When the witches got back to the academy, the sun had barely risen above the horizon. Emily hadn't realized how accustomed she had become to the usual hustle and bustle; the silence was nearly as stinging as the constant noise.

They were all dead on their feet. After hell, sleep had eluded Emily. The fact Madison had forced her to sleep on the ground didn't help… neither did the darkness. It was suffocating, that place. Sometimes she was afraid the underground fortress would become her tomb. They had all tried to catch up on sleep during the plane ride home, but Misty snored so much it made the feat nearly impossible.

So, barely able to put one foot in front of the other, the witches made their way through the door. Zoe grumbled about canceling classes, Cordelia muttering an agreement.

"A break? Already?" Coco said. She stood next to Mallory by the stairs, looking more like butlers than students. The pair must have been the only ones awake, looking to one other and smiling at a silent inside joke. "I like this school."

"I trust there were no disturbances while we were away?" Myrtle asked, handing off her bags to Kyle who proceeded to take them up the stairs.

If Mallory were a bird, Emily would have said she was preening, "No more than usual."

Kyle paused by Emily for a moment, hand extended, but she waved him forward. Kyle smiled and nodded, proceeding past them and towards the stairs.

"Oh, lover-boy," Madison sang as he began to take the first step, pulling Emily's attention away from Mallory and their headmistress, "my bags?

The blond man hesitated, then doubled back. He rearranged the bags on his arm and picked up the ex-movie star's numerous suitcases, all either Chanel or some other overpriced name brand.

"You have two arms," Zoe snapped at the woman, her own bag in hand. Emily's gaze flickered to the floor, green eyes darting between it, Cordelia, and the scene unfurling before her.

"It's fine," Kyle said quietly, giving a pointed look at Zoe, "It's my job."

The look seemed to soothe Zoe, her shoulders tense but her back no longer arched like she was about to swing at Madison. Madison opened her mouth, unable to resist not having the last word.

A body barreling into her side kept Emily from hearing exactly what was spoken. By the look on Zoe's face, it was nothing good.

"Oh, I missed you!" Coco exclaimed, squeezing the girl in a hug. Emily did her best not to tense, but the reaction was second nature to the brunette. "How was California?"

"Dry," Emily said, earning a chuckle from Coco.

"Obviously you didn't go to the beach," Coco said, "How did it go?"

The brunette's eyes darted to the figure moving towards them, continuing to speak as Mallory approached. For some reason, Emily had expected her and Cordelia's talk to last longer. She settled in to place beside Coco, listening with an attentive grin.

"We're all in one piece," Emily said, looking back to Coco, "so I'd say rather well."

Mallory reached out and squeezed Emily's arm, her ever-present grin widening ever slightly. "See? I knew you'd do great!"

"Who's this, Firefly?"

Misty had always got possessive a little too quickly. It was her vice, clinging to things too tightly. Her mother used to call her a "little python…" the snake in the garden of Eden.

Emily faltered ever slightly. As someone who kept to herself, she was more used to being the one introduced, not the one introducing.

"Coco, Mallory," She spoke, glancing between the two girls and her new acquaintance, "Misty Day."

Mallory rushed forward to shake the woman's hand as if she were meeting Stevie Nicks instead of a girl from the swamplands of Mississippi.

"I've heard so much about you from Miss Cordelia. You're a legend here!"

Misty pulled her shawl in tighter and glanced between Mallory and Emily. Being the center of attention was an anxious position for her. The last time she was the center of attention, she went to hell. The first time had her burned at the stake. Her steps back from Mallory and into Emily's side were more a flight instinct than an anxious tic.

"Aw, shucks," the swamp witch said with a flickering smile and a chuckle, "Didn't think I was here long enough to make an impression."

"Resurgence is a remarkable power," Mallory insisted, "If not for you, I would have thought myself a freak."

"Well, ain't that sweet."

Myrtle was quick to rescue the woman from the over-exuberance of the younger witch, placing a steadying hand on Misty's shoulder. Cordelia was not far behind. Emily could feel her brown eyes on her back like a botanist studying a new plant species.

"While I love pleasantries," Myrtle said, "I am absolutely famished. Airplane foods always fall flat."

"It's because of our sense of smell," Emily said, trying to ignore the weird looks she was getting, "The altitude affects our nasal passages, making it harder to smell and thus harder to taste. The two are inseparable."

"So, it's like how parents plug their kid's nose to get them to take their medicine," Mallory said. Emily sent her a brief, but thankful smile for making the moment feel less awkward than it was.

"Exactly."

