When Amber woke up the next morning Jay was gone. But this was normal, especially if Will was in the house. Amber got dressed for the day and headed downstairs.

As she came down the stairs her nose was filled with the smell of coffee and bacon. Amber then spotted Will and Jay in her kitchen. "Hey guys. I didn't think you were still here."

"Hey Amber." Will fills her a cup with coffee.

"We were just getting ready to come wake you." Jay holds out a piece of bacon for her.

Amber glared at him as she took the bacon from his grasp. "You wouldn't dare?"

"I told him it was a bad idea." Will puts her coffee cup down in front of her. "I made him aware that if you wake a sleeping ER doctor someone better be dead or dying because if not that someone is gonna be you."

Amber makes a little snorting sound as she takes a drink of her coffee. "He very well may of just saved your life Jay."

"And with that I replied with wait till she realizes you gave her decaf." Amber spits out the coffee she had in her mouth. Jay looks at his brother and smirks. "Would you want red or white roses on your gave?"

"It was an accident I swear but on the flip side why do you even own decaf?"

"I don't."

Will and Jay both moved for the container to look at the label. Amber was doing her best at trying to keep a straight face watching them almost scrambled for the can. But she couldn't. She laughed as both guys read the label and it clearly said decaf coffee.

"That's the can my mom buys to keep over here. I personally don't own any." Both Jay and Will glare at her. "Lock up on your guys way out?"

"Where are you going?" Jay asked as she started to head to the garage.

"To 51."

Both brothers shared a look. " Too see Kelly?"

"No the easter bunny... Of course Kelly."

Without missing a beat Will unlocks his phone and calls April. "Hey April it's Will... yeah can you look up Kelly Severide's blood type and making sure we have some on standby... Oh why you ask? Because Amber is on her way to 51 to see him... Yes stat... Thanks April."

Will put his phone down just in time to dodge a flying umbrella. "Fuck you Will Halstead." Jay of course finds their whole interaction hilarious.

"Love you too." Will makes a kissy face at her.

Amber gags. "I'm headed to starbucks because if I don't get some caffeine before talking to Kelly Severide you very well may need that blood."

"Call us if we need to come down and straighten him out."

"You got it!" Amber shouted over her shoulder as she left to head to 51.

After Amber stopped at starbucks grabbing both Kelly and her a coffee, she pulled up out side of 51. She grabbed the coffees and then headed up to the apparatus floor.

As she walked onto the floor she saw a table with some guys sitting at it. Amber was pretty sure the one with his back towards her was Kelly.

Kelly watched as his men looked behind him. but before he turned he heard his name. "Hey Kelly." He turns around to see Amber. "Can we talk?" Amber held out a coffee cup towards Kelly as sort of a peace offering.

"sure. follow me." Kelly took his coffee before Amber and him headed inside the firehouse. Kelly led her to his office. "in here." Amber followed Kelly inside and he closed the door behind him.

Amber took a seat on Kelly's bunk. "How you been Kelly?"

"I've been doing alright." Kelly took a seat at his desk.

"You really did it Kelly." Amber was looking at his desk and saw a picture of Andy, Matt, and him on the first day of the academy. She ran her fingers over his squad lieutenant's jacket that sat on the bed. "You did everything we ever talked about that summer."

Kelly still wishes that she would of been able to chase her firefighter career. "You haven't done to bad yourself."

"Thanks." Amber had this half smile on her face.

"I know it wasn't your original dream but at least this one comes with a decent salary." Kelly was trying to make light of their past as he wasn't in a mood to argue about it.

"It's never been about the money for me. You know that Kelly. I just want to be where I can do the most good." Amber was starting to question why she was even there. She didn't know what she gained from this interaction.

Kelly sat his coffee on his desk before sitting next Amber on his bunk."What's on your mind?"

Amber took a deep breath as she regained her courage. "I'm so sorry Kelly."

"Amber..."

"Kelly no please listen." Kelly nods his head and intertwines their fingers. "I should of never left the way I did. I blamed you for everything when all it was was just an accident. A horrible accident. I know that now given the horrors I've seen in New York's ER's."

"It's okay Amber. I didn't really handle the situation with as much care as I should have. I was to focused on my career end game and not realizing how much I hurt you till it was too late."

Amber didn't know what type of response she was excepting from Kelly rather it be the one he just gave or not. Amber felt her vision start to blur as her eyes became filled with tears.

"Everything is okay." Kelly wrapped Amber up into a hug, only causing her to cry more. Kelly held onto her till it sounded as though she was all cried out.

"hoping one day we can get back to being friends?"

Kelly would be lying if the word friends didn't cause his heart to break a little , but he knew one thing. And that one thing was he wanted Amber in his life in some way.

Rather that be just as friends or something more.