Never Again Ch. 8
TIME JUMP 3 MONTHS
Gemma looked down at Audrey as she stood in an overly puffy wedding dress. "You don't look like you are enjoying dress shopping baby." Her eyes finding her sister, knowing that that Audrey was only doing this for her.
Cassie looked over that the Queen of Charming, knowing that this wasn't something that she was enjoying, but looking over at her sister, she could see that she was pushing what she liked on her, "I'm sorry Brat, I know that I'm all pink and fluffy, and you're more chill."
Giving both the ladies a small smile, "No, Gemma this isn't me," and touching her sisters' shoulder, "You're the princess, I'm more down to earth." Turning around she felt someone unzip her dress, stepping out she quickly dressed in her shorts and tank.
Turning her attention towards the sales rack, she found an almost pink dress, styled move like cocktail dress, it was perfect. Giving it a try on, she could see that both Gemma and Cass, liked it, it had just enough glitter to make her sister smile, and enough sex appeal to make her feel sexy, but not slutty.
The ladies found themselves laughing over lunch, Cass couldn't help but see how well her sister flourished within the SONs, for her it was a fun and wild time to enjoy in her very late teens and early twenties, but it wasn't something that she could have lived with long term.
She watched how Gemma and Audrey interacted, it brought a smile to her face; their mother while loving, always had the hardest time connecting with her youngest, it was good to know that Audrey finally found a mother figure that she was able to connect with. It made her heart warm to know that she was taken care in a way that their mother was never able to do. While she was sure that she would never be best friends with Gemma, she knew that she would always have her back. Looking over at the woman in question, she could see she had a lot of love for her sister. Taking a sip of her beer, she felt herself relax, she would always worry about her sister, but it wasn't something that she would have to be awake every night worrying about.
Gemma watched Audrey play with Abel, it was something that she loved about that girl, no matter what she would get on the floor and play with him, she wished that Jax would find a good girl like her to be with, but it was only a matter of time before that bitch doctor dug her claws back into her son. Her pussy was her son's kryptonite.
Looking down at the mash potatoes; she knew that she was smashing them a little more violently than she normally would, but running into Tara, it was enough to set her teeth on edge. Fucking bitch.
Audrey could almost hear Gemma's teeth grinding, putting the last of the legos away, she sent Abel towards his room, "What's up ma?" hoping that she would confide in her.
Letting out a frustrated sigh, "I saw Tara today, she was wearing some scrubs like the doctor at St. Thomas wear, she left to become a doc, I guess she did it, but why the fuck is that bitch back, she hated it here."
Letting out a strangled sigh, "I never really cared for her, I remember her always being so snotty to Cass." Realizing what this could mean for Jax, "You need to tell him that she's here, so it's not a surprise." Biting her lip, she headed straight for her laptop.
Gemma heard the motorcycles pull into the driveway, letting out a sigh, "You think?" she asked, her back to Audrey.
Typing a few things in, she growled out, "Yeah, we do need to talk to them. She's here so that Jax can fix her problem." Not sure how one should approach a sensitive topic like that with Jax, but watching the guys come in, she forgot that Gemma was a steam roller.
"Jax, I saw Tara today. I guess she's working at St. Thomas." Seeing his face, "I didn't trust why she's here, and Audrey was checking, and I guess my intuition was right." Looking over her shoulder, "Tell him what you found baby girl."
Audrey could feel every set of eyes on her, but hers looking for Kozik, seeing him give her the support that she needed she took a deep breath, she knew that what she was about to say was going to really piss of Jax, but at least it would get the club to agree that she wasn't allowed to come around, and he would either have to go behind their back or completely cut her off. "She's running from her ATF ex-boyfriend; seems she has a restraining order against him, but per some of her emails, and texts between her and a friend, she's targeting Jax," she could hear him growl out, "a text said, and I quote "Sandy, I have someone who would do whatever I told him to. He's my high school sweetheart, and still pining for me. End Quote."
