didn't matter anymore. It belonged in the past and wouldn't bother them anymore since Sirius understood. Remus knew Sirius wouldn't do it again now that he knew Remus didn't approve of it.

"It's okay Padfoot. As long as you understand what I mean." Remus smiled at Sirius, and when Sirius grinned back at him Remus felt his smile change into a grin as well. Then Sirius tugged on their clasped hands and wrapped Remus in a tight hug. Remus dropped James' wrist in favor of wrapping his arms around Sirius' waist.

"Sorry Moony." James spoke right before he broke out in a happy laughter.

Remus frowned from where he'd leaned his head against Sirius' neck. Here he was, trying to enjoy his nice hug with Sirius as they made up, and James laughed at them?

"What's so funny, grass eater?" Sirius warned.

"I- I don't know. Nothing and everything? Just; you turned from mischievous prankster, to sad puppy, to lovesick fool in what, ten seconds?" James laughed. Remus didn't know whether to feel offended or not. Was he making fun of Sirius?

"I don't want to interrupt all the fun but I think people will head back soon. Some already left the main building; they'll probably be back soon. So if you still plan to burn their clothes up or something you need to hurry!" Peter hissed at them from where he stood by the door, peeking through the gap.

Remus raised his eyebrows in surprise. It might come off as mean, but he had actually forgotten Peter was with them for a second there.

Remus let go of Sirius in favor of collecting the lids from the floor. Meanwhile he ordered for James and Sirius to put back the clothes in the wardrobe which they did immediately. Then Remus was about to tell them to finally head back when he saw James crouch down by the mat with a match between his fingers. Remus frowned at him.

"James, that's vandalism of the camp's furniture. If you light it on fire you'll literally be considered a criminal." Remus tried to scare him into dropping the match, but he didn't. Instead he narrowed his eyes at Remus.

"Don't you want revenge?" He asked.

Remus rolled his eyes. "I thought I just got revenge when you emptied bucketful's of junk onto Rosier and Snape's beds?" He said.

"I know, but they- they burned your pillow for Merlin's sake! Don't you want to revenge your pillow?" James asked dramatically. Remus shook his head.

"No, it was just a pillow. And it wasn't even that comfortable anyway." Remus added just for good measure.

Remus and James bickered for a while longer until Peter told them they probably should head back now. Then Sirius suggested they took some of the mud they could light on fire since it didn't belong either to the camp or any of the campers. When Remus couldn't find any reasons not to Sirius and James scooped up a pile of mud and placed in in the middle of the room, a bit from the mat. Rummaging through his pockets James found a napkin he added to the pile as well.

James was just about to light the fire when Sirius told him to stop.

"Again!?" James shouted exasperatedly. Remus almost felt pity for him, but instead he watched as Sirius walked over to him with an expression that shifted from determined and uneasy.

"Moony, don't you think we should leave them a little message, hm?" Sirius asked as he passed Remus on his way over to the desk by the door. Remus followed him and watched as Sirius ripped of a piece of a paper and then reached for a pen.

"Perhaps," Remus trailed off. He saw Sirius start writing and read as he wrote.

Dear Rosier and Snape

You are officially the two biggest shitheads on the camp - or wait, the earth.

We're not afraid of you. In fact, you make us laugh. You're so repelling it's hilarious.

Try better next time.

Sincerely,

B

(PS. We scented your pillows with a brand new perfume called 'Birdeu shiteu'. Think its French.)

"Sirius!" Remus gasped when he'd read the note. He didn't know whether to laugh at how brilliant it was, or cry in fear of what their enemies might do when they read it.

"Relax Moony, it'll be great." Sirius chuckled before he got up from the chair to pat Remus on the back reassuringly. Remus smiled at him weakly, not sure if he agreed or not.

He watched as Sirius placed the note on Snape's nightstand, under a glass of water, and then made thumbs up to James who finally got to light his match. When James had lit the mud and napkin on fire the three of them took the buckets and walked over to Peter who nearly had fallen asleep from where he'd kept watch by the door for so long.

Peter peeked through the door one final time before he opened it for the others to pass through. When they were outside Remus locked the door behind them and they were off to the beach where they dropped off the buckets and relished in the fact that the mission was a success.

Then they headed back for cabin 7 to rest before dinner. Remus rejoiced when Sirius joined him in his bed, legs and arms tangled together in a wonderful mess as they dozed off in the afternoon sun.

''''''''''
"Evans! Hey, Evans! Sit over here!" James shouted, waving his hands in the air.

"Hey, Wormy scoot over, you're sitting on Evans seat." James hushed as he forcefully shoved a squeaking Peter off the tree trunk from where they were sitting around the bonfire. Slughorn had invited McGonagall and her ladies from the girl's camp over across the lake and James was a tad

too eager to gain Lily's attention in Remus' opinion.

"Over here!" James shouted at Lily with a grin as he waved a hand in the air. Glancing up from his and Sirius' clasped hands Remus saw Lily walk towards them, facial expression shifting between embarrassed and annoyed.

"Stop pushing me, I'm moving already!" Peter declared before he got up and sat down on the other side of James. That left the seat between James and Remus empty and apparently Lily found that just great since she almost ran the last meters until she slumped down on the seat.

"Hi Evans! I-" James started.

"Hi Remus!" Lily exclaimed cheerfully as she turned her attention to him. Remus had to suppress a chuckle when he saw James' offended look over her shoulder. This was not what James had hoped for.

"Hello Lily." Remus smiled at her kindly. When she extended her right hand he extended his and they did their secret handshake. Glancing over Lily's shoulder Remus saw James nearly steaming from jealously so he quickly retreated his hand again.

"Did I miss something?" Lily asked Remus, her brilliant green eyes glowing with curiosity. When Remus frowned at her, feeling confused, she lifted a hand to brush her red hair off her shoulder before she winked at him "You and Black are holding hands...?"

"Oh," Remus felt his cheeks heat up when he got what she meant. He hadn't told Lily that he and Sirius got together yet.

"Got a problem with that?" Sirius suddenly spoke up, making Remus turn his head to the side to look at him just as he felt him tighten his grip around his hand and then press their clasped hands against his chest protectively.

"No, no!"" Lily hurried to say while shaking her head, making her long hair fly around her, also making James gape and gaze at her in awe.

"Good." Sirius warned.

Remus tsked at him before he jabbed Sirius' shoulder with his free hand playfully. He looked him in the eyes to give him at stern glance but it turned into a happy grin when he saw Sirius smile at him sheepishly.

"I'm happy for you Remus." Lily said, turning his attention back to her. "I knew it would all turn out for the best." She said, voice both serious and happy as she squeezed Remus knee once. "Now you can put those catastrophe dates with the girls back home behind you."

"Lily!" Remus hissed. She had promised not to mention them ever again. Not that Remus had done more than grimace at the whole total of two girls he'd dated, but still. Sirius might get the wrong idea. Sirius might forget that he had always been the one for Remus.

"Ha ha, sorry." Lily laughed, shrugging, not looking sorry at all. In fact, she looked smug. "What are these 'dates' I've never heard of before?" Sirius asked, teasing Remus.

"Nothing." He said and almost wanted to strangle Lily when she opened her mouth to reveal it all for Sirius.

"You see, I set Remus up with a couple of my best friends back at home, hoping for him to get out of his sulking. But when the dates ended in disaster Remus told me to stop trying to set him up and he went back to sulking again. Lovely story, isn't it? Bet it will be a classic later." Lily joked, earning her a grunt from Remus. He pinched the bare skin on her arm as punishment for her telling when she'd promised not to.

"A terrific story." Sirius added with a light laugh from where he'd leaned his chin on Remus' shoulder. "But it would've been better if Remus wasn't sulking." He pouted and then glanced up at Remus who frowned at him. He didn't know if he was ready to joke about his two years of suffering yet. He'd mourned his loss of Sirius during those years. He'd felt devastated. It still felt too fresh to put behind him.

"Come on Remus, admit that it's fun." Lily rolled her eyes at him. "You're too serious." She said while as she raised her eyebrows at him, judging him.

"That's my name." Sirius joked, making Remus, and James and Peter who had eavesdropped on the conversation all sigh at him. They would never hear the end of that joke. Still, Remus found it a bit amusing.

"Oh. Right." Lily shook her head, scolding herself of her slip up.

"I'm serious." Sirius told her cheerfully and Remus could feel the grin against his chin before Sirius leaned back some to lean his head against Remus' shoulder.

"We know!" James told them before he sighed again over dramatically. Sirius snickered at him.

Remus chatted with Lily a while longer but when she spotted two of her friends from the girl's camp, Mary and Marlene if Remus remembered their names correctly, she excused herself and made to stand up. However, James immediately shoved Peter so he fell on the ground and then moved so much to his right that there were two new seats between him and Lily.

"Please sit here!" James pleaded to the approaching girls. Lily opened her mouth to briskly decline but before she had time to voice her opinion the girls nodded and sat down on the seats next to James who visibly relaxed again. Remus felt pity for him. He had it so bad for Lily.

"Want a marshmallow?" Sirius asked, making Remus turn his attention back to him. "Sure." He smiled.

He felt his heart skip a beat when Sirius handed him a marshmallow, making their fingers brush against each other. Even though their thighs lay pressed against each other and Remus' left and Sirius' right hand lay clasped between them Remus felt a giddy smile tug on his lips from the brief brushing of their fingers. And his heart jumped again when he saw Sirius wink at him. And then he felt it positively melt when Sirius flashed him a brilliant grin.

God. Sirius was too beautiful.

"Are you going to hand over the marshmallows or what?"

Remus snapped out of his Sirius-admiration-frenzy when Lily reached an arm out in front of him. Remus jerked but then relaxed when he saw the hand going for the bag of marshmallows in Sirius' lap.

"Hey, wait for your turn! I'm not done with them yet." Sirius said at the same time he buried his hand in the bag and then retrieved it with a fistful of marshmallows.

"Now you are." Lily told him before she snatched the bag from him. "Here's the bag Mary. I don't know if there's any left for us though. Black over there snatched half the content for himself." Lily told them, voice serious and loud enough for Sirius to hear. Though, Remus that had known Lily for the longest time could hear the playfulness in it. She meant no harm; she merely joked.

"Don't get what Prongs sees in her..." Sirius muttered under his breath.

"Same." Remus said just to agree with Sirius and try to calm him down. It seemed to work since Sirius immediately cheered up, leaned back, turned to his side and flashed him a grin.

"Want to grill some marshmallows over the fire?" He asked.
Remus agreed and then they were off to search the ground for suitable sticks they could use.

Then Remus grilled marshmallows with Sirius with their thighs pressing together, shoulders bumping every other second, and Sirius' close proximity both calming and exciting Remus at the same time.

Team

"I'm teaming with Remus!" Sirius exclaimed excitedly as he draped an arm over Remus' shoulders. Remus lifted a hand to ruffle Sirius' hair, huffing. As if anyone else would challenge Sirius on building a team with him.

"That came as a surprise." James mumbled ironically as he rolled his eyes.

"Says the one who spent the last ten minutes begging Evans to build a team with you." Sirius mocked James who looked insulted.

"Mary and I are a team." Came Peter's voice all of a sudden.

Remus turned around and saw that he'd walked up to them, Mary trailing right after him. Remus raised his eyebrows at them. For some reason he hadn't thought of the fact that Peter might want to team up with a girl.

"Good for you Wormy." Sirius told him before he patted him on the back with his free hand. "Moony and I are going to win though." He added, earning him a glare from Peter who shook Sirius' hand off him.

"We'll see what you say in five minutes you two will be found first of all." Peter said and then he was off before Sirius had any time for comebacks.

"Cocky brat," Sirius muttered under his breath. Remus swiped an arm across his back to make him relax. It worked.

As Remus soothed Sirius he let his eyes wander around the clearing. They had gathered in the same clearing where they'd camped in the tents about a week earlier. Though, this time they weren't camping. They were about to play a very serious game of hide and seek.

James had been the one to initiate the game, and invented the new rule that they were supposed to play in teams. Remus strongly suspected it was because James wanted a reason to team up with Lily who immediately had asked Mary to team up with her. But since Mary teamed with Peter Lily had actually felt obligated to team up with James who begged and begged for her to build a team with him.

Lily had grunted and complained all the way from the bonfire to the forest, but if Remus was honest he didn't think she looked as irritated as she made to be. In fact she actually seemed to look forward to the game. Perhaps she really was softening up to James after all.

When Remus heard approaching footsteps from behind he looked over his shoulder and saw four approaching figures heading towards them. When they got closer he saw James walk with three other's he remembered as the Prewett twins from cabin 8 and Rebecka from the girl's camp.

Remus frowned at the Prewett's and Rebecka as he felt confused about their presence. However, then he remembered they were an uneven number of players and that James had ran back to the bonfire to gather some more players. Now that they were an even number, ten players, they could go on with the game.

Fabian and Gideon teamed together and Marlene and Rebecka built a team as well. Then the five teams were done and James took the role as the leader of the game. He placed himself in front of the small crowd and then told them the rules.

Remus felt too distracted by Sirius, who decided to take that moment to press a kiss to his ear, to really hear what James was saying, but he managed to make out the most important parts.

One team counted to thirty while the other ones hid in the surroundings around them. When the counting team has counted to thirty they are going to search for the others that hide around them. The team that gets find first will count the next time, and the team that gets find the last wins a point. The team with the most points after one hour wins.

Remus was about to ask James why the team-aspect was necessary, but when he felt Sirius plant another kiss to his ear he swallowed his question. Suddenly the game wasn't as important anymore. Instead he found himself wondering if he and Sirius could sneak away unnoticed...

"Hey, Moony. I have an idea." Sirius whispered in his ear, making him shiver. He nodded vigorously and hoped the 'idea' had something to do with the two of them hugging, kissing or pressing their bodies together.

"When they start counting follow me and stay as silent as possible." Sirius whispered, making Remus shiver again. His heart skipped a beat and his stomach churned with anticipation. Where was Sirius planning on taking him?

Remus glanced to the side and saw Sirius smirk at him, making Remus bite his lips, and curl his hands into fists not to lean forward and snog Sirius senseless right there and then. I have to wait, he told himself. Wait until we're alone.

"Alright, all teams ready? Evans and I can start counting if you're ready." James bellowed in the clearing. Remus thought he must have missed when they decided who to start counting first but it didn't really matter. As long as he could sneak away with Sirius.

