Time was a pesky beast. Sometimes it moved by you like the wind, gone before you could realize it was there. Other times it was thick as honey, your body burning in protest as you waded through it. Too much of either was enough to make you go mad. Then again, her sanity had been on a thread since the bombs dropped.

After 18 months — a year and a half, 547.5 days, or 13,140 hours if you wanted to get really particular — it was a wonder any of them were still alive.

After hours spent in the library, the Three Musketeers had found that nuclear winter lasted about 3 years on average. What they had found, however, failed to specify the radiation levels after those years. Eventually, they threw in the towel and resigned themselves to spending the rest of their days underground. The library instead became their oasis where no other resident dared to trespass.

Em had attempted to start drawing again, but Coco relentlessly asked for her portrait any time she pulled out her sketchbook. She swore the woman could hear the scrape of pencil against paper from anywhere in the Outpost. It was an artist's worse nightmare.

Timothy had tried to entice the other two to work out with him. After the third meal cutback, they couldn't even do a sit-up without their head becoming light and the world spinning around them.

The walls seemed to grow tighter and tighter around her. At night, the darkness was so suffocating that Em rushed to light a candle before it swallowed her whole. In those moments she felt like Atlas, smothered by the weight of the world on top of her. If she could just see the blue sky and feel cold air upon her skin she would be in heaven. Instead, endless anxieties plagued her — what if there was a cave-in? Was she running out of air or just panicking? It was so stale and cling to her despite it being circulated by a machine she could not see. She was choking to death and the walls would come closer and closer until they became her tomb.

The stabbing sensation in her hand drew her from the flood of thoughts, hands white as they curled around the cover of a book. Once again, the three musketeers gathered in the library. It at least kept their minds active and it had become Em's personal goal to read each and every book in the outpost, shelves in nearly every nook and cranny. It was her own personal Alexandria.

Timothy laid back on a couch throwing a ball he had found up and down. The sound of it hitting the palm of his hand was like a metronome, bringing her back in synch with the world.

Emily, on the other hand, seemed to be physically exhibiting the anxiety Em internalized. She was pacing a hole into the carpet, arms crossed and jaw clenched.

"It's October," She said as she turned and walked back across the small clearing of couches and tables, "We've been here for 18 months."

"Already?" Em asked, counting weeks on her hand. Wait… when did this week start? Did she count days by when she slept or when she ate? Without sun or a moon, they didn't even have a concept of night and day. Just periods of sleep and consciousness.

"Already?" Emily echoed, voice going up an octave, "it's felt like years."

"Technically a year," Timothy pointed out, quickly backtracking as Emily sent him a look, "but it's not like Venable is passing out calendars or anything."

Emily scoffed, "Venable isn't doing anything… you know, I bet she's hoarding food for herself."

"Why do that when she can just chop up another person and eat them."

Emily sent him another scathing glare, "not funny."

Em sighed and shut her book with a loud thump, "What we need is a distraction."

Timothy closed his eyes and stopped throwing his ball, hand held up in the air, "I think I may face the cannibals if we have to play Pictionary one more time."

The brunette placed her book aside, biting her lip as she thought of something… anything to distract them from the world.

"It's October, right?" she finally proposed, "What about some scary stories? We already have a bonfire… pretty much everywhere."

Timothy sat up, "isn't our predicament enough of a horror story?"

Em turned on her heel, hands behind her back as she tainted him, "What? Are you scared?"

"No!"

"Then prove it." A smile finally returned to Emily's face as she flounced towards the boy, coming to sit at his side. Her expression reminded Em of a cat, content and ready to watch the mice dance. "Tell us a story, Mr. Valedictorian."

He shook his head and sighed, "I don't know…"

"Did you guys ever have that book," Em asked, "Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark?"

Emily gasped, "Yes! They made it into a movie, right? I could never sleep after just seeing those pictures."

"Made Texas Chainsaw Massacre seem like a picnic," Timothy noted, earning a laugh from Emily. She leaned into him and Em looked to the side towards the rows and rows of books.

"What even were the stories about?" Em asked, turning from the smitten couple to give them some form of privacy, "I can only remember the pictures."

