Hey guys! This chapter is going to be a tad shorter than the others due to my work schedule. I could've waited until I had more free time to write out more, but this chapter didn't need to have a lot anyway. So here ya go!

Disclaimer: I do not own Victorious, but man that would be cool.


Jade tried to sleep, but her mind was racing. He's totally going to touch me tomorrow. Would he even know how? Probably… But my body is more complicated than his! There are folds and crevices — which sounds kinda gross. All that he has to worry about is a STICK, and maybe balls. But that's all external and easy to see. My parts are hidden away like its something to hide rather than to show off.

She turned from laying on one side to her other to try to get more comfortable. She felt little prickles on her legs as they rubbed against each other. Oh my gosh, I need to shave my legs in the morning. He probably wouldn't like it if I looked scruffy. Should I shave my pubic hair, too? Would too much hair gross him out? Do boys like girls to be smooth?

Nobody at school ever talked about such things during lunch — at least nobody Jade sits with. Cat is probably even more naive than Jade is. She still brings her stuffed animals to school for Pete's sake! But even if Cat wasn't so innocent, they couldn't talk about sexually related things at the Asphalt Cafe. Not in front of Andre and Beck… that would be awkward. Does Cat ever get horny, too?

There's so much confusion on the subject! The only things that get taught in Sex Ed are: penis enters vagina; penis ejaculates semen; semen plus egg equals baby; always practice safe sex or else you could contract a disease or infection. That's all very methodical and scientific, Jade thought, but what about the social customs? They don't talk about blowjobs, but people give and get them all the time! What other practices exist that I haven't been exposed to? And what about the expectations put on me? Am I expected to shave my pubic hair like I'm expected to shave my legs? Should I act submissive? (No acting necessary in my case). I don't even know what I don't know!

She tossed again and tried to think on the brighter side this time. Tomorrow could be the greatest moment of my life! Touching myself feels amazing already, but by another person… I can't even imagine! When I touch myself, there's really two types of feeling — the walls of the inside of me and my clitoris feeling the touch of my hands, and my hands feeling the touch of them. Tomorrow I get to only feel one touch without the distraction of the second. It's going to feel so intense!

She imagined what it would feel like for Ryder's fingers to enter her — touching her the same way she touches herself — but of course she couldn't possibly know. She could just lay there and feel instead of concentrating on her own movements. The thought turned her on a little, and she still had some heat lingering since the event at Ryder's house. It was taking her a long time to fall asleep anyway and a good rubbing helps to knock her out.

She rolled herself over so that she had her legs wrapped around her blanket and then positioned herself so that she was laying flat on her stomach, on top of the bunched up fabric. Her hands grabbed the corners of the blanket by her feet and pulled them up near her shoulders. At this point, she is both laying on the blanket and being covered by it at the same time with the turning point being between her legs. She tugged the fabric up with her hands and simultaneously rubbed her crotch against the gathered blanket. The gentle friction felt amazing.

She kept on fantasizing about what Ryder would do to her while she continued to hump her blanket. Her heart was beating fast again and her breathing became staccato. It didn't take very long for her to reach her peak. After a few vigorous humps against the blanket, her body went rigid and waves of pleasure pulsated through.

I can't believe that it can actually get better than this.


And that'll do it for this chapter! Thanks for reading and feel free, nay, encouraged to leave a review! Toodles xx