AN: So this is me trying to write what i wish i could read as a story. Take in consideration english is not my first language.

This story takes place at the end of season 5 episode 19 (Merder's engagement). Idk if this story will have sex scenes im not sure have never wrote them before so who knows.

Hope you enjoy and please leave some comments so i can continue.

If you read my other fanfic with 2 chapters and you want me to continue that also leave a comment maybe i will.

Meredith and Derek arrived home together after a romantic dinner and the most amazing proposal, if you ask her. Meredith couldn't believe she had Derek back. After the woods fiasco and the ring tossing she had her Derek back.

When they arrived home the house was dark and lonely perfect for engagement sex if you ask them.

Tangled in each other at the light of dawn they were watching the new ring now place on her finger.

"Im sorry" Derek said. Meredith turn to watch how his face morphed in pain and repentance.

"Derek" she said

"No, listen to me" he interrupted "im sorry i toss the ring, im sorry i left, im sorry i pushed you, im sorry mer i hope you can forgive me because, i love you and i would be lost without you" his face full of sadness.

"Hey look at me" she put her finger under his chin and push his face up. "Its okay you went all dark and twisty on me and its okay, im here now, we are here now. I love you lets leave this behind".

"Are you sure?" He ask.

"Derek, really im sure lets start with our lives" she answer, giving him a long kiss.

"I love you" he kissed her more passionately this time, she moan on his lips and he back off, look at her in the eyes.

"Im gonna show you how sorry i am, right about now" he started kissing her and she laugh. They continue to roll in bed until the morning.

If you know what i mean...

AN: so this is the first chapter i hope you enjoy it.

Ik this chapter is not that long but I hope the next updates are longer.