Emily stood, placing her hands on her hips as she surveyed their surroundings, "for all the book they have in this place there's got to be a copy. It was a school, after all."

"I don't know…" Em teased, side eying Timothy, " … if any of the boys were like Timothy."

"For the last time: I'm not scared!"

"We'll see about that as soon as we find that book," Emily said, pulling the boy to his feet before turning to Em, "Timothy and I can take the first three rows and you can take the last two."

"Careful," Em warned, watching the two saunter off down an aisle, "Mead's only going to buy me saying y'all are 'just friends' for so long."

Timothy's face flushed red. Emily's face shined with a look that dared the world to take from her the one good thing she had found among the ashes. "Can't let Venable control all aspects of our life."

"Maybe she's a vampire," Em said, "some people say they feed on misery instead of blood."

"She's certainly got the personality of one."

With a smile, the two disappeared from sight, Emily's giggling reaching through the books to Em's ears. With a tired sigh, she wandered to the other side of the room. Once upon a time, she would spend hours in any bookstore or library she entered. This place, however, seemed to be predominantly filled with books written by old white men. A few newer books were scattered here and there, but they were few and far between. On bad days, Emily and herself would battle for them with rounds and rounds of rock, paper, scissors.

She quickly fell into a rhythm. A state of focus, her brother would have said. He had been writing a book on the subject before... before...

"Thoreau… Douglas..." Em mouthed the title and name of each and every book to keep her mind from wandering to the less than pleasant.

At some point, Timothy joined her. The sound of feet against carpet pulled her from her trance, forcing her to feel how tired her eyes had become. She pulled out of her crouched position, frowning as her back popped and protested.

"You'd think they'd at least have one scary book," Em noted as Timothy made it to her side, "any luck on y'all's end?"

"If you count Hawthorne as a horror author."

"I don't know… you could count The Birthmark as a horror story."

"The Birthmark?"

"A woman born with a birthmark marries an alchemist. Instead of accepting her, he seeks out how to obtain perfect beauty and—"

"Guys!" Emily's voice rang out from a row over, "Come look at this!"

The pair looked at each other then meandered over to Emily. A large tome was in her arms. It was as large as a small child, thick as the old dictionaries from reference sections. As they got closer, Em saw the cover lacked any discernable title and the pages were yellowed with age.

"What is it?" Timothy asked, pacing a hand on Emily's shoulder.

Emily was clearly in awe, "I don't know. Looks like some sort of grimoire."

Timothy frowned at that. His family had never been particularly religious. It didn't define their personality, but they still went to church every Sunday. The first thing they teach you as a Christian child is that those who commune with Satan are evil. There were two columns of items... one good and aligned with God and one bad and alighted with Satan.

He thought back to his first day in Outpost 3. At first, he had dismissed it as a trauma-induced hallucination. "What kind of school has grimoires?"

"Religious studies?" Em offered. She motioned to the book, "let me see. Not going to lie, I've always been fascinated by these things."

Emily carefully handed the book off to her. It was so heavy Em nearly dropped it as soon as Emily handed it over. Struggling ever slightly, she turned through the pages.

"See anything?" Emily asked after a few moments of silence.

The pages were well kept. A few water marks marred the writing and bled the ink. Most of it was illegible... in some language she didn't understand with few English translations scattered throughout. The clearest page called to her, a large circular design taking up most of it.

"Summoning circles," she muttered, fingers tracing over the design and tracing down towards the words written underneath.

"What?" Timothy asked, scooting closer.

"They're used in rituals to summon things."

"Such as?"

"Good intentions, luck, money, sprits..."

"...Demons" Timothy finished.

"Exactly!"

"So... like a pentagram?" Emily asked, arms crossed and brows furrowed in thought.

"Kind of?" Em admitted, "pentagrams are actually symbolic of fire, water, earth, air, and spirit. It's actually supposed to be used in protection."

Timothy looked up at the sky with a bemused laugh, "I'm not even going to ask how you know that."

"I had a friend that practiced Wicca," Em told him, "... and I used to get bored and look up random stuff at 3am when I couldn't sleep."