"The lake, beach, cabins and main building are of limits. You are only allowed to hide in the forest and stay at the same spot the entire time. If Evans or I find out you've cheated you'll be disqualified. Alright?" James stared at everyone in front of him, making sure they got the rules. However, as his eyes swept over Sirius and Remus they narrowed suspiciously. Remus stared at the ground and tried to look as innocent as possible but was certain Sirius probably smirked at James, challenging him.

"Okay, Evans you ready?" James asked as Remus lifted his gaze again. He saw James and Lily walk away to the ashes from the bonfire and then close their eyes when they came to a stop.

"Thirty! Twenty nine! Twenty eight!" James bellowed and Lily mumbled.

"Hurry!" Sirius hissed as the boys and girls around them ran off in to the forest in different directions. Sirius released Remus' shoulders in favor of clasping their hands together, and then he started running in the direction of the main camp, yanking Remus with him.

"But Padfoot - Sirius, the camp is off limits!" Remus hissed and then flicked his eyes to look over his shoulder. No one seemed to have heard them or seen them run off in the wrong direction.

"Says grass eater Jamie-boy." Sirius huffed just as they passed the first trees as they stepped out of the clearing and into the forest. "Come on Moony, it'll be fun!" Sirius exclaimed with an excited hiccup, the sound making Remus laugh at him.

"Yeah, yeah, alright. But if we get disqualified I'll blame it all on you." Remus said as he jumped over a root.

"Be my guest," Sirius answered with a grin just before he stalked them down to a stop to listen for

any sounds. When they heard the echoing sounds of "Three! Two! One!" reach their ears they hurriedly started running again. James and Lily started searching now and Remus and Sirius hadn't even reached their hiding spot yet.

Remus started to work up a sweat from the extensive running, but he didn't complain. He could see a sheen of sweat covering Sirius' forehead as well and for some reason that turned him on really bad. Remus tore his eyes away from Sirius when he felt a certain part of his body start to get a bit too excited too fast.

Sirius led them out of the forest and then started running on the path leading up to the main building. Remus felt a thrill of nervous excitement stir in his stomach when he thought about the fact that the camp was off limits. If they got busted James was going to get really mad for them breaking the rules.

Or perhaps he wouldn't. James got to spend minutes of quality time with his precious 'Evans' after all. He probably wouldn't even care. At least that's what Remus told himself as he shrugged away his worry. He could think about the consequences later.

"Remember this place?" Sirius asked him when he skittered down to a walk as they closed in on the main building. Remus looked around them at the exterior of the great, stone building, not quite getting what Sirius meant.

"What do you mean?" He asked, raising his eyebrows at Sirius.

"That." Sirius said and then raised his free arm to point at something to their left. Looking to the side Remus felt himself gasp as the memory hit him.

The cupboard.

"I can't believe you remembered that." Remus exclaimed, baffled, as they stepped closer to the small cupboard. It had seemed loads bigger when they were eleven.

"How could I forget about my first kiss with the love of my live?" Sirius asked, successfully shocking the air out of Remus.

"W-what?" He sputtered.
"You heard me." Sirius smiled at him before he lifted his free hand to caress Remus' cheek.

"And by the way, now that I think about it, didn't Prongs try to set us up back then?" He said as he gazed longingly into Remus' eyes.

Remus stayed silent, the lump of his love for Sirius stuck in his throat. He didn't know what to say. He was so touched by the fact it had been Sirius' first kiss as well. And Sirius had just called him the love of his life.

Remus was ready to faint from sappy happiness.

"I love you." Remus cried before he wrapped his free arm around Sirius to pull him in for a kiss. Remus pressed his lips against Sirius' desperately as he tried to express the extensive love he felt for him.

He felt Sirius let go of his hand in favor of lacing them around his waist, pulling them even closer together. Remus lifted his free hand to caress Sirius' hair, and then parted his lips to deepen the kiss further.

When their tongues met Remus felt his stomach churn with desire, and his heart tried to beat out of his chest as it rejoiced from kissing Sirius. Remus was driven by the want to be close to Sirius, press himself against him, want to become a part on him. The desire urged him on, and not sure what to do he took a risk and jumped on the spot and then locked his legs behind Sirius' back. Sirius was quick to place his hands under Remus' bum, supporting him and successfully helping Remus straddle him more firmly.

Remus felt Sirius start stumbling for the nearest wall, and then stop when he leaned his back against it. Well in the new position Remus lifted his hands to cup Sirius' face, and then helped him tilt his head as Remus desperately kissed him. He felt a powerful lust take over him and the only thing he knew was that he had to kiss Sirius.

Absentmindedly Remus felt Sirius swipe his back against the wall, slowly moving them to the edge of the main building. Then Remus felt one of the hands supporting him let go before he heard a door swung open.

"It's a lot smaller than I remembered it." Sirius breathed when he broke the kiss. Squinting, Remus looked behind Sirius and saw the small cupboard, this time with the door opened.

"That's our hiding spot?" Remus panted. "Think it's too narrow?" Sirius asked.

"No. We'll manage to squeeze inside." Remus told him, feeling incredibly excited. The hiding spot seemed perfect all of a sudden. It was both on the camp, which was off limits, and it seemed way too small to fit both Remus and Sirius inside. James and Lily would never find them. Remus could kiss Sirius all evening.

Remus held the door open as Sirius returned his hand to support his bum. Sirius then took a step inside and bent forward and warned Remus to watch his head as he took them inside.

If the cupboard had seemed small on the outside it was nothing compared with the inside. Sirius let Remus down on the floor since it got too crowded. When they'd both stood up straight with them pressing their bodies together they could feel the ceiling brush against the top of their heads and could just barely move their arms around them.

"Cozy," Sirius grinned at Remus before he with effort managed to reach out and close the door. The cupboard immediately got pitch dark, save from a small string of light coming from a whole in the ceiling. Remus glanced up at Sirius' silver glistening eyes for a second, then quickly moved forward to kiss Sirius again.

Remus lowered his hands until he found the hem of Sirius' shirt. He snaked his hands under it and then swiped them up the warm skin of his back. Remus let his fingers touch every last inch of his back before he lowered them to press against his buttocks.

Remus smiled into the kiss when he heard Sirius voice a small moan. Remus felt giddy with excitement, and his stomach was ready to explode from fluttering butterflies when he felt Sirius let one of his hands come down to squeeze his left buttock. Then he felt Sirius other hand snake its way to palm his groin, making him involuntarily gasp into the kiss. Sirius rubbed his palm against him until Remus' grip on his buttocks got almost painful.

Then Remus felt Sirius' hand slip away from his groin and instead settle on his right buttock, giving it a hard squeeze, sending a spark of arousal to his groin that perked visibly.

Remus kissed Sirius with fervor and felt Sirius answer him just as eagerly. The small cupboard felt nearly magical; it was if they were in a world of their own where no one could see or hear them. Remus never wanted to leave it. He kissed Sirius and tried to thank him for his great initiative, all the while they pressed their bodies tightly together.

When they had to break for air Remus felt Sirius purposely breathe down his ear, making him shiver. Then he felt Sirius start planting kisses along his neck before he begun sucking on it. Remus was left to pant, or let slip small cries as he relished in the feeling of Sirius sucking on the skin of his sensitive neck. He really loved when he did that.

Remus felt himself growing harder by the minute, and as he let his right leg press in-between Sirius', making him groan, he felt Sirius was growing hard as well. And with that new information Remus steadied his grip around Sirius' ass and then pressed them closer together, successfully making their bulges collide.

"Ah," Sirius gasped at the contact, Remus' neck forgotten as he panting tried to suppress a moan.

"Kiss me," Remus breathed and it didn't take a second before Sirius' lips were on him again, kissing him with fervor.

The kiss turned hungry as they started rubbing their groins against each other, faster and harder as the kiss turned sloppy. Remus felt the wonderful heat build up in his lower abdomen and wave after wave of pleasure hit him as Sirius moved his body against him. Remus got dizzy with desire as he lifted his hands from Sirius' bum to wrap around his neck, trying to deepen the kiss. He could feel Sirius' hard erection press against him, making him mad with desire, urging him on to press himself closer.

Then Remus felt Sirius deliver a particularly hard thrust that made the both of them break the kiss as they moaned out loud. Remus pressed his forehead against Sirius', feeling dizzy, sweaty and extremely aroused as he could feel and smell Sirius everywhere, when suddenly the door flung open.

"Found you- ahh!"

The door slammed shut again as Remus and Sirius jumped in surprise. Remus would've taken a couple of steps away from Sirius but it was impossible in the small cupboard, so instead he was left to press his hand against Sirius' chest to try and create some distance between them.

"Bugger," Sirius sighed, his breath fanning over Remus' fringe, making him shot Sirius a look of pure desire. He opted if he could forget about the interruption and start where they took off again, but then he heard the voice outside the door speak up again.

"Please come out of the cupboard! You've been found!" James shouted, probably with his mouth pressed to the door if the sound was anything to go by. Remus sighed and Sirius grunted, sounding irritated.

"Go away!" Sirius shouted before he hit the door, making James shriek from outside.

"No, you come out! We've searched through the whole camp for you two you know! Didn't you hear the main building was off limits?" James scolded them as he opened the door, blinding Remus and Sirius with the evening light that seemed as bright as a day after the pitch dark cupboard.

"Had fun?" Remus heard Lily ask when he struggled to make his way out of the crowded cupboard. Looking at her he saw she was smirking at him, one of her eyebrows quirked at him

curiously. He felt his cheeks burn from embarrassment.

"Had the time of our lives until you had to interrupt it." Sirius grunted under his breath, making Lily and James both roll their eyes at him.

"I didn't ask you." Lily said to Sirius, crossing her arms over her chest. Sirius looked over at Remus and James for back up but when none of them said anything he was left to mumble insults under his breath as he stumbled out of the small cupboard at the same time as Remus.

"Ow, watch out," James grunted when Sirius stumbled into him, probably on purpose since he wore a smug grin on his lips.

"So, are we disqualified now or what?" Remus asked while he adjusted his clothes and tried to cover his visible erection by positioning himself behind Sirius who changed from one foot to another suspiciously. Remus saw Lily narrow her eyes at them but luckily she stayed silent.

"No. We actually started looking for you first. You're the first pair we've found, so you're the next to count and search." James explained with a smug smile.

Remus and Sirius both groaned. All they wanted was to sneak away to get some more time for themselves again but now they would need to play at least for another round.

"Wanker." Sirius grunted as he jabbed James in the chest with his hand.

"By the look of it there is a wanker among us, but it's not me." James said as he raised his eyebrows. Remus frowned at him but then he watched as James raised his hand to point in between Sirius' legs.

"Had a good time?" James laughed and that's when Remus remembered that Sirius' erection probably was still visible as well.

Remus felt his entire face burn from embarrassment, and it got worse when Lily and James started laughing at them. Remus pressed his burning face to Sirius' shoulder, closed his eyes and desperately wished for James and Lily to go away. Why couldn't they leave them alone? Why the hell had they searched for them first on purpose?

"Sod off." Sirius grunted before he turned around to envelope Remus in a hug. Remus clung to him, closed his eyes, tried to ignore James and Lily's amused chuckles.

"Go back without us, we're dropping out." Sirius told James and Lily over his shoulder. Though, looking up Remus saw that they didn't even flinch at his statement.

"Sorry you can't." James sang before he took a step forward, gripped Sirius' collar and pulled him away from Remus. "You're coming with us now." James said as he dragged Sirius further away from Remus until Sirius managed to shake James' hand off him.

"Okay, fine. Come on Rem. We can always sneak away again." Sirius said, sounding a mixture of disappointed and irritated, as he walked up to Remus to drape an arm over his shoulders.

"No, you'll help us search for the other teams. Then it's your turn to count." James told them while he closed the door to the cupboard and then started his way back on the path. Lily joined him and after her a very reluctant Remus and frustrated Sirius, both struggling to walk straight due to the tightness of their pants.

"We need to hurry! There's only forty minutes left!" Lily shouted after having checked her watch.

She and James then took off running, Sirius immediately turning him and Remus around to head back for the cupboard. But then they heard James shout "I saw that! Get back here already!" and they reluctantly started trailing after James and Lily again.

"Later." Sirius told Remus as they walked on the path. "We'll take off where we stopped later." He said, eyes searching Remus' for an answer.

"Later." Remus repeated with a smile. "Promise?"

"Promise." Sirius said with a smile of his own right before he lifted his hand to ruffle Remus' hair, making the butterflies in Remus' stomach flutter like mad.

Later, Remus thought. Later I will get to kiss Sirius again.

'''''''''

"What's this? Apple juice!? We can't get drunk on that!" Rebecka complained with the loud, screeching voice of hers that echoed through the clearing. Remus grimaced at her. He wasn't particularly fond of her.

"That's the strongest thing I found when I raid the kitchens earlier." James shrugged. Rebecka glared at him.

"But what's the point in playing if we won't get drunk?" She demanded, looked around the circle of boys and girls for someone to agree with her. When no one did she crossed her arms over her chest defiantly and raised her chin in the air.

"If you don't want to play with apple juice you are free to leave. No one's holding you hostage or anything." James told her with a glare of his own. Remus knew that James loved to plan and execute games, but despised if anyone called him out for making up stupid ideas or bad game plans. And right now Rebecka did both.

"I'm staying." Rebecka mumbled. It was obvious she only wanted to complain to get attention; she never planned on leaving the game. Remus rolled his eyes at her. Drama queen.

"Okay since Wormy, I mean Peter, and Mary won the game of hide and seek earlier they get to decide who to start and the rules." James told the group. He looked a bit disappointed for not being the one to make up the rules though.

Remus looked past Sirius, who sat nearly in his lap, at Peter and Mary who whispered something between them. Then Peter cleared his throat and looked at James who'd moved from the middle of the circle to place himself in it, in between Lily and Fabian.

"Mary and I have decided to let you make up the rules Prongs. Since you were the one to initiate the game, raid the kitchens and all." Peter shrugged in an act of nonchalance. But when he saw James' face light up Peter got a proud grin on his face. He really liked to make James happy.

"Thanks Wormy! Knew I could trust you!" James chirped before he flung himself at Peter in a hug. When Peter wrestled James off him James sat down in the middle of the circle again, laughing as he told them about the rules of the game.