Shutting the laptop, she could see that everyone was shaking, she stood and made her way over to Herman, wrapping her arms around him, but her eyes found Jax, "I'm so sorry Jax." Feeling better when she felt him pull her close to him.
Jax was vibrating with anger, did she really think that she was so fucking special that he would risk his club for her? Or that he was such a fucking pussy that he would just come running if she snapped her fucking fingers? He could feel the eyes of his brothers on him, they were waiting on him to say something, what would happen next would determine if they felt that he would eventually be worthy of holding the gavel. His eyes finding Audrey, "Find everything you can on this Agent, he can't be coming around our life because she came home." Looking at his club, "I want nothing to do with her, as far as I'm concerned whatever happens to her is going to be on her." He could find his mother watching him, "I'm sorry for ever doubting you about her ma."
Clay rubbed his face, he knew that his son was in a very delicate position, he was going to either show the club he was a man, and no pussy was going to shake him or this newest shit with Tara would be the end of his track for President, possibly could even get him voted out of the club. "Are you saying she is banned Jax?" He asked, openly challenging him in front of the club.
Audrey shared a look with Gemma, silently asking can this be happening. Seeing her nod. Holy shit, she knew that this was the moment that would either make Jax or break him, but if he chose wrong Gemma would kill Tara herself.
Letting out a sigh, "Yeah. If she needs car work done, I won't turn away business, but she can't hang out at the lot while she waits. No parties, no nothing." He made his declaration, he knew now that the door for them was not only shut but welded shut, he was grateful that his mother ran into her first, because if not, who knows how that meeting would have gone, or what she was would have said to worm herself back into his life. Looking around the room, he could see that everyone was watching him, there would be no going back, even if he cared for her years ago, she would never be more important than his family. "Let's eat."
Kozik couldn't help but smile at his lady, she was helping Gemma clean up the house, she was everything for him, she stood by him, the club, Gemma, and more importantly she wasn't a manipulative cunt like Tara, by all accounts from Opie, Chibs, and even Tig, she was always trying to control Jax. Turning his brother, he could see that he was in deep thought. "What's on your mind VP?" he asked him.
Looking over at the man that had the kind of relationship that he wanted, he could almost hate Kozik, but that was just him being petty, "I'm pissed bro, she actually thought that she could come back and get me to deal with her ATF boyfriend? How fucked up is that? I mean she probably dated him because he was not an outlaw, and because he went crazy, an outlaw was going to fix it?"
Happy looked at his VP, while he always respected Jax, his choice in women was always trash, Tara, Wendy. "You'll be good bro, if dude comes sniffing around, he'll see that you have nothing to do with the bitch. He'll back off."
Opie nodded, "She's always been venom. If you keep your distance, she'll catch on."
Taking a swig of his beer Jax could only nod, there was no way he was going to get pulled into her fucking bullshit. His eyes turning towards the kitchen, seeing Audrey, Lyla, and Gemma laugh, it was nice, neither Tara nor Wendy was ever good enough to get along with his mother, at first, he thought it was because she didn't want to let her son go, but seeing how she really was with women who understood this life, she knew that neither was right for him.
Stripping for bed, Audrey stared at Herman, she wanted to ask a question, but wasn't sure she should, but she knew that he wouldn't be rude if she got too close to his shit, "Baby, can I ask a club question?"
Looking at his girl, he knew if she was asking something it was important to her, "Go ahead baby." Smiling as she straddled his hips. Liking how this was going.
Smirking down at him, "What happens if he can't stay away from her, and the club finds out?" Curious to know what could happen to him and wondering if she should interfere and see what she can do to fix the problem.
Gripping her hips he ground his hard cock into her wet pussy, gently teasing her clit with the head of his dick. "He'll be voted out of the club, bad standing, he'd have to leave, and remove all his SON's tats or we'd burn them off." Groaning as he felt her pussy get wetter.
Gasping as his dick teased her, Audrey lifted herself above his cock, and slowly let herself slide down until she bottomed out, her head tilted back, her eyes rolled back, even after all this time, his cock always stretched her in the most delicious ways. "Jesus, Herman. So full."