She quickly turned her attention back to the book, "this seems to be summoning... damn! The name is smudged."

Emily, whose head was resting on the other girl's shoulder, looked at the other two with a grin, "do we dare?"

"No. Nope." He said, holding his hands up in the air and marching a few steps away and turning back towards them with a sigh, "I'm not messing with that stuff."

"It's the end of the world, Tim," Em said, "if I haven't seen a demon yet I doubt I ever will."

"Maybe we can sacrifice Venable," Emily whispered to the two, her counterpart laughing while her boyfriend continued to have an existential crisis.

Em seemed to consider the option, "or Coco. Spare us another conversation about influencer culture at the very least... I'd sell my soul for that."

Smoky laughed and Timothy could only groan, hands covering his face.

"C'mon," he pleaded, "this is literally textbook horror movie stuff."

"You don't have to join if you don't want to," Emily reassured before turning back to the other girl, "what do we need?"

Em hummed and read through the list once more, "a candle, a drop of blood, the incantation, and a summoning circle."

"Really? No sacrificial chicken or anything?"

"I can start the summoning circle if you can get the sowing kit from my room. It's in my desk."

Emily nodded and left the room. Em fathered the book and wandered to the tables, putting it down and pulling her sketchbook out from her pockets as Timothy reluctantly followed in her heels.

Not bothering to sit, Em leaned over the table with her pencil in hand. Hair that now curled down to her shoulders fell into her face and she let out a huff before pulling out a ribbon and tying it out of her face.

"Tim," she asked, not looking up as she carefully replicated the circle, "can you hand me some of those candles over there?"

With a reluctant sigh, the boy shuffled to the corner of the room. Wobbling the candle stand as carefully as he could, he dragged it across the floor and towards the table. It was like watching a child protest bedtime, dragging their feet and taking as long as possible for every task that brought them closer to sleep.

"This is a horrible idea."

It was Em's turn to sigh, "these things are like Bloody Mary. It scares us for a moment, but ultimately nothing happens."

"Did you ever do Bloody Mary?"

She smirked, "The drink or the game?"

Timothy crossed his arms and stared at her, unamused.

"No," she admitted, finally turning to look him in the eyes, "I was a child and I was scared and I wouldn't even look in mirrors for a month after I heard the story. My dad finally had enough and forced me to do it... and here I am. Nothing happened."

Timothy broke eye contact. He wasn't expecting such an honest response and didn't quite know how to follow it. How was he supposed to talk about the incident without sounding crazy?

Em watched the slight twitch around Timothy's mouth. He looked shifty, eyes not focusing on any one thing. She stared at him deadpan and water for him to speak.

Finally, his eyes rested in her. To his surprise, she was still looking at him.

"What?" He asked.

"What is it?"

"Nothing."

"It's not nothing. I was a psych major, remember?"

"I thought you switched to English."

"That's beside the point."

Silence. One beat. Then two.

"Out with it," she insisted.

"Something weird happened," he blurted as she finished her sentence, her eyes widening in surprise at his sudden forwardness, "when we first got here."

"What happened?"

Timothy opened his mouth to reply, but the sound of creaking doors interrupted him. Em... maybe he could trust. He knew logically that he could trust Emily as well, but... god, it sounded crazy.

"It's nothing. Forget I said anything."

Em moved to insist, but as she watched Emily come round the corner she also saw Timothy's tensions leave his body.

"Forget about what?" Emily asked, looking between the two.

Timothy tensed as Em began to speak.

"He was telling me about a time he had a sleepover and tried the Bloody Mary chant."

Timothy let out the breath he was holding.

"Dad thought it would be a good idea to play with the circuit breaker," he finished, sending a grateful smile to Em, "my brother jumped so high he nearly got his head stuck in the ceiling."

"See?" Emily said, squeezing Timothy's arm, "you have nothing to worry about. Demons don't exist."

"What about Venable?" Em asked

Emily smiles and turned away from her lover, "lucky for us, in her case, it's only metaphorical."