They were going to play a game called 'Never have I ever', and apparently the players were supposed to get drunk while playing it. However, considering James only had found apple juice in the kitchens some of the others felt a bit robbed, or even disappointed. But Remus felt the opposite. He was happy about the fact James hadn't found the alcohol. After all, it reminded him of his mad

uncle that used to hurt his children and Remus when drunk.

No, Remus never wanted to see another bottle of the poison ever in his life. That's also why he felt so angry about Rebecka. She had probably never had to witness the side effects of the drink, only focusing on how 'fun' it would be.

"We'll go in a circle; fair Miss Evans may start if she pleases," James turned around to blow Lily a kiss to which she rolled her eyes. "And then one person will say something they've never done, but if someone among us has done it they need to drink." James looked everyone in the eyes ones, and Remus and Sirius twice, before he went on with the explanation.

"If you don't drink even though you should you're cheating. And if anyone notices you're cheating you'll be disqualified. Alright? James asked.

Everyone nodded, save Remus and Sirius who both snorted at James. As if he would disqualify anyone after he'd just caught Remus and Sirius breaking several rules but didn't disqualify them.

"Does Messer Padfoot have anything to add?" James asked as he quirked an eyebrow at Sirius, making the others turn their heads to look at him.

"Nope." He smirked at James. They stared into each other's eyes, challenging each other, for a moment until they heard Peter stage a series of coughs. Then James shook his head and went on with the explanation.

"I found four bottles of apple juice; if we run out we can just drink water or pretend to drink or something." James shrugged, and Remus was about to agree with him when he heard Rebecka whisper complaints to Marlene who sat next to her.

Remus stared at Rebecka, told Sirius to do the same and when James did as well she soon stopped whispering and instead started fiddling with the locks of her hair nervously.

"Okay. We'll play for as long the apple juice lasts, as long as it's fun or for two hours since McGonagall probably will head back to the camp by them. Alright?"

Remus groaned. Two hours? That felt like a lifetime.

Apparently Sirius felt the same since he voiced a groan himself, and then lowered his arm around Remus' shoulders to come down and wrap around his waist. Remus felt his heart jump at the gesture, his whole body screaming for him to grab Sirius and drag him to the closest cupboard and finish what they started.

But no. Immediately after the hour of hide and seek was done James had stopped them from sneaking away again, proclaiming that marauders stay together. And of course the fact that Lily probably would leave as soon as Remus did, since she didn't feel like being totally left alone with James again, made Remus feel obligated to stay.

So Remus and Sirius had more or less been threatened into staying, and that's how Remus now found himself sitting in the circle with Sirius pressed up against his side. The boys and girls around them were the same that played hide and seek with them, but even though Remus didn't know a lot about half of them he didn't particularly care about them.

He got that the game they were about to play was all about getting to know secrets about others, but he didn't care if Rebecka had kissed anyone, if Fabian had a crush or any other questions the others were sure to ask. Remus felt like he wasted his time when he could be snogging Sirius in a dark cupboard instead.

Though, at least he was happy about the fact that they could sit so close to each other. And Sirius' warm arm around his waist was comfortable as well. It could have been worse, he thought as he looked to the side to smile at Sirius who grinned back at him. It could have been worse; he could have been alone. He could have sat here without Sirius' smile which lightened up the clearing like the sun.

"Here, take a plastic cup." Gideon, who sat on Remus' left, said as he handed the bag with cups to Remus who took two. Then he handed it over to Marlene who sat next to Sirius. Remus gave Sirius one of the cups and then they waited for one of the bottles with apple juice to make it to them.

When James had returned to his place in the circle and everyone had filled their plastic cups to the brim with apple juice James cleared his throat to gain everyone's attention again.

"Alright, now we'll start. You drink if you have done what the person is saying, understood? You win the game by drinking the least times, and lose by drinking the most. The winner's prize is to take the remaining bottles of juice with them, if there is any left of them will say." James said with a mischievous glint in his eyes. Then he motioned for Lily to start.

"Hm. Let's see... Never have I ever skipped class on purpose." Lily said while raising her eyebrows. Remus wondered if faking illness to stay at home counted, but then he remembered that he'd skipped class on several occasions before anyway so he drank from his cup.

When he heard Sirius gulp down several mouthfuls of his juice Remus elbowed him in the ribs lightly. "Do you want to lose?" He whispered, making Sirius' mouth form into an 'o' of understanding before he whispered "Sorry, I forgot. Have I ever mentioned that I love apple juice?" He finished with a grin.

Remus shook his head at him. Sirius was just- he was so typical Sirius. Silly, funny, but oh so lovable.

"Seriously? Have you all skipped class except me?" Lily asked with a skeptic grimace as she watched everyone in the circle lower their cups. Remus smiled at Lily apologetically but looking around he saw that he was the only one who seemed even remotely ashamed by his actions so he stopped and instead scorned his expression back to normal.

Next to Lily Mary straightened her posture as it was her turn to ask.

"Never have I ever... had a crush." She said right before she took a sip of her own cup. Remus frowned at her. Wasn't she supposed to say something she hadn't done so that she didn't have to drink?

Remus flicked his eyes over at James to check with the game maker but when James shrugged at him Remus dropped it. As long as they had fun it was okay to bend the rules Remus thought before he took a sip of his apple juice.

When he saw Sirius lower his cup after drinking Remus smiled at him shyly. Sirius grinned at him and then ruffled his hair affectionately. Absentmindedly Remus wondered how long he'd had a crush on Sirius before he fell in love with him. He wondered if he'd fancied him at first, or if it all just come over him at once, but then he heard Peter say the next statement.

"Never have I ever fancied anyone older than me." Peter said and then looked around the circle to see who drank or not.

Remus narrowed his eyes before he turned his head to the side, positioning his mouth close to

Sirius' ear before he whispered "You're four months older than me right? So does that count?"

When Sirius flashed him a smirk and winked three times with his left eyes Remus guessed that was a yes so he drank from his cup. Then he frowned as he looked down in it. He'd taken a drink every time already. If this went on he would lose the game.

"Not that many but three is something I guess." Peter shrugged before he turned to look over at Rebecka who seemed to burst from suppressed excitement as she prepared her question.

"Never have I ever kissed anyone!" She said, and Remus was just about to feel awkward about the fact she'd just announced she hadn't when she quickly placed her cup to her lips and drank from it.

Shaking his head slightly, trying not to get too irritated by mere looking at Rebecka, Remus drank from his cup and then looked around to see who else did. He saw that all save Peter and Gideon drank. Slightly baffled Remus wondered who the hell James and Lily had kissed without telling him, and then he hoped they hadn't kissed each other without telling him. Suddenly he felt like he'd missed something major.

"Did you know Prongs had kissed anyone?" Remus heard Sirius whisper in his ear.

"No. I was just about to ask you about it." Remus whispered back and then they shared a look of pure shock with each other. Then Remus started to understand why people played this game; they got to know secrets about each other and it was kind of interesting after all. Though, Remus still couldn't believe James had kissed anyone. He would have to ask him about it later.

"Okay, my turn," Marlene said. "Never have I ever kissed a boy."

Remus expected her to drink as well but instead he saw as she shared a shy smile with Mary. Remus narrowed his eyes at her... was she also...?

"Cheers!"

Remus dropped his line of thought when he felt Sirius pull him closer by the grip around his waist. Remus stared at him, confused, but smiled when he saw Sirius lift his cup to his lips cheerfully.

"You've kissed a boy, haven't you?" Sirius winked at him, making Remus blush and roll his eyes. Of course he had. So he lifted his cup, voiced a small 'cheers' with Sirius and then swallowed a mouthful of the sweet apple juice.

When he lowered his glass Sirius grinned at him, looking proud, and Remus felt his heart swell. Was Sirius proud over the fact he'd kissed him?

"Interesting." Marlene said, making Remus look up from the cup in his hands. He saw that she and practically everyone else stared at him and Sirius. He felt his cheeks heat up and he bit his lip unsure of what else to do when he saw James snicker under his hand and Peter grimace uncomfortably.

Remus had forgotten him and Sirius hadn't really told anyone about their relationship, they never felt the need to. But now he realized some might feel shocked by the revelation.

"You've kissed a boy!?" Sirius exclaimed to Remus over dramatically all of a sudden, making Remus jump on the spot. He stared at Sirius who broke out in a loud laughter, and then heard James, Lily and Peter join in as well.

"Sod off." Remus mumbled and tried to shake Sirius' arm off him, but that only resulted in him

pulling Remus in closer.
"Just kidding," Sirius laughed before he coughed once and straightened his posture.

"Alright, my turn?" He said to gain the other's attention like he hadn't noticed he'd been the center of attention for the last couple of minutes already.

"Never have I ever kissed a boy... with tongue. French style." Sirius smirked before he pursed his lips and smacked with them, making kissing noises to Remus who grimaced and tried to push Sirius away from him.

"I can't believe you right now. Honestly. What are you, five?" Remus managed as he tried to push Sirius away from him.

"You were going to say 'are you serious', weren't you?" Sirius grinned at him. Remus groaned but felt a smile tug at his lips. Sirius was just too silly.

As a last way to get Sirius to give him a break Remus lifted his free hand, reached for Sirius' nipple through his shirt and pinched it as hard as he could. Though, instead of silencing him up it resulted in Sirius moaning out load on the spot, the sound sending a rush of blood to Remus' groin that twitched excitedly, and making his cheeks redden at the same time.

"Ehm," Sirius said as he staged a set of coughs to try and cover up his slip up.

Remus immediately let go of the nipple in favor of gripping his cup tightly before he took a sip from it. He felt his face burn from embarrassment, and he heard his heart beats echo in his ears in the suddenly deadly silent clearing in the forest. He didn't dare to look up from his cup so he stared down at his lap instead.

"So, ehm," Sirius coughed. "Did anyone drink? Sorry I, ehm, kind of forgot to check who did." Sirius mumbled before he slowly lifted his own cup to drink from it, his gulp echoing in the silent clearing. Remus guessed he stared at his lap and was just as embarrassed as Remus.

And even though Remus' body got so hot he thought he was going to fill bucketful's of sweat he could feel Sirius' body radiate heat from where he still pressed their sides tightly together.

"This is better than TV." James stated, sounding amused, making Remus dare a glance up. He saw James grin at him before he formed his hands into a heart. Remus didn't know whether to die from embarrassment or cuteness right then.

"I knew it all along, I just never found the right opportunity to ask." Fabian confessed all of a sudden. Remus turned his head to look at him.

"Please make them stop. I feel like I'm being forced to watch something that's for adults only." Peter whined, and looking at him Remus saw him cover his eyes his with his hands again. Remus tsked. He acted like a stubborn toddler.

"What is this- this circus!?" Rebecka screeched, making Remus jump at the spot. When he realized she meant him and Sirius he glared at her. Who did she think she called a circus? She'd been a nuisance all evening!

"Excuse you?" Remus heard Sirius, James and Lily ask at the same time. That made Rebecka shut her mouth, but she still looked irritated from where she defiantly crossed her arms over her chest. Remus realized she must be jealous about the fact that the attention wasn't on her anymore.

"Can't you see that they're in love?" Lily shouted at Rebecka, apparently not ready to drop the issue yet. Remus winced. He didn't like to be the center of attention, and even less for people to defend him when he should be able to fight his own battles. Though, he would admit it felt kind of great that Lily had his back.

"Yeah, in love!" James added cockily to Rebecka, Remus didn't know whether he join Lily to get on her good side or if he meant what he said wholeheartedly.

James and Lily bickered with Rebecka for a while longer. Then Remus and Sirius told them to calm down and that they weren't even remotely as offended as them, and that they were ready to drop it. And after they'd got Rebecka to apologize to all of them they were ready to go along with the game.

"Never have I ever had any siblings." Remus said, finally not having to drink. Sure, the apple juice was sweet and all but after a while Remus got sick of the flavor, even if Sirius told him how much he loved if every time he drank it.

Remus watched as Sirius, Fabian, Gideon, Lily and Rebecka drank and then it was Gideon's turn. When him and Fabian had said 'Never have I ever hugged anyone' or 'Never have I ever thought I was gay' Remus felt done with the game. It headed in directions Remus didn't feel very comfortable to share with anyone save Sirius so he quickly excused himself and made to stand up.

James begged him to stay until the end but Remus shook his head at him. He'd wasted the whole evening on James' games already. Now he was finally going to get his quality time with Sirius, even if he had to break the 'marauder honor' or whatever lame threats James tried to pull on him.

"Time to go back to the cabin now Sirius." Remus said as he brushed off dirt from his clothes. Sirius immediately jumped up from the ground, flashed the others a grin and waved them good bye.

"Bye!" He said, mostly to James who shot them a knowing look before he pouted and looked betrayed again.

"Bye, and Lily could you do us a favor and distract James for a while, please?" Remus whispered to Lily as he'd walked over to tell her goodbye. She nodded and winked at him, making Remus rejoice on the inside.

Remus and Sirius would get the cabin all for themselves, and James would get to spend time with Lily. He'd just killed two birds with one stone.

Remus walked away from Lily and headed for the trees at the end of the clearing. Before he'd taken two steps into the trees Sirius was on him, planting kisses over his face, hands finding his ass where they squeezed down and pressed their bodies closer together.

"Sirius... the others might still be able to see us," Remus mumbled against Sirius' lips, too into the kiss to really care anymore.

"Kinky?" Was what Sirius answered. Remus laughed against his lips.

"Come on. Let's hurry back to the cabin now so we can finally take these clothes off." Remus said before he planted a final, moist kiss to Sirius' lips.

The suggestion to remove their clothes seemed to get Sirius really excited considering he flashed Remus a brilliant grin.

Remus smiled back at him and then Sirius took his hand and they were off for cabin 7.

Chapter Notes

Summer Loving

Hope you like this chapter!

And by the way, there is a Supermoon (full moon) right now! Make sure you go watch it!

"Wait, wait, there's something on the bed." Sirius panted as he broke the kiss right before they were to slump down on Remus' bed.

Dizzy, Remus let go of Sirius in favor of approaching his main pillow where he saw... "A note." Remus said and felt his stomach clench painfully.

"Do you think it's another one from you-know-who?" Sirius asked gently. Remus shrugged. He felt too nervous to find out.

He watched as Sirius, taking the role as the hero, approached the bed and then reached out a hand to pick up the note. "It's not just a note. There's a small package as well." Sirius said, making Remus frown.

