Disclaimer: I do not own CM

Emily was just drinking her first drink and listening to the music the bar played when JJ took a deep breath and asked „so you and Reid? How did that happen? He's so.. just Reid." She sighed, and Emily thought that maybe it was a mistake telling her about her relationship with Spencer. She thought about it for a second and decided what she should say because it wasn't „just" Reid, he was so much more. Especially for her.

„For you and the rest of the team he is „just" Reid but for me, he is so much more." she said and that was all she wanted to say but somehow, before she knew it, she started rambling.

„When he is with me im not only happy but he also makes me feel peace. When he looks at me with that admiration in his eyes my insecurities are all gone. He loves every scar that I have, caresses them with so much love, he saw me with that branding that I got from Doyle and he still told me that I'm the most beautiful woman in the world. For you he is just someone who is rambling nerdy facts and statistics but all I see is the happiness in his eyes when he gets the chance to tell us about statistics that he liked. He makes my heart race when he smiles at me. He looks at me like I'm the only person who can make him happy, who can make him forget all the things that worry him and he does that for me too. He treats me like I'm a treasure, like I'm the jackpot. Like I'm the woman he waited his whole life for. And he is the man that I waited my whole life for, the one that makes everything make sense. He knows when I get jealous and instead of being mad or annoyed at me, he excuses us for a minute and reassures me and starts telling me that I'm the only woman he'll ever want to be with. He buys me flowers out of nowhere with a little note on it just to show me that he really loves me. He is so much more than just a genius. He showed me that I really am desireable in long term and that I do deserve love, happiness and all the luck in the world. He means everything to me, I love him more than I thought possible, I love Spencer like characters in romance books do, JJ." tears were streaming down her face and Jennifer looked so shocked and was close to crying.

„That's definitely a speech, wow. I hope it works out for you two" Said JJ and gave Emily some tissues.

„I do too, excuse me" Emily said and walked to the toilets where she called her Boyfriend of a year. After two rings he answered the call with: „Hey, beautiful", his voice was soft and she already started smiling. His compliments did that to her. „Hey, uh can I come by later?" she asked hoping she wasn't bothering him. „Yeah, I'll be waiting for you, dear" he said amused. „I love you, Spence."

„I love you too Em" he said and ended the call. Emily cleaned her face and walked out of the bathroom and got back to JJ.

No matter what she tried she couldn't stop thinking about Spencer.