Warnings: Mention of Rape
Enjoy,
Stellar
"Tell me, why did you do it?" Johnathan asked.
"I do a lot of things, Johnathan, what did I do wrong now?" I said dryly. He sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose.
"Don't act all dumb, Teagan. Why the hell did you do it?" Johnathan snapped. I was fuming, why the hell did I do it? Did he really just ask me that? I did what I did because I had to, for us. For Bella.
"I did it because I had to, everything was at stake. If your going to blame anyone, blame yourself! It was your idea!" I yelled. I lied to the police, got beat badly, and almost died, for him, for his stupid gang. I knew from the start I shouldn't have, but it was between life or death. Johnathan came up to me and grabbed my neck with one hand.
"Don't you blame this on me, and don't you ever yell at me again. You had a choice, you made it. You got the consequences." He was furious. I was gasping for breath and trying to get his arm off my neck. He let go of my neck and slapped me, hard. I gasped and grabbed my cheek. He threw me on the floor and started kicking me.
"This is what you get, bitch." Johnathan said between kicks. I just layed there and let him do what he wanted. Even if I tried to fight back, it would be no use, he would just be worse than he usually.
Maybe I should tell the police, my mind whispered. Or maybe I should tell the police the truth.
The first day of high school was my first real excitement. New people, new things, new teachers, new everything, and I had Bella with me.
I was sitting outside on a picnic table with Bella at lunch, when another Freshman came up to our table. Bella looked him over and smiled. He smiled back and slid his eyes to me. It seemed his smile froze and he continued to stare. Bella giggled and told me she has to go get something from her locker. Me and the boy were left alone.
"I'm Johnathan." The boy told me after he stopped staring.
"Teagan." I shook the hand he held out.
"Can I sit? It seems you have your friend and I have no one." Johnathan smiled again and nodded to the seat Bella just left.
"Oh, of course. Also, Isabella, or Bella- that's what everyone calls her- is my twin." I informed him after he had sat down.
Johnathan seemed shocked. I laughed at the face he was making.
"I know, doesn't seem like it does it?" I laughed. He laughed with me and that was the start of our friendship. I knew it wouldn't last long; I think we both wanted more.
A couple of months went by, and me and Johnathan got super close. We would smile at each other randomly and we had so many inside jokes I couldn't count them.
Homecoming came fast; me and Bella were going to go with each other, but plans change, right?
It was the day before the dance and I was just getting out of my last period, P.E., and when I rounded a corner into the main hall, Johnathan was leaning against my locker and looking at everyone that passed.
"Hey, waiting for me?" I asked once I got to him. His eyes landed on me and he smiled.
"Who wouldn't?" ,started Johnathan. I laughed and pushed him off my locker so I could put my books away.
"Did you see Bella? I think she went home already but-" I was cut off by Johnathan.
"Will you be my date to Homecoming?" He sounded nervous. I blinked a few times, shut my locker, and turned to him.
"Date...Homecoming...You and me..." My thoughts were all over the place. Johnathan laughed and shook his head.
"So?" He asked. I gathered my wits and smiled.
"Of course, yes. I'll go to homecoming with you." He hugged me and lifted me off the ground.
I haven't smiled that big since; I wish I could go back to a time when I could.
"I'm so sorry, Teagan. Please forgive me. I didn't mean it, I love you." Johnathan was sitting in a chair next to my hospital bed and holding my hand.
It was the third time that month I had been admitted to the hospital because of him.
I couldn't speak and he just kept begging for forgiveness. Everytime he did this, I always forgave him. I knew that, at the end of the day, I would forgive him and we would make up.
If I had known that this would be the last few weeks of being in Phoenix, being with and around him, I would have never forgave him. But, some people don't change, I guess.
The week before I left, he raped me. Again. I was used to it by now, I know that sounds horrible, but it was the truth.
The day before I left, I got up super early in the morning and was throwing up.
I knew what was wrong with me immediately.
I didn't tell Bella.
I was pregnant with this monsters baby.
And I wanted to keep it.
Ok, sorry it took me so long to write, I had a bad case of writers block, even though I had all this written down in a notebook already.
R&R, please.
Any reviews help.
Sorry it's so short, the next chapter will be longer!
Stellar