"A package? Let me see." And then Sirius showed him the small, wrapped package that he'd found by the side of the pillow, probably having fallen off to the side earlier.

"Want me to read the note?" Sirius asked. When Remus nodded he unfolded the note and started reading while Remus peeked over his shoulder and read as he spoke.

Dear Remus John Lupin

I feel like I owe you this.

Hope you will find it useful and that it will brighten your life further.

Instructions are included in the package as well.

"What?" Remus said when Sirius was done.

"Weird." Sirius mumbled. "There's no sender."

"It's not from our enemies anyway, this handwriting is much more eloquent and... old looking. Almost antique." Remus mumbled as he rubbed his chin in thought.

"And why does this person say they owe you something? Do you know if anyone's in depth to you?" Sirius asked. Remus shook his head. He didn't understand who it could be from. But then he realized the package might give them a clue.

"Perhaps we'll find out who it's from when opening the package." Remus said as he reached for the small package held in Sirius' hand. Remus started undoing the wrapper, throwing it on the floor, and then frowned at the odd subject in his hand.

"It's a tube." Remus stated out loud. He turned the small tube around in his hand, saw how the odd, slimy, see-through, liquid inside swam around in it. He wondered what it was and why someone would send it to him when Sirius crouched down on the floor.

"Wait, you forgot the 'instruction', whatever that means." Sirius said as he retreated from the floor with a folded piece of paper in his hands. Remus motioned for him to read it but felt himself raise his eyebrows curiously when he saw Sirius' face turn red.

"What is it?" Remus asked.
"It's, ehm, it's- it's lube." Sirius stuttered, making Remus break out in a coughing fit. What?

"Wha-, are you sure?" Remus asked while trying to calm down his racing heart. Sirius aimed him a shy smile before he shrugging unfolded the paper to read it for Remus.

"Medicinal lube, made to ease the procedure of sexual intercourse. How to use it: open the lid and- "

"Stop! I get it," Remus squeaked when he felt his flush creep back to his ears and back.

"No, wait, I think we should really read this. Whoever sent this to you seem to know one thing or another about gay sex." Sirius murmured as he continued to read the instructions, but this time quietly to himself.

Remus felt like dying from embarrassment. Sure, he adored Sirius and would love to have sex with him, but getting send a package of lube with instructions on how to use it while having sex was just too much.

And who'd sent it to him? An old creep?

"I don't know who sent you this but I would like to thank them. I think we'll get some good use of this someday." Sirius said before he winked at Remus who felt his flush reach the tip of his toes and back from embarrassment.

"W-what does it say?" Remus stuttered, suddenly feeling curious about the instructions.

"I can show you later." Sirius said, voice low as he flicked with his tongue. Remus gulped when he saw Sirius lick his lips slowly. Remus got the feeling Sirius had found some really interesting information in the description.

However, Sirius put the piece of paper down at Remus' nightstand and Remus following his lead by putting the tube of lube next to it. Then they stared each other for a second in absolute silence before Sirius smirked.

When Remus saw the smirk he felt something inside him snap. He flung himself forward on Sirius and pressed their lips together. Sirius was quick to catch up as his hands found Remus' back in an instant. Remus let his hands trail along Sirius' back as well and only stopped when he found the hem. When he did he slid his hands in under it and swiped them all over the warm skin of his back.

He felt Sirius move the over to the bed, and when Remus' calves collided with it he broke the kiss momentarily to lie down on it. Sirius immediately climbed onto the bed and placed himself on top of him before he pressed a slow kiss to his lips.

Remus smiled into Sirius' lips, giddy with happiness, joy and lust as he felt Sirius swipe his tongue along his lower lip, making a spark of arousal hit his groin. Remus opened his mouth and then

slipped his tongue into Sirius', deepening the kiss.

Remus rejoiced in their passionate kiss, all the while swiping his hands up and down Sirius' back, but when Sirius' leg pressed in between his he became aware of his growing erection.

Suddenly overpowered by an urgent desire he gripped the hem of Sirius' shirt and started yanking it upwards, trying to rid Sirius off it. When Sirius got what he was doing he broke the kiss and pulled the shirt over his head. Then he helped Remus get rid of his, throwing both of them over their heads to land on the floor.

Glancing at his chest, Remus felt the creeping insecurity about his scars return. But then he felt Sirius cup his chin and angle his head up to look into pair of fond gray eyes.

"You're beautiful." Sirius told him, voice soft and positively drippling with love that went straight to Remus' heart.

Remus felt the affection for Sirius hurt in his chest, and felt his eyes water from it as well. Sirius was too good for him. Too wonderful. Too precious.

"I love you." Remus told him, voice a mere whisper as it broke from the lump in his throat. He loved Sirius so much. There were no words strong enough for what he felt.

Sirius smiled at him fondly. Then he leaned down to capture Remus' lips with his own again. They kissed slowly and softly and Remus thought Sirius was particularly gentle as he let one of his hands come up to caress his cheek.

Remus let his hands swipe up and down Sirius' arms, back and sides as the kiss eventually grew more urgent. When Remus felt Sirius press his leg against his erection he went all in and proceeded to give Sirius the best snog of his life.

As the kiss became a mixture tongues, lips and licks Remus lowered his hands to Sirius' buttocks where they squeezed down hard, earning him an aroused moan from Sirius who broke the kiss in favor of panting harshly against Remus' neck. Remus spread his legs more and then lifted them to lock around Sirius before he thrust upward, hard, pressing their groins together, drawing a moan out of both of them.

"Take them off," Sirius panted as he rubbed his hard bulge against Remus' who tightened his grip on Sirius' ass, lost in the waves of pleasure that shook him. He didn't understand what Sirius meant until he felt him start fiddling with his belt.

The trousers, Remus realized. Sirius wanted them to take them off.

With glazy eyes Remus watched as Sirius sat up on the bed, unclasped his belt and started pulling down the zipper of his knee-shorts. Remus' eyes widened when he saw the visible bulge in his pants, and felt his heart skip a beat when Sirius gripped the waistline of his trousers and made to pull them down.

Nearly going anxious with anticipation Remus bit down on his lip as he watched Sirius start pulling his trousers down at an almost painfully slow pace. Remus let his eyes trail over the thin line of black hair that went from Sirius' navel down to somewhere Remus had wanted to see for a very long time. Now he would finally get to see it.

When Sirius quickly yanked his trousers, and probably briefs as well, down to his knees Remus felt his jaw drop. In front of him he saw Sirius' proud erection in all its glory, the mere sight of it sending a spark of arousal to Remus' own cock who twitched with excitement.

Remus stared at Sirius shaft and then absentmindedly licked his lips. He'd never seen another man's erect cock before, but he never thought he'd seen anything sexier in his life.

"Like what you see? You're drooling or something?" Sirius asked, voice teasing, making Remus snap out of his staring to shake his head in embarrassment.

"No, no. It's good. Please stare all you want. It turns me on really bad." Sirius confessed with an aroused groan that made Remus slip a nervous giggle. He shook his head over his own silliness. Here in front of him he had the love of his life, that was also the sexiest man on earth, and he giggled?

He stared at Sirius' cock that bounced against his navel when he shifted on the bed. He was overwhelmed by an urge to reach out to touch it, feel it, taste it, but he snapped out of his thoughts when he felt Sirius start working on his belt.

"W-wha-" Remus started.
"You too. I want to see yours now." Sirius urged, voice high pitched due to his excitement.

Remus reached down to help him unclasp the belt, open the button and pull down the zipper of his trousers. Then Sirius quickly walked out of his shorts and threw them off the bed before he sat back up by the end of it to watch Remus as he gripped the waistband of his trousers and started pulling them down.

Remus closed his eyes when a wave of pleasure surged through him as his trousers brushed past his erection. Then he gasped as he felt his member finally get freed from its cage to bounce out in the open.

Remus opened his eyes when he'd pulled his trousers and briefs down to the middle of his thighs. He glanced up to look over at Sirius and felt his eyes widen when he saw Sirius stare at his erection with a hunger like it was dinner and he had been starving for months.

Remus saw Sirius' eyebrows furrow before he bit down on his lip, the scene sending another jolt of arousal to Remus' groin, making it twitch visibly.

When Sirius made some sort of sexy noise from the back of his throat Remus felt that he couldn't take it anymore. His heart pounded like crazy, his stomach churned with excitement and the pressure in his groin got close to unbearable. He needed Sirius.

Faster than he'd ever done anything in his life he pulled his trousers and briefs all the way down, kicked them off the bed, gripped Sirius' shoulders and pulled them down on the bed again, this time butt naked.

Remus pressed a quick kiss on Sirius' lips before he opened his mouth to allow Sirius' tongue entrance. At the same time Remus let his hands wander from Sirius' hair to his naked buttocks where he let his hands lay pressed. He felt Sirius swipe his hands along his sides, making gooseflesh break out on his skin from the sensation of being skin to skin.

When Remus felt Sirius' naked erection brush against his own he broke the kiss to moan against Sirius' open mouth. Then Sirius purposely rutted against Remus again, this time drawing a moan out of the both of them. Sirius felt too good. It felt too amazing with their naked skin pressed together from chests to toes.

Remus felt sweat break out all over his body as the pressure in his lower abdomen started to build up. Feeling his desperation increase Remus spread his legs and then lifted his hips to meet Sirius'.

They went on like that for a while, Remus lifting his hips to meet Sirius' vigorous thrusts while they panted, whined and moaned against each other.

Then Remus felt something new. With a gasp he felt Sirius snake one of his hands down to wrap around his length and give it a slow stroke. Remus immediately started to thrust up more vigorously to increase the pressure when the hand started stroking faster.

"You're so beautiful like this." Sirius breathed in a hoarse croak against Remus' neck in between strokes, making his heart jump from a mixture of affection and arousal.

"Says the one that looks like a god." Remus panted. That earned him a low chuckle from Sirius, but it turned into a groan when Remus used the moment of distraction to snake his own hand down to grip Sirius' erection.

As his hand wrapped around the hot shaft Remus felt a powerful shiver run down his spine. Sirius felt amazing, like he was made to fit in his hand. It felt so good Remus struggled to comprehend what they were doing. It all seemed too amazing. Too surreal to quite be the true.

When Remus started stroking Sirius in a rapid pace he felt Sirius start working on his cock again, making Remus struggle to keep his focus locked on Sirius erection as he felt his own being worked by Sirius' magical hand.

"Sirius," Remus panted when he felt Sirius' thumb brush over the head. He felt Sirius do it again, making him moan into Sirius' ear that made him groan and paus for a second.

Before Remus had any time to take up his stroking on Sirius' erection he felt Sirius release his member in favor of wrapping his arms around his back. Remus was about to ask what he was doing when he felt him start turning them around, rolling them over on the bed.

When Sirius had positioned himself under Remus he loosened his grip around him and leaned back to look him in the eyes. Sirius aimed Remus a fond smile, and his eyes positively radiated affection. Remus wanted to watch Sirius look at him like that for the rest of his life.

"I love you." Sirius told him honestly, his hand coming up to pat Remus' left cheek.

Remus felt a happy smile tug on his lips. Sirius never failed to make him feel giddy with happiness, and right now it felt like his chest was on the verge of exploding with it.

"I love you too, you know." Remus whispered affectionately before he leaned forward to press a kiss on Sirius' forehead. But when he felt Sirius other hand come up to cup his other cheek and ultimately lead him in the direction of Sirius' lips he pressed a firm kiss to them as well.

When Remus felt his chest explode with something close to fireworks, heart start beating faster and groin twitch with excitement from the kiss he started kissing Sirius more fervently.

After a long, passionate kiss Sirius pulled away. But before Remus had any time to complain he had wrapped his arms around Remus again and rolled them over so that Sirius was on top. Then he shot Remus a sexy smirk before he lowered his head to press a kiss on his neck.

As Remus relished in the sensation he let his hands run down Sirius' back, until they found his naked asscheeks. Then he let his hands swipe over them, cup and squeeze them. He loved how soft they were, and how they made Sirius pant and squirm above him.

When Remus felt Sirius start sucking on his neck at the same time Remus' fingers brushed over the crease between Sirius' buttocks he remembered something from a long time ago... a dream, he

thought.
He struggled to get his foggy brain to work with him, but then he remembered.

Back in third year he'd had a wet dream about Sirius where he'd, he'd... Remus felt his cheeks burn from the vague memory. He remembered he'd dreamed that Sirius had spread his asscheeks and then pressed a finger down his entrance.

For a brief second Remus felt ashamed for even thinking about it, but then he remembered how Sirius had read the descriptions to the tube of lube, seeming interested in its content. And Remus wasn't born yesterday. He knew gay sex could evolve around buttholes.

He snapped out of his thoughts when he felt Sirius suck down on his neck again, more vigorously this time. In response Remus spread his legs as far as they went before he thrust up to meet Sirius' erection. And in the heat of the moment he let his right hand slide to the side, placing it over Sirius' cleft. Feeling urged on by his curiosity and arousal Remus slid his index finger in between it, not stopping until he found Sirius' puckered entrance where he pressed down.

"Ah, Remus," Sirius moaned as his body on reflex thrust down hard on Remus whose body tensed as he felt his release approach. Remus had never been this aroused in his life. Sirius sounded amazing.

"Want me to do it again?" Remus managed in between pants. When he felt Sirius nod against his neck he let his finger press down on the tight spot again, harder this time, earning him a set of filthy noises he dragged from Sirius.

Remus only let go when he felt Sirius grab his cock again, pumping it from top to bottom until Remus couldn't do more than pant helplessly. Remus reached for Sirius' again, but then Sirius suddenly stilled.

"What is it?" Remus breathed, feeling too dizzy to really comprehend anything.

"I, ehm-, do want to try something...?" Sirius asked, sounding uncertain. Remus looked at him curiously before he nodded. As long as Sirius new idea had something to do with them getting off he was on.

Remus watched as Sirius reached out a hand and then reached it over Remus' head to search for something above it. Remus wondered what he was doing but as he saw the hand return will the small tube he felt his eyes widen in surprise.

"W-what are you planning...?" Remus asked, feeling insecure. He'd never thought Sirius would plan on using it already. He didn't even know what he was planning on doing with it to be honest.