The two began to set up the ritual, moving the candles according to the instructions — a semi-circle formation on the side of the symbol farthest from her. Em made sure they were melted to the table to prevent a fire. Then they would summon an actual demon by the name of The Cooperative. The symbol stood front and center, wax dripping onto its corners.

Emily and Timothy stood back, arms linked together. His hands dig into the fabric of her sleeve and she offered a reassuring squeeze.

"It's going to be fine," she whispered.

Em began the ritual, book in front of her for reference.

"quaesitor existunt veritatis," she read, then pricked her finger with a needle. The blood welled up and she pressed on the wound until it dropped and stained the paper with crimson, "pondera excitare restitueret."

Three times she repeated the phrase, drilling blood into one flame, then the next, then the next. Then she let it sit in silence. One second. Nothing. Another second. Nothing. A third—

"Raah!" Emily yelled, grabbing her boyfriend's shoulder and shaking him.

"Shit!" Timothy cried, crossing himself as he fell backward off the table he had been sitting on, "get away from me!"

Emily and Em erupted into laughter. It took Timothy a few moments to realize he was in no danger and once he looked up at them they burst into laughter again, holding each other. Someone snorted which made the peals of laughter start up again.

He laid his head back on the ground and closed his eyes, arms draping over his forehead as he calmed his racing heart.

"You guys are horrible." He sighed, a smile forming despite himself.

"All... Emily's," Em said between hysterics, "are some form... of chaotic."

"I'm sorry," Emily said, doubling over with tears in her eyes as she grabbed onto the other woman's arm, "you just—"

Her stomach hurt and her lungs burned and she loved every minute of it. She looked up to Em who made the sign of the cross over her chest before crossing her fingers and holding them out in front of her.

"The power of Christ compels you!" She cries out between shaking breaths, doubling over again. Even Timothy began to laugh, shoulders shaking as he tried to picture what he must have looked like.

"If you three are finished with your magic tricks," a voice came from the door, Mead's figure looming as they bit their lips and held their breath to keep from giggling, "dinner is in five."

Shaking her head, the older woman made her way back to the door, grumbling but unable to hide her amusement, "Damn kids."

Giggling faded I to unrelenting grins that made flushed cheeks even redder. Em and Emily's eyes were red and puffy from crying. Gathering up the remnants of their decorum, they held out their hands to Timothy, pulling him up to his feet.

He looked at the two of them up to the ceiling as if he were asking it for guidance.

"Fuck you," he finally settled, a chuckle escaping him and greatly amusing the girl that leaned against him as they began to walk.

"Careful with that word," Em warned, walking backward to address the pair, seriousness taunting the fun demeanor she tried to keep up, "Venable would love a reason to cook all of us up for dinner."


No one spoke anymore. There was nothing to speak about. They stared ahead, eyes vacant of life. Their bodies were moving, but their minds had long since given up and resigned themselves to fate.

Coco didn't even bother with her hair anymore. Gallant had cut it when they hit the fourth-month mark and the humidity had made it curl into the shape of an orb around her head. Gallant himself hadn't bothered to even change clothes in the past week...or was it two? Em was almost grateful for the pandemic and subsequent quarantine that occurred before they went subterranean. It had taught her the importance of a schedule for her mental health.

Venable was the only one that kept up with appearances. Red hair never had a strand out of place and not a single piece of fuzz could be found on her black dress. She sat straight at the end of the table, back straight as a board and her eyes full of contempt as she looked upon her charges. The ironwoman seemed to be searching for something as she stared at each one of them in turn.

Em did her best to ignore the intertwined hands of the couple beside her. God knows Venable was itching to torture them. Em had faced many people like the red-haired horror. She knew how to ignore something without making it obvious… passive manipulation.

If she was being honest, part of her was somewhat jealous of the happiness her friends had found… but she also knew how dangerous love was, even more so given their circumstances.

Venable's cane struck the floor like a gavel, heads slowly turning towards her like zombies at the control of a necromancer.

"I have an announcement," she said, nodding to the half of a cube that sat before them. Em could feel her stomach gurgle, felt the hot feeling of her own stomach acid digesting her organs. "This will be our last breakfast. We're cutting back to one meal a day."