Letting her body rise and fall, twisting her hips as she moved up and down his cock. Groaning out as she felt his hands grips her hips, "I need you to cum baby. Will you cum inside me baby?" she asked, her voice husky with need.
Thrusting his hips up to meet hers, while holding her hips, "You want that baby? You want my cum to drip out of that perfect body?" He knew that he wasn't going to last too much longer, his eyes rolling back as he felt her pussy contract around him, "That's it baby. Cum for me." Thrusting faster, knowing that she was falling over the edge, he fell with her.
Screaming out his name, she gripped his arms, feeling her nails dig into his flesh a bit, milking his cock, she could barely hold herself up, falling forward on his chest she could hear his heart beating as fast as hers. "I love you. I hope you know that."
Holding her close to his chest, "I know baby. I love you and thank you for not being a manipulative bitch." Chuckling as she pinched his side. "I said for not being one." He laughed.
Rolling her eyes, "You're lucky I love you, smartass." Closing her eyes, she knew that with her wedding in a couple weeks, and now Tara back in town, she was going to enjoy these moments of quiet, because there was a good chance ATF was going to follow her.
Jax sat in his house, watching his son sleep, his brain running in a million different directions; he didn't know what was so fucking wrong with him that women walked all over him, Tara wanted to control him, and when he wouldn't leave, she told him that he wasn't worth shit, and Wendy, well that bitch, played up her problems, that she wanted to be a good old lady, but she needed a needle, at first that wasn't a problem for him, no one is perfect, but when it got too much, he tried to get her clean, but she would rather get high, even going through the divorce and her getting pregnant, she couldn't keep the needle out of her arm. After almost losing Abel and having a specialist fly come in from Los Angeles to save his life, he made sure the women never even met the kid and was grateful that in her grief that she OD'd.
Looking at his son, he couldn't help but smile as he watched him snuggle deeper into his bed. Quietly shutting the bedroom door, he made his way to his room, he needed to shower, and get with Audrey in the next couple days, hopefully she would find something that would keep Tara's ex away from them, because as much as he would hate to do it, if it came down between her, or the club, he'd choose the club, and would do whatever was necessary to protect it.
Wrapping the towel around his waist, Jax took the time to dry off, and slip on a pair of boxers, he needed some sleep, because he knew that in a few days or so, it wouldn't surprise him that Tara pops up. Laying down, he closed his eyes, letting his brain try to turn it off, and not let the wait of the world crush his skull.
Gemma blew out some smoke from her cig, her eyes finding her husband, "Clay. I love you, and I will do anything for this club, but if that boney bitch messes with my son again, I'm going to strangle her."
Looking up at his very distraught wife, he understood her anger, but this was something that he as a President couldn't help his son with. "Gem, I love you, but I can't get involved, and neither can you, if any of the guys see that, he'll appear weak." Pulling her into his arms, grateful that their sex life finally picked back up, "He's already in the cross hairs of that doubt, anymore, a member could call for is VP patches to be pulled," gently touching her beautiful face, "you can't protect him from this, he'll either be the man I raised him to be, or the man JT died as." He knew those words were going to hurt her, but it was the truth.
Letting out a frustrated sigh, she knew her husband was right, and that what was pissing her off, she knew when Tara first started coming around that she was the wrong kind of trouble, seemed sweet, but underneath was the urge to be with someone with power, and she knew that Jax had it, or would eventually have it, and she dug her claws in, but when she realized that it wasn't something that came without sacrifice on her part, then Jax had to change who he was for her, and when he didn't, well than he wasn't worth any of the time she put into him.
Laying down next to her man, "I know baby. I may need you to talk me down when she comes around. I don't want to make my son look weak." Curling her arms around his chest, she carefully crawled up on his hips, knowing that she wanted and needed to do to feel connected with him. He was her life, and she finally was able to move past what happened months ago, and finally able to reconnect with Clay.