"Either way," Myrtle said with a wave of her hand, "I am craving a crème brûlée with a glass of chardonnay."

Emily smirked a bit before she spoke, "Chardonnay sounds good."

"Not yet, you," Cordelia admonished through a chuckle, ruffling Emily's hair a bit, "We may be lenient with a lot of things, but underage drinking will not be one of them."

The brunette wanted to note she had done plenty of underage drinking the night before but refrained. Part of being able to bend the rules is pretending you didn't break them.

"Oh, come on," Madison said, standing at the back of their little group with her arms crossed in front of her chest, "Little miss indigestion just went to hell. Let her live a little."

"Maybe a glass," Cordelia relented, earning a few chuckles from the group. "One."

Emily echoed the expressions of her fellow witches, but Cordelia's humor did not amuse her. The headmistresses statement assured her of one thing, however. The brunette had secured a place in the inner circle of Robichaux. It was a feat she would have been proud of before, but now…

Now, the real world seemed so dull. Sensations failed to feel real- like the world was covered in a fog. Her hands would hover, expecting something to come to her palm and playing off hesitation when it didn't. Emily had always fancied her dreams to the waking world. The real world now felt more dull than usual. The young witch found herself missing hell, debating whether or not to chase that high.

"Full already?" Cordelia asked at the table they all gathered around. Emily had been picking at her food for the past ten minutes, gaze flickering to the many conversations around the table.

Emily was quick to brush it off, putting down her fork and taking a sip of her sweet tea, "I've always eaten like a bird."

"Birds eat ten times their weight," Myrtle noted with an amused smile. Cordelia had been so tense since Hawthorne. For once, Myrtle had to be the optimistic one… if only for the sake of maintaining an air of control.

"Good thing I wasn't talking in ratios."

Myrtle chuckled and went back to her food, but Cordelia continued to watch Emily carefully as she turned and offered Misty her desert.

"You alright, Firefly?"

"Just tired."

"Bad dreams?"

"Something like that."

Cordelia's glance flickered to her mentor. The slight quirking of the redhead's brow gave away her own concerns. The headmistress gaze returned to Emily, her posture straightening ever slightly.

"About your personal hell?" she asked.

Emily faltered slightly at her headmistress's voice. While they were surrounded by people, most had the decency not to eavesdrop on the more intimate conversations — feigning ignorance even if they heard every word. It was one of those unspoken rules of society.

"No. I didn't have a personal hell."

Shit.

Her exhaustion and weird mindset had made her careless. Then again, Cordelia was supposed to help with things such as these, right? The whole point of being here was to learn. How could she learn if she never asked questions? Why did her gut churn like she had been caught with her hands painted red?

Green eyes slowly turned to the brown ones that had burned holes in her skin since she had arrived in Mississippi. Cordelia's brows furrowed, lips twisting in the way they always did when she didn't have the answers.

"Then where were you?"

"… I don't know."

The table was consumed with silence, no one able to pretend they weren't listening in to the conversation at hand. Coco glanced around at the table, noting the unwavering stares. Glancing to Emily, she saw her eyes flick between them all, her plate, Cordelia, and back again.

"Probably the jet lag," the heiress said, "shit makes you forget what your own name is."

Emily smiled with the rest of them, sending a thankful glance to the woman who squeezed her hand and smiled. The table fell back into idle chatter.

"Hell of a spotlight," Coco whispered into her glass, eyes flickering around to her fellow witches.

Emily mimicked her movements, "you're telling me."

The pair shared a glance and promptly fell into laughter.

"Next time you need to swing by L.A. Beaches are crowded, but the experience is worth it."

"There's a tattoo parlor there I wanted to check out," Emily noted, "Purple Panther. One of my favorite artists works there."

"We should go and get matching tattoos."

"What did I miss?" Mallory asked, returning from a trip to the bathroom.

"We're all going to get matching tattoos." Coco declared.

"Of what?"

Emily smiled and leaned in, "we should get the triquetra from Charmed."

"Oooh, yes!" Coco exclaimed, "I loved that show as a kid."

Mallory's face twisted in confusion, "Haven't seen it."

"We're binge-watching it," Coco declared, "tonight."

"My room?" Emily asked, "I have a TV."

"No offense, your room is a broom closet."

"Feels like home," Emily jested, a genuine smile curling on her lips, "certainly been in it for long enough."

Coco snorted out a laugh, infecting Mallory and Emily into a fit of giggles. The brunette could feel Cordelia's eyes on her, a hand going to smooth down the hairs on the back of her neck. She didn't like it, the feeling of being watched.

"Oh!" Mallory said, "I have a tattoo idea — swords."

