The purpose part 16 First time defied

Chapter 49

At noon, Seth and Danyck were waiting for Yaxley and Rodolphus in the living room. Danyck had stayed silent the whole morning. Seth understood why, he had lost control of his mind shields the night before and Danyck had tried to hide his thoughts and stop thinking about it but each time he looked at Seth, his face had went red in shame. Seth ignored his feelings and reminded him to drink before they left and so he had asked for Mikael again. Seth had drunk from the dark lord enough to last him days but knew an immense effort was coming, he would have to be very careful. Yaxley and Rodolphus apparated almost in the same time.

*What is he… oh, don't tell me he is coming? And… who's that? * Asked Yaxley who first was talking about Rodolphus, then had pointed at Danyck.

*I have to bring food, don't I? And that's Danyck. * Said Seth as he stood up, not explaining more.

Danyck grabbed the axe and the bag, then placed a hand on Seth. Yaxley sighed and placed a hand on Seth too. Rodolphus did the same.

*We are going to Ireland first; we shall ride with Thestrals to the mountains of white peak. Flying should be a couple hours at most, then the hard part will come. * Said Seth.

He concentrated for a moment so he wouldn't splinch himself, or anyone. Remembering the exact park where he had stood. He took a deep breath and apparated. Danyck almost vomited again. The air was dense and humid in the forest. They could hear cars and trucks not too far away.

*Obviously, muggles take more forest each year and destroy their habitat…*Said Seth as he smelled the air. *Anyway, let's go deeper in the forest, the herd was pretty big, they shouldn't be that far.* Continued Seth and they followed him.

They walked for a little over an hour where they couldn't see anything of muggle origins and Seth heard a whistling sound.

*You all heard that, right?* Asked Yaxley and Seth responded by whistling back.

They waited a little and more whistling came. Seth responded again and soon enough, several thestrals arrived slowly through the trees.

*What beautiful creatures.* Said Danyck as one was approaching near him.

Danyck placed a hand on its head and the thestral chirped while opening its giant wings, making Seth's hair fly by the wind it made. Seth pet another one that was approaching and whispered something to it. The thestral moved his head and whistled again. Seth smiled and thanked the thestral as two other thestrals went to Rodolphus and Yaxley.

*They are fine with the destination and they don't mind doing this for me, I love them.* Chuckled Seth as he mounted it.

Yaxley passed a soft hand on his thestral and also mounted it. Danyck said something appeasing to his thestral before mounting it with a natural ease. He placed the axe attached to his back covered with a thick cloth so it wouldn't hinder his movements or the thestral's. Rodolphus hesitated, being intimidated by having to mount an animal instead of a broom but resigned himself before mounting it.

*White peak mountain in France. Let's leave.* Said Seth and whistled. The four thestrals whistled in response and their giant wings went out.

The thestrals had mostly passed over the oceans before going into France, all passing very high up. Seth had cast disillusion spells while in the air as they approached muggle areas. It took several hours, just like Seth had said. The thestrals took them the highest they could. The dark horses left after they dismounted them and thanked them. The mountain wind was harsh, and Seth took out the saddle from Danyck's bag, but also cloaks for the three others that would mount him.

*What's the saddle for?* Almost screamed Rodolphus in the wind to get heard.

Yaxley took the heavy cloak that Seth was handling and covered himself tightly and spelled a warming charm on himself but also on Danyck who was also putting on the heavy cloak over himself and his head. Rodolphus didn't understand but took the cloak nonetheless and put it on tightly and also placed a warming charm on himself. When the three were ready, Seth stepped back from them and morphed into his giant wolf Animagus form. Danyck had been warned, but not Rodolphus and they were both bewildered. Yaxley waved his wand at the saddle and moved it on top of Seth and enlarged it.

*Wait, Yaxley, place the covers on his back before doing that.* Said Danyck.

Yaxley waved for the covers from the back and placed them on Seth, enlarging them to fit his back. He then placed the saddle and magically tightened the straps. Seth growled at Yaxley who shrugged.

*Hey, you want us to fall down? The straps have to be tight, you know it! Lay down now so we can climb you.* Said Yaxley who went close to him.