Coco's jaw dropped, but she didn't have the energy to make a scene, "you can't be serious."

"An effective dieting technique," Evie declared.

"Yeah, so is starving to death!"

Em sighed, running a hand through her hair, pulling it back before letting it fall around her shoulders once more.

"Perhaps we should move meals to breakfast instead of dinner," Em proposed, "having fuel at the beginning of the day may—"

Venable's eyes narrowed, head cocking to the side ever slightly.

"Are you questioning my judgment?"

"Yes."

Damn surviving. She'd rather become everyone's next meal that deal with the bitch for a single second longer. Starvation had lowered her control and her tolerance for the bullshit Venable had a knack for. She'd rather die tearing apart a tyrant than live bowing her head to one.

"May I remind you that I was assigned to this outpost for a reason." Venable said, leaning back in her seat and letting the silence sit for a moment before she continued, "and unlike some, I was able to graduate college."

Em had tried to be kind to the woman in the beginning. She had tried to take initiative by counting resources and assessing tools at their disposal, but as soon as the woman's cane crossed the threshold her only message to Em was to sit down and shut up.

Gallant scoffed as he looked between the two, "How are we supposed to survive on half a cube?"

Venable pulled her eyes away from Em's, "it's not optimal, but also not impossible. Either way, we have no choice. Not if we want to keep eating at all."

Em, Timothy, and Emily looked to another, trying to look for reassurance but finding none. For once Venable wasn't wrong.

Gallant scoffed and stared down his fellow residents. How could they stay silent? He wasn't going to let Venable starve him to death. They should cut the Grey's meals instead, he reasoned, they paid for their tickets… or at least, Coco's father had.

"I fucking can't do this anymore!" She cried.

Sensing the collecting anxiety at the table, Dinah stood and addressed them all, "We don't know how strong we are until we have to face adversity. This could be an opportunity for all of us to grow."

"Finish that bumper sticker shit you used to say on your show, and I'm strong enough to shove this fork in your neck!" Gallant yelled, table clattering as he jumped to his feet brandishing his chosen weapon.

Em rose hesitantly, hands up and trying to get Gallant's attention, "She's not the one you're mad at."

The hairdresser didn't hear him, continuing to rave like a madman and Em fell back in her seat, head bowing and cradled in her hands. She was so tired. She was tired of the tantrums, tired of the hunger. Her ribs were showing through her skin, each and every piece of her spine sticking out as if she were a cactus instead of a person. They were all ghosts. Their bodies had yet to catch up with them.

Before all this she had dreams… to make it big as an artist or an author or anything. Having those dreams crushed made Em wonder if it was better to just give up. Certainly would be more peaceful. If only the grimoire had a spell to bring back her motivation for just living.

Quaesitor existunt veritatis pondera excitare restitueret.

Quaesitor existunt veritatis pondera excitare restitueret.

Quaesitor existunt veritatis pondera excitare restitueret.

"What was that?" someone whispered beside her. Em realized she had been quietly chanting the words from the ritual. Pulling herself from the fog, she removed her head from her hands and sat up in her chair.

"Nothing."

Before Emily could note her friend's odd behavior, the sound of porcelain shattering pulled them back to Gallant's tantrum.

"What are you going to do?" Gallant demanded, bouncing like a wrestler in the ring and glaring daggers at mead, "Shoot us all? Huh? What are you going to do?"

The First moved forward to apprehend the man, towering over him like he was a child about to be thrown in time-out. Venable rose, opening her mouth to speak.

They were quickly deafened by alarms, red lights flashing. Em closed her eyes, suddenly blinded as she rose to her feet and fell back to the wall behind her.

"Perimeter alert," The Fist said, "There's been a breach."

They all looked to Venable, but she was just as alarmed as they were. Em's eyes immediately went to Emily's. She was leaning against timothy, eyes turned up towards the ceiling and her hands curling around his arm. Everyone was frozen, suddenly back where this all began — the emergency messages that blared and told them the world was dying and taking them down with it.

"Back to your rooms!" Venable barked, "All of you!"