"Swords?"

"For the Three Musketeers!"

Emily gasped as an idea hit her, pulling out her sketchbook and scrawling out an idea.

"What if…"

She finished the crude drawing — a sword with a triquetra behind it. Some of the lines of the triquetra looped around the blade where it was positioned at the end of its point. "… we did both?"

"Both?" Mallory asked.

"Both," Emily repeated.

"Both is good," Coco finished, the three falling into giggles once again.

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Emily was unsurprised when Cordelia cornered her later in the day. Classes had been canceled for the day, older girls put in charge of amusing the younger ones. The brunette had dozed until 12 o'clock when the cheerful laughing and screeching from the lawn kept her from falling back asleep.

Book in hand, Emily had nearly made it to the greenhouse when Cordelia intercepted her. The blonde woman had been leaning against the door of the rotting shack. Emily wondered how long the headmistress had waited for her out in the sun.

"Walk with me," was all she said as the brunette got within earshot, her tone filled with bad news. They strolled in silence for a good while. When the playful yelling and screaming was muffled by distance and the trees around the property, Cordelia finally spoke.

"I've been to hell myself. It changes a person… for better or worse."

Emily's eyes were trained on the ground, navigating over twisting roots and rocks that jutted from the dirt. She spared Cordelia a brief glance. "Which was it? Better or worse?"

"That's the thing," Cordelia said, head high and eyes steady on the path ahead of them, "you can never tell which. It's something only others can see."

"Is this an intervention or something?"

A smile tugged at the blonde's lips, "Or something."

Silence consumed them once more. It became clear that Emily could either talk or they would walk until she did.

"Hell was like a dream," the brunette relented after a minute or so, "Dreams always feel so real until you wake up. Then, you mourn the reality you lost."

"Even with nightmares?"

"All I ever have is nightmares."

Cordelia spared the woman a look. Emily's eyes were trained on the ground as she took a step over a fallen trunk. Dark circles ringed around her eyes, the purple somehow making the green even brighter. Cordelia realized she had never seen Emily without them. Were her dreams something more? Something that paraded around as sleep when it was really anything but?

Emily's words were hardly louder than a whisper, "It isn't the situation I mourn, but the power I have."

The book in Emily's hands suddenly felt like it weighed a hundred pounds. It was one of her many journals, each page dedicated to the carefully worded and detailed recollections of the visions her mind procured in sleep. The voice said her dreams were something more. Emily feared the implications. She was a stickler for a little thing called proof, however. Spirits can lie and trick just as well as humans could.

Cordelia regarded the girl beside her, "Powers such as what?"

"In hell, I could pull a weapon to me as if I reached out and grabbed it with my own hand. I could conjure flames and move them to my will."

Her words were like a snarl on her lip, a frustration that plagued her every hour. Then, the snarl faltered and the grief set in. "Everything was so much clearer… simpler."

The headmistress stopped and placed a hand upon the girl's shoulder, squeezing it for good measure. Emily wished she hadn't. It was easy to hold back tears and emotions when you didn't have to look someone in the eye.

"You went to hell and brought back my dearest friend," she pressed, hand trailing down Emily's arm and taking her hand, cupping it in her own, "just because you cannot perform grand acts of magic does not mean you cannot fight."

Emily looked at Cordelia, searching for something in those brown eyes. Everyone's eyes were covered in a fog of optimism. It made real-life feel more like a dream than her dreams did. Their gazes never failed to make her shudder. Coco was the only one who did not succumb. Thus, the only one she somewhat trusted. Carefully, Emily pulled her hand away.

"Michael brought back Misty, not me."

It was something she had said a thousand times since her return. The people here either didn't listen or didn't care. Which was worse?

"With your aid."

For a moment, Emily contemplated telling Cordelia everything. She was so desperate for answers — so desperate to cut through the fog. She was reminded of The Odyssey, Odysseus's travel to an island where everything seemed perfect. It was so tempting to give in, to be alright with not knowing.

What was Michael?

Why did the voices speak to him?

Why did she understand their words while Misty did not?

"I had a weird dream last night," she found herself speaking, her silence lasting a little too long, "I know it means something, but I can't quite place it."

Cordelia seemed content in her words, a small smile telling Emily that she had chosen the right words… even if they were not the words she had intended to speak. There was trust to be built before Emily could talk to Cordelia about hell.

"Tell me about it," her Supreme commanded, gently ushering Emily back the way they came.

"I was in a field," Emily started, an air of distance taking over her voice. When Cordelia looked to her, she was miles away — eyes filled with fog. "You were there just… waiting. For me, I think, but I could be wrong."