Seth laid down and Yaxley went on the saddle up front. Danyck went to the seat behind because of the axe.

*You coming Rody? Or are you just waiting to become an ice cube?* Yelled Yaxley.

Rodolphus snapped out of his stupor and climbed on Seth between Danyck and Yaxley. Seth stood up slowly, feeling and gaging the weight of the three on him. And so, the climbing started. The mountain was steep but still manageable for Seth to climb. He realized he would get exhausted quicker than he thought, but still moved forward for four long hours before he felt the need to stop. Danyck had become more and more worried as he felt Seth's condition. Seth looked around for a clearing. At least the storm had stopped when they passed a certain height of the mountain. They saw large animals not too far away and some trees, perhaps a cavern. Seth's wolf instincts and hunger almost got the better of him as he saw the elks when Danyck's voice resonated in his mind. Seth laid down and his three passengers went off of him.

*Corban, remove the saddle from him, he needs to feed quickly!* Said Danyck.

Corban looked at Danyck weirdly but nonetheless waved his wand and the saddle unstrapped and moved up in the air. Seth grabbed the covers with his teeth and pulled them away before he ran to the elks in a sprint. They watched from afar the savage hunting Seth was performing. The sun was almost out, so it would become dark, real soon.

*We should set up the tents, I don't think he should continue at night like that. Anyway, I don't know for you but I have never mounted anything in my life and my legs are killing me.* Said Rodolphus who grabbed Danyck's bag and took the tents out of it.

Corban approved and helped him settle the tents and made a magical fire on the ground after removing the snow.

*Danyck… you are obviously not a muggle… anymore, who are you?* Asked Yaxley with a hint of jealousy in his voice.

Danyck blushed, now knowing who Corban Yaxley was to Seth and understanding his tone towards him. Rodolphus listened carefully as he finished placing the two tents. Danyck scratched his head.

*I'm… uh, Seth sired me yesterday, oh god.* Said Danyck as he felt Seth's joy at devouring another elk.

He looked at Corban who had removed the cloak from his head. He dark blond hair untied, falling on his shoulders and the golden eyes staring at him. He felt an irresistible urge to taste him, influenced by Seth's thoughts. Corban sniffed and made a face as he disliked how Danyck was looking at him. Danyck was a new childe and couldn't control his impulses, nor could he block Seth's mind who was now indulging on preys. Rodolphus became nervous and stepped back, pointing his wand at him as Danyck's eyes had gone black. Seth yelled at Danyck in his mind. And Danyck winced, holding his head.

*I'm sorry… he's… he's coming back.* Said Danyck.

And so, a few minutes later, a bloodied giant wolf came to them and had an elk in his mouth. He threw the animal on the ground, then morphed back to his normal body. His face was covered in blood so he pointed his wand at his face and cleaned himself. He then looked at Danyck.

*I'm here now.* Said Seth who felt Danyck's hunger.

He eyed Corban and Rodolphus who clearly wouldn't want to feed Danyck, so he walked to him and without uttering a word, hearing Seth's thoughts, Danyck embraced Seth and plunged his teeth in his neck. Seth did not react as his childe was swallowing his blood, only meant to feed, nothing else. It seemed so normal and natural. Was that how it was supposed to be? Was Gellert's resentment more profound than he thought? He felt envy coming from Corban and also knew Rodolphus had gone inside a tent. When Danyck was done, he licked the wound clean, also healing it. Danyck was trembling and stared at him, then his face flushed red again, before removing his arms from him.

*Control your thoughts and impulses, Danyck. Your lust and desire are normal as a vampire… I think, might be harder to control, because it is me, and not some other vampire.* Said Seth.

Danyck took deep breaths and Seth helped him calm his mind. He knew a few drops of his blood made even Voldemort react strongly, what about a whole feed from a vampire? Danyck followed his thoughts.

*It's not the same. I can't explain it, but this… was to feed me, nothing else. My feelings are my own, not because of… your blood.* Danyck shared silently his thoughts, then went to the same tent as Rodolphus, leaving him with Corban.