Sirius glanced up at him uncertainly, but then Remus saw his expression change into a smug smirk. Remus felt a smile of his own creep up his lips. He loved when Sirius looked like that. It made him go almost crazy with desire.

"You, ehm, you know that thing you just did with, ehm, my- you know," Sirius started, his entire face turning red. Remus felt his chest constrict with nervousness and excitement.

"Do you mean when I, ehm, p-pressed my finger down on your, ehm, you-know-what?" Remus stuttered as he felt his face grow red as well. He let his finger rub Sirius' entrance just for emphasis, earning him a gasp from Sirius.

"Yeah," Sirius said, nodding, with a shy smile before he aimed a playful jab on Remus' chest.

"What about it?" Remus asked, but his voice broke out into a moan when Sirius wrapped his fingers around his length and gave it a stroke. Remus slammed a hand over his mouth and closed his eyes, feeling himself being only seconds from the edge.

"Want to do it again?" Sirius whispered close to his ear, making a shiver run down Remus' spine. He lowered his hand from his mouth and opened his eyes as he wondered how Sirius could have leaned down to whisper in his ear so quickly.

"S-sure." Remus breathed, mind dizzy with lust. The only thing that mattered now was how hard he was, and if Sirius wanted him to do something with the lube he would do it with pleasure.

He saw Sirius smirk at him looking both proud and excited before he planted a sloppy kiss on Remus' lips. Remus answered it and managed to suck on Sirius' lower lip for a second before he sat back up, straddling Remus' hips, making their cocks stand only centimeters from each other.

Remus bit his lip and tried not to come right there when he saw Sirius open the lid to the tube and then squirt some of the lube onto the palm of his right hand before he put the lid back on and threw the tube on the floor next to the bed.

Sirius winked at Remus before he pressed his palms together and rubbed them against each other for a while, all the while Sirius winked, grinned or licked his lips, rejoicing in watching Remus' facial expression that got more desperate by the second.

Remus gulped when he saw Sirius lower his left hand to lubricate his erection with the thick, slimy, lube, and almost got crazy from lust when Sirius voiced a set of small whines from the contact.

When Sirius lowered his right hand to lubricate Remus' member with the warm lube Remus heard himself pant uncontrollably. Suddenly Sirius' hand felt a thousand times better, and the substance now covering his shaft made Sirius' hand movements faster, harder and slicker.

Remus reached out his arms, gripped Sirius' shoulders and then pulled him down with him on the bed. Then he made to kiss Sirius, but ended up panting into his mouth when Sirius kept stroking his incredibly hard cock.

Remus threw back his head when he felt his muscles start clenching. Pleasure surged through him and he knew he was close.

When he felt Sirius' erection brush against his thigh Remus reached down to wrap his hand around it. He gave it a set of fast, hard strokes while Sirius worked him closer to finish. Remus felt the warm substance stick to his fingers, and then he remembered Sirius' request.

While panting forehead to forehead with Sirius, Remus released Sirius member with his right hand and then lifted his left to squeeze Sirius' buttock.

Remus lifted his right hand and let it come down on top of Sirius cleft before he used his left hand to spread it open. He heard Sirius pant with anticipation on top of him before he spread his legs and ultimately allowed Remus entrance.

Remus felt the pleasure build up in his lower abdomen threaten to take over him as Sirius worked his cock at an incredible speed, but before Remus allowed himself to come he would make sure Sirius had a good time as well.

So he shifted his head until it lay pressed against Sirius' neck, and then he opened his mouth to suck on a soft spot close to his collarbone. Remus smiled when he heard Sirius whimper on top of him, and feeling urged on Remus snaked his slicked up index finger between Sirius' asscheeks until

it brushed over his hole. He bit down on Sirius' neck at the same time he pressed his finger down as hard as he could, and this time it slid inside, touching places that might never had been touched before.

Remus moaned when he felt Sirius' hand tightened around him. He heard Sirius moan helplessly above his, his hot muscles clenching around Remus' finger. Remus that thought Sirius' sounds were incredibly hot bit down on Sirius' neck once again, but stopped when he felt Sirius' hand stroke him faster, and then felt another hand come down to cup his balls.

"Sirius, I-" Remus panted. He was dangerously close to the edge. He could feel his mind start drifting away into the clouds, the pleasure building up in his entire body.

"Me too," Sirius panted, voice hoarse, sounding so extremely sexy that Remus groaned from just the sound of it.

Desperate for release Remus thrust up to meet Sirius' hand and brushed against his erection at the same time. He retreated his finger from Sirius' entrance, but only briefly since he immediately pressed it down harder, deeper into Sirius who cried out a broken moan before he came on the spot.

"Remus!" He cried as he tightened his grip around Remus' shaft and balls, making Remus moan as he came as well.

Remus closed his eyes as his muscles tensed and he arched his back as he felt the pleasure take over him. It placed him in a wonderful daze, made it feel like he was walking on clouds. His skin prickled, his chest exploded with wonderful feelings, and he felt like he was flying. It lasted forever, Remus rejoicing in how light and warm his body felt, but then he slowly came back down from his orgasm, and he felt his limbs grow limp and heavy.

Opening his eyes Remus became aware of Sirius who panted above him, and when he felt something constrict around his finger he remembered it was still inside Sirius.

Feeling himself blush he swiftly removed his finger, then placed his hand on Sirius' back before he swiped it up and down all over it, guiding him back to reality.

When Sirius came down from his high Remus found him gazing at him with a lazy, but happy, smile on his lips. Remus returned it but added a wink with his dazed eyes that made Sirius grin at him.

"That was brilliant." Sirius stated before he placed a soft kiss on Remus' lips, making a lovesick giggle escape him.

"It was incredible." Remus smiled at him affectionately.

"Have I told you I love you? Because if I haven't I want you to know that I do. And also that you're the most amazing human being ever to have lived. " Sirius confessed, eyes turning soft before he pressed a gentle kiss on Remus' lips.

Remus felt his heart constrict with the many feelings Sirius evoked in him. He loved Sirius so much it hurt. And he actually felt his eyes water as he looked into Sirius' beautiful gray eyes that glistened in silver every other second or so.

"Hey, are you alright? Did I hurt you?" Sirius asked, voice concerned, eyes glancing at him with worry, as he lifted one of his hands to wipe away a tear that fell from Remus' eyes.

"I just love you so much." Remus whispered, his voice breaking from the emotional lump that stuck in his throat.

"Isn't that a good thing?" Sirius pryed before he leaned down to place soft kisses over Remus' sweaty forehead, and then swiped the hand that had caressed Remus' cheek up to brush his sweaty fringe off to the side.

"Yeah it is," Remus trailed off as he gazed deeply into Sirius' wonderful eyes. "I've just never felt like this before. I feel like I'm going to explode from feelings for you. Sorry, I don't know why I'm crying, I know it's silly..." Remus whispered as he dropped his gaze to stare at Sirius' chin.

"It's not silly. It's absolutely perfect." Sirius said as he lifted Remus' chin to make him look him in the eyes again. "Because I feel the same." He whispered gently, and Remus felt his heart stop when he saw Sirius eyes water.

Remus voiced a small whimper before he used his arm to press Sirius closer to him in a hug. Then he started pressing kisses all over Sirius' neck as a desperate try to express his love for him.

What Remus didn't say though was that he thought it was dangerous to love someone as much as he loved Sirius. He knew that if anything happened to Sirius he would be devastated, broken and feel his heart break. And drawing those conclusions Remus realized his love to Sirius made him incredibly vulnerable.

But it was worth it.

Remus stopped his kissing attack on Sirius' neck when he felt a set of hot tears land on his shoulder. Leaning back again he saw Sirius wipe his wet eyes on his hand. Remus smiled at him before he leaned forward to kiss the tears away, and he rejoiced when he heard Sirius breathe out a light laugh.

When the both of them had kissed away each other's tears Remus grew noticed about the stickiness between their bellies, and glancing down he saw a mess of smeared come all over their stomachs.

It was with reddened cheeks that Remus had suggested they take a shower. And it was with reddened ears that he saw Sirius lift his right hand, the entirety of it covered with the substance as it had stroked Remus to finish.

Sirius however didn't seem as embarrassed. No, he even made a show of wanting to lick his hand clean of Remus' come but when Remus had gripped him by the wrist and dragged him over to the bathroom door he'd stopped the teasing.

It was with shaky limbs and wobbly legs that they managed to shower themselves clean. Remus focused on the tiles in the floor during the remains of the shower, not wanting his prick to get too excited again as he felt exhausted. But by the end of it Sirius had embraced him in an affectionate hug and then kissed him passionately in the streams from the shower head above them, and it had taken Remus great force to stop his eager member from perking again. Sirius was just too hot. Like an erection magnet or something.

When they'd dried up enough that they weren't drippling with water they headed back for Remus bed. Though, Remus exchanged his soiled sheets with the one from Sirius' nowadays untouched bed before they climbed into it.

Sirius placed himself closest to the wall and Remus lied down in front of him. Then they looked each other in the eyes for a while before Remus pulled Sirius in for a bear hug. He held onto Sirius

like his life depended on it, and felt his heart jump from happiness when he felt Sirius do the same.

Remus buried his nose in Sirius' neck and breathed in. First he felt the strong smell of soap from their shower, but under it he could make out the unique scent that was Sirius.

As he lay there hugging Sirius, breathing in his scent and felt Sirius bury his nose in his hair Remus let his mind wander back to the heated moments they'd shared in the bed only minutes ago.

He thought back to how he'd yearned for expressing his love for Sirius. How Sirius had told him he loved him time after time, how Sirius more or less had told him he was perfect, unique and special. And then Remus thought back of how he'd thought the same back to Sirius. And as he let his mind wander to their many declarations of their love he realized something.

They weren't just having a good time. They weren't just having sex or anything else as shallow.

They had made love.

"Sirius?" Remus asked, suddenly feeling the need to share his realization.

"Hm?" Sirius hummed against his hair, making comfortable vibrations run down Remus' body. He wavered only for a second before he opened his mouth to speak.

"Do you, ehm, do you think we- we made, ehm, made l-love?" Remus stuttered as he suddenly felt his stomach clench nervously. What if he'd gotten it all wrong? But then he felt Sirius grip around him tighten and Sirius shift so they turned nose to nose.

"I think that's exactly what we made. Love." Sirius exclaimed with a beautiful smile. Remus saw Sirius' cheeks tint pink and his eyes sparkle with wonderful emotions. Remus felt the butterflies in his stomach flutter again.

Was Sirius even real?

"You don't think I'm real?" Sirius teased and it took a second for Remus to realize he'd voiced his thought out loud.

"Ehm, no- or, well... you're just so perfect. You're almost too good to be true. Too good to be real." Remus confessed as he blinked at Sirius.

Sirius frowned at him. "But it's the other way around." He said, making Remus' chest explode with affection for Sirius again.

Remus hugged Sirius tighter and buried his face in his neck. He closed his eyes as he tried to press himself into Sirius from just the hug. He wanted to stay close to Sirius forever, never have to let go for anything.

Sirius made him feel warm, protected and safe. Sirius made him feel cared about, important and loved.

Sirius made him feel at home.

"I love you so much." Sirius whispered close to his ear when Remus was about to do the same. Remus lifted his leg to lie over Sirius waist, pressing them closer together, as he pressed a grateful kiss on Sirius' neck.

He was just about to move his lips to Sirius' mouth when he heard the door to the cabin open.

"We're coming in!" A voice warned them, and looking over his shoulder Remus saw James walk inside with a nervous looking Peter behind him. Remus raised his eyebrows in surprise. It might sound bad, but he had actually forgotten about them for a while there. He had been too focused on his and Sirius bliss in privacy to even aim them a thought.

"Are they naked?" Remus heard Peter pipe, almost sounding scared. Narrowing his eyes at him Remus saw that Peter held onto James' shoulder with one hand as his other covered his eyes.

"Oh, watch out Wormy! Padfoot is butt naked and is heading straight to us!" James shouted, dragging a terrified squeak out of Peter before James broke out in a loud laughter.

"Just kidding. He is in bed with Moony." James told Peter who tentatively peeked through his fingers before he decided it was save to look.

Remus turned his head back to lie against Sirius' neck and he smiled when he felt one of Sirius' hands come up to pat the back of his head soothingly.

"Don't care about him." Sirius whispered to Remus who hummed against his neck. He didn't care, or more like he couldn't even if he tried when he felt Sirius wonderful, supporting body press against him and his hand pat his hair. Instead of feeling insulted by Peter's behavior Remus felt himself getting drowsy with sleep.

"Had fun?" James chirped as he made his way over to their bed.
"More fun than you can imagine." Sirius informed him with a mischievous chuckle.

"I think I can imagine but I rather not." James declared. "What's this?" James said, and Remus thought he could hear him step closer to the bed.

"Oh, ehm-" Sirius started, and then Remus realized what James meant. The lube.

"Wait. On another thought I don't think want to know." James stated before Remus heard something land on his nightstand. "I think I'll go and wash my hands now..." James murmured under his breath and Remus felt his face burn from embarrassment.

"Wait, Prongs!" Sirius shouted after him, making Remus jump and lift his hand to rub his ear that lay pressed against Sirius' mouth.

"Yeah?" James asked.

"Have you kissed anyone? Without telling me?" Sirius declared. Remus sighed. He didn't understand how Sirius still remembered that, but leave it to him to ask at a moment like this.

"Oh, ehm, sorry. It was just a quick peck with a girl at school by the end of the term. It was nothing special and I don't really count it but since Evans drank I felt I had to as well. Can't let her think I'm unexperienced. Not when I'm trying to get her to kiss me and all." James said, sounding like a pure arrogant bastard. Remus sighed. If he ever told Lily that she would never want to ever get close to James again.

"Alright. That's all?" Sirius asked, and Remus guessed James nodded because he heard him start walking away from them then.

"Tired?" Sirius whispered to Remus who nodded against his neck. "Me too." Sirius murmured to his hair before he hugged Remus tightly once more.

"Good night." He whispered. "Love you."
"Night Sirius. Love you too." Remus whispered with a smile.

Right before he felt the darkness take him he thought he felt Sirius press a soft kiss to his lips, making him fall asleep with a smile.

Chapter Notes

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Warning: This chapter is basically only smut.
You can skip it if you want, but I wanted to include it because, honestly, can you ever get enough of some Wolfstar smexy times? I think not.

"Hurry!" Sirius snickered as he grabbed Remus' hand and started yanking him from the beach where they'd dozed off.