"What happened?" Cordelia asked, "in the dream?"

"You were standing next to a girl. She saw me first… said her name was Nan."

Cordelia's gasp was quiet, but still loud enough to draw Emily from the fog. A manicured hand came to her mouth before going to her stomach as if the woman had been punched. Emily was afraid Cordelia might pass out again.

"Nan," Cordelia said, speaking around a frog in her throat.

The younger witch felt a surge of anxiety. She should have said nothing, kept her mouth shut. Why couldn't she keep her mouth shut? It had been an easy feat until she came to Robichaux.

"She was sweet," Emily found herself saying, "told me not to worry."

Cordelia leaned on a nearby tree. Emily wrung her hands, biting her lip and waiting for the woman to say something. Her heart leaped into her chest when she heard the woman sniffle back a tear.

"Did I say something wrong?" Emily asked, heart hammering. Cordelia didn't answer. Should she get closer? Should she squeeze her arm as Cordelia had done to her many a times? Emily had never been good at consoling. "I'm sorry."

The woman finally shook her head, the heels of her palm swiping away the few tears that had trailed down her cheeks. "No… no, you've brought me a great deal of peace."

Curiosity always got the best of her.

"Nan…" Emily said, "You recognize her?"

"She used to be a student here… before her untimely death."

"I'm sorry."

Cordelia sighed and straightened her shirt, quickly taking back the decorum Emily had managed to peel back. At that moment, Emily realized something darkened in her Supreme. The fog left the brown eyes and hardened into something more tangible, her jaw clenched ever slightly, and the mother-like tone left her voice.

"I'd advise you not to approach her in your dreams again."

Emily faltered for a moment, too caught up in the change to process the woman's words.

"Why?"

"For your safety."

"She hardly seemed dangerous."

"It is not her I worry about."

Her lips opened to ask more questions, but Cordelia quickly overtook the conversation. "Tell me about the rest of this dream."

It was probably best if she didn't argue. Emily went on describing, glancing at the woman now and again. Cordelia's eyes lost their dark edge as the tale continued — flying, levitation, conjuring of fire and wind — until they once again held the optimistic fog Emily had become accustomed to.

"And when I wake up," Emily concluded, "I felt like I was not myself. That my real self lies within these dreams."

Cordelia simply nodded.

"Dreams are more powerful than we can imagine," she said, "it is, in short, an insight into our true nature — witch or no witch."

"Then what is my true nature?" Emily asked, jumping back as a boisterous toddler ran past her, two more hot on her heels. They had made it back to the garden.

Cordelia smiled at her, giving her shoulder one more squeeze before she trailed after the children.

"That is something only you can answer."

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Cordelia paced her room, thoughts writhing like a snake that had worked its way into a knot. Unable to move forward or back, she wondered how long she had until death. Do nothing and she would starve — giving into the circumstances like a beast baring its belly to the knife. Tug too harshly, however, and she would sever her own spine.

"I do hope you have good reason for waking me in the middle of the night," Myrtle sighed as she entered the room. She carefully closed the door, the only sign of her entrance the dulled click of the lock behind her.

The Supreme ceased her pacing, taking to wringing her hands instead as she came to a stop before the redhead.

"I can't shake the feeling that something is wrong."

"You just put a petulant boy in power," Myrtle scoffed, "What can be more wrong than that?"

"I did it for the best of the coven."

Myrtle let out a sigh, unable to keep up her irritation. Tense shoulders and crossed arms relaxed and rested at her sides. "My dear, what good are you if you keep working yourself into a fit of hysterics?"

Cordelia either didn't hear her or didn't care to address the topic. Hurrying over to her desk, she pushed papers this way and that until she found what she was looking for.

"Were you able to look into the matter we discussed?"

It took all Myrtle's power not to roll her eyes.

"Evocation rituals of that nature aren't exactly common if they exist at all."

"But they do exist?"

"None that I could find."

"What if we modified a resurgence spell… combined it with dreams. That's where her skill shows the most, after all. If we could get into that otherness—"

Cordelia had thrown the idea around with the woman multiple times before they visited Hawthorne. Seeing the aftermath of the Seven Wonders, particularly in the trial of Descensum, had made the Supreme all the more convinced of her path. If Cordelia shared any traits with Fiona, it was her stubbornness.

"I still don't see how her power, any power, could be trapped inside her," Myrtle insisted once more, "That family of hers didn't have a lick of magic in her bones. Her mother has no magical talent whatsoever and don't get me started on that father of hers."

"Then why is she here at our school?"