He heard Danyck be amazed at the interior of magic tents and smirked. He took the other tent's direction, passing beside Corban who radiated with jealousy.

*You actually sired a vampire and kept a mind link with him after I…* Began Corban but Seth grabbed his arm and pulled him inside the tent.

Once inside, he violently removed Corban's clothes as he took hold of his lips with his own, making him shut up. Corban used his wand to remove Seth's clothes before they dropped their wands on the floor. Seth pushed Corban on the closest bed.

*YOU can love me all you want, Corban.* Said Seth as he went closer to him, eyes turning black.

*You seem to forget what I am and what that implies.* Continued Seth as he lifted him up and went on the bed.

He sat on his groin and passed a sharp nail on his torso, drawing blood. Corban had winced but was very aroused.

*No, I do not forget.*He emphasized and again Seth made a second line on his chest, making Corban groan.

*I could torture you for my own pleasure.* Said Seth.

*You already do that everyday.* Responded Corban, his chest going up and down faster.

Seth made a growl and took Corban's wrists beside his head then passed his tongue on the dripping blood.

*I know you by heart. You want another proof?* Taunted Corban as he made a malicious smile.

*Do tell.* Whispered Seth in his ear then licked his neck.

*Those words you love to hear… Take me, please.* Murmured Corban, barely audible.

Seth tightened his grip on the wrists then plunged his teeth in Corban's neck, tasting the sweet addicting blood. How he loved with a deep passion, the begging. The locket pulsed between them.

*Devour…* Echoed Voldemort's voice in Seth's mind.

Danyck had heard something through Seth's mind shields. Rodolphus was sound asleep already, his arm hanging beside the bed. He tempted a nudge at Seth's shields.

*You… you are doing it again, Seth, you will kill me… if you keep doing t… that.* Said Corban with difficulty.

Maybe that is what Voldemort wanted.

Seth stopped and moved up, his face over Corban's, staring at those golden eyes. The locket was dandling from his neck. What was that? He felt a nudge in his mind.

*I said, you have someone else controlling your thoughts. It sounded like the dark lord's voice.* Told Danyck to Seth in his mind, before retracting from it.

Seth removed himself from Corban and took the locket in his hand. He had been about to kill Corban again. Corban sat up in the bed and looked at Seth worryingly. For the first time, he defied Voldemort and removed the locket from his neck and threw it on the tent floor. A dark pressure seemed to lift off from his body. Corban looked at the locket on the floor, then at Seth again.

*There's more to that locket than I thought, then.* Said Corban.

Seth was angry. Angry to have been controlled like that. Would he be able to wear it again, knowing what it does to him? Does Voldemort even know how it affects him? He looked at Corban and his bleeding neck. He placed his hand on his neck and wandlessly healed the wound. He passed a thumb on his bottom lip as he stared at him. No, he had meant what he said.

*It doesn't change what I said in the mirror room. Love is not on my mind.* Said Seth.

He felt it, the heartbreak. He saw it, the change in his eyes, but a resolute fire burned as he grabbed Seth's arm.

*I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. It doesn't change how I feel for you, even if I can't have your heart, then USE ME! I'll never question you, I'll never say no to you, even if it means…!*Said Corban as his voice broke in his throat.

*Cin Ennas tare o- nin polodren.* Whispered Seth in Venthyr and kissed Corban again.

Warning, Slash scene

Seth's words shook him to the core, as if he had spelled something. Corban felt Seth's hand going between his legs, right behind his scrotum and entering a finger. His surprise was not as great as his desire to feel another finger to enter him. It didn't take long for another made it's way inside. Salty drops began to appear on his forehead as excitement was getting higher and higher. Seth touched what seemed to be his prostate as he felt a third finger enter and a loud moan escaped his lips as he saw an evil grin on Seth's face. He could not take it anymore, he wanted him inside, to be taken, to be dominated.

*Do it. Stop teasing.*Begged Yaxley.

Seth removed his fingers and placed himself, bringing Corban's hips closer. He entered Corban slowly, looking at his member disappearing and Corban arched his back and let out a low groan of appreciation.

*Holy shit* Mumbled Corban.