"You don't think they'll notice we're gone?" Remus whispered as he started running after Sirius that led them to the path leading to the cabins.

"No, they're too busy planning tactics to swim over to the girl's camp to notice our absence for another three hours or so. Come on, it'll be fun," Sirius flashed him a grin, making Remus' heart flutter in agreement.

With a shy smile Remus allowed himself to be led all the way back to cabin 7. There Sirius squeezed his hand before he released it to unlock the door. Well inside he quickly closed and locked it behind them and then turned around to face Remus who fiddled with his sleeve nervously. What had Sirius planned this time?

Remus stopped his fiddling when he felt Sirius cup his cheeks. Glancing up from the floor he'd been staring at he saw Sirius smile at him fondly.

"You know I love you, right?" He whispered, making Remus' heart melt. "Yes," Remus whispered as his heart swelled with affection.

He gazed longingly into Sirius' beautiful gray eyes for a moment, but when he felt Sirius swipe his thumb over Remus' cheek to press down on his lower lip Remus took a step forward and kissed him. Sirius let his hands swipe down to wrap around Remus' waist while Remus wrapped his arms around Sirius' neck, successfully bringing them closer together.

Remus parted his lips and felt Sirius do the same before they deepened the kiss with their tongues. Remus felt his heart beat speed up, his stomach churn with anticipation and body heat up from Sirius' touch. He put his soul into the kiss as he let his hands brush through Sirius hair and scrap his scalp, earning him small pants from Sirius.

When they broke the kiss to get air Sirius pressed messy kisses to Remus' forehead, cheeks, forehead, and then started kissing his way down to his neck where his lips lingered for a second before he found a spot he started sucking on.

"Ah," Remus panted as he tightened his grip in Sirius' hair.

"Want to," Sirius managed in between kisses on Remus' neck. "Try something new?" He panted as he kissed his way up Remus' neck, throat and jaw to press a kiss to Remus' lips.

"What do you have in mind?" Remus asked with a nervous smile. His chest fluttered with anticipation as he pressed a kiss to Sirius' lips, making him smirk.

"If you take these off I might tell you." Sirius teased with a smug smirk as he let one on his hands wander up to tug at Remus' shirt. Remus felt his cheeks heat up when he saw Sirius give him a look over, and looking like he liked what he saw.

After one final kiss Remus pulled away from Sirius and started walking over to his bed where he sat down. While Sirius made his way over to the bed Remus took off his shoes, socks, shirt and trousers. He made to remove his briefs, albeit feeling embarrassed by how hard he was already, when Sirius sat down next to him and told him to stop.

"Why don't you make yourself comfortable?" Sirius suggested with a playful wink that made Remus' heart jump. Remus made to ask why he was supposed to lie down but didn't when Sirius reached out a hand and pressed a finger to his lips with a silencing 'shh'.

Remus frowned at him as he wondered what Sirius had planned, when an idea struck him. He pressed a kiss to Sirius' index finger before he parted his lips, successfully wrapping them around Sirius' finger before he slid his tongue against it and started sucking.

"God, Remus," Sirius groaned. Glancing up Remus saw Sirius bite his lip, his eyes staring at Remus' mouth in awe. Urged on, Remus lifted his hands to grip Sirius' hand and find his middle finger that he straightened out before he took that in his mouth as well.

He had no idea of what he was doing, but since Sirius started panting from it, and since it turned Remus on really bad he went on.

Remus sucked on the fingers vigorously, enjoying how Sirius' pants turned into low moans as he let a hand come down to rub Remus' naked knee. Remus felt Sirius' hand snake up from the knee to slowly make its way up Remus' inner thigh. When the hand reached Remus' briefs-clad groin it stopped to palm it, making Remus gasp as he released Sirius' fingers in favor of panting and moving his hips to rub his bulge against the hand.

They stayed like that for a while, Sirius taking deep breaths as he palmed Remus' erection, tightening his grip and fastening movements while Remus closed his eyes from the sensation. It wasn't until Remus reached out to grip Sirius shirt and tug on it that Sirius regained enough sanity to release Remus' groin and start removing his shirt.

Remus watched as Sirius threw the shirt on the floor, kicked out of his sandals, pulled out of his trousers and gripped the waistline of his briefs. Remus stared at the protruding bulge in them expectantly, waiting for the moment where he would see Sirius wonderful cock again. But he frowned when Sirius released the waistband.

Remus frowned at the briefs, but then glared at them. He wanted them off! Now!

"Want me to take them off?" Sirius teased, and glancing up Remus saw him smile at him mischievously.

"You're not going to?" Remus pouted. He didn't like to be teased, especially not when his whole body screamed for Sirius just to take the briefs off already.

However, when Sirius saw Remus pout he hurriedly leaned forward to press apologetic kisses to his cheeks, making Remus forgive him as he felt better instantly. Though, he still wanted Sirius to rid of those briefs.

"I'm sorry I teased you but, ehm, I thought that you, ehm, that you might want to...? Want to take them off, I mean?" Sirius blurted as he sat back on the bed.

Remus raised his eyebrows in surprise, but when he got what he meant he felt his eyes widen as a nervous smile creeped up his lips. Sirius wanted him to take them off? Remus didn't know whether to feel incredibly aroused or embarrassed over the request. Though, when he saw Sirius spread his legs and wriggle his hips to him suggestively, Remus settled for the former. He was madly turned on.

After nodding Remus absentmindedly licked his lips as he reached for the waistline of Sirius' briefs. When he'd got a secure grip he started pulling them down quickly, not wanting Sirius to change his mind until they were off.

Remus made to pull them down all the way at once, but stopped halfway when Sirius' erection got stuck in it, the friction of the fabric against it earning Remus a set of moans from Sirius that reached out a hand to grip Remus' hair. After some adjusting Remus managed to release Sirius' member from its cage and yank the briefs all the way down to the floor, with Sirius' lifting his hips to help him along the way.

Remus allowed himself a moment to take in the look of Sirius' cock from where it curled on his stomach, perfectly hard, making Remus feel ready to come on the spot from just a look at it.

He made to reach out and stroke it when he felt Sirius grip his shoulders and pull him down to lie on his back on the bed. Sirius placed himself on top of him as he straddled his hips, leaned forward and captured Remus' lips with his own.

Remus hummed when he got to taste Sirius' eager tongue that demanded entrance to his mouth. At the same time he felt Sirius lower himself so that Sirius' free and Remus' covered erections met, drawing a set of low moans form the both of them. Remus lifted his hands to thread in Sirius' hair and felt Sirius swipe his over his sides and chest.

Remus broke the kiss when he felt a powerful jolt surge through his body. Panting, he realized Sirius had pinched his nipple, and glancing down he saw Sirius roll it with his index finger and thumb. Then Remus watched as Sirius lowered himself to suck on Remus' other nipple, making him inhale sharply from the sensation.

He felt Sirius' naked erection press against his inner thigh and his own press against Sirius' stomach, the friction wonderful but not enough. He rubbed against Sirius' stomach, all the while he let his hands wander up and down Sirius' back, then settle in his hair where they tightened around a fistful of hair each.

"Ah," Sirius groaned as he released Remus' nipple after Remus had pulled on his hair. "Sorry," Remus panted, not really knowing what words left his mouth.

"No, no," Sirius panted before he looked up to shot Remus' a proud grin. "That felt amazing. It didn't hurt." Sirius breathed, making Remus feel better. Remus never wanted to hurt Sirius.

Remus pressed a kiss to Sirius' forehead when he felt Sirius release his other nipple and then snake his hands down to grip the waistband of his briefs. Sirius looked back at Remus for permission and when he nodded desperately Sirius started yanking them down. The combination of the fabric and Sirius' stomach rubbing against him made Remus gasp and automatically thrust his hips upwards, earning him an aroused sound from Sirius that quickly yanked the briefs all the way down and then threw them over his back.

Remus let slip a whine when he felt Sirius grip him and deliver a firm stroke, making him spread his legs and hands come up to grip Sirius' hair again. Though, just as he was about to pull Sirius towards him for another kiss he felt Sirius sit back up on the bed.

"Wow," Sirius breathed. And following the direction of Sirius' eyes Remus realized Sirius stared at his erection. Remus felt his flush spread to his ears and chest flutter with anticipation as Sirius' lips parted and he eyed Remus' cock like he was hungry and it was dinner.

"You're so hot," Sirius panted, the husky of Sirius' voice turning Remus on so much that his member visibly twitched in response, making Sirius' twitch as well.

Remus just wanted to reach out and snog Sirius brainless right there and then, but before he got the chance he saw Sirius shift on the bed and start moving further away.

"What are you doing?" Remus managed to croak in between pants. Sirius tore his gaze from Remus' length to smile at him shakily. Remus raised his eyebrows at him in question.

"Do you trust me?" Sirius asked, startled Remus for a second. Though, the answer was simple.

"Of course I trust you. I love you." Remus smiled as he felt his chest swell with wonderful emotions and affection for Sirius who smiled at him watery.

"You know I would never hurt you, right? I love you too." Sirius smiled as he let one of his hands rub Remus' knee. Glancing down Remus saw that Sirius had positioned himself between his knees, and he wondered why when suddenly Sirius leaned forward, making him come down on all fours.

Remus felt his heart jump when Sirius gripped his thighs and started pulling them further apart. What was Sirius going to do?

But then Remus shook his head. It didn't matter what Sirius was doing. He trusted him with his life and knew he wouldn't ever hurt him. He had just said so himself after all.

Instead of worrying Remus felt his chest churn excitement as he helped Sirius spread his legs further. When they'd spread as much as they got Sirius helped him bend them so that Remus' entire crotch area and part of his ass was exposed to him. Remus felt exposed; he had never been that displayed and out in the open before. Sirius could see everything. And Remus felt his stomach constrict nervously, suddenly hoping Sirius wouldn't find him ugly, but when he saw Sirius smile down at him, looking content, Remus relaxed.

"You're so sexy right now it's sick." Sirius breathed as he shook his head in disbelief. "And just to remind you I think your scars look super cool." Sirius said as he let his eyes wander the scarred flesh of Remus' chest before they locked with Remus'. "You're beautiful." Sirius whispered fondly.

Remus felt his chest explode with love for Sirius. Remus whimpered as he struggled to find words strong enough to relay his love, gratefulness, and longing for Sirius. He was overpowered by the urge to hug him, cling to him until their bodies melded to one and they would stay the same forever. He didn't want to be just Remus anymore, he wanted to be RemusandSirius; being one out of two that stuck together just like Remus felt how his heart belonged with Sirius and always tried to get to him.

"I love you. You're perfect." Remus pleaded when his mind couldn't come up with anything better to say. Though, Sirius seemed content with that since he flashed Remus a lovely grin. Remus smiled a watery smile at him but felt it change into a silent gasp as Sirius suddenly reached down do his crotch as he gripped it with his right hand.

Through half open eyelids Remus watched as Sirius opened his mouth, reached out his tongue and then proceeded to give the tip of Remus' length a lick.

Involuntarily Remus moaned and started squirming around on the bed. Sirius, that kept his eyes locked with Remus', seemed urged on as he tilted his head to the side, smirked and then licked the head again. When Remus managed to suppress his moans into pants he felt Sirius lower himself further down before he licked Remus' cock from bottom to top, slowly.

Remus struggled not to lift his hips when sparks of pleasure surged through him. But when he saw Sirius open his mouth and felt him take in his cock in his mouth where he sucked on it Remus automatically thrust upward to meet Sirius' mouth better.

"Ah," Remus moaned when he felt Sirius' hot, moist mouth close around him. He helplessly gripped the sheets from the force of not start fucking Sirius' mouth right there and then.

"Mm." Sirius hummed as he started bobbing his head up and down, up and down, on Remus' erection, making him wriggle around on the bed, squirming in pleasure. Remus felt sweat break out all over his body and waves of pleasure take over him as Sirius continued to suck on him eagerly.

"Sirius," Remus gasped as he reached out to thread a hand in Sirius' hair before he tightened his fist and pulled at it, making Sirius open his mouth and pant as he got his hair pulled. When Remus felt Sirius' hot breath fan over his sensitive head his hips automatically lifted again until he met Sirius' mouth again, drawing a moan out of both of them.

"God, Remus." Sirius breathed from where he looked Remus in the eyes, his gray orbs glazed over with lust. Remus bit his lip when he saw Sirius' lips quirk into a smirk. Remus felt his heart jump when Sirius winked at him suggestively.

"You taste so good," Sirius purred, sending a spark of arousal straight to Remus' groin that twitched in response, making Sirius turn his attention back to it with another smirk.

Remus failed to understand how Sirius could say sexy things like that. And he wondered how Sirius could even know anything about what they were doing and wondered if he had read about it somewhere or just was a natural. However, his line of thought as interrupted when he felt the hot, slick, cave that was Sirius' mouth enclasp him again.

Remus gasped and snapped his eyes shut when he felt Sirius suck on the tip hard. Remus started turning his head from side to side when he felt Sirius lower down even more, taking in as much of his cock in his mouth as possible.

Remus felt one of Sirius' hands come up to trail its fingers on his inner thigh, making his desire to thrust up threaten to devour him.

The only thing Remus could focus on was how good Sirius mouth felt around him. He felt Sirius bob his head up and down, alternating between sucking, licking and kissing him while one of his hands stroked his inner thigh.

Remus heard the sloppy sounds coming from Sirius taking him, making Remus whine from arousal. It was the naughtiest and hottest thing he'd ever heard; the sloppy smacks of Sirius' mouth echoed in the silent cabin along with the small creaking of the bed, and was the only sounds save from Sirius' hums and Remus' low moans and whimpers.

Remus' heart threatened to beat out of his chest, and his head was a mess from dizzy desire. His lower abdomen boiled with arousal, his chest constricted with lust and love, and he was left to let

out pants, whines and moans from where he desperately shifted and turned on the bedsheets. He tightened his grip on the sheets until his knuckles whitened and he gritted his teeth in determination when he felt Sirius' movements quicken, his sucks harden.

He would not lift his hips. He would not accidentally hurt Sirius.

But when he felt Sirius' hands snake their way under him to press his naked buttocks as they started pulling him closer to Sirius as he took as much of Remus' in his mouth as he could Remus' felt something in him snap.

