Amber and Kelly got back to Amber's house after the funeral. They walked inside and Amber placed Jay's flag on her fireplace mantel. "I love you Jay. I'll always miss you."
Kelly stood back and watched Amber as she began to cry again. He walked up behind her wrapping his arms around her waist to hold her tight against him. "I'm so sorry Amber. I know he meant a lot to you."
Amber turned around so she could cry into Kelly's chest. "It's so unfair."
"I know hun. Whatever you need I am here for you. If I am at the firehouse you just come on over and I'll take care of you. "
Amber stopped crying and looked up at Kelly. "Thank you." And there was that smile that made Amber weak in the knees. Kelly seem to always be able to take her breath away. "Don't let go."
"I won't." Kelly held onto Amber and walked her over to the couch so they could sit down. Kelly pulled Amber onto his lap and she rested her head on his shoulder. "Want to watch CSI?"
Amber nodded her head. Kelly grabbed the remote going to hulu to put on CSI. Amber was surprised Kelly remembered her favorite show.
"You remembered."
"I remember everything about you Amber."
They staid like this for the rest of the day. Never letting go of one another.
It has been 2 months since Jay had passed away. Amber was doing her best to hold it together some days were harder than others. She was spending a lot of time with Kelly either at the firehouse or his apartment.
Kelly was doing exactly what Matt had suggested to just be there for her. He didn't push to try and see if she wanted to give them another shot. He was just happy to have he around again.
Squad 3 was just coming back from a call and hopping out of their truck happy with their last save. Casey was waiting for them.
"Severide."
"What's up Casey?" Kelly began to strip off his gear.
"Amber is in your office. I tried talking to her but she is just pacing and rambling." Casey was becoming more concerned about Amber's mental state.
"Thanks Casey. I'll go talk to her."
Kelly head inside to his quarters Dawson and Brett were standing just outside his office watching Amber talk to herself. "I'll take it from here." Kelly said to Dawson and Brett as he entered his office.
Kelly closed the door and then closed the blinds to give them some privacy.
"Amber?" She still just kept pacing and mumbling. "Amber it's Kelly. Tell me what's wrong." She still wouldn't stop.
Kelly didn't want to do what he was about to do but he had no choice. He grabbed Amber by her hands and pinned her against the way forcing her to stop and look at him.
"Amber what's wrong?"
She still didn't speak. She just stared at him getting lost in his blue eyes. The tension between them was building and Kelly couldn't help himself. He leaned forward placing his lips on hers.
It felt as if a charge of electricity was coursing through their bodies. The desire and want becoming unbearable to resist. Amber grabbed the bottom of Kelly's shirt and pulled it swiftly off his body only breaking the kiss for a second.
Her hands began to search every inch of Kelly's exposed skin. She would lightly run her fingernails over his back sending chills through Kelly's body.
Kelly pulled Amber's shirt off once again only breaking the kiss for the shirt to pass over her head. Kelly's hands found her breast and he began to squeeze them through her bra causing a moan to escape from her lips.
Kelly snaked one of his hands behind Amber's back undoing her bra in one swift motion throwing it to the side. Amber jumped wrapping her legs around Kelly's waist. He walked her over to his bed and gently laid her down.
He crawled on top of her and began to leave a trail of kiss from lips all the way down to her hips. Amber was a withering mess under Kelly's touch.
Kelly came back up to her lips starting another intense make out session. Amber's hands undid Kelly's belt and then his button and zipper on his pants.
Kelly stood up for a second to slip off his pants and boxers. Amber slipped hers off as well throwing them to the floor. Kelly crawled back on top of Amber to continue their make out session.
Amber could feel Kelly rubbing in between her legs. She began to shake with desire wanting him inside her so bad.
"Kelly please." She arched her back upwards.
Kelly leaned down next to her ear. "You want me." His hot breath tickled her neck sending more chills through out her body.
"Yes. I want you."
Kelly began kissing her again and slowly sliding inside her. Amber threw her head back in pure pleasure. Kelly began to pick up his pace sliding in and out.
They both had forgotten how amazing the sex was between them. It felt like they were just out of high school again and at the academy. They both reach their climax at the same time. Amber clawed at Kelly's chest in pure pleasure as her body came down from her high.
Kelly laid down next to her on his side. He laid an arm across her waist and pulled her close. "That was amazing." Kelly said as he placed a kiss to her shoulder. Both of them out of breath.
Amber rolled to her side so Kelly and her were face to face. "Yes it was."
Kelly placed a sweet kiss to her swollen lips. "We should probably get dressed before Casey walks in here without knocking"
"Alright." Amber placed a hand on Kelly's cheek taking in every inch of his face. Kelly placed a kiss to the palm of her hand. They both got up and got dressed.
Amber laid back down on the bed while Kelly sat at his desk to start paperwork. An hour later he was finally done. He turned around to see Amber was just playing on her phone.
"You want to talk about why you came to the firehouse?"
Amber sighed. "Today is Jay's birthday."
Suddenly Kelly understood why Amber was so upset. Jay and her were suppose to go to Miami together. Amber and Will had found a journal with plans Jay had made for them. It was suppose to be a surprise for Amber.
Kelly got up from his desk and went over to Amber. Having her sit up so he could sit behind her. He pulled her back against his chest and held her close. "I'm so sorry Amber. It'll all be okay. Things will get easier with time I promise."
"I hope so."
Amber laid her head back and relaxed into Kelly's embrace. Having the feelings of calm and safe washing over her body.