Myrtle spared her a pointed look. Cordelia huffed and leaned on her desk, keeping her eyes locked with her mentor's.

"Emily's powers have to originate from somewhere," she said, shaking her head and averting her gaze for but a moment, "Her grandmother died. Maybe she used the last of her power to protect Emily. Delphi had yet to be disbanded when she passed."

"If that were the case, she wouldn't be able to go to hell, dear. Maybe it's as you said; her magic is tied to the other — dreams, visions, prophecy, the whole shebang."

Cordelia shook her head, "That doesn't feel right."

Myrtle was now the one to pace. The carpet was sure to be filled with holes if the issue loomed over their heads any longer. If Cordelia could not let go of this vision, the coven would be doomed. How many more dead ends did Delia need to hit before she recognized the futility of—

"Why are you so adamant about this?" Myrtle found herself asking, more out of desperation than curiosity.

Cordelia gave her a pointed look and the woman scoffed. "Mallory—"

"Mallory didn't go to hell."

"And our dear Emily can't make a butterfly out of petals. Don't put all your eggs in one basket. One false step and they all shatter."

"Then help me eliminate this option," Cordelia said, voice pleading, "Let's perform a ritual and get our answers before too much time has passed."

"Alright," Myrtle relented, "let's pull out the books… and the booze."

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Emily sat on one of the tables in the greenhouse like she was waiting at a doctor's appointment, picking absentmindedly at the thin layer of paint atop the table. The inner circle of Robichaux stood around her watching Cordelia and Myrtle as they gathered material and passed it out.

Misty sat at Emily's side, holding her hand and offering reassuring smiles whenever the brunette turned to look at her. Part of e was afraid they were going to kill her… or something worse. Death certainly wasn't the worst thing the lot of them had experienced.

"We believe there is something blocking out our dear Emily's powers," Myrtle explained, placing jars of… something around the table.

"Or she just doesn't have any," Madison sighed, obviously wanting to be anywhere else as she studied her nails — she just got a manicure. The others stared at her in annoyance. "What? We're all thinking it."

"She saw Nan," Cordelia spoke. She had been silent the entire time and didn't even greet Emily when she was escorted into the greenhouse by Myrtle. If her silence was out of concentration or concern, no one could tell.

Queenie's eyes nearly bugged out of her head. Her arms fell to her sides and all she could do was look between Emily and her Supreme. "She what?"

"I didn't know who she was," Emily said, glancing to Misty who held a similar expression to Queenie, "Not until I talked to Cordelia."

"Is she alright?" Zoe asked. She stood opposite to Misty, carefully watching Cordelia and Myrtle as they prepared. "Did she say anything?"

"Nothing of note."

"But she did say something," Queenie said, a silent command in her voice.

"Only that I shouldn't worry."

Zoe's brow furrowed, "worry about what?"

"… I don't know."

"If we are able to unlock your powers," Myrtle said, ignoring the scathing look Cordelia sent her. The redhead still held her doubts. "Perhaps we can find out."

Her words seemed to motivate the other girls. One by one they fell into place around the table, taking a string as Cordelia handed it to them. Misty and Madison stood at Emily's left, Queenie and Zoe at her right. Myrtle stood in front of her, a large tomb of a book in her hands as she watched Cordelia work.

"Lay down, my dear," she told Emily, who hesitantly did as she was told, "We will be delving deep into your subconscious and I'd rather you didn't wake with a concussion."

Cordelia came to a stop at Emily's head. The brunette looked up through her lashes and watched as the woman lit a stick of incense, quickly blowing it out and placing it in a cup of sand. Emily really hoped they wouldn't have a fire accident. If her hair were to be cut even shorter, she'd look like an egg wearing a toupee.

"Concentrate on the power you had in hell," She whispered, so low that only Emily could hear her, "Visualize it and keep the sensation in the forefront of your mind."

Emily felt if she were in some weird baptism, one you'd see on a TLC show about those weird Mormon cults. Shaking her head, she reminded herself to focus. She thought of hell, of that classroom — the fire, the words, the void. Emily felt her eyes become heavy before they closed. She saw Michael, blue eyes only showing a brief moment of alarm as fire raged around him.

Cordelia looked to Myrtle. The redhead began to chant. One by one, the other girls echoed her words. Emily was only slightly aware of their actions, their voices sounding miles away. Finally, Cordelia echoed the words. Her hands cupped over Emily's face, covering her eyes and centering the spell between her brows, the third eye.

Once again, Emily fell into a slumber. Cordelia prayed that, when she awoke, her questions would be answered.