When he felt Sirius hum against him, the vibrations threatening to pull Remus over the edge, Remus tightened his grip in Sirius' hair to hold him into place and then lifted his hips thrusted up into' Sirius' mouth.

"Ah," Remus moaned when the tip of his cock hit Sirius' throat, the contact making a powerful wave of pleasure shake him as he reached out his other hand to thread in Sirius' hair as well. Lost in pleasure he made to thrust upward again, but when he heard a coughing sound come from further down the bed he remembered about Sirius.

Too lost in his dizzy pleasure to really feel guilty about what he'd done, Remus slowly opened his eyes. He gasped and felt something constrict in his chest when he saw Sirius' appearance from where he laid with his head in-between Remus' legs on the bed.

Remus felt his heart stop and shaft twitch when he saw Sirius glance over at him with eyes that screamed of lust, messy black locks curled in Remus' fingers, and cheeks tinted red. But the thing that really made Remus have to fight his urge to come right there and then was the sight of Sirius with his cock in his mouth, Sirius' lips swollen, spit and precum visible on the corner of his lips.

The sight made Remus lift his hips upward some, making his crotch slide deeper into Sirius' mouth that hung open. When Remus heard Sirius moan approvingly as he squeezed Remus' buttocks he delivered another light thrust up into Sirius' mouth, and heard himself moan from the sensation and from the sounds Sirius made.

Remus looked Sirius in the eyes as he started sucking again as he bobbed his head up and down, successfully drawing Remus closer to the edge. Remus felt like his skin was on fire, his abdomen boiling, a magical tingling feeling surging through him as Sirius worked wonders with him. He looked at Sirius but had to look away when he felt Sirius suck on him especially hard, making his cheeks hollow from the force, making Remus moan from the shiver that ran down his spine.

Absentmindedly Remus thought he saw Sirius rut down the mattress as he sucked on him, humming, moaning, and groaning against him, but Remus closed in eyes before he could think anymore about it.

When Remus felt one of Sirius' fingers snake its way to his entrance where it pressed down he automatically pushed up into Sirius' mouth again, and with a cry he came on the spot.

Moaning, Remus moving his hips, making him push into Sirius, as he alternated between fucking Sirius' mouth and press down on the finger. He lost control over his body as his muscles clenched, his groin was on fire and his heart both stopped and beat out of his chest. He felt wave and wave of pleasure surge through him, fogging his brain and making him see stars. His back arched and toes curled as he rejoiced in it. The powerful pleasure made him release Sirius' hair in favor of gripping the sheets as he wriggled around on the bed, totally lost in the highs of his orgasm.

When his moans had turned into heavy pants he stilled. His limbs turned into jelly and suddenly he

was overwhelmed by how heavy and tired he felt. Though, his heart still beat like mad, and when he turned his focus to his groin he noticed it felt warm and spent. Remus frowned. As the foggy, blissful clouds of his orgasm left his brain he noticed exactly how warm his member felt, but not only warm: wet and hot as well.

Opening his eyes Remus gasped. In his high he'd forgotten about Sirius, but there in front of him he saw his extremely sexy boyfriend release his spent cock with a content smile, if not a bit smug. Remus' eyes widened at the hot scene when he saw Sirius lick his swollen lips clean before he pulled his hands out from where they'd squeezed Remus' buttocks.

Feeling too beat to move or say anything Remus silently watched as Sirius sat back up on his knees as he flattened out his messy hair. When Remus remembered he'd done that to Sirius' hair he felt something stir in his chest, and he realized it was a mixture of nervousness and excitement.

He watched as Sirius climbed up the bed to lie down next to him who, panting heavily, tried to come back to reality. He felt a shaky smile splay on his lips when Sirius pressed their sides together, and turning his head to the side Remus saw Sirius smile at him, looking proud. Remus meant to lift an arm to wrap around Sirius but when it fell back on the mattress, weak as a noodle, he saw Sirius reach out instead, his hand finding Remus' before he threaded their fingers together.

"You're amazing," Sirius breathed down Remus' ear, making a pleasant shiver run down his spine. Remus felt his heart swell with affection then, because if one of them had been amazing it had been Sirius: Remus had only lied there after all.

"You're incredible, that, just, I don't know what to say." Remus croaked, voice hoarse from his extensive moaning. When he felt Sirius give his hand a reassuring squeeze he felt a loving smile splay on his lips. "That was brilliant, or, well, you're brilliant Sirius. Where'd you get that idea?" Remus whispered to the still air of their cabin that smelled suspiciously of come.

"It's hard not to get that idea when you've got the sexiest cock in the world." Sirius answered cockily, making an embarrassed flush creep up Remus' cheeks. What was Sirius doing, saying things like that? Like Remus was some sort of sex god or something?

When Remus blushing glanced down his scarred chest as he thought about all the reasons he didn't find himself looking even the remotely hot he felt Sirius give his hand another squeeze.

"Hey, I mean it. I think you're perfect. And beautiful, and, believe it or not, incredibly sexy." Sirius whispered honestly with just hint of playfulness in his voice. Remus felt a shy smile splay on his lips. Sirius was too kind, or perhaps there was something wrong with his vision, but Sirius really, honestly, cared about him and it warmed Remus' heart immensely.

"Okay. But well, if you have to know I kind of read about it somewhere some time ago." Sirius confessed. And Remus felt the selfish possessiveness in his chest rejoice over the fact Sirius probably hadn't learned the trick from someone else but from a book or another source.

"Hey, what're you thinking Moons?" Sirius pryed as he let his free hand come up to cup Remus' cheek, turning his head to look him in the eyes. Remus felt his heart jump when he saw Sirius' wonderful gray eyes look at him fondly.

"I," Remus started, unsure of what to say. He didn't want to relay his possessiveness of Sirius, afraid of him thinking Remus was selfish, but then he remembered the fact that Sirius wasn't like others considering he seemed to like Remus no matter what he did or said.

"I ehm, I just thought it- it was, ehm, good- or no that's not the word; it was great that you'd learned

this from somewhere else and not from, ehm... being with someone else...?" Remus stuttered, his voice pitching at the end as he felt shame flare in his chest along with nervousness. Suddenly he hoped he hadn't got it all wrong. But then Sirius grinned at him before he leaned forward to peck the tip of Remus' nose.

"No, I haven't done this with anyone else if that's what you're asking. Why would I when I've got you? You're the love of my life after all." Sirius smiled at him gently as his hand brushed Remus' sweaty fringe off his forehead. Remus felt his heart ache with love for Sirius. He was too perfect. Too kind. Too understanding of Remus and somehow always managed to say the exact right things at the right moment.

"I love you," Remus blurted when his heart threatened to jump out of his chest and jump into Sirius'. Sirius grinned at him as he ruffled Remus' hair affectionately.

"Love you too Rem. You're perfect." Sirius said, making Remus' eyes widen and eyebrows crease as he felt confused and overwhelmed from how much his love for Sirius ached in his chest.

"Hey, come here." Sirius whispered softly as he made Remus shift closer.

Remus chest fluttered and the butterflies in his stomach churned when he felt Sirius lean in to press a soft kiss to his lips, Remus smiling into it. He felt Sirius squeeze his hand as his other hand came down to swipe all over Remus' neck and back to settle over his naked ass. Remus lifted his free hand to caress Sirius' nape, and then lifted it to scrape Sirius' scalp that he knew he loved.

They exchanged soft, sweet kisses for a while until Remus parted his lips and used his hand in Sirius' hair to make them press closer together, deepening the kiss. When Remus' tongue came in contact with Sirius' they immediately started making out on the bed, Sirius' hands rubbing his asscheeks, Remus curling his fingers so that his nails scraped Sirius' scalp.

Remus rejoiced in the hot kiss, but then he snapped up on something. Sirius tongue tasted... different. It tasted almost like-

"Wait," Remus panted as he broke the kiss, earning him a disappointing whine from Sirius who stole one last lick of Remus' bottom lip before he reluctantly leaned back to pout at Remus.

"What is it?" Sirius asked, his hands never leaving Remus, his eyes filled with lust and lips swollen. Remus let his eyes come down to the lips, and as Sirius exhaled close to Remus' nose he gasped in realization.

"Sirius!" He gasped as his eyes widened in shock. He felt his entire face redden from embarrassment, but Sirius didn't seem to get what he meant so he raised an eyebrow at him in question.

"Did you, ehm, d-did you s-swallow my, ehm," Remus' cheeks steamed from embarrassment. "My c-come?" He asked, voice pitching at the end. When he saw Sirius' eyes widen and cheeks redden he felt his chest constrict with embarrassment. He tried to ignore the fact that the notion managed to turn him on as well.

Thinking back briefly Remus thought it was kind of odd that he hadn't felt the usual stickiness linger on his bits or stomach after he' hit release. He'd know he'd come but hadn't registered where it'd went. And he didn't know whether the fact Sirius had swallowed it was good or not. In fact he didn't know anything about it. It wasn't poisonous or something, right?

Glancing back at Sirius Remus found him looking guilty. "I-I, ehm, shouldn't I? I didn't really...

think?" Sirius asked with an uncharacteristic stutter. Remus felt his heart clench from seeing Sirius look so insecure. "Sorry," Sirius piped before he bit his lip nervously.

"No, it's alright." Remus smiled at him, still feeling embarrassed but since the need to comfort Sirius was greater he settled on doing that. "I actually think it's really h-hot." Remus heard himself confess suddenly, making both him and Sirius smile nervously.

"Ehm, as long as you don't have stomach ache or something it probably isn't, ehm, poisonous, right? Then it didn't do anything." Remus tried to come to a conclusion as he babbled. Sirius nodded.

"Yeah, right? But wait; it can't be poisonous, or can it? I mean it's supposed to fertilize women with a child or something, right?" Sirius wondered before he and Remus both grimaced and voiced sets of 'Yuck' and 'Eww'. None of them fancied the thought of hetero sex.

"I- I just wondered were it'd gone. Didn't know you'd swallowed it." Remus confessed with a shy smile after their session of staged-retching.

"So... is it okay if I do it again?" Sirius asked, looking a mixture of insecure and excited. When Remus felt his flaccid cock twitch with excitement he found himself nodding. Of course Sirius could do it again. He could do whatever he wanted with Remus.

"Love you." Sirius said with a proud grin before he leaned forward to plant a quick kiss to Remus' lips. Remus smiled. He never got tired of hearing that.

Remus let his hand in Sirius' hair caress it. He let his fingers swirl around the many locks of his beautiful dark hair as he watched Sirius smile at him, his hand swiping up and down Remus' asscheek, making a giddy smile splay on his lips as a giggle escaped him. He loved Sirius, and rejoiced every time they made love with each other. He loved the feeling of them melting into one, and he wondered about all the other ways they could make love in the future.

Smiling, Remus tore his gaze from Sirius' eyes, wanting to have a look at their clasped hands that lied in between them. However, as he glanced down he felt his eyebrows rise in surprise. Sirius was still hard.

And then he remembered that Sirius had sucked him of until he came, and that Sirius probably hadn't got enough friction form the mattress to hit release himself.

Remus felt guilty over the fact it'd taken him that long to notice, but then he started wondering how Sirius could've kept quiet about it for so long. Though, then he realized Sirius had probably put Remus before himself, feeling it more important for Remus to rest than to press him into helping Sirius with his hard matter.

Remus smiled a watery smile as he looked back up at Sirius, but when he saw a smirk splay on his lips Remus' smile grew into a cheeky grin. He leaned forward and pressed his lips on Sirius' and rejoiced when Sirius immediately opened his mouth to deepen it.

As Sirius kissed him Remus lowered his hand from Sirius' hair until it swiped around his waist, then he shifted on the bed until he lied on top of Sirius who let go of their clasped hands in favor of swiping his hands up and down Remus' back.

Remus still felt a bit dizzy and weak from his powerful orgasm but it didn't prevent him from straddling Sirius' hips as he suddenly felt fiercely determined to get Sirius off as well.

Remus lifted his left hand to swipe over Sirius' chest until it settled on a nipple that he pinched,

earning him an aroused whine from Sirius who lowered his hands to settle on Remus' thighs where they gripped. Remus worked Sirius' nipple between his index finger and thumb and didn't stop until Sirius broke the kiss to pant into Remus' open mouth.

Glancing down between them Remus saw Sirius' eager erection between them, and he felt his own twitch in excitement as it wanted to perk again. Though, Remus didn't leave it any notice; all his focus lay on Sirius who started pulling Remus' closer, probably wanting to rub his hard shaft against Remus' thigh.

Remus lowered his right hand in between them, reaching for Sirius' cock, and when he found it he wrapped his fingers around it and gave it a slow stroke.

"Ah, Remus," Sirius panted immediately, significantly ready to hit release already after having sucked Remus off earlier.

Remus delivered another stroke to Sirius' length, this time from top to bottom, hard, and then again, and again. Sirius let his hands settle on Remus' ass where they squeezed down. Remus rejoiced in the many pants and gasps of Sirius as he started working his body in tandem with Remus' hand movements.

Remus leaned down to capture Sirius' lips in a kiss that turned into a mess of lips, spit and tongues, as he pumped Sirius in a rapid pace. Sirius lifted his hips and shifted on the bed as he tried to pull Remus impossible closer. Remus released Sirius' nipple and instead lowered the hand to grip Sirius' balls, cup them, roll them around in his hand. He tightened his grip on Sirius' shaft when Sirius broke the kiss to moan into his mouth, Remus' strokes growing harder by the second.

"Remus, I," Sirius cried and for a second Remus thought he came. But when he realized he hadn't Remus started planting open mouthed kisses to his cheeks, jaw and throat. When he reached Sirius' neck he sucked on it, successfully making Sirius pant insanities close to his ear as he lifted his hips faster from where he lay under Remus.

After sucking on Sirius' neck Remus opened his mouth, bared his teeth and bit down hard on Sirius' skin. He felt Sirius still as he whimpered and tightened his grip on Remus' buttocks. Happy about his response, Remus moved his mouth some to the side before he bit down again, this time drawing a pleasurable moan from Sirius that sent a spark of arousal straight to Remus' groin.

"Ah, god, Remus, you're," Sirius breathed, but Remus didn't get to hear the rest since he interrupted himself by moaning as Remus bit down on his neck a third time. But not wanting to leave too many bite marks on Sirius' fair skin Remus lifted his head until his lips found Sirius' ear where he pressed a kiss. His hand slowed down its movements as he reached out his tongue and slowly licked Sirius' ear, making him moan and squirm on the bed.