Seth felt a rush of pleasure going through him. He grabbed Corban's member in his right hand, for his left was propping him up beside Corban's torso and started pumping, following his hip movements. Too bad he had already taken his blood, for this would have been 1000 times better. He watched Corban going crazy, losing his mind in the torrent of pleasure he was giving him. He was the first man he'd fuck, not even Voldemort had the honor of receiving his cock inside him. He suddenly thought about Gellert, how he would love to make him scream, then about a certain blonde… so young. Corban's inside tightened as he climaxed in his hand as he let out a yell of contentment and Seth bursted his seeds at his turn. Seth waved his hand to clean the whitish liquid on them but stayed a moment in that position, both breathing fast. He mindlessly passed a hand on the dried blood on Corban's stomach. Seth removed himself from him and let himself fall at his side, pulling the cover over both of them.

End of slash

*I love you.* Said Corban.

Seth made a grunt and laid down on his stomach, arms under the pillow. Corban turned to his side, facing Seth and passed a hand on Seth's back, gently caressing the perfect skin of his. He saw goosebumps appearing on his skin.

*Corban, you are tickling me, stop it.* Mumbled Seth in the pillow.

Corban made a big grin, amazed how Seth could be so… human. Another reason why it had been so easy to fall in love with him.

*Seth… why are you complying to the dark lord's… requests?* Said Corban.

Seth made a grunt again.

*You are really asking me this? After 40 years of knowing him? I consider him as a genuine friend who may want power, but I never cared because the only thing I ever wanted was vampires to be considered equal to wizards and the only one who ever bothered into doing that was him. We are considered as dark creatures… creatures, ugh. Anyway, it all spiraled down I guess from the moment the ministry placed the device on us. They pretty much doomed themselves.* Said Seth with disgust.

That's not what Corban had meant. His phrase had been poorly asked and he was glad Seth did not see him blush but Seth suddenly propped himself up and cut his thumb with his teeth. Corban got confused and flinched as Seth shoved his bleeding thumb in his mouth. He grabbed Seth's hand and pushed him away but the deed had been done, his eyes dilated and his heart began to pump hard and fast again. He sat in bed, trembling and panicking.

*Why? What was that for?* Corban almost yelled.

*You meant sexually, didn't you? Do you feel it Corban, this sweet lust your body is asking for again? Or how about hearing the soft snow ruffling on the ground, or even Rodolphus's and Danyck's heartbeat in the other tent? Now, imagine how vampires feel. How every single vampire, naturally feel the sensations you are experimenting? Why I can't ONLY love you. Sure, vampires can fall in love, just like Gaela and Steven. When Darthael came with the vampires to ask you for a little party, just WHY do you think everything seems to be about sex, lust, desire… That's who we are and Voldemort knows I can't resist him, nor will I ever stop to court anyone I want to! You said I could use you, well, I DID!* Said angrily Seth as he went off the bed, dressed up, took the locket and placed it around his neck again.

He made one last stare at Corban before leaving the tent. He could hear Seth's heartbeat not far from the tent and he was not moving. He guessed he wanted to be alone, so he tried to calm the overwhelming sensations he was now having. He had been right about the desire to have sex again and just the thought of Seth's naked body made him hard again. He tried meditating and emptying his thoughts but the memories of the sweet warm lips on his body, of his wrists gripped strongly on the bed or the repeated thrust inside him, were not stopping to come in waves in his mind. After a long hour of trying to not think, he gave up and stroke himself until he climaxed. The sensation of lust seemed to calm down a bit, but exhaustion came crashing and finally overrode the effects of vampire blood.

Author's note: *Cin Ennas tare o- nin polodren.* means : And you shall be used.

I am trying to explain how vampires, as dark creatures they are supposed to be originally, feel. How Seth feels, all the damn time, but since he is a wizard, he has a more human side, that actually prevents him from being completely overrun by vampires deep desires of a blood world, to tear stuff apart. Voldemort's locket has a very deep grip on him, making him lose that humanity. Leave a small review, even saying you like it or not and what not. I have rewritten this part three times already and originally, it was supposed to be only Seth and Corban getting giants, then I added Danyck and now Rodolphus xD. Thanks for reading