July 17th, 2004

I was hoping that Kwan would have called me, but he hasn't yet. I guess he's just really busy, heh.

Not that...he would have been able to.

My phone doesn't really work, anyway.

But it would have been, you know, nice if we could have hung out, you know?

Going to court isn't as fun when you don't have anyone to play with, but I was able to get some practice in this summer so far, so I'm hoping that by the time the tryouts roll around this year, I'll be ready.

Mom and Dad don't think I'm good enough to get in though.

I'm probably not.

I'm not good at much, but I hope that I can. Maybe then I can make them be proud of me.

Maybe then I wouldn't be such a loser, and I won't have to be a such a bother on everyone.

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I'm going to the court today to practice.