Remus rejoiced in the fact that he knew how to make Sirius feel good. He was just about to stroke Sirius' cock to finish when an idea hit him.

He delivered one last stroke to Sirius' leaking member before he released it along with his balls. Then Remus lowered his left hand until his index finger came in contact with the puckered skin that was Sirius' entrance where it pressed down.

Remus rubbed the skin there, pondering over whether he should dare suggest his idea or not, when Sirius gasped wonderfully. Glancing up at him Remus found him watching him with glazed eyes, strands of hair sticking to his sweaty forehead, cheeks red and mouth hung agape in pleasure. Remus felt his heart jump. Sirius looked beautiful.

"Sirius?" Remus whispered. He guessed he whispered because what he was going to suggest was so intimate he didn't even risk the walls hearing him.

"Yeah?" Sirius croaked as he smiled. "What it? You know you can tell my anything, right?"

Remus felt his heart clench. Even when Sirius was literally seconds from coming he placed Remus in the first room. He didn't question Remus; he encouraged him instead. That made Remus love him impossibly more.

"Well, ehm," Remus started, chest bubbling with nervous excitement. Was he really going to do this? "Is it, is it okay if I try something new as well?" He asked insecurely. Though, when he saw Sirius' expression turn from concerned to excited he relaxed. Sirius stood by him no matter what.

"Of course Moony! I would love for you to try something new. Do whatever you want, I trust you." Sirius said honestly, his hands coming up to swipe along Remus' sides reassuringly, his eyes glistening with joy and love. Remus felt a giddy smile splay on his lips from the knowledge Sirius trusted him with anything. And after placing a quick peck on Sirius' moist lips Remus sat back up.

With one last glance at Sirius he reached for his nightstand, opened the drawer and after slipping an excited giggle he reached for the tube of lube they'd placed there. He'd remembered about the time when Sirius had used it on him, and the remembered how he'd read the full description of the many ways to use it the other day. Now Remus wondered whether what was said in it was true or not and figured he could test it on Sirius that always seemed eager to try something new. And well, if it didn't work they'd know and Remus could get Sirius off by doing something else.

"I-I thought we could use this." Remus said as he opened the lid and squirted a generous dollop on the palm of his right hand. Glancing up he saw Sirius smile at him, looking a mixture of curious and excited as he nodded at Remus.

After putting the lid back on and throwing the tube on the floor Remus rubbed his palms together, successfully covering his ten fingers with the slick substance as he heated it up. When the lube was ready Remus straddled Sirius' hips and leaned down to plant a sloppy kiss to Sirius' lips that he answered vigorously. But then Remus leaned back again, spread Sirius' legs as far as they went, as he mimicked Sirius' position earlier. Remus positioned himself back on the mattress so he had Sirius' junk in in front of him.

Swallowing, Remus looked down at Sirius' proud erection that twitched now and then. Suddenly he was overpowered by the need to taste it, but he decided against it when he reminded himself of the task at hand. He could always taste Sirius at another time.

Instead Remus lifted his left hand and wrapped his fingers around Sirius' length before he gave it a slow stroke, this time coating it with the slippery substance that made Remus' hand movements smoother. When Sirius gasped and started moving his hips in tandem with Remus' hand Remus moved closer and then lowered his right hand to dive in-between Sirius' asscheeks.

When he found the cleft he snaked his fingers in it before he let his fingers rub over the entrance, smearing lube on it as he went on. He saw Sirius spread his legs more as he heard him whine impatiently. Glancing up from where Remus had stared nearly paralyzed at Sirius' cock he saw Sirius' gray eyes glance at him desperately.

Remus let his index finger press down the entrance then, making Sirius moan as it broke through the ring of tight muscle. Remus felt his own cock twitch with excitement. He didn't believe himself; he was growing hard again.

"Ah Remus, more," Sirius begged.

Gulping, Remus pulled out his index finger and then pushed it in again, this time as far as to his knuckle. Sirius panted from the intruder, but since his facial expression contorted into one of pleasure Remus kept going.

Remus pulled out and in his index finger once more, focused on the task of making Sirius feel good. He curled his finger inside Sirius, pushing and pulling on the hot walls surrounding him, and then pulled out again.

After recoating his index finger with lube from his palm he placed it on Sirius' entrance again, but this time next to his middle finger. Along with a firm stroke to Sirius' weeping cock Remus pushed both fingers inside, pressed them as deep as he could, and groaned from the tightness as Sirius clenched around him. Sirius tensed, but when Remus stilled for a couple of seconds he relaxed back again. Then Remus started pushing against the hot walls, searching for the sweet spot.

"Remus, I, ah," Sirius' sentence was cut short as Remus pulled his fingers all the way out and then pushed them all the way back in again. That earned him a filthy moan from Sirius, as well as he felt his cock twitch in his hand. Glancing up, Remus saw that Sirius had closed his eyes from where he laid panting on the mattress, hands clenching and unclenching next to him.

Remus kept finger fucking Sirius' entrance all the while Sirius started wriggling and lifting his hips so that he alternated between meeting Remus' fingers and meeting Remus' hand. But Remus wasn't satisfied with just that. He still hadn't found what he was looking for.

After coating his index and middle finger in lube from his palm he pushed them inside Sirius again, and then started scissoring them inside. It was difficult to concentrate when Sirius panted, groaned and moaned from above him, seemingly nearly going mad with his desire to get off already, but Remus kept his focus. He pressed around Sirius' walls, harder each time as he twisted, turned and angled his fingers in all possible ways.

He started to give up and wondered if he should just stroke Sirius to finish when something happened.

"Ah!" Sirius half moaned, half shouted, as his hips automatically lifted off the bed, his cock pulsated in Remus' hand, his walls clenched around Remus' fingers. Remus startled at first, but then he felt a proud smile tug on his lips. He'd found it.

"T-there, that, do- do it again," Sirius panted. "Please," He added, and Remus realized that Sirius had actually begged for Remus to do it again.

After delivering a hard stroke to Sirius' cock Remus turned his focus back to his hand and then angled up his fingers again. Immediately, Sirius jerked up the mattress as a loud moan escaped him. When he lied back down he panted harsh, like he'd been running, and Remus saw that his entire chest was covered with a sheen of sweat.

"More," Sirius whined desperately, the sound sending a spark of arousal to Remus' groin. Though, he found himself raising his eyebrows partly in surprise, partly in joy. He'd never guessed Sirius would like this as much as he did.

Remus angled his fingers up again, successfully hitting Sirius' sweet spot, earning him another set of filthy moans. Then he started rubbing his fingers against it, at the same time he delivered a set of hard strokes to Sirius' slicked up cock.

Sirius panted, whined and moaned from where he twisted and turned on the mattress. He was left to Remus' mercy from where he worked like mad on trying to get Sirius off.

"Ah, ah, oh god, Remus," Sirius panted as he alternated between thrusting up to meet Remus' hand and push down on Remus' fingers that worked on him from inside. "Remus, so, so good, ah, ah," Sirius babbled as he gripped the sheets around him, his face contorted in pleasure.

With one final hard stroke to Sirius' cock he moaned out loud and came. He threw his head back down on the pillow and spread his legs impossibly more as he almost ripped the sheets from his firm grip on them. Remus felt Sirius clench around his fingers but didn't stop rubbing against his sweet spot. Remus pumped Sirius' shaft from top to bottom, successfully milking him as he spurted come all over his stomach and Remus' hand.

Remus worked Sirius to finish while he watched how he panted and wriggled around under his hands. Remus felt his chest swirl with excitement as he saw Sirius' chest heave up and down, his eyebrows furrow and mouth hung agape from where he relished in the bliss of his orgasm.

After a while Sirius stilled, but then he spasmed as Remus kept rubbing against him. Though, after watching Sirius gasp twice Remus got the message and stopped his movements. He released Sirius' now flaccid dick and then slowly started pull out his fingers out of Sirius' entrance. As he pulled out his fingers he ultimately felt how stretched open Sirius was and he felt his cheeks heat up. He'd done that to Sirius.

With a sloppy sound that made Remus' blush spread to his toes he pulled out his fingers. He heard Sirius gasp from where he laid rejoicing in bliss, but it turned into a groan when Remus helped him lower his legs down to lie down straight on the bed.

Remus looked around some until he gripped the furthest end of the covers where he wiped his dirty hands on the corner of it. But as he cleaned off the remains of Sirius' come that had stuck to his hand he stopped. Glancing out of the corners of his eyes he saw that Sirius still lay panting with his eyes closed, showing no sign of opening them anytime soon.

Remus glanced back down at his now clean hand, and then he looked at Sirius' spent dick. As his eyes trailed up to Sirius' come stained stomach he felt his curiosity peak. Sirius had tasted him, he remembered. And since Sirius still seemed fine it couldn't be poisonous.

As Remus reached out his left hand he hesitated. Was he really going to do this? But then he remembered how he'd longed to get a taste of Sirius before and the fact that he loved everything about Sirius and that this only was another part of him that Remus wanted to get familiar with. Plus of course the fact that Sirius wasn't looking right now.

So Remus reached out his left hand, extended his index finger to Sirius' stomach where he scooped up some of the sticky substance. Tentatively he lifted his hand back up until he could look at the finger in eye sight. After taking a deep breath to try and still his racing heart he opened his mouth and placed the finger on his tongue. As he sucked his finger clean he found that the taste was very odd, but not particularly bad. It tasted... salty.

"Wow Remus. I think that's the sexiest thing I've ever seen, god, if you do that again we might need another go." Sirius croaked suddenly, making Remus quickly snap his head to the side to find Sirius looking at him, chest heaving as he bit his lip.

Swallowing, Remus stopped sucking on his finger and let his hand hang by his side. After smiling shyly Remus reached for the corner of the cover and used it to wipe off some of the come from Sirius' stomach before he lay back down on the bed next to Sirius who immediately wrapped

Remus in a bear hug with his warm arms. Remus rejoiced when he could smell Sirius' unique scent everywhere, and he thought the way their sweaty chests pressed together was wonderfully intimate. He knew he was already half hard again, but ignored it. He wanted to get some quality cuddling with Sirius now.

"That was amazing." Sirius whispered close to Remus' ear before he pressed a smacking kiss to it, making Remus' smile grow into a grin as the butterflies in his stomach fluttered.

"Glad you liked it." Remus giggled, feeling lovesick from where Sirius kissed his way along his ear and throat. He tightened his grip around Sirius and then threw a leg over his waist, using it to pull them even closer together.

"What was that thing that felt so good now again?" Sirius whispered as he finished his kissing session with a soft kiss to Remus' lips. Remus wondered if Sirius actually know from before or if he only said 'now again' for it to seem like he did.

"The prostate." Remus whispered, his cheeks burning, lips forming into a nervous smile. In front of him Sirius' gray eyes sparkled in silver for a second as his smile grew into a knowing smirk.

"I think someone read the instructions on the paper following the lube?" Sirius teased. Remus pouted as he felt embarrassed. Though, when Sirius' smile turned fond as he lifted a hand to play with Remus' hair he felt his embarrassment fade.

"Sorry, didn't mean to make you upset." Sirius apologized sincerely. Remus felt his heart jump when he saw Sirius' serious expression. "That was incredible, though. Like out of this world even." Sirius huffed in disbelief as he lowered his hand from Remus' hair to settle on his naked buttock where it started swiping slow soothing circles.

"I'm so lucky to have you Remus. You're perfect." Sirius whispered, making Remus' heart swell with affection again. He reached out a hand to caress Sirius' cheek as his amber eyes bored into Sirius' gray.

"I love you." Remus breathed sincerely. He didn't know how else to explain his souls' desire to constantly try jump over to Sirius, be close to him, become one with him.

"I love you too." Sirius grinned. Then Remus felt himself being pulled in for a passionate kiss. This kiss was slow and reassuring. It left Remus feeling content, protected and safe all at the same time.

They kissed and kissed as Remus clung to Sirius that pulled him in closer. Remus never wanted the kiss to end. He loved being in love with Sirius.

''''''''''
"Ah! My eyes, my eyes!"

Remus jolted awake from the loud squeak. Squinting, he turned his head to the side and saw Peter stumble in through the door, one hand covering his eyes, one hand outreached in front of him as he tried to turn around.

"It's just Wormtail," Sirius mumbled.

Remus nodded and then started to make himself comfortable in Sirius' warm embrace again, but when he felt a shill breeze hit his back he stilled. He was still butt naked.

"Wormy what's the mat- oh!" James exclaimed as he walked in through the door at the exact

moment Remus started fiddling for the covers around him.

"Hey! Is this were you were off to! We wondered why you left!" James shouted in surprise as he walked towards the bed. With a panicked squeak Remus managed to lift the covers up to cover himself and Sirius that still lay naked on the bed with their arms, legs and hair tangled together in a mess.

"Stop screaming Prongs, we can hear you just fine." Sirius muttered from where he wrapped his arms tighter around Remus.

"I'll let you know that you two just missed out on the adventure of the century!" James chirped, apparently ignoring Sirius' mocking comment. "Why? Because Wormy and I swam almost all the way over to the girl's camp!" James sang proudly as he strutted around room. "I almost even got to greet fair Miss Evans!" James sang,

Remus and Sirius groaned both. Not another Lily story.

"Congratulations." Remus heard Sirius mumble, sounding half bored, half irritated. Remus figured he just said that to try and get James to walk away again.

"Can we go now?" Peter piped suddenly, sounding scared. Remus wondered why but when he heard James gasp dramatically he realized he probably didn't want know so he buried his face deeper into Sirius' chest.

"Wormy quickly, look away. This is not something fit for underage eyes!" James hissed to which Peter squeaked. Remus heard fading footsteps and guessed Peter ran out the door in a hurry.

"Now that we've found you we were going to ask if you wanted to join us, but I think we'll come back later instead." James said with a light chuckle before Remus heard retreating footsteps and a faint shout of "Wormy, wait for me!" as the door shut closed behind them.

Remus was too exhausted still after his and Sirius earlier love making to really get what James and Peter were on about so he settled for continuing his cozy afternoon nap with Sirius.

He felt a content smile tug on his lips when Sirius pressed a kiss to the top of his head, and it was after voicing a small laugh that he went back into the blissful nap. Protected and safe in Sirius' warm embrace.