"If it's a breach we should prepare a defensive position," Em cried over the alarms, "If it's cannibals—"

"This is my outpost!" Venable snarled, stalking towards her until her face was inches from her own, "and I am telling you to stand down and return o your rooms."

Em could feel someone tugging at her arm, but paid it no mind.

"The noisiest flies are the first to be squashed," Venable said.

"I fear more for the wasp in a beehive."

Another tug forced her to turn towards the source. Emily was reaching out to the brunette, one hand on Timothy who was trying to drag her from the dining room.

"It's not worth it," She hissed, pulling the girl close, "pick you battles."

Em snatched back her arm, "I'm tired of waiting for a hill to die on."

With one last scathing look to Venable, she grabbed a knife from the table and stormed from the room. If she was to live out of spite so be it.


Em paced back and forth in her room, crossing it in three strides before turning on her heel and starting the whole process all over again. Her hands ran through her hair, tying it up and taking it down, braiding and upbraiding.

Waiting to see what her fate was infuriated her. Waiting infuriated her. If this was an attempted break-in by cannibals or monsters her room was the last place she wanted to be — it cornered her. No, the best defensive position would be —

She groaned and forced herself to sit at her desk, leg bouncing up and down. She wished she was one of the wardens, working alongside The Fist. At least then she'd be doing something. They all acted like the purples were the ruling class, but it was a lie. The Greys outnumbered them and could take over whenever they could. Venable could have them killed in a heartbeat. What they had was only an illusion. When the time came for them to finally wield it their hands would only meet empty air, leaving them to fall to an unsightly demise.

The alarm had stopped blaring, at the very least. Spared her from another migraine.

She jumped as a knock came at her door, raising to her feet and trying to seem as if she wasn't in the process of losing her sanity. The voice that left her didn't feel like her own, detached and far too formal.

"Come in."

A creak filled the room and a Grey appeared, freshly laundered clothes in hand. She bowed her head to Em as she entered before moving to place the garments on her bed.

"Thank you," Em said reflexively. The Grey turned to her, eyes on the ground.

"Do you want me to do your hair for you, miss?"

"What?" Em asked, hand going to feel the remnants of braids still in her hair. Heat rose to her neck. She must have looked like a raving mad man. "Oh… no. Thanks for asking."

With another bow, the girl scurried from the room, letting out a gasp as she ran into The Fist right outside the door. A quick and fearful apology left the Grey before she disappeared down the hall, door left wide opened.

The Fist's hand, which had been held up to knock, fell back to her side. "May I?"

"Please," Em invited, rounding the bed to place the clothes the Grey had brought in aside for the time being, "it's been a while since we last talked."

The ability to look past the color-coded rulebook Venable enforced served her well as long as the woman never found out. Even the Wardens, strong enough to take her down by force, feared the woman… or perhaps trusted Mead so much that they bought into whatever demands Venable spat out. Em just needed them to doubt their orders if the time came when Venable ordered her death.

"How's the research going?" The Fist asked, nodding to the pile of book balancing precariously on the edge of her desk. Em spared them a glance and sighed, shaking her head.

"You'd know more than those moldy things," She said, the other woman smiling ever slightly, "is there anything we can do to create a self-sustaining food supply?"

The Fist's smile faded, lips twisting as she thought, sauntering over to her books and reading the titles, "I know I once made a post about a special facility made to store seeds… problem is, we don't have means for inter-continental travel."

"Would the Cooperative?"

"That would be a call for Miss Venable," she said with a shrug, "Right now our best decision is rationing."

"I don't like those odds."

The Fist tried to offer a reassuring smile, but the truth was they wouldn't last the rest of the year even with rationing. She had tried to press for explorative missions, but Venable said they couldn't expend the manpower. They might as well fire all their ammunitions into the walls.

Em couldn't help the frustrated sigh that left her. Biting her lip, she tried to think of any other option than sitting and waiting for the end. "Do we know anything about the composition of those nutrient bars?"

"I couldn't find any documentation," The Fist admitted, "The cooperative should be able to provide if we keep to the plan."

The brunette scoffed, "Venable's plan."

In two strides, The Fist came to stand beside her. If she wanted, she could have snapped her like a twig. Instead, she placed a hand on Em's shoulder.