It was about week since Gemma's first sighting of Tara, but as she finished the paperwork for a car, she could see that shitty car her father drove, standing up, Gemma knew that this was coming, looking into the shop, she could see Jax and Kozik working on a car, "Jax, your ex is here, it's time to put up or shup up." Sitting back down, she said what she said, and as much as she wanted to protect him, after her talk with Clay after the bomb was dropped, she knew that she couldn't always save him, especially from himself.
Hearing what his mom said, he knew she was right, for the last week, any moment that he had to be alone he thought of everything that he would say to her. But seeing her stand there, after Audrey's deep dive into her and Agent Kohn, all he wanted to do is slap her smug face, but that wasn't going to solve shit, and she'd just go running to Hale, which would bring more issues for the club.
Taking a second to wipe his hands, he made his way towards the brunette that was hear to use him, and his connections with the club, he could see her face, he could see the smugness.
Tara watched as he approached, same swagger that he always had, but now he had the real body of a real man, perhaps letting him in her pants wouldn't be too bad, get him attached, Kohn comes around, he'll more and likely kill him, freak out about the violence, head back towards Chicago, never to come back to this shithole.
"You look good Jax." She said, figured that she would start with a little flattery.
Rolling his eyes, dear god would that be all it would have taken him? "Yeah, thanks, what brings you to the lot?" he asked, wondering what her game would be. After much debating, now that he was in the moment, he was just going to tell her he knows, and she's not on her own.
Trying to look offended at his brisk tone, she turned her head, seeing Gemma stand next to a tiny blonde. If he had an old lady, this would be a little more difficult, not impossible, he was in love with her, always will be. Makes this much easier. "Is that your old lady?" trying to sus out who she was.
"Does it matter? Honesty, why are you here on this lot?" Keeping about 3 feet between them. His body was tense, he wanted to just get this over with.
"Jesus figured I'd stop in, I'm back, I'm a doctor at St. Thomas, maybe try to catch up with some old friends." Figuring that she could guilt him into stop being a dick to her.
The smugness that came off of her was palpable, he wasn't going to stand it, it was time to send the bitch on her way, and to her own devices, "You're so full of shit," smirking at her face, "seriously, you been away for what 14 years, and all of a sudden you just had this urge to come back to a place as I recall you saying on multiple occasions that you wished would burn, no, you're here because your ex isn't taking no for an answer, and you want your outlaw ex to handle it,"
"Jax," she started, how could this be happening.
Not letting her talk, "No, you are done, get the fuck off my lot, you can stay in Charming, or you can leave, that's up to you, but me, I'm out. You think I would figure out why you came back? Your pussy was good, but certainly not the best I've had. You're not welcome in this club, on this lot, or in my life." Seeing the fear in her eyes, "Leave now."
Turning his back, he walked straight to wear Happy, Opie, Clay, Kozik, Audrey, and Gemma were standing, seeing Opie hold out his kutte.
Audrey watched as the good doctor got into her car, she would do Tara one favor, only because a woman shouldn't have to run for her life because a man couldn't handle that he doesn't get what he wants, and after deep diving into her files as well as his, it was obvious this shithead was cracked, so she sent a virus to his computer that would link him to a few child porn sites, which would send a signal to the FBI, which would send him to prison for 10 years or more, but that was going to be her secret.
Looking at the men that were hugging their brother, she knew that it was going to be a little bonding time between them, he needed to let the past go, and his brothers were going to shower him with their brand of love, for sending the bitch away. Seeing Herman wink at her, she couldn't help but smile at him, giving him the nod to enjoy a few beers with the boys.
Turning her eyes towards Gemma, she could see that she was watching her, "Yes?"
Gemma pulled her into a hug, "I know you, you wouldn't let a women fend for herself from an abusive ex, so I'm assuming that he's not going to like what happens next?"
Swallowing hard, she would never lie to her, shrugging her shoulders, "It's amazing what things the FBI finds on computers when they are tipped off, things that can keep someone in jail for a lifetime." Hoping that Gemma wasn't to upset with her.
Rubbing her back, "You're a good girl, even though she really didn't deserve it, but I understand." Gemma wasn't mad, she couldn't be, Audrey had a heart, but knew that family her family would always come first.
