REGAINED PASSION-2
Hello everyone. I managed to have few moments for myself and I decided to write the second chapter to the story, which meant to be one-shot. I just thought, that this story deserves a proper ending. I hope you don't mind. I just saw the new movie two days ago and I'm in desperate need of some warm, loving feelings for the Carsons...So here it is..Hope you will like it.
Warning-M-ness in the beginning of the chapter.
Charles groaned with delight, when he entered Elsie...Even after three years of their marriage, he knew, that he will never have enough of being with her intimately, in bed...He was watching Elsie's face expression, which was quickly turning into pure bliss, as they kept moving together, slowly... She closed her eyes, wanting to let her other senses to get as much of this moment as possible and she moaned her husband's name, moving her legs up and letting him deeper inside her...
"Oh Charlie..."-she whispered...Gently caressing the lower part of his back...
Charles felt another wave of pleasure, as soon as he delved deeper into Elsie...Listening to Elsie's moans only doubled his pleasure..
"Elsie...My sweetheart...I love you so much..."
"I love you Charlie..."
Charles covered her mouth with passionate kisses, moving his tongue according to the rhythm of his hips...He knew, that this time it will not last too long, because he was so turned on tonight by Elsie...She was in a flirtatious mood all day, even when they were in the house and she kept on giving him small kisses in his pantry, she was whispering naughty things to his ear, when nobody was watching and she was rubbing herself against him, in a very sensual way, which fired up his senses...
When they came back to the cottage they didn't loose time..They went to their bedroom and started to make love, without any foreplay...It was like they both needed it very much...
Charles was desperately trying to hold on, not wanting to deprive Elsie of her climax, but his worries were unjustfied, because her thighs started to tremble soon and she dug her nails into his back, which were two, certain signs, that she was nearing her release...He felt her pulsing inside and heard her throaty moans and he knew, that he can let go now...
They both climaxed almost simultaneously and he collapsed near to her, wanting to regain his breath..
Elsie opened her eyes and she was gently stroking his tummy and his chest, with her small hand...He was squeezing her thighs, once again amazed with it's softness and smoothness...
Ever since he got back from France and Elsie made her famous jealousy scene, Charles had a feeling like they were re-living their honeymoon...Elsie was such loving and passionate and he had absolutely nothing against it...On the contrary...He was hoping, that it was not some faze which will pass soon..He wanted to keep this version of Elsie forever...He loved her stoic and pragmatic side, which was perfect, but now, when their passion, which was a little forgotten, came back and he desperately wanted things to stay the same...
He once thought, that if jealousy was the thing that made Elsie start to behave like a new wedded wife again, he was ready to arrange some scene with another woman, just to keep this spark between them..
Sweet, loving, tender and passionate woman, was exactly the Elsie he needed..He didn't even mind, when sometimes she was acting that way at the Abbey..Like today, when she was provoking him a bit, even though they were surrounded by other people...
Charles was thinking, that whatever happens, he will never let that Elsie change into this woman who she was before he left to France-good wife, but with no hints of loving and passionate woman, that he needed so much...
Elsie was lying in the loving arms of her husband, once again wondering, how it was that she deserved such happiness in her life...There he was, with her, naked, satisfied and happy-her source of never ending love...He was grumpy and unbearable sometimes, but ever since he came back from France and she found out about his little "adventure", something broke in Elsie...She understood, that she was very lucky to have him and that maybe before, their marriage life was not exactly as it should be...
She looked him in the eyes with love and they've shared a tender kiss...
Charles nestled her tightly and she was listening to the steady beating of his heart, with her head on his chest...She didn't expect, that they will talk now, usually after such sweet moments, Charles swiftly fell asleep, cuddling her, but today, he obviously had other plans, because suddenly she heard him asking:
"Elsie, I've been meaning to ask you...How it is that you turned into such loving, passionate wife?"
"What do you mean Charlie? Wasn't I this way before?"