"She was put in charge for a reason."

They were interrupted by a blood-curdling scream that made Em nearly jump into the woman's arms. The Fist hurried to the door, ducking her head through the doorway and standing there for a moment with her hand on her utility belt.

"Wait here."

The door slammed shut behind her and Em moved to follow, but became distracted. In the sudden silence, a whispering sound could be heard. She couldn't quite pinpoint it. It surrounded her like she was in a giant bubble, sometimes wandering to her left or her right like a beast that kept moving when she turned to look at it.

Closing her eyes, she tried to focus on the sound.

"Quaesitor existunt…" she swore she heard, too faint to be certain. It was a breeze in the trees, gone before you knew it was there, "veritatis pondera…."

No. That was stupid. Demons didn't exist. She was just being paranoid. Shaking her head, she made her way to her closet. It was a busted pipe, she reasoned as she picked up a candelabra to at leave give her something to see by.

The second the door creaked open, the whispering sound became louder. Then, from the depths of the shadows, a snake dropped down from above. Em jumped back with a gasp, slamming the closet shut and landing on top of her bed. Cautiously, she opened it once more. She stood far enough away to be safe, but close enough to examine. It was black… head rounded instead of pointed…

Em placed the candelabra on her desk and reached for the pile of clothes she had placed aside. Throwing them aside without much care, she founded what she needed in the pile. Working quickly, she twisted the wire of a hangar into as straight of a line as she could manage.

"Hello there," she cooed, placing the metal in front of the snake and tapping it gently against its mouth. Patiently, she waited until the snake became irritated and bit at the wire. Swooping in, Em grabbed it by the neck the little beasty hissing and thrashing its tail. If it had been a thicker snake, it may have been able to wrangle itself from her hands, but it couldn't have been bigger than a rat snake.

Once it had calmed some, Em reached for its tail and examined its underbelly. Best thing about an apocalypse was having an obscene about of time to read. There, near the end of the tail, two rows of scales sat.

"You're nothing but a sweetheart, aren't you," She cooed, loosening her grip only slightly. It wasn't venomous, proving her point as it opened its mouth to hiss once more, wriggling around in an attempt to free itself. She much preferred the company of real snakes to their metaphorical human counterparts.

Keeping a close eye on her new pet, Em walked out the door and right into Miss Miriam Mead. The woman got a good face full of hissing snake and stumbled back a few steps with a gasp. Her tone quickly turned from one of surprise to irritation.

"You too?"

Em smiled at the woman, "can I keep it?"

Mead scoffed and shook her head, but Em could see the fleeting smile on her lips as she procured a bag. "put it in there."

Mead always reminded Em of a frustrated but amused mother. The smile quickly returned as Em plopped the creature into what looked like a wriggling mass of its brethren.

"First witchcraft, now snakes," Mead tried to chide, "you're going to be the death of me."

"Does this have anything to do with the breach?" Em couldn't help but ask.

Mead pretended not to hear, occupying herself with closing up the bag of snakes, "Any more?"

"Not sure."

They both turned to The Fist as she approached, Mead giving a nod towards Em's room. Dutifully, The Fist went inside. Both of them stood in the doorway and watched as her room was rummaged through. She was lucky she had hidden her banned items under a loose floorboard ages ago.

By the time she was done, two other snakes had been found and the two wardens wordlessly went on their way.

"Venomous ones have pointed heads, fangs, and a single row of scales on their anal plate," Em called out once they had made it partway down the hall.

She could see Mead chuckle and shake her head. Em's eyes flickered from the back of Mead to that of The Fist. The latter clearly respected the former immensely.

Locking the door behind her, she made her way to the library. Venable's pawns could be easily swayed, but her knight would be more of a challenge.


Dinner time came around once more and once more Em had been forced to leave her book-filled sanctuary to play nice with all the residents... not that she was particularly the nice sort when with them. She used to be nice. At least, she liked to think she was.

Why was "nice" always just pretending you weren't angry or annoyed? If one looked into the human mind they'd probably find that not a single one of them was truly "nice." Everyone got annoyed, everyone got angry, everyone hated someone else. Yet, here they sat around the table once more, acting like they were refined and polite yet still being shocked when, as always, their humanity shines through.

Philosophical pondering was always far more interesting then whatever conversation was going on between this lot. Today, however, was an oddity. The table silent.

At least they weren't eating cubes tonight... and she knew what exactly was in the soup. She was drawn from her reverie at the smell of it, mouth watering even before the Greys had entered the room.

They quickly straightened their silverware and gracefully draping napkins across their laps. Perhaps the silence was due to the last outcome of Venable's hospitality.

Dishes clinked and Em smiles at the Grey who placed her meal before her. She eyes the others, waiting before she took a single bite.

Coco also eyed the food, watching the Greys serve them one by one. Her nose crinkled as she eyes what this evening had in store for them. "I have a rule against eating things with no legs or too many legs."

"Oh, right," Andre snipped, rolling his eyes. He had gone from denial to anger to depression and now back to anger in the past year. Grief never did like to be linear. "But you're fine eating something with two legs."

"For the last time!" Gallant snapped, "we didn't eat your boyfriend!"

Mead sighed from her left, "Eat it or don't. No one's going to force it down you."

"Adversity makes strange bedfellows," Dinah notes, sending a pointed look to her son, "and worse dinner companions."

Andre's lips pressed into a thin line and his eyes flickered to anywhere that wasn't his mother.

"It's food," Dinah reminded them all, "and we're starving. We should be grateful for the fruits of the earth."

Em quelled a groan as she watched Evie preen like a bird, signaling a story was about to begin. The old woman straightened her back and puffed out her chest before leaning against the table.

"Steamed snake soup is actually quite delicious," she informed them.

"Jesus Christ," Gallant whispered from the other side of the table, Evie's hearing far too terrible to know that they were smiling more at her grandson's distress than her tale.

"It was the centerpiece of a dinner I attended at Kuala Lumpur with Gina Lollobrigida."

"The only time I've seen someone eat a snake," Em noted, "was on that Bear Grylls survival show."

Gallant's head rose from his hands as he snorted out a laugh. Mead even smiled at her left.

"You're lucky we're not making you eat grubs."

On her right, Emily was nearly buzzing in anticipation. As soon as Mead stopped speaking she was quick to address Venable, sitting on her hands as if she were resisting the urge to raise her hand — the only sign an untrained she could find that would display her eagerness.

"So, who's in your office."

Venable was off-put by the question, raising her head as if she had dozed off at the end of the table and was slowly rousing, "I beg your pardon?"

"The alarms went off before," Emily notes, "someone came inside."

Em turned to her friend in surprise. Someone was here? In the outpost? From outside? Venable allowed them to come inside?

"Who else is here?" Timothy insisted as Venable failed to respond.

Venable looked less than pleased but masked it well as the patience of a mentor trying to evoke the same quality from their student.

"All questions will be answered in due course."

"And hoarding knowledge makes the flock more controllable," Em said.

"Eat." Was Venable's only response, tapping her cane to signify the end of this particular conversation.

Em reluctantly fell in line with the others, obediently raising the covering of their soup. Hissing erupted from the bowls, snakes slithering across the table just as scared as the residents that jumped backward with screams of terror.

Mead's eye's widened as she witnessed the rebirth of the snakes she had personally beheaded, looking to Venable for answers. The woman had none, eyes widening in horror at the sight before her. This was not her orchestration, her design.

Some people ran in terror, Em froze. This time felt differences a fog had encompassed her mind and the world around her became a distant memory. A buzz filled her body and her ears, the screaming of others sounding far, far away. Did they even exist in the first place?

Her head tilted to the side as the black snake from before slithered towards her, curling around her arm. It feared its head upwards. Not to attack, but simply to look at her. She looked into its eyes and felt like she understood the world in its entirety. The weight of the world was not suffocating but consuming. She wanted to be consumed by it. She wanted —

The snake dropped from her arm to the floor and she was back, blinking away the fog as one blinked away sleep. The buzzing sensation left her and her surroundings rushed over her like ice water on a hot summer's day.