"You were, but not like that...In the beginning of our marriage, but later on..."
"Later on I became a nagging old hag, is that what you wanted to tell me?"
"Of course not sweetie...You could rather say, that I was the grumpy one in this marriage..."
"That I can't deny Charlie...You were grumpy, but I wasn't a good wife for you...I understood that, when you were away.."
"Elsie...You were and are, the most wonderful wife that I could have asked for...I was the awful husband..."
"No Charlie...You are difficult, I'm not going to deny that, but not awful..Well, maybe a little awful in the beginning, with this cooking expectations, but other than that, you are wonderful and I'm lucky to have you...I just realized, that recently I didn't show you my feelings enough, like I should.."
"I didn't make it any easy for you...Instead of cherishing and loving my wife, I prefer to spend time nagging and criticizing...Now I can see how wrong I was...We wasted precious time and we could have done this instead..."...-Charles gently touched Elsie's naked breast, watching how her nipple hardened immediately, under his touch and she was making small circles on his chest, with her fingers...
"We both made mistakes...We are not young anymore Charles...Who knows how much time we have left and we should give each all the love and tenderness we have...Even if it's hidden deep inside us...I spent most of my life loving you and I couldn't show you this and now, when I'm your wife and I can do this, I didn't...That was a big mistake, don't you think Charlie?.."
"Elsie...It's so beautiful what you are saying...Because it matches my feelings exactly...I was also loving you for such a long time and I couldn't show it to you...Elsie, you are my world, you know that...?"
"And you are mine Charlie...As you always have been...You finally belong to me and I don't want to be afraid of the thing that I was afraid of for so many years..."
"What was the thing Elsie?"
"You promise that you won't laugh and find me sentimental?"
"I promise...Tell me?"
"I was afraid, that some other woman will take you away from me..That you will fall in love, marry and I will have to watch this...I would have to leave Downton then...I wouldn't be able to take it...And when I found out about this Lady Bagshaw business, all this fear came back to me..."
"Elsie my darling...There is no business with Lady Bagshaw..There never was and never will be...And no other woman could ever take me away from you...Never, because my heart belonged to you...Ever since you came to Downton...I was the one who was afraid that you will be stolen from me...Such wonderful woman as you Elsie...So beautiful, intelligent, kind, with such fire in her body and soul..."-he whispered those words, covering her face with small, loving kisses..."Half of Downton village men wanted you and there was Joe Burns..."
"Neither of these men, or Joe didn't have a chance...You think that why I didn't accept his proposal? Because I already loved you back then.."
"I was blessed by that Elsie...Because it really frightened me, that I could loose you...Luckily, I didn't..."
"Exactly...We are both blessed Charlie...And we have to remember that everyday...We have so much to do, we are working, we have many duties, but I still want us to show each other our love...It's the most precious thing that we have, don't you agree my love?"
"As I never agreed before...Elsie...You are my happiness...The biggest happiness that I got in life...Forgive me, if sometimes I'm just an old, pompous fool, who doesn't appreciate how lucky he is.."
"I forgive you, as long as you forgive me, that sometimes I'm a little too impatient and irritated at you... I promise to be a better wife from now on..."
"Elsie Carson, have I told you how much I love you?"
"Not often enough Charlie, so you can say it again..."
"I love you Elsie...I love as I have never loved anyone before...You are my whole life..."
"And I love you Charlie...My sweet, precious, grumpy husband...My biggest prize..."
Those declarations were followed by few sweet kisses and loving hugs...Very soon, the Carsons were gently falling asleep, encircled with the feeling of warm and safety...
That's really all for this story now. As I mentioned above, I just watched the new movie and there are no signs of love between the Carsons there, so I needed to fill the gap...It still saddens me, that Fellowes went that direction with them, because they should be the most loving couple in the whole Downton. But this is exactly why we have fanfictions ;-) I hope you liked it a bit. Your opinions are always appreciated. Have a great day and a great week. See